Gym failed today.

My legs are not in the best shape today.

It's not an excuse okay!

An excuse is...

I'm sleepy so I can't do much :D

Let me see what I did today, including the exercises during Taekwondo...

I'm going to write them according to which one I did first.

I'm too lazy to sum them up :/

Taekwondo

First 10 minutes

30 push ups, 30 sit ups, 30 of some back exercise, 30 jumps over partner's legs.

Next, we did 3 sets of..

10 push ups, 10 sit ups where you lift your legs and arms, 10 squats, 10 jumps with knee coming close to your chest, 10 360degree turns and suicides.

For the last part of the class, we did sparring.

8 minutes total of sparring.

Gym

6 minutes of fast walk, not at my normal speed today and I couldn't continue cause of my leg -_-

8 minutes of the leg exercise thingy.

(My legs are getting stronger!)

Sit ups, I did a 100 or more I think.

I was just doing without counting.

Then I did leg lifts.

After that I did squats, kicks, stretches and more squats where I forced myself to stay at the lowest position.

Oh I did another like 3 minutes of fast walk at a faster pace this time round.

That's it I think.

I'm so sleepy now.

D:

I think I look kinda skinny today.

I'm quite glad.

I need to really exercise more regularly.

Stamina is decreasing like crazy!!

Aly and I have decided to exercise when we're in Vegas :D

I want to swim.

I haven't swim for a very VERY long time.

I'm going to ask Mikka if dinner's still on.

Otherwise, I'm going to bathe and sleep early.

Goodnight in advanced!

Xoxo.

I went to Ralphs and bought...

- Sunblock.

- Conditioner.

- Small toothpaste.

- Small shampoo.

- Double fiber bread.

- Naked juice, blue machine.

- Body lotion.

- Cotton squares.

I think that's it.

And I brought my small luggage up from the storage room.

And also I had my bag with my clothes, makeup, wallet and all those things inside.

My shoulders were screaming for help.

Shall go to the gym in 10 minutes!

And for at least 45 minutes :)

See ya.

No yoga today instead :/

I'm going to the gym soon.

Before dinner at 930!!

Eva's farewell dinner :(

She's leaving tomorrow.

Need to work out before eating...

Shit man, I'm going to grow fat.

Taekwondo today.

Perspired quite a lot.

Yay.

Okiedokie.

Byebye.

It's amazing how my gym plan always fail.

Wanted to go to the gym at 430pm.

But something came up.

Something quite important.

And it ended at 445pm.

& I had to finish folding my laundry!!

By the time I ended, it was almost 5pm.

:/

I've to prepare to go Taekwondo already.

Have to leave at 530pm.

Walao.

I'm so annoyed.

!!

I feel very fat now.

:/

Since class is going to be released earlier, before 230pm.

(She said she's going to start releasing us earlier, which is good, yay!)

I think I can finish eating lunch by 315pm-ish.

But I'll still go to the gym at 430pm.

Just want to let my food digest more :)

Gym, Taekwondo, Yoga.

830pm is the time when Yoga ends.

I shall go home and bathe..

And sleep early tonight.

By midnight.

Yes, I'll try my best to keep my word.

I'm lacking of sleep man.

Damn.

No dinner for me for ...

OH CRAP.

I can't go yoga today.

Today's the day for the dinner for my Taekwondo's instructor's engagement thingy.

OH NOOOOOO.

GROW FAT.

I DEFINITELY, DEFIIIINITELY have to go to the gym later.

Maybe I'll go at 415 til 515...

Determination!!

:/

Dinner will probably end at like...

9pm?!

I hope so!!

I need my sleep!!

Oh no oh no oh nooooo.

Eh, Mualz can't go dinner.

If she don't go I rather go Yoga!

It's like, I'm not close to those people in Taekwondo...

It's going to be SO awkward!

Yoga then.

Yup.

I just made a decision in a few seconds.

I'm proud of myself.

Hahaha.

So, it's going accordingly to my first plan.

Let me continue what I wanted to say above then.

No dinner for me until I go back to Singapore!!

Hope it goes well.

My stomach hurts now.

I want to go home :(

It's so sad how Aly and I are quite distant with Mualz and Va for this semester.

I hate our class timings.

We have our weekend free though.

It's so sad how Mualz and Va are not going to Vegas too.

Mualz's friends are coming to LA.

And Va is going to stay home with her brother and complete her mountain high pile of homework.

Their professors are killing them man.

We're leaving for Vegas on Friday morning.

So we're going to watch Avatar: The Last Airbender on Thursday night :)

Asking Mualz and Va now.

So, there's nothing to do in Vegas.

All of us can't gamble..

Well, we can sneak and try, but I don't really want to.

I think they might want to go sneak in a nightclub or something.

I'll stay in the hotel room :)

I think I'm too 乖 already.

Which is good.

:D

We're going to go broke in Vegas.

We're watching 2 shows: Phantom of The Opera and The Lion King.

And we're trying all of the nice restaurants there.

Well, not ALL.

They want to try to best restaurant in Vegas.

Andre's.

It's French food.

I think after I return from Vegas..

I'm can be a food and photo blogger for a while.

I'm going to bring all 3 of my cameras.

My DSLR, my polaroid and my new blackbird :D

And we still have Aly's camera!

Prepare to have a lot of pictures being uploaded in Facebook.

I'm going to bring my tripod too.

For night peekchas.

I'm going to bring a big handbag to take pictures.

And also a small one, probably the Chanel one for shows.

Since we can't bring cameras in :/

Restaurants that we're going to dine at:

1) Joe's Crab Shack (Seafood),

2) Andre's (French),

3) The Buffet at The Bellagio,

4) Shibuya (Japanese),

5) Mesa Grill, Bobby Flay's restaurant (Grill),

6) B & B Ristorante, Mario Batali's restaurant (Italian),

and...

7) Tao!! (Asian)

I'm quite excited for Tao as I really like the Sea Bass there.

Flaky..

Melts in your mouth.

How can anyone resist that?

:/

I'm typing this while watching a film during my class.

Okay, I think I better stop here.

Byebyebye.

1 hour of class left!!

Yay.

I'm in class now :/

I'm munching on a protein bar.

Okay, I'm full.

2 hours of boredom is ahead of me.

I think I'll bring a laptop to class everyday.

This is fun :)

I still want my rice, egg and asparagus for lunch.

I'm craving for my simple but really awesome meal.

It's amazing how the simplest things taste the best.

:/

Can't wait for Vegas.

Okay, I'm falling asleep.

She just started recap-ing about yesterday's class.

Only 5 minutes in.

Oh man.

Byebyebye.

I shall sleep in tomorrow.

As in, not wake up at 7am to go exercise.

I'm going to wake up at 9am to go to school.

I shall plan my exercise tomorrow.

Let me see...

235pm - end of class.

Reach home and blah probably 3pm.

Shall eat a little..

Oh oh! My rice, egg and asparagus :)

Probably done eating by 330pm..

Rest for an hour before gymming at 430pm until 515pm.

Leave for Taekwondo at 530pm.

After tkd ends at 7pm..

It's going to be yoga at 730pm!

:D

Fun fun fun.

OH WAIT. Must wait 2 hours before exercising after eating leh.

Omg.

How!

I'm confused.

Okay, I'm going to sleep soon.

Goodnight lovelies.

Xoxo.

Things that I will do at night before I sleep:

1) Wear my corset.

2) Roll my face :/

3) Brush teeth

4) Face cream

5) Eye cream

6) Pimple cream

7) Lotion

Oh crap, I just felt like puking.

I slept at 2ish AM the day before.

I woke up at 630 or rather 7 AM.

Why?

To run at the beach with Aly and Chuang.

...

Epic fail.

We jogged from the car to this end, and we walked all the way back.

Well, Chuang didn't really run.

And apparently I jog like I'm running.

Cause I always seem to be ahead.

Which is not that good since I'm going to use up all of my energy.

Bah.

HAHAHA.

Seriously, our stamina declined so badly.

We decided to do that once a week.

For the rest of our exercising plan.

I'm going to stick with my more-productive-gymming session, taekwondo and yoga.

While Aly is going to stick with her spinning and yoga!

Okay, anyway...

Since it failed.

And we ended early.

(8am - 840am, 40 minutes only!)

We decided to go for breakfast.

Gaining back all of the calories, the few calories that we lost.

We went to Urth!

I had an Egg White & Spinach Panini with my Green Tea Blended w Boba.

Aly had an egg sandwich and Chuang had some mushroom thingy w Hot Chocolate.

Wanted to skip class but I felt bad.

They said I looked pale.

But I felt fine so I insisted on going to class :)

After class, I went home, having the urge to have a simple lunch of rice, egg and asparagus.

But then Chuang gave me Ord's crispy pork rice thingy.

It was really good.

Spicy, yum.

But I didn't finish it cause I felt fat.

Hahaha.

Mualz and I didn't go Taekwondo today.

She had a pile of homework to complete.

And my knee was screwing up.

It hurts like crap whenever I bend, or rather squat.

I fell asleep soon after I decided that I wasn't going for Taekwondo.

530pm until 715pm.

I woke up as I felt vibrations.

Aly called and bbm-ed me.

I was supposed to go yoga with her and Chuang.

Class starts at 730pm.

I spent 3 minutes deciding if I should go.

I did in the end.

Yay.

It was a nice one hour of yoga.

I actually perspired.

Unlike today's morning run.

But we ate Yogurtland after that.

So kinda pointless I guess.

Hung out at Aly's cause we had to plan our weekend.

We're being SUPER spontaneous.

The story goes like this.

Eric was asking Chuang if they should go Vegas this weekend.

(Long weekend, 4th of July you see)

Chuang said okay, but they need to find people.

He bbm-ed Aly and I.

And we're like okay, sure.

So...

Just because of Eric's one simple question, the 4 of us are REALLY going Vegas this weekend.

Too fun already.

We were planning what are we going to do there.

And we've concluded that we're going to eat, and eat, and eat there.

Yes.

4 Lunches and 3 dinners.

All planned out.

Quite excited actually.

Hence the reason why Yoga, Taekwondo, Gymming and Running is in my routine this week.

!@#$

I'm going to get FAT.

After the weekend, I'm going back to eat my little portion and exercise as usual :)

Yay me.

It's going to be DAMN BLOODY hot in Vegas btw.

High: 39-41 CELSIUS.

Low: 24-25 CELSIUS.

24 - 25 is not even our afternoon here in LA.

And we are already dying from the heat.

How are we going to survive in Vegas.

Seriously!!

I'm prepared to bring my big bottle of sunblock btw.

I'm going to make sure I apply and reapply every 2 hours or something.

I'm so tanned that even I myself can't stand it anymore.

Dammmmmmmit.

I'm thinking what clothes should I pack.

Well, definitely no jeans.

Tee, tank tops, loose tops, casual dresses, flipflop, slipper.

And since we're going to eat at nice restaurants & watch shows..

I certainly have to bring dresses and heels :)

YAY.

SO EXCITING.

Okay, I'll continue later.

I NEED TO BATHE.

It's 1238AM.

I'm going to fall sick I tell you.

Byebyebye.

I'm fat.

Need to be as skinny as....

Kinda hard to be like them huh?

As usual.

My favorite photo(s).

The best picture to look and aim for...

Is definitely the picture of myself when I am or was skinny.

Goodnight.

This is for real now.

Xoxo.

Okay, decided not to continue my essay.

Or rather, I'm too lazy to start doing it again..

I realize I've a lot of time tomorrow.

Class ends at 235pm.

And I'm free after that.

So I've ample of time to complete my essay.

For now, it's Criminal Minds :)

And Family Guy.

It's so funny since my essay have something to do with Family Guy.

We shall see if Yoga is starting from tomorrow or something.

Otherwise...

I SHALL gym :)

Yeap, I have such a long day after classes anyway.

Okiedokie.

Time to sleep soon.

Goodnight lovelies :)

Xoxo.

New losing weight plan.

Taekwondo - 3 times a week.

Yoga, straight after Taekwondo - EVERYDAY.

And I shall gym 2 times a week too.

YES.

Lose weight :D

Whenever I'm hungry.

I tend to find myself hunting for fruits and vegetables at home.

And to drink water or tea.

It's a good thing right?

Chips too, I don't lie..

But it's finishing so it's good!

Not going to buy anymore snacks after this :)

But it's not that bad right?

:/

I feel fat again.

Finally caught up with Aly, Mualz and Va :)

Miss hanging out with them.

Skydiving...

Do you think Mommy and Daddy will allow?

Shall I do what my sister did before?

Maybe I will..

Hahahaha.

So, Aly and I reached Church at about 1140am or 1145am.

Yes, very early right?

Not.

Church starts at 11am.

My first time reaching so late.

But it was fine..

There were others who reached later.

Don't be surprised.

It's Indonesians.

What do you expect eh?

Hahaha.

Headed out to KC with Aly.

Waited for Mualz and Va for almost 30 minutes..

Then we ate our crepes and drank our boba while talking about random stuff.

I went home after that.

The other 3 went in another car :)

Then, I only have 2 long paragraphs, and I really mean long, for my essay.

I have probably about one page to go.

Okay, I'll definitely write more than 2 pages.

I'm really sleepy.

Everytime I write a paragraph, I'll have a really long break.

But I guess it's not that bad since my essay is only due on Tuesday..

Not tomorrow.

I'm off to take my shower now.

I'll be back!

:D

Shall sleep soon.

Church, KC Boba.

Home and homework.

I need to start on my essay.

!@#$

Goodnight :)

FATTY BOM BOM.

胖嘟嘟！

I can't wait to go back to Singapore.

August 1st.

August 1st - Tracy & Gang.

August 3rd and 10th - Shuhui.

Book me lovelies.

Xoxo.

It's amazing how you can make me giggle, smile and laugh with a sentence.

It's also amazing how you can do the very opposite.

I'm back back back.

In 2 weeks, I finished 3 dramas.

Hahaha.

籃球火，命中注定我愛你，下一站幸福。

I know I'm slow.

I'm just taking my own sweet time to catch up with all of the dramas.

I'm quite glad my internet was down for a week.

Got me hooked to watching dramas again.

I find myself isolating from the rest of the world though.

Haven't really been hanging out with the rest.

Different class times for the whole 6 weeks of Summer.

Or rather 5 weeks of it left.

5 weeks until the end of classes.

And it's time to go back to Singapore!

And Indonesia of course :)

I'll reach Singapore on the 1st of August.

Confirmed.

And going back to Indonesia on the 16th or 17th.

90% sure.

I haven't start on my essay that is due in 3 days.

Yay...

I have been procrastinating to do every single thing.

1) I haven't write the replies to the letters.

I'm sorry, I'm halfway there.

I'll send it some time soon :)

2) I wanted to gym yesterday.

Told myself I'll go today.

I improved today, I got into my exercise attire.

But I got lazy and didn't end up heading down to the gym.

I did some exercises at home though.

Sit ups!

3) Homework.

Yeah, I have to start doing them.

I feel like it's not school period you know.

My holiday mood is on.

Bah.

I think that's it.

I WILL gym tomorrow.

I'm getting better by the day.

Tomorrow, I shall see if I'm going Church.

Then, the four of us might be hanging out at KC :)

And gymgymgym.

I'll start on my essay tonight.

After I bathe and stuff.

Oh, I'm supposed to be at the Backstreet Boys concert right now.

But I rejected my sister's offer.

Was about to go out for dinner just now.

But didn't happen as well.

I don't know.

All of us caught the lazy bug.

None of us wants to go out.

It's quite disappointing actually.

I wish I am.. or rather we are like my sisters and her friends.

So spontaneous.

Even though there are lazy days.

Most of the time, my sister is out.

Okay, can't blame it.

It's life.

WE HAVE SCHOOL.

Horrible school.

Terrible classes.

Horrendous assignments.

Eh, don't take this personal.

No offense :)

I love you guyssssss.

I've decided by the way.

To at least try to do everything once in my life.

Yes, it includes crazy things like..

Skydiving, Bungee Jumping, and so on.

I don't know what else are there actually.

I really feel like going diving.

I want to go Catalina Island.

I want to go Bali just to have some really nice sceneries to look at, and to take pictures of.

I want to go Taiwan to visit it and...

I want to go Borobudur to see the temple with my cameras.

I want to go Japan to try some authentic ramen.

I want to go Korea to eat some kimchi.

I want to go China to conquer the Great Wall of China.

I want to go Thailand and Hong Kong for some shopping.

I want to go Cambodia to visit Makara, Thida, Mr Khorn and see the sunrise at Angkor Wat, again.

The list goes on.

These are just the places that I really, REALLY, want to go sometime soon, I hope.

Realized that all of the places I listed are in Asia?

I'm going to visit the places that are closer to me.

Before I start wishing that to go places like Africa, Europe, Russia..

Indonesia's so big.

I haven't been to other places.

Shouldn't we start visiting some of the places, that are well-known to the world, that actually comes from our own country?

And start from there?

I need to earn the money first.

Don't want to rely on Mommy and Daddy.

I really hope that ... will come true.

That will make my whole life perfect.

I'm going to take a nice long bath now.

And start on my work.

Byebye :)

Xoxo.

I really need to be 43-45kg.

I'm not really eating dinners anymore.

Breakfast.

School.

A normal lunch, at times.

Taekwondo.

Home.

That's my routine for the past 3 days.

Except Monday where I didn't have Taekwondo..

But I worked from 3pm to 745pm at the Bookstore.

I'm going to be a little more insane..

By trying to add gym to every single day of my week.

Until I go back to Singapore.

Then I shall cut it down, or actually maintain it if possible.

Taekwondo today wasn't very fun at the end.

I was sparring with this girl, or rather woman.

She's my instructor's fiance.

You can't tell how much power she has inside of her.

Trust me.

She can spar.

But she can't aim where she should kick.

We are supposed to kick the "vest" or some sort that protects our chest.

Out of 10 kicks, at least 6 of those probably landed on my thighs.

Yes, my thighs.

And the amount of force that she used..

Just killed me.

They still hurt until now.

When I touch them, I mean.

Okay.

Time to sleep..

Goodnight :)

Will be in Singapore...

1 August - 26 August.

At least 7 to 10 days will be spent in Indo actually.

Not yet confirmed on those dates though.

:)

My internet's back.

But I don't have the urge to use it so much anymore..

Give me a few days :)

So I've 4 posts, including this.

All dedicated to different people.

The main one was for Mualz and Chuang.

Second was my normal fatness post.

3rd is for Aly and her boyfriend.

I shall talk about Va and Eric now.

Va is damn funny okay.

I don't remember what we were talking about but yah, we kept laughing in the car.

Then on the way back we were talking about her CG, again.

Keraezee.

Might be going with her to Rodeo soon :)

She need to get some stuff for her Daddy so I'm going to accompany her!

Yay.

She's a shy person in front of the camera btw.

So random :)

ERIC.

WALAO.

He made Mualz, Va and I waited for the remaining 4 for 30 minutes.

Aly, her boyfriend and Chuang were waiting for him.

Seriously.

I don't know where he disappeared to.

Oh well.

And I just realized he's damn mean btw.

The other 6 people would know what I mean :)

I shall not say it out.

I'm not that mean!

Okay, a paragraph dedicated to each of them.

Woohoo.

GOODNIGHT.

Xoxo.

OH also, we met Aly's boyfriend.

The two of them are damn lame together please.

Probably one of the many things that is keeping them so loveydovey.

I don't know what I'm talking about.

I'm like 3/4 dead.

Actually 90% dead.

Okay la.

He's damn skinny.

I don't like him.

HAHAHAHA.

I'm kidding.

Aly, I know you're reading this.

And I know you're going to tell him that I just said I dislike him...

I AM KIDDING.

I'm kidding Renzhi, I'm not that mean.

Wahahhaa.

Okay, night.

Xoxo.

Oh I forgot to mention my favourite line.

I AM SO FAT.

I ate ice cream and drank boba today.

AND I had ramen.

Which I didn't finish even though I had the smallest portion.

):

Please kill me.

Oh and did I mention how much I want to just die.

I can't believe my result for Econs.

JUST KILL ME ALREADY.

Now, xoxo.

Just got back from Tea Spirit.

On the way home...

Our journey only took 20 minutes.

Blame it on Chuang.

He was trying to race me -_-

I kinda did for a while.

Then I can't be bothered because I care more about my safety and my passengers' lives than letting him know that I can drive fast.

Hahaha :)

Is it appropriate for me to say "No offense Chuang" in this situation?

If yes, then I would like to say that, and I mean it.

I just don't know when to say that sentence sometimes.

Mualz called Chuang with my phone so that it went through the Bluetooth..

And she was screaming that he's like to act cool..

And stuff like that.

It's damn funny.

You need to be in the car to actually know what happened.

THEN you'll find it hilarious.

You'll laugh your ass off.

Well, Va and I did :)

The way Mualz and Chuang communicate is just entertaining to everyone around them..

Hahahaha.

I am sure Aly and Va and everyone else agree with me.

Right Aly?

:D

I need to change, remove make up, wash my face, brush my teeth, apply lotion, apply face cream, apply pimple cream and sleep.

It's 1.41am now.

And I've been awake since 6am.

Yes.

That's 20 hours.

Almost.

I'm dying of exhaustion and I can't believe I drove so much today.

My house to Mualz's - 4 miles.

Mualz's to Va's - 5 miles.

Va's to Tea Spirit - 27 miles.

Tea Spirit to hunt for ATM - 4 miles cause we kept going around in a loop since the ATM was hidden in a corner.

ATM to Tea Spirit - 2 miles.

(Supposedly 2 miles stretched to 4 miles just because we couldn't find it. Hilarious.)

Tea Spirit to Mualz's & Mualz's to Va's - 32 miles. (27+5)

And back home was another 4 miles.

Let's do the Math now.

4 + 5 + 27 + 4 + 2 + 32 + 4 = 78 miles...

I filled my gas before fetching Mualz.

And now 1/4 of it is gone.

Yay me.

Goodnight lovelies.

Xoxo.

There's just something about those comments from anonymous people and "passer-by"s that will never fail to put a smile on my face :)

Since I only received nice comments, hence the smile all the time.

I hope I will not receive anything negative.

Thank you to whoever you are :)

I'll stop.

I'll shut up.

I'll not disturb you.

I'll disappear.

Goodbye.

Not going to print my English homework until the minute before I decide to sleep.

Just in case I have something extra to add :)

Econs Econs Econs.

I can't wait for 2pm to come.

Not the Korean band 2pm.

As in the time, 2pm.

That's the time where my holiday officially starts :)

Yay.

My favourite picture.

It's my desktop picture.

It's my motivation to lose weight :)

Yes, it's too skinny for you guys right.

But, to me, that's just nice.

Hm.

Different definition of fat, skinny and obese eh?

Fat fat fat.

A pack of Hello Panda.

A pack of Indomie, with an egg and vegetable along with it.

A cookie.

I feel sick now.

I haven't start studying ):

Was busy doing I-don't-know-what.

I'm going to do English first.

Because I've 3 hours break after English tomorrow.

I can't believe I'm going to rot in school for 3 hours before Econs final tomorrow.

Bah.

My face is as round as a soccer ball now.

Bye.

Hahahaha.

I slept at 4am eventually.

I woke up at 145pm.

I really did sleep in.

I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad one.

I woke up feeling guilty that I didn't wake up earlier ):

I'm hungry.

I want to eat.

Ahhh.

Yay, me is coming back :)

I likey this.

Kinda.

I'm scared I'll put on a few pounds.

I hope not.

Let's go eat.

Let's go.

Woohoo.

Mualz's busy watching world cup.

Aly's boy is here.

Va... let me ask her..

Oh wait.

She must be studying for Econs.

I NEED TO STUDY TOO.

Okay, got to get off my laptop now.

Goodbye :)

I'm still awake...

I need to brush my teeth, apply lotion, eye cream and all of that soon.

It's 230am.

I'm more than 3/4 done with English :)

I'll continue tomorrow.

I am exhausted.

I promise this is the last post before I tuck myself in :)

Goodnight.

Lovelovelove.

Xoxoxo.

Woohoo, left with two questions :)

I'm doing other stuff now.

It's still work..

I feel "hardworking" now.

I feel fat whenever I see my sisters.

Which is everyday.

HAHAHA.

A picture of fatty bom bom, which is other words, yours truly:

I shall go to sleep in an hour.

I hope.

Or in two.

But that would mean that I'm sleeping at 308am.

HAHAHA.

My sleeping habit -_-

Oh no!

Okay, shall not blog until tomorrow again.

Goodnight ya'll.

Love love.

Xoxo.

I just typed about >500 words for my English.

6 questions, 200-300 words each.

2.5 done.

I still have more than five hundred words to do.

It's already 1055pm.

Woohoo.

I think I'll sleep late today.

(No-duh!)

I'll sleep before 3am.

I WILL.

And I shall wake up before 12noon.

I MUST.

I need to be more hardworking.

And to be smarter.

Bah.

I need to be skinnier too!

:)

Back to English.

Xoxo.

Can't cheat for my English take home finals because apparently my teacher is smart.

He gave each of us different questions to do.

And each of the paper had our names on it.

Oh well.

I guess I have to do everything on my own now.

I'm so scared.

I don't think I can get an A ):

What if I can't get into USC?!

I'm starting to scare myself again.

Okay, it's 940pm now.

I shall not sleep until I complete my English.

Or at least 3/4 of it.

Econs Econs Econs tomorrow.

I will update you later again, my blog.

:)

Xoxo.

My tummy is not feeling very well.

I feel nauseous too.

):

I'm dying from tiredness.

And I'm only starting my English now.

It's 740pm..

Yay me.

IAMOBESE.

I could eat today :)

I ate at BCD Tofu House after going for UCLA Commencement.

Ordered the Assorted Soon Tofu.

I finished the bowl of Tofu :O

But I didn't finish my rice.

On normal occasion, it's the other way round.

And when I came home.

I ate a stick of the Snack Size Haagen Daz Coffee Almond Crunch.

That's my favourite ice cream ever.

It remind me of Mommy.

Usually when I eat that with her around..

She'll eat the coating because she likes the Almond and the coating.

And I'll eat the Coffee ice cream because I just love it so damn much.

I just realized how much I love coffee.

I miss my Coffee flavoured milk from Meiji ):

And Coffee ice cream is just awesome.

Back to my topic.

I am so full that I really feel like I'm going to explode.

I need to puke.

Bah.

I'm going to bathe now.

It's 515pm by the way.

And I shall start studying at 6pm.

I need to complete my English today so that I can study Econs for the whole of tomorrow.

There is a possibility that I'm going to catch another movie tonight.

We're going to watch Get Him to the Greek if we actually are going to watch it.

:)

I want to die of fullness right now.

Please kill me.

Thank you.

I am so excited for Monday to come.

Because after my finals, it's the start of my holiday!

Even though it's only 6 days before Summer actually starts..

x____x

So, we didn't have any plans but now we have a never ending list of things to do.

Wednesday, we might be going to Disneyland.

Together with Cindy..

I can't believe she's going back for good in one week.

I will miss her ):

Even though I'm not THAAAAAT close to her.

But she always never fail to crack me up whenever we're hanging out together.

She's super lame.

And you can't tell by her appearance.

So it's going to be a shocker.

And we're going Catalina Island :)

No idea when yet though.

And we're going to hunt for trucks.

Dimsum truck, Grilled Cheese truck and so on.

& we're going to bring Aly's boyfriend to try Boiling Crab!

Oh right.

I DROPPED MY MACBOOKPRO THIS MORNING.

Just as I was rushing out of the house because I woke up late and Mualzie was on the way to my house.

DAIDHUASDNSKAGSAKDSA.

I am so annoyed.

Lucky that I bought my cover.

I think it saved my laptop's life.

MY FACE IS TOO ROUND TO BE TRUE.

I am so fat.

My face is round.

My arms are huge.

My tummy is like bulging out.

My thighs & calves are just beyond your imagination.

I hate myself.

I hate how fat I am.

I wish I can be thin.

I'm not going to eat anymore for the rest of today.

I will not.

I will not eat tomorrow too.

Since I'll be home studying, so that doesn't seem like such a hard thing to accomplish.

I shall go to the gym next week, at least 2 times.

And we have to make up for our Taekwondo.

We might be going 3/4 times.

And I shall bring myself to play basketball again.

I haven't been playing since 98401841427946524214835476 years ago.

Which is quite long as you can possibly tell.

Okay, I seem like I'm going to starve myself.

Don't worry.

I won't.

I'll eat if I'm hungry.

I wasn't hungry just now but I had to eat since it was Eva's and Yosia's graduation lunch.

And if I didn't, that's just rude.

& all of you should know that I am the type of person who can't waste her food.

So hence the reason why I actually ate so much.

Omg, I'm so sleepy now.

I shall take a quick shower.

I shall take a short nap if possible.

Then I shall do my English.

I hate English.

I think I mentioned that before.

Oh, a million times before actually.

Okay, I'll blog again later.

Lovelove.

Xoxoxo.

Thinking thinking thinking.

About the most random stuff ever.

I think this automatically happens after a long day.

Especially when I'm all worn out.

And when I'm all alone.

I'm starting to think like the other day.

But not to the extent of me being kinda depressed.

...

OKAY, change of my mood.

Like 360 degrees turnabout!

Aly just made me laugh my ass off.

So remember the guy who commented that I walk like a model?

Okay, so I told them, Aly, Mualz and Chuang about that after the movie ended.

And I was just being told that...

The three of them have established the fact that I do walk like a model.

Apparently all three of them stared at me walking when I was walking to my car.

(We parked at two different sides you see)

Aly said they stared at my hips...

So I'm like..

:O YOU GUYS STARED AT MY ASS!

And she said yes.

Omgosh.

I feel so violated right now.

Eeeek.

AHAHAHA.

Okay, just wanted to blog about that because I think it's so funny.

And it really made me laugh like crazy.

I think it's the way they are talking to me that makes it funny.

Okay, I shall stop now.

I'm blogging so much again.

When I claim that I will be on a hiatus and stuff.

I'll tend to be blogging more.

When I don't..

I usually disappear.

I'm just weird that way.

Okay.

I feel like I gained 29310298 kg after eating today.

I shall stop blogging right now!

Byebyebye.

Goodnight.

Xoxoxoxo.

I love my new picture by the way!!

I think my eyes are guys beyond awesome today :)

GOODNIGHT.

Love, the lady who feels pretty tonight.

This is quite fattening.

I ate Seaweed Salad and two Fried Tofu just now.

):

I'm going to grow fat.

Blah.

Splice is just sick.

Gross.

It's so disturbing.

All of us were ew-ing throughout a few scenes.

It's just damn bloody gross.

I shall not spoil the movie for all of you by saying what happened.

For those of you who wants or plans to watch that movie...

Please do not eat before the movie because you would just feel like puking.

It's damn disgustinggggggggg.

Disturbing is the only word to explain the movie.

We are all so disturbed.

I closed my eyes for a few parts of the show.

Bah.

Okay, I shall not be mean.

Overall it's okay.

It's quite a nice show I guess.

But yeah the disturbing part ruined everything else.

Oh, okay.

So, I went to the restroom in between the show.

And just as I was walking back.

This dude, who works at there, talked to me.

He said he only had one thing to tell me.

And that was...

I was like a model walking down the runway.

I was like..

Huh?! That's really random!

And he continued by asking if I heard that a lot.

I'm like, "uh, not really, but thank you?"

And he asked me to enjoy my movie.

So I said goodnight and walked off.

That was flattering but a little creepy as well.

I remember someone telling me that too actually.

Hm, I guess I just have the model genes in me huh.

HAHA.

Wishful thinking :)

Okay, I've to wake up early for UCLA Commencement tomorrow.

I have to wake up at 930am...

Latest 10am tomorrow.

Okay.

I shall bathe and stuff now.

Goodnight in advanced (:

Xoxoxo.

Okay, I am so bloody full.

And fat.

I'm glad that I didn't take the 3rd wonton.

Otherwise I'll be dead of fullness.

Boo (N)

Verna said I'm fat.

I shall really turn anorexic -_-

GAH.

Study study.

Then prepare for movie.

Byebyebye.

I'm eating 2 wontons right now.

Yay :)

It's 524pm!

I shall bathe at 6pm.

Do a little bit more of English until 8ish-pm.

Then head out for movie.

Woopeedoo!

Half an hour of Criminal Minds to go before bathing.

Yay.

(:

I just ate a pack of Hello Panda.

I'm so full right now.

But I'm also hungry at the same time.

I want to munch on something.

But I don't know what.

Hmmm.

I'm dying.

I'm hungry but I don't feel like eating again.

I need to consume something before my tummy decides to eat itself up.

What should I eat?

):

I drank tea and ate less than a handful of raisins.

Bah.

Back to doing English.

Movie night tonight.

Psyched!

(:

FYI, the reason why I'm not eating regularly these days is due to the fact that I've no appetite and when I actually consume something, I'll feel ill and nauseous and that feeling just sucks. It's not because I want to lose weight or want to be anorexic because that is insane. I am not going to harm my own body just to lose weight because I am not out of my mind.

Okay, my stomach is killing me.

Goodnight.

Okay.

I was surviving with the bottle of juice in my tummy for 8 hours.

I felt full.

I don't know why.

Usually, I'll be munching probably 2-3 hours after drinking that bottle of juice.

But we went to Urth Caffe.

And I satisfied my craving for their Green Tea Boba.

I had their Fruit Tart too.

Which is awesome by the way.

I stole Chuang's bread hahaha.

Mualzie's even more ano than me today.

:p

But well, we filled our tummy with Yogurtland later.

With Va too :)

Which is probably a bad choice.

Because I'm having a tummyache right now.

Not cool ):

I shall stop blogging because my stomach is really hurting!

AGAOSIDASIODJAS

Gah!!

Goodnight.

Byebyebye.

Hehe.

.... So, we're not going for Taekwondo again.

HAHAHAHA.

We're looking for good far-away restaurants now.

Yes.

For it being far is a requirement for today.

:)

I just woke up from a nap.

A rather long nap indeed.

I think I slept for more than 2 hours.

Yeap, I think I did.

I'm going to go home to get my Tkd clothes and gear before heading out to Tkd.

Finally..

After 9 days, skipping 3 lessons.

That we have to make it up eventually during our Summer break.

The only did I had today was a bottle of my Naked juice - Blueberry Machine.

And I haven't had anything else besides that.

I consumed that before noon.

And it's almost 4pm now.

I had the craving to eat at California Roll Factory and Urth Caffe earlier on.

But now, I don't even feel hungry.

No thoughts of eating/drinking are floating in my head.

Nope, none, nada, zilch.

I know I should eat.

I know it's the right thing to do.

It's not that I don't want to eat and want to starve.

It's just that...

I'm afraid that after eating, I'll feel sick and nauseous again.

& I dislike, loathe, hate that feeling.

I don't know.

Let's see how it goes.

I'll probably have some weird cravings later on.

Philosophy paper was gah.

I know I have one question wrong.

And it's only wrong due to me being stupid.

I had to change my answer.

For no reason.

It was right, and then it was wrong.

I had to say goodbye to two marks.

Okay, whatever.

Aly said don't talk about the test after you did it.

Random note:

Mualz and I had really weird dreams.

During our nap.

Yeap, we just woke up.

Hahaha.

Back to blogging.

Then I queued for ONE hour to pass my documents to the people in Financial Aid for my job at the bookstore.

I had all of the documents in hand.

And the guy told me to come back because he needed to see my real SSN card (which we are not allowed to bring out at all).

I was so pissed.

The instructions on the paper clearly stated that they did not want Original Documents.

They wanted copies.

And to ensure that we did all the copies before going to the FA as they won't do it for you.

AH.

So I have to go back again later night.

I figured that going after Tkd, and before it closes at 730pm.

Is when no one would be there.

Okay, don't want to talk about it.

I'm so annoyed at them.

Gah.

Okiedokie, it's almost 4pm now.

I like it how time flew by just by me sleeping.

I had a hard time sleeping last night.

So this made it all up.

Yay.

Okay, I shall blog again later.

Byebyebye.

Xoxo.

I need to sleep now.

It's 1am.

My final is in 8 hours.

Hooooray...

Okay, I'm just blogging for the sake of blogging.

Byebyebye.

I JUST WOKE UP!

& It's 1pm.

I hate my sleeping habit now.

I slept at 3am again ):

Now to rush rush rush and get my things-to-do checked>

Xoxo.

Okay, I've just decided to:

1) Wake up at 10-11am latest.

2) Study Philosophy for at least 2 hours.

3) Do a little English, for at least an hour.

4) Gym for an hour.

Before heading out for Taekwondo.

Meaning I have to leave home at 530pm.

Well, about 6-7 hours to complete those 4 things.

I'm sure I can accomplish that teeny list.

I shall try to eat tomorrow.

Haven't really been eating as usual recently.

Whenever I want to eat, there's no food.

And whenever I DON'T want to eat, it seems like food never leave my sight.

Suckage.

Okiedokie, shall prepare to sleep soon.

Goodnight :)

Xoxo.

Prepared to sleep.

No make up, duh.

Specs.

My hair dry :)

Left with brushing my teeth.

Putting my retainers on.

Applying lotion on my body.

Eye cream.

And last but not least, pimple cream.

Woohoo.

Having a MBP is making me blog with pictures more.

Like, before posting, I'll click on my photobooth just to take a few pictures to upload.

Aren't you guys glad?

Okiedokie.

I'm going to stop blogging.

Need to study for Philosophy tomorrow.

And I have to go Taekwondo tomorrow.

I still have one lesson to make up.

Hm, next week, yes, during my holiday week, I'll have to go three times.

Yipeedoo.

Okiedokie.

I shall stop here :)

Goodnight.

Xoxo.

- 3 Wontons that Dajie made yesterday.

- Grande Caramel Macchiato, Iced.

- 2 packs of Strawberry flavored Hello Panda.

- 1 pack of Men's Bitter Chocolate flavored Pocky.

- 1 pack of Almond + Chocolate covered Pocky.

- 5 sticks of Baby Carrots.

- 1/2 a cup of my Special K Cereal.

That's my breakfast, lunch and dinner.

A lot huh.

I know, but oh well.

I had gastric during my Math Final earlier on.

But I'm too lazy to eat a proper meal today.

I don't know why.

Math Final, pretty sure I can ace that paper.

The only thing I know I'm wrong until this point of the day is a stupid mistake I did.

I drew my Ellipse horizontally when it was supposed to be vertically drawn.

But all of my vertices, foci, center and all of that were right.

I suppose.

I hope that I can get an A for everything.

Math, Philosophy are a guaranteed As.

Econs, should be no problem.

The only thing that it's killing me is my English.

Why do we have to take English seriously!

I'm getting a B average in the class now.

):

Okay, I'm going to post this first because Aly's waiting for a post.

I'll blog some random shit again later.

Xoxo.

HERE YOU GO ALYYYY.

I am a happy person right now :)

Mualz will agree with me.

Actually, Aly and Chuang too.

Had a very long conversation today.

It's been a while :)

Need to sleep now.

Goodnight ya'll!

Yay, I'm super glad over my Exam #5 result.

Mugging really paid off :)

It's time for another mugging session for tomorrow's FINAL.

Calculating my Before-Final overall for my Math.

Hm, it's okay.

It's not that awesome.

Hehe.

I need to score at least 170/200 tomorrow.

170 points would ensure a 89% overall, which is going to be an A.

Of course, I am aiming for at least 185-190 tomorrow for my final :)

I can definitely do it.

Yay.

I'm so scared for my English.

Yes, out of all of my subjects, I fear of English the most.

I hate English.

I hate hate hate hate hate it.

):

I'm super sleepy now.

So I shall take a short nap.

Before waking up to do a bit of revision :)

School from 11am to 3pm tomorrow to do Math.

Final's at 330pm.

Eeekkkk.

Okay, will blog again later :)

With 10 pictures.

Actually, it's already saved as my draft.

I mean, only the pictures.

Not the whole entry.

Cause that's very retarded.

Okay, hold on for a couple of hours!

I HAVEN'T STUDYYYY.

Eeeee, I'm bidding this blackbird fly camera on ebay.

And it's increasing drastically.

If this goes up to 90 (plus 11 bucks for shipping), I am not going to bid for it anymore.

It's not even in red -_-

At times like this, I know who are the ones that really care for me.

I love you guys.

I never knew how hard it is to type "I'm fine" when you're actually not fine, until a minute ago.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

I really don't.

Look at how fat I am.

Woohoo.

How to lose all the fats in 7 weeks?!

I need to be at least 45-48kg before I go back to Singapore.

SERIOUSLY.

I'm starting to eat really little now.

Like, I eat, but I can't consume the same amount of food like I used to.

So, we went to eat Jajangmyeon just now.

I gave Chuang probably 1/3 of my noodles.

And I only ate 1/3 of my remaining two-thirds.

Hm, all of us (the girls) didn't finish except for Aly :p

Va ate half I think.

Mualz ate less than 1/3 -__-

She's worse than me hehe.

I should start to eat even little-r.

And start heading to the gym again...

Determination shall and will definitely play a huge role!

I hope procrastination will not appear in front of my eyes.

Need to lose weight like how I did the other week.

I gym-ed like 3/4 times and had my two sessions of Taekwondo in a week.

Didn't really eat much, no dinner and all.

I lost about 1kg plus in a week.

I need to do that for the next 7 weeks.

Gym at least 3 times a week.

Taekwondo 2 times a week.

And I can finally start swimming since it's not that cold anymore.

Lunch but no dinner :)

Early dinner shall be acceptable.

Hahahaha.

Yay, diet mode on.

Or rather, healthy lifestyle mode on.

Okay, back to today.

Before heading to Ktown for our early dinner, Aly was craving for KC Boba so she fetched me and we went to KC for our lunch.

Spicy Tuna + Jasmine Milk Green Tea with Boba.

Yum.

I dropped by my place to change to jeans and to take my polaroid.

We arrived at the restaurant at 430pm.

Which was the time the rest were going to leave home.

So we waited for an hour for them.

We took a few pictures at the alley next to the complex where the restaurant was at.

And we took most of the remaining pictures in our memory cards in the car.

Quite retarded.

There were 2 ladies who walked past the car and saw us taking pictures of ourselves and were laughing.

Okay, whatever.

Hahaha.

Hm, when we left.

Something hilarious happened.

Please do not laugh to yourself and pee in your pants due to our stupidity.

So, we were driving, or rather Aly was driving towards the entrance of the freeway.

Suddenly, we heard this hissing sound.

We freaked out.

I told her maybe her tires were punctured and was making that sound.

We were so freaking scared.

We found a place to park by the roadside, called the rest to come to meet us so that Chuang could tell us what's wrong with the car.

While waiting for them to come, we off-ed and on-ed the car, trying to figure out where the sound was actually coming from.

After the 3rd time off-ing the engine and switching in back on again.

We found the source.

It wasn't the tires.

It had nothing to do with the engine as well.

It was the...

Air-conditioning.

It was making the hissing sound because it was set at 68F, which was apparently, too cold for it to handle.

We were laughing our asses off after finding out that that was actually where the sound was coming from.

We called the others to tell them not to come another because it was just the air-con.

Freaking hilarious.

But Aly found it more retarded than it being funny.

Okay, I can't tell a joke very well.

Sucks.

Okay, I am seriously praying for the cameras that I want to get to fall out from the sky and onto my balcony or something.

And I want to go to pretty places to take photos.

I need more pretty pictures to post everywhere.

HAHAHA.

Okay, I am craving for Urth Caffe's Green Tea Blended with Boba.

But I shall not get it because I shall go on a diet.

I've been having too much boba anyway.

My sugar intake sky-rocket-ed this week.

I just invented my own word.

As usual.

I shall bathe now.

I am in a holiday mood, not in the studying mood.

I feel like it's still so early because the sun just set not long ago.

It's already 9pm but I feel like it's 7pm or something.

Okay, I shall bathe and start studying.

Shall sleep at 1am the latest.

Why must there be school?

):

One last picture:

Kisses for all of you.

I shall not blog again today because I should be studying and preparing myself for finals.

So, til whenever I feel like blogging, I shall...

Bid you guys goodbye and have a pleasant day or night.

Whichever region you guys are in.

And whatever time it is you guys are at this space, I wished you guys both.

So blahblah.

Omg, I'm getting to lame.

Okiedokie.

Xoxo.

Studying didn't happen.

Sleeping early didn't happen.

What happened was Mualz decided to fetch me and we headed to Yogurtland soon after.

We chilled at her place, talked a bit before she sent me home since she has AGS iin the morning.

At like 645am or something.

It was fun.

We need more of this.

I'm craving for Urth Caffe's Green Tea Ice Blended with Boba.

Yummmmm.

And I want to get a lot of cameras now.

Blackbird Fly, Diana, Holga and the real Polaroid.

Who's nice enough to get them for me?

:D

Hehe.

Goodnight!

Bathe, do a little revision and then it's sleeping time.

(:

Had a blast today.

Will blog more about today tomorrow or something.

Goodnight ya'll.

It's 257am.

I just stopped writing my Vocabulary Words.

Halfway before completing it.

I have 9 days before the test.

So I should be good.

I better sleep now.

Goodnight ya'll.

I think I'm starting to get hooked to blogging again.

I think it's only how I'm repaying myself for not blogging for ages previously.

Goodnight goodnight.

Xoxo.

From left to right:

Yours truly, Jacqueline, Jenny, (Pointy-hair-headed) Mark, and (half-faced) Christian.

We're actually having FA now.

Mark's sharing :)

Using my laptop to see lyrics.

Jenny just said thank you to everyone for her birthday surprise.

Grace is translating all the Indo sentences to her friend.

It's kinda funny how I hear them in two languages.

BOBA AFTER THIS.

WOOHOO!

CHA HOUSE CHA HOUSE CHA HOUSE!

It seems like everyone can picture me bring a chef.

I can't make up my mind now.

I went to Le Cordon Bleu just now, kinda decided that I want to take up Patisserie and Baking.

But I left the place feeling undecided, feeling torn, and I'm in a dilemma again.

So I told the person that I really actually wanted to do both Culinary Arts and Patisserie&Baking.

The woman told me that I should do Culinary Arts instead of P&B because in CA it actually have both cooking AND baking.

However, the baking is only going to be the basic stuff.

Cet and Kar told me that I should actually take CA first and after completing the 15 months, including 3 months externship, if I really feel like I want to do more baking and all of that.

Then, I should continue to take another AA degree in P&B.

I'm so confused.

.

.

.

Just came back from dinner.

Yes, you read it right.

And it's 1240am.

Our dinner was at 11pm tonight.

How can I not get fat seriously!

We ate Hakata Ramen, as usual :p

All of the girls ordered 1/2 portion.

And it's so funny how Jenny said that she regretted ordering 1/2 because it's so little, just a minute before I was about to tell them I'm full eating 1/2 of my portion.

Wanted to drink boba but decided that it's too late.

And since the rest didn't want to drink too.

I turned down Cet's offer of sending me there.

Okay, all of us are so tired today.

Actually, all but me.

I think I'm crazy.

As Jenny said, I'm NEVER sleepy.

I don't know about that.

I feel like I'm ALWAYS sleepy.

:/

The irony.

She's going to sleep soon.

I might be staying up to do my Vocabulary Cards.

Wanted to do Math but figured I did enough Math to last me until Sunday.

:)

I'm such a geek.

I still do my work even when I stay over.

Okay, I shall stop blogging now.

Hahahaha.

I blogged so much today.

It's crazy.

Okay, see you see you see you.

Xoxo.