Wednesday, March 31, 2010

It's 245am.
I'm still awake.
Done typing 1500 words for my 2nd essay.
But I'm aiming for 2000 words.
Supposed to be 1000 words only...
But oh well, to make up for... (the few of you know what is it).

We're having a slumberparty.
Chit-chatting.
Yay, wait, no I take it back.
I need to finish my other 500 words.
Okay, goodnight.
I need to sleep by 330am.
If not I'll die.
Class's at 930am tomorrow.

Lucky I'm staying over at Mualz's house.
I can wake up later than usual.
:)
Goodnighty.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

I left my house at 10pm.
To stay over Mualz's house.
Hehe, random much.

Okay, going to do my homework now.
Byebyebye.
I just coughed my lungs out.
I almost puked.
I better bathe and do homework.
And sleep earlier tonight.

Goodnight.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Doing the laundry now.
I'm so bored.
Alone at home.
Dajie's snowboarding and Erjie's in school.
I shall bathe and brush teeth at the same time.
So that I won't consume anything.
I'm going to sleep early tonight.
Yeap, I am.

Woke up today with an email that..... killed me.
I couldn't go back to sleep and my sister was like, "Why are you awake?!"
Normally, I would wake up at 8ish on school days.
But I woke up at 7 today.
The few of you should know what was the email.
But others, oh well.
I don't want to broadcast the thing out to the Internet world.
It's bullshit I tell you, bullshit.

Cet just upload photos.
And...
I LOOK SO FAT.
I am so sad!!
Sigh.
Diet diet diet.
:(

I told them that I looked like an avatar.
You know, the movie.
Because I was so blue.
Hahaha.
So lame right, I know :)

Chuang didn't wake up today morning to send Aly and I to school.
So Aly drove.
Hahaha.
I must be the laziest person ever.
Well, I suggested that I drive to school tomorrow...
But Chuang felt bad for not sending us to school today that he said he will send us to school tomorrow.
Hahaha.

I've another Math Quiz tomorrow.
Today's Econs was okay.
Thursday's Philo exam.
& Next Tuesday is Math Exam #3.

Got back our Exam #2 just now.
Quite disappointed, 2 marks away from an A.

I hate it when I've no voice.
Because it means I can't sing -_-
Oh, by the way.
Tango lesson, found it.
Going with Mualz and Fel.
Don't know who else is going.

Oh, Mualz and I keep forgetting to call the Taekwondo place -_-
And I haven't try out the Hiphop place.
Shall go try it out soon.
And I should call the other dance place soon.
Left with instruments lessons that I need to hunt for now.

Excited.

My voice is super sexy now.
Wooo.
Able to sing a couple of notes below my usual lowest note.

Friday's a movie night.
Clash of the Titans 3D.
Woo, can't wait.
I think I should drive then.
So that I don't have to make people send me home in the middle of the night.
Wahahaha.

Okay, I just spent 15 minutes (exactly!! :O) searching for classes.
For Piano, Flute and Violin.
Still deciding which one to take.
Since Mommy said I can take whatever classes I want...
I might want to learn 2 instruments.
But I'm just going to kill myself with a busy schedule.
Hehe.
Die.
Too many wants.
Too little time.

Okay, not going to call them until a later time because I still have to decide and all.
And of course, ask Mommy and Daddy :)
Okiedokie, I'm going to bathe now because it's already 630pm.
And I've to move the clothes to the dryer.
AND wash another batch of clothes, or rather jeans and undergarments.
Okiedokie, byebyebye.
I'm not asleep yet.
And it's 1am.
I'm coughing quite badly now.
I didn't really cough the whole day.
I think it only happens at night.

I just spent 45 minutes looking at Axioo's photos.
And saving a handful of them for the post that I've been wanting to write but don't have the time for.
Yeap, the one about wedding.
I really want Axioo to be the photographer for my potraits, pre-wedding and the wedding itself.
It'll be so super duper uber fantastic.

I better sleep now before I oversleep tomorrow...
Ahhhh.
I'm thinking about stuff now.
Heh, not a good sign.
Okay, goodnight lovelies. <3

Sunday, March 28, 2010

My goal for my appearance wise...
Was influenced by my old-self.
HAHA.
No, I'm not kidding you.
I used to be thin.
Sigh.

Let's look at the 11 (I think) years old me:


And this is the 10 years old me.
As you can tell there's only one big candle on my cake:








The days when I used to be thin.
Sigh.
I want to be like that now.
Or maybe a tad fatter.
But, not my current weight fatter.
This is too fat.

Ah..
I still remember my weight for P1-p3.
Yeah, I think I didn't gain any weight at all for 3 years.
If I remember it right, I was like, 27kg?
And then P4, I went up to 29kg or something.

I think.

It might be wrong since my brain is like, screwed up.
Short-term memory you see.
And that was like... so long ago.

Had Sop Buntut just now for lunch.
I miss Mommy's cooking.
Yum.
And KC Crepe (again) for dinner.
I didn't finish my crepe though.

I feel super sick today.
Dizzy.
Nauseous.
& Tired.
I was so restless today.

It's 10pm now.
I'm going to bathe.
& do my English homework.
And study a bit of Econs again.
And head to sleep by 1230am hopefully.
I shall ask Haziqah, Janet and Verna.
And Tracy to wake me up tomorrow morning.
I need all the help I can get.
I've been feeling so restless that I dread waking up in the morning.
Like, I just want to stay in bed and not get up.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

Okay, I should stop and go bathe right now.
I feel fat.
I shall reach that goal (to be skinny), yes I'm super duper uber positive that I will reach it, before I go back to Singapore this Summer.
:D
I think I lost almost a kg from yesterday.
Since I only had one meal.
Shall do that for this whole week.
And next.
And next.
And next...
Until my Mommy, Daddy, Popo, and Kungkung come on 11th of May.
Jiejie's graduation is on May 14th and the banquet is on the 16th.
Need to be skinny.

The pressure is especially high when you have 2 skinny sisters.
Who you live with.
Who you see every single day.
Omgosh.
I'm dying.

Okay, will blog again.
<3
I'm at Mualz's house now!
:)

Playing Wii Sports & Fit.
Not me actually.
Just watching them play.

Going to KC Crepes later in the night.
After that, I'm going home to continue studying.
Did my Math homework and read through half of my notes for Econs.

I am so sleepy.
I'm going to watch them play again.
Hahaha.
<3
Only ate once today.
KC's Crepe.
Spicy Turkey & a small Jasmine Milk Green Tea Boba :)
Yum.
With an exception of a cookie at 9pm.

I just reached home not long ago.
About midnight.

Dreamgirls Musical was awesome.
Fel was tweeting with the cast, the one who playsJimmy Early in the Musical.
& he asked her to bring her friends (us) to the stage door to meet him.
Yeap, we did.
We took a photo with Chester Gregory (Jimmy Early).
Will post that... or not.
We'll see when I get the photo from Fel :)
He's so nice!

Okay, I need to bathe.
Do English homework.
Head for bed.
Wake up early tomorrow morning.
Go to Church after MIA-ing for 2 weeks.
And study for Econs and do Maths homework.
I'm done with Maths online homework though.
Yay :)

<3

Saturday, March 27, 2010

I think I'm going to drink my laxative later after I bathe.
I feel so freaking obese.
Shall only eat once today.
Yup, that's more than enough.
Okay, I'm going to bathe now.
Goodbye!!
<3
I just had McDonalds.
At 11-ishpm.

FML.

Hahahah.
On the other hand, spent some time with Jacq and Kar.
So that's a good thing.

I think I gained weight from today.
Sigh.
This is such a depressing topic -______-

Kar's going to study with me tomorrow!
& Jacq's going to help her dearest to clean up his house.
He and his friend just moved you see.

Didn't really BBM today.
Feeling quite lazy to do anything today.
I did a bit of Math homework though.
At least I did something right?

I want to or feel like experiencing Food Poisoning.
Never had it.
How does it feel?

Okay, so I'm thinking if I should go to Church on Sunday.
I think I will.
I haven't been to Church for 2 weeks now.
Been staying at home on Sundays to study and do homework.
I should complete my homework tomorrow.
Math and English.
And study on Sunday.
Econs and Philosophy.
There, my plan for the weekend.
Full of studying.
Not.
Remember the Dreamgirls musical I'm going to?
I think I'm going to be out the whole evening and night.
So that makes it only a few hours of doing homework.
Hahaha.
Omg, I sound like a geek who wants to study all day long.

No wonder everyone says I'm a nerd.
& I'm still wondering why people laugh at me whenever "I am shy." or anything with me being shy comes out from my mouth.
Is it not true?
I am totally shy!
Hahahah :)

Oh, I've to really drive to school next week.
I think I might just park my car at the gas station and pay $5 for the whole day.
I do not, DO NOT, want to park in school.
Because I do not want to go to school at 8am to find an space available when my class is only at 930am.
Yes, parking in school is THAT crazy.

I have to drive alone now.
I'm quite sad.
I will miss having my sister driving and me beside her telling her stuff.
:(

Okay, it's 1250am.
I better change and head for bed soon.
I was so pink today.
Hehe, pink stockings, pink headphone (it came!!) and yeah.
I was told I looked like a... bunny.
Random to the max.

Oh yah, my gym plan failed today.
Slept in and felt so lazy to do anything.
I shall not eat tomorrow.
This I can make sure happen.
Gymming just take so much effort for me to make it happen.
Hahaha.
Laziness kills.

Okay, will blog soon lovelies.
<3

Friday, March 26, 2010

I need to be like this right now.




A huge smile on my face.
Being amused, having fun with friends written all over my face.
Carrying nothing on my shoulders.
Deleting all of the negative stuff in my head just for the period of time I'm spending together with friends.
Enjoying the moment.
Feeling just so elated.

Look at my wide gigantic smile.
I never knew my smile could go so big.
Hahaha, I'm not even kidding!
I'm always complaining how I think my smile is so small.
And not-wide.
This photo just proved me otherwise.
That is a good thing right?

I need this smile to get on my face now.
Because I'm SO bored right now.
Bored, hungry, feeling fat, having nothing to do, having some thoughts in my head, wanting to go out but not at the same time, knowing that I've to do homework but I'm not, knowing that I've to study for my 2 exams next week but am not doing so.
Such a horrible state to be in huh?
I only know that I MIGHT, highlighting on the word MIGHT because it's not confirmed, go to FA, which is a Church thing.
Some may call it CG (Care Group) or FA, I don't know what it exactly stands for actually.
But it's the same thing.

I hope I go.
I don't want to stay at home the whole day because it just makes me think more than I really should.
I don't want to burn a large number of my brain cells unnecessarily.
I need them for Monday's mini-exam and Tuesday's exam.
Seriously, I need all the luck I can get.
I need to get an A, which is 90 or higher by the way.
If I don't... it's so not cool.

Okay, Monday's going to be the day I'm going to receive my Exam #2 back for Math.
I hope I score an A for that.

Okay, I'm going to bathe now.
It's 345pm.
I'm glad I compensated on my sleep.
My 6 hours of sleep a day is gone for the weekend.
I slept in and had a good 10-11 hours of sleep last night.
I could get used to this.

Hm, Dreamgirls tomorrow.
Fel & Mualz are not dressing up.
But I'm still going to wear heels eitherway.
I'm just looking for any opportunity I can find to wear my heels out.
I wouldn't want to wear them out to school.
It's ridiculous.
You're going to school to study.
Not to have a fashion show.
Unless you're in the fashion division or you're in an Art School, then you're excused.
Oh well, a society different from the one I experienced in Secondary School.
I know you'll tell me on how people are like being like this too in Poly back in Singapore.
But hey, I've never attended Poly in Singapore, how would I know?
I just got to live with it like how I've been doing since.... August last year.

Recently, I've been so lazy to BBM.
It's like...
I'm in a dilemma (as usual), I want to BBM but at the same time I don't.
I don't know.
I think it's just me.

Oh, speaking of that...
Guangwei got a Blackberry!
I'm glad the Singaporeans are catching the trend of having a Blackberry AND actually subscribed for the BB Data Plan.
But at the same time, like what Aly said, it's kinda suck-ish to know this because Indonesians won't be so unique anymore.
Hey, we started this trend!
Most Indonesians have Blackberry.
The rest are either iPhones or others.
But still, the majority of us are using Blackberry.
We are cool that way.
Hahahaha.

Okay, I'm going to bathe right now.
I don't know why I declined the invitation to go have lunch with Mualz, Fel and their friend who is an acquaintance of mine.
Dumb dumb.
Now I'm stuck alone at home.
I, too, declined accompanying my sister to the bank.
Hahaha.
That is just me huh.
Not wanting to go out but can't help it but to complain that I'm stuck at home.

Oh, Kartika's in the west now!
She's helping Robin & Mingming move house.
Do they need help?
If they had needed help, they would have asked right?
Hm, oh well.
Rotting at home is the next alternative then.

& Jacq is coming over to the west at night.
We're going for Dreamgirls together tomorrow.
Seven girls in total.
Eva, Fel, Jacq, Kar, Mikka, Mualz and myself.
Hope it's going to be fun.
I don't know what's my plan for the afternoon though.
Had a long list but I don't know which are actually happening.
Got to clarify that before tonight.
I don't really like last-minute plans you see.

I'm having weird thoughts now.
I think it's just me.
I'm not going to elaborate any further.
If you're meant to know this, I'll come running to you.
Or not.
I think I might just bottle everything inside me.
I don't want to make things big.
It's nothing important.

Oh, I think I've decided to get the 15" Macbook Pro.
Why get the smaller one when I'm going to use it to watch my dramas?
And to watch videos of them online?
*winkwink* A handful of you should know who are "they".
Hahahaha.

I miss them.
I can't believe it's ONLY 3 months-ish since mid-December.
It feels like forever.

Okay.
For the third time, I'm going to bathe...
And I mean it this time.
Will blog again tonight, or tomorrow.
With love love love, xoxo, Caroline <3

I ate so much today.
I am not kidding.
Should not hang out with those who keep eating man.
Seriously.
Hahahah, I'm just kidding.
I love you guys :D

Anyway, some funny things happened today.
Mostly involving my dearest Mualz :)
Heheh, so interesting.
Everyone who knows what I am talking about here will agree with me.
Definitely.

Alyssa will be missing these days because her friends are here.
Damn.
I really have to start driving on my own too!!
By the way, we'll miss you Alyssaaaaaaaaa! Hahaha.

Our new photo pose.
Cute right?
I know.
:D

Okay, so we just had Kogi, which is insanely fattening.
There were like more than 10 of us.
Separated into 2 groups, not by purpose.
The one who were sitting down were like those who were in Singapore before.
Not planned too.

We spent the entire time talking about restaurants and food and all those stuff.
We made a long list of where to bring Alyssa's friends to.
Quite excited.
Alyssa have school on Friday (tomorrow and next week), so she was asking Bryan to bring them around or something.
This is also why I need to drive.
Gosh, Caroline, don't be so scared.
You'll do perfectly fine!!

Okay, so after eating and talking...
The others went back first.
But we didn't even stay for another 10 minutes before heading home too.
I think I might stay home tomorrow and do work because....
*winkwink*
Hahahaha.
Don't want to be a lightbulb.
Shouldn't be one anymore.

Then, Saturday will be a busy day.
Might be going for hiphop class, then friends coming to my place to study...
& Dreamgirls Musical at night.
Hyped.

By the way, I'm going to bathe and sleep now.
It's already 1220am.
And I plan to sleep in but not too late too.

I have to start gymming.
Bryan eats so much but never grows fat.
Why?
He runs.
I should start exercising.
"You can eat whatever you want as long as you exercise."
That's what Bryan said.
It makes sense.

To make things go well for me, I shall NOT eat and exercise.
HAHAHA.
Okay, going to call a few places tomorrow to sign up for classes.
So far I've got a couple of dance places and Taekwondo.
Looking for others still.

I need to study like crazy this weekend.
Monday's Econs test which I need to get a perfect score for.
& Tuesday's Philo exam.
First exam.
Not looking forward to that.

Okay, will update another time soon!
<3

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Verna Sukiat just sent me a picture through BBM.
A picture of us, back in Secondary 2 I think.
It's not even a proper picture picture.
It's one of our neoprints.

Oh my gosh.
I haven't enter a neoprint machine since like Secondary school.
Seriously.
It's been such a long time, it's crazy.

I miss Secondary school.
Hehe, even though our days are filled with classes, CCAs and remedials...
It seemed as though as we still had extra time to hang out.
Being in school here... It's crazy.
It's like my 24 hours is spent in school, doing homework or studying.
Excluding my tv time, eating time and bathing time of course.

I'm so sleepy now.
It's 11pm.
I'm going to sleep soon.
Finally, haven't sleep since before 1am for a few days now.
I will certainly enjoy tonight's sleep.
Hahaha.

Tomorrow...
Going to have KogiBBQ again.
Fattening food I swear.
I'm going to grow obese soon.
AHHHH.

My sister just told me about her dream last night.
SO FUNNY.
I can't believe she's leaving in 10 weeks.
I don't want her to go back :(
I'll miss her like crazyyyyyyyy.
Who's going to watch the tv with me during our lazy period?
BOOHOOOOO :(

Okay, I need to sleep now.
Will blog a proper and long and hopefully a post with pictures soon :)
<3 xoxo
A super quickie before I head to sleep.
It's already 1240am by the way.
And I just bathed.
I'm crazy.

So, had a Math EXAM today, and I pretty much screwed up one part of a question.
But that's the only problem I faced throughout the whole paper.
Okay, so Mualz took this book from Ming2 and I was reading the back of it and I found it so interesting that I read like 60 pages in a short time.
Hehe.
I hate reading the books assigned to me from English class but when it's not assigned books, I tend to have more interest in reading them.

Okay, I'm watching Iron Chef now.
Like, I just turned it on.
I think I watched this one before.
I love and hate my laxative tea at the same time.
I drank it in the morning because I couldn't do the business for a couple of days.
And it worked perfectly well today.
Wow.
12 hours after, and the effect is here.
But, I need to not depend on it too much.
Haha.

I am so sleepy.
I should sleep now.
I'm always lacking of sleep.
2 exams next week: Econs on Monday and Philo on Thursday.
2 weeks until my Spring Break.
2 weeks and 2 days (after midnight, 24 March) until me leaving for SF.
And coming back only 5 days later.
And after that, we've planned to go to Six Flags or Disneyland.
Woohoo, with the SMC kids by the way.
Need to force Ferdy to go with us since he's afraid to sit on rollercoasters.
Don't laugh.
I'm sure a lot of you are scared too.

Okay, suddenly this is getting long.
OHOHOH, I was looking through Facebook and came across BY2's album.
WAHLAO.
Why didn't my Mommy let me continue Ballet when I came to Singapore?!
Why didn't I learn instruments like Piano, Flute, Violin and so on?!
I AM GOING TO GO LEARN THEM NOW.
I DON'T CARE.
Okay, I'm just going to kill myself but I don't give a damn.

I want myself to be talented in those aspects.
Okay, I seriously need to sleep now.
My eyes are having difficulties staying open.
Goodnight <3

Monday, March 22, 2010

It's so painful to be a detective.
Got this from Criminal Minds.
Agent Hotchner.
He's such an awesome profiler, he captures all those psychotic serial killers or killers who are not serial killers, and he does his job so well that he's the leader.
That sounds really good huh?
To be able to put assholes in jail, to make sure they don't go around killing people anymore, to make sure they have no way to harm others in the slightest way.
The downside?
Not being able to be around his family.
Travelling around to different cities and all.
That is his job requirement, I know, but it's just so painful to see a family tearing apart because of his job.
Without that job, they won't have any income and it will fall apart eventually too.

I know that it's a show.
But hey, shows reflect reality in a way too.
Do you know Criminal Minds's episodes are on real and true killers that are out here, in our world?
I didn't really know that.
Until my sister told me.
It amazes me how people can be so crazy, mad, insane, psychotic, out of their mind and whatever you want to insert here.
How can they think of wanting to kill somebody?
Doesn't it hurt?
Doesn't it leave a huge, deep scar within you?
I am sure it does.

To make it worse, some places like the US legalize guns.
It just make things oh-so-better.
My foot.
Sure, we can say guns are there to protect us in the times of danger.
But what about others who buy guns to murder people?
Yes, they are registered.
But not all.

I don't know.
I think guns shouldn't be legalized.
Don't you?
Only then will people actually live in peace.
Like, Singapore.
I'm not saying that it's 100% safe.
No where in this world is perfectly safe.
Everyone in the world wants to live in a utopia, but it will never happen.

I'm going to end super, duper, uber abruptly.

I'm bored, and I'm watching CM instead of doing my English homework.
At least I did my Math homework.
This resulted in this crazy and random post.
I'm going to sleep by 12midnight tonight.
I'm going to start doing my English homework now.
Til' then, goodnight and goodbye lovelies :)

Will continue this post, or just start on a random post soon enough.
Buh bye buh bye buh bye :)

Sunday, March 21, 2010

I want this body.
Pronto.
Right now baby.
I need to be as skinny as them by May.
Or latest, August.

Shall motivate myself by putting this photo somewhere.
I don't know where I'll put it.
But I have to do achieve it no matter what!

These are Victoria's Secret's models by the way.
<3


Had...
- 2 small hazelnut cookies (140 calories),
- less than a handful of raisins,
- a tiny coffee bread,
when I woke up which was at about... 12pm to 1pm -ish.
I was hungry at 5pm, so I decided to cook something.
And I was kinda sick of eating Salmon, regardless of it being pan-fried, or baked or anything else.

And Daniel suggested Indomie.
And since I haven't had the Indomie kuah (the soup based ones) for such a long long time, I figured I'll eat that :)
It was awesome.
I added an egg and a handful of spinach.
Made it spicier by adding a lot, and I mean A LOT of chilli.
Which just made it like so awesome.
I didn't take a picture, oh well.
Next time.
Wait for a couple of months at least okay.
Somehow eating Indomie made me feel dizzy.
So, I ain't going to eat it for quite some time.

I just had a ham & cheese croissant.
My sister brought a whole plastic bag filled with different types of bread home.
Yum.
I shall ask her to bring home some French Fries just because I'm craving for it.

MY DIET HAHAHAHA.
DIE.
I want to eat something.
I think I'm getting my period.
Otherwise, I won't be craving to munch something all the time.

SHIT, I think I'm being influenced by ALYYBELLY.
HAHAHA.
Getting more open-minded already.
This is NOT good Aly.
It's okay, I don't hate you.
Hehe :)

I did Math homework.
And I haven't start on my English.
I don't feel like doing it.
I'll probably give my homework at one go on Wednesday.
This is the advantage of having such a teacher.
Heh.

Okay, decided to go...
1) Six Flags on Friday.
2) Dreamgirls Musical on Saturday.
[wanted to go Disneyland with Aly, Va and Aly's friends but then we decided to go to the Musical instead.]

Hehe, excited.
A weekend to play after a weekend of studying and exams.
I will blog again soon!!
"Inspired" to write about wedding after reading Xiaxue's post.
Xoxo.
<3
I haven't got the pictures so I'll probably post them another time :)
Spent the day dilly-dally-ing and started to study in the evening.
I'm going to start my other homework in a while.
:)

Mualz, Pau and I talked about GPA.
My GPA is going to suck... AH.
I'm going to kill myself :(

I'm going to try my very very best to get straight As.
I need those to help me pull up my GPA from the Cs I got at PCC.
PCC's teachers are so strict.
Even my sister's friend said so.
She took ALL of the classes she needed all over again when she entered SMC.
I should have done the same thing.
Too late now.
):
Even if I did, I'm going to waste the number of units I need to take.
Oh well.
I'm going to do homework now.
Byebye :)

Saturday, March 20, 2010

I FEEL FAT TODAY.
LIKE SUPER DUPER UBER FAT.
I AM NOT KIDDING.
I feel like my face is as round as like......... a ball.
That's why I decided to tie my hair up and into a bun at the top of my head.
Which will make it looks a tad longer and slimmer.

Aly went shopping without Mualz, Va and I.
WHAT A FRIEND. HAHAHA.
I'm kidding beb.
I know you were too impatient since you've been wanting to shop since like... ages ago.
We'll go another time!
When I have the money to actually shop.

I want to buy so many things.
Dresses, Tops, Shorts, Jeans... and others.
Anything that you can think of, I want to buy them.
Yeap, I'm crazy.

Oh speaking of dresses, I haven't found a dress that I like, that is chic, elegant and simple at the same time for USC Banquet.
Actually, before that, I should find a simple one for Band Aid.
And also one for Mommy&Daddy's Anniversary & Jie's birthday, which we are probably going to celebrate since Mommy&Daddy are coming here on May 11th :)

I can't wait for Mommy, Daddy, Popo and Kungkung to arrive.
I hope it's going to be super uber fun!!
Hehe.
Wanted Ahboy to come too but he couldn't due to school ):

Sidetracking a little...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!!
I love you I love you I love you.
I'm glad I spoke to you and joked around with you on the phone just now.
FINALLY, after my phone couldn't get through your phone for 15 minutes.
Hehe, miss you mama.
Come here quickkkkk!!
Can't wait for you to come, ahbu!

I wanted to have a really really long post of picture.
But, I'm too lazy to save images from Facebook.
I'm just going to do so another time.
I'm going to steal Mualz's thumbdrive and transfer them to my computer.
And I'll update another time yah :)
For now, it's just going to be 11 photos.
I was tired to continue to save more..
Hehe, I know, I'm the laziest person ever.

I'm going to drive tomorrow.
Alone.
HAHA.
I'm going to Santa Monica to fetch Va, and go to Mualz's house.
Then leave with Mualz's sister to go Little Tokyo (which is 18+miles away and I have to take the highway, which I'm still quite afraid of).
After lunch, I'm going to drive back from Mualz's house to my place with Va and Mualz.
Then we're going to study :)
Then, Eric and Pau is going to join us.
After that, we're going to watch The Bounty Hunter :)
That was the backup plan.
The original plan was...
Mualz's coming over to my place at 9am, study, fetch Va, and I drive to Little Tokyo.
And the rest remained the same.
However, no one could send Mualz over to my place.
Hence the reason why Plan B happened.
Hehe, oh well.
Can't wait for Mualz to drive!
Oh! Aly might be joining us for the movie :)
Yay.

Okay, I think this is long enough.
Here's the 11 pictures.
I'll blog again soon!!
<3











Friday, March 19, 2010

Peek-a-boo!
I'm back.
With 5 photos :)
There's just too many photos.
Apparently we took more than 600 photos last night.
From these photos, you can see:
1) HOW FAT I AM. OMG.
2) HOW MUCH WEIGHT I NEED TO LOSE.
3) How badly I should cut my hair to make it pretty again.
4) How NOT fat Alyssa is, (she's the one in the pink&black jumper thingy by the way).
5) How pretty polaroids are :)





What I said are all true right?
You see.
I don't lie :)

I just woke up like 50 minutes ago.
I don't feel hungry, at all.
I feel obese, super obese.
Omg, help me please, anyone!

I shall be as skinny as BY2.
I'm sure you guys know who are they.
Here is their back-view.



Okay, with that.
I'm going to say byeee!!
I need to study now.
:(
Might be going FA later night.
So, better to get things done now.
Byebyebye.
<3

Thursday, March 18, 2010

I love my friends.
We had such an awesome night last night.
Ate SO much at Furaibo, where I forgot to take pictures of the food.
Why?
Because all of us were so hungry that once the food arrived, it was gone within 2 minutes.
I am not kidding.
You'll only believe me if you were right there sitting with us.

Well, some topic reached at another topic which was kinda... sick.
I bet the table beside ours lost their appetite.
Hahaha.
Even though we were so full and bloated, we had Yogurtland :)
We went home after that, which was already about 11pm or so, and slacked at Mualz's house.
Alyssa went back to her place, which was only on the other side of the floor as Mualz's house to, to bathe and came back with her PJs.
And then Chuang came home!
And I got my stuff from him.
So, I decided that we should camwhore.
Aly was like complaining that she wasn't wearing a ___ and she didn't want to take photos in her PJs.
So Mualz lent her her ___ and I lent her my clothes.
& the camwhoring began.
Took about 5 polaroids, probably 50 which my DSLR and about more than 500 on Mualz's Macbook.
Total of 500ish.
HAHA.
We're crazy that way :)
Well, it was fun.
After everyone changed after camwhoring, we crossed the hallway to Chuang's house to watch a horror movie.
Which ended up with all of us covering our eyes and ears.
It was so funny.

Today morning, all of us couldn't wake up.
Duh.
We all slept at about 430am.
We eventually woke up at about 12noon.
Alyssa went back to her place because she had her driving test.
(She passed by the way! Congrats babe!)
After bathing and all, we went to Sri Siam Cafe for lunch.
We ordered 4 dishes for the 4 of us.
And decided to have dessert.
We ordered 2, supposed to be one but the waitress heard wrongly, but we ended up with a total of three because the owner love us so much and gave us another complimentary dessert.
INSANE.
I've never had so much for one meal in my life.
I am not kidding.

After that, Fel's car's GPS screwed up and led us to the mountains and found the 405 freeway there.
I felt like puking.
You guys should know that I can NEVER ride in a car when it's going up or down the mountain.
I will be so sick.
I felt nauseous for an hour after that.
Even though we reached Mualz's house.
And even though I was resting already.
Gah, I hate mountains.

Alyssa came over and we just talked a bit before...
1) Fel & Mualz went off to watch Dreamgirls the Musical,
2) Alyssa went off for Korean BBQ with her cousin, and
3) Va and I went off.
Va sent me home.
Thank you Va :)

I'm now alone at home.
I couldn't get a hold of my sister just now.
So I BBM-ed like 3 of her friends.
So they told me she was out with this other friend.
So I called that friend.
My sister picked up the call.
She told me that she lost her phone.
The story goes like this:
She went downstairs to the lobby and sat at the couch while waiting for her friend to fetch her.
I think she left something upstairs as she went back up to our place.
And when she wanted to leave the house again.
She discovered that her phone was gone.
*Poof* It disappeared.
There's no trace of her phone.
It seriously vanished.
I searched the house -- the living room, dining room, bed, restroom, closet, kitchen and I went to the reception to ask about it again.
I couldn't find anything.
So I concluded that it's missing, it's gone, it's untraceable, it's lost.
Unless it magically appears, then it's time to say "Byebye phone".

I AM SO SLEEPY.
Okay, random, but oh my gosh.
Seriously, I'm dying of exhaustion.
Hehe, kidding.
It's not that bad.
I'm drinking my favourite: Green Tea with a hint of Brown Rice in it :)
& I'm not eating dinner.
Well, I ate raisins.
Does that count?

I'm not going to eat so much already.
FAT FAT FAT.

I've 2 tests next week.
Economics and Math.
I'm scared for Math but not Economics.
I'll have to study like crazy soon.
Probably tomorrow afternoon.
& I might be going out with my friends tomorrow.
Yay <3

This sucks, there's no Criminal Minds on tv.

I miss my lovelies in Pasadena!!
Kartika Tantra.
Jennifer Alexandra.
Jacqueline Rachel T.
Grace Joetama
<3
See you soon okay people, miss you babes!

OH OH, speaking of Kartika Tantra.
She, too, took her driving test today!
And since she already drove everywhere with her permit, which was not legal by the way (HAHAHA), I'm not shocked that she pass!
But still, congratulations babe!
I will see you soon.
Talk to you soon girl!
We haven't gossip yet!
We have to catch up with so many things since like damn long ago.

Enough of my LA life.
I miss my friends back in Singapore.
Like, there's no words to describe how much I miss them because it's just beyond imagination.
Even though I last saw them 1.5 months ago, it seems like forever.
I can't wait for August to come already.
COME HERE QUICK PLEASE AUGUST.
I LOVE YOU HEHE.

I love how Haziqah have a Blackberry now so we can talk and catch up with stuff.
Even though the time difference is shortening the amount of time we can actually talk.
But it's better than nothing.
I miss you Haziqah, and of course you too Verna Sukiat!! :)
When I go back, we're going to have an outing just for the three of us okay.
Love you guys.

Jerevien, Tracy and Janet.
I'll meet up with you guys too of course :)
I webcam(ed) with Jerevien two days ago.
She showed me Jiro.
So cute but I'm never going to touch it since you know I hate dogs.
Hahaha.

I should stop now.
I'm getting SOOOOO wordy.
By the way, I think I've decided.
I'm going to get 15".
I'm just going to go down to Apple and see how heavy is it.
If I think I can't handle the weight, then 13" it is.
I'm quite excited to change to MBP.
I've been using Windows so about 10 years now.
It's time for a change.

Okay, love you guys.
Xoxo,
Caroline, the girl who needs to lose 913828309kg ASAP.
<3

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

A quickie before heading for class.
I'm supposed to be in school since 1.5 hour ago.
But I'm at home.
Why?
I woke up at 915am, when my class starts at 930am.
I was late.

Well, obviously I'm going to skip it because there's no way I can get down there on time.
And my teacher does nothing in class anyway.

It's amazing how guilty I feel skipping class here in the US but not when I was in Singapore.
Oh well.
I'm going to be MIA for 2 days or so.
Staying over at my friend's house later night.

I need to study study study.
For my sudden math quiz today at 315pm.
Oh well :)
Wish me the best of luck guys!

Going to get the MBP soon.
Still can't decide which one to get.
13" or 15"...
Oh well.

I better get off now before I'm late when my friend calls me to go down.
Byebyebye :)
To be as skinny as ___ is my goal now!
Going to check up on that Taekwondo place with Mualz by this week.
& going to check up on that Judo place another day.
& also Hiphop, Salsa and Tango with Aly soon.
& also looking for Flute and Piano classes.
& also might be wanting to attend Horseback Riding with Mualz.
& also looking for.........................

Too many wants.
I'll just commit suicide in terms of my social life.

Having an interview for the job at the school bookstore next Monday.
Wish me luck.
The minimum wage in the US is US$8.00, which is awesome.
:)

Hopefully, I'll get a Macbook Pro (MBP) by this week.
Still can't decide between 13" and 15"...
13" is actually quite okay, I mean, the size and weight is all right.
But in terms for me to watch my dramas and shows online, I think it's going to be kinda small.
And my friends said the speaker is like, not at the side of the laptop, so I don't know if that is going to be good as I'd like to watch my shows with awesome sounding system.
For the 15", it's going to be heavy. Really heavy.
And that is my only concern.

Oh well, help me please.
I'm going to sleep now because it's 1am.
I just finished my Math online web assignment.
& totally ignored my English assignment.
I can't be bothered tonight because it's such a long day today.

No school on Thursday which means stayover @ Mualz's house tomorrow.
We're going to eat Furaibo tomorrow.
& CCC another day.
CCC stands for California Chicken Cafe by the way.
Okay, I better sleep now.
I can't wait to attend classes and classes and classes.
Especially Judo, Taekwondo and Dance classes.
Lose weight.
HAHA.

Okay, goodnight.
Lovelove.

Monday, March 15, 2010

I think I might commit suicide in an academic way in Summer, Fall and Spring.
I need/want to take the following classes:
- Accounting 2 (5 units)
- Antropology 1 or 2 (3 units each for both)
- Art History 72 (3 units)
- Chemistry 9 (5 units)
- Communication 10 (3units)
- Economics 2 (3 units)
- Film Studies 1 (3 units)
[Insert a History class which is probably worth 3 units here. I forgot which class I was interested in. Hahaha.]
- Math 7 (5 units)

Total units = 32 units!!
That's fine for 2.5 semesters actually.
Summer is only 6 weeks long you see.
Shall take about 6-8 units in Summer.
Probably taking ~20units in Fall.
And the rest plus a couple of extra classes in Spring :)

Okay, I'm going to continue rotting by watching....
Criminal Minds!
Investigation marathon.
Watched Bones just now :)
Okay, see you see you.

Friday, March 12, 2010

I think I'm thinking too much again.
I just feel like not talking.
Sit down.
Stare into space.
Or watch my tv.
Just that I'll have something to do.

Just what?
I am doing that now.
And I feel so bored.

I'm really feeling so UGH.
I don't know what's with me.
Probably thinking too too tooooo much about friendships.
Again.

I'm going to occupy myself after a long shower by doing my homework.
Blah.
I'm going to be alone at home later.
Which is going to suck.
Okay, byebye.
Quite shocked at the news I read from AN.
Seems like it's not going very well for Aaron :(
His eyes... His filming...
It's such a pity :(
He have to do redo the filming all over again.
They lost NTD$10,000,000 because of the flood and now because of the changing of the female lead.
So poor thing!
Gosh :(

I wish I'm her. Heh.

Btw, I broke my diet today because my sister decided to order food for me.
I only ate like half of it though.
Plus it's not so fattening.
Need to be super uber skinny.
GAH, I always say that.
But whatever, I really REALLY mean it this time.
I think I lost a kg in 2 days already.
I'm going to keep this up.
And and.. I can continue walking down the road of... :)

Oh, I just did a stupid thing.
I deleted all of the pictures because I transferred them to my hard drive.
Which means I have no photos to upload in my post anymore.
I am so grrr.

AHHHH.
I'm quite sad now.
I don't know why.
Buhbuhbuhbye.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHBOY.
I love you!! :)

Anyway, it's so funny how high Aly and I were after watching Lady Gaga & Beyonce's Telephone video.
We actually watched it 4 times.
& FYI, it's 9 minutes plus long.
So we technically spent like 40 minutes watching Lady Gaga.
Going gaga over Gaga and complaning how much we want her body.
Or rather I want her body and Aly wants to be her.
And we kept playing around with "mm, honeybee" sentence.
It's so hilarious.
We were so high even until we queued up for Kogi, which was totally awesome but so sinful!
We were singing Telephone and Video Phone, or rather only "Video Phone" those 2 words and spent the rest of the time singing Telephone.
I don't think you get what am I saying but you know what.
It's just so funny.
And we were doing stupid actions that made Mualz, Cynthia and Brian laugh at us, hahahaha.

Okay, I'll stop boring you guys with all these stuff.

By the way, our plan is to work it out until we get Lady Gaga's awesome body.
YES.
And we're so psyched about our Halloween this year.
We got it all planned out!!
It is going to be super super fantabulous.

Anyway!
Spring Break, either San Francisco or Seattle.
Most probably SF.
Can meet up with Michelle then!
And Anderson, my cousin, who's visiting SF from Seattle.
And also Andeline, my other cousin who stays in SF.
I can't wait to go to SF.
To just roam around with my friends!!
But I'm more excited for my Summer break because a BIG group of us plan to go to New York.
Yes, we made plans all the way until Summer.
You know what, actually we made plans all the way until next year.
We still have to go to Florida (Disney World!!), and we plan to meet in Singapore during Summer, to go down to Newton Circus and to indulge in countless number of food that we are craving for.
Hm, then then, another group of friends and myself were talking about going to Bali in Summer too.
HOW EGGCITING.

Hehe, okay.
I'm boring you guys out.

Oh well.
I might be doing a photo post soon!
But not too soon.
Since I'm quite busy with homework.
Especially this weekend.
Need to catch up with my Math homework.
& I've an English essay to type out.
And and, nothing else actually.
I just feel that this week of mine is... super unproductive.

But but, lucky my friends are those who play hard but also study hard.
We stay back in school almost everyday (out of the 4 days of school we have) to do homework.
HAHAHAHA.
Geeks.
Yes, we are geeks.

Anyhow, I'd like to meet my Pasadena gang please.
As soon as possible if I can.
I miss them!! :(

& I can't wait for Summer to come.
I can go back to Singapore.
See my awesomest friends.
Haziqah, Verna.
Janet and the gang.
Jerevien, Tracy.
4E1 people.
AND AND AND SU JIALIN.
Woo! Finally seeing her after like 1.5 years.
SERIOUSLY MAN.
THAT IS SUCH A LONG TIME.
That is totally, TOTALLY unacceptable.

Hehe, this is getting TOOOO wordy.
It's late too.
I'm going to hit the sack now.
Goooooooodnight lovelies.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

New Diet Plan for Aly, Cyn, Stephie, Va and myself.
Only fruits for 6 days a week.
One day of for our outing(s).
Doing this until we all lose to our desired goal or until May 14th.
One day before USC's graduation walk and two days before USC Banquet.

It's always easier to diet when you have a friend or friends to do it with you.
:)
Excited.
Going to bring a container of fruits to school tomorrow.

So, it's 10ish, and I just got home.
I've to rush my English homework and send to Mualz who is so awesome to help me print because my printer is screwing up.
So, till next time, see you!

Oh, as you can tell, the number of my Facebook photo albums just increased by 5.
Go check out the pictures :)
I'm too lazy to post them up this blog...
As you can tell :)
<3

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Full of problems recently.
Had tummyache the other day.
My ass hurt from spinning the other day.
Calves hurt from walking 11 hours at Disneyland.
Headache since today morning.
And somehow my wrist hurts now.

Gah.
Had...
Actually, is having a really REALLY bad headache.
Since the morning.
It's like the room is spinning.
Nono, it's more of like, I feel like I'm going to fall.

Cooked lunch.
Yes, Salmon again.
But this time I cooked spinach in a rather special way.
I found this chili paste in the fridge.
The taste reminded me of Singapore :)
And I cooked egg too!
He Bao Dan.
Reminded me of Chinese Cooked Food in the old Manjusri.

I did laundry just now.
I washed the dishes just now.
I read through the Econs notes a bit just now.
And I'm going to study Econs again.
After that it's English and Math homework.
Have to do all of them in about 1.5 to 2 hours.

Then it's sleepytime.
Trying out for my second driving test tomorrow.
I HAVE TO PASS THIS TIME.
No more bad luck that will make me have a critical mistake.
Grahhh.

Goodnight!
How am I going to lose 908412938028312093kg by End of March?!

Saturday, March 6, 2010

On Thursday, stayed over at Mualz's house!
Gossiped and had a lot of fun during dinner and after dinner.
Slept so late and we had to wake up at 6ish.
But we dillydallied.
I woke up at 7 in the end.
We planned to reach Disneyland by 9ish.
But we eventually arrived at 10ish because we went to the bank before that, and we had breakfast at Subway :)

So, as you can obviously tell, I went Disneyland yesterday.
First outing with my own friends!
Like, without my sister.
It's awesome.
We ate so much at Disneyland, it's insane.
Turkey leg, Ice cream, Churros, Clam chowder.
We took the awesomest rides, but didn't take as many as we hoped for..
So we're going back another day!
It doesn't matter how many times we go this year because we bought the annual pass!
I can go like 983138 times this year!
Hahaha, okay, so lame.

The parade was different.
They are celebrating some celebration this year.
So during the parade, they will ask who is celebrating what event and stuff.
I think it's really cool because they invited kids to go up and dance with them.
And we didn't plan to watch the parade, we were walking to the face-painting place.
But as we passed by the area, the parade just startttt.
And like it was in front of us.
And the guy allowed us to move forward so we were technically standing right in front.
2nd row actually but yeah it's still like...
Wow.
Anyhow, we walked around till about 8ish when we sat in front of the castle, waiting for the firework show to start.
We sat there for 1 hour 15 minutes - ish and we talked a lot.
(y)
Not gossip, but sharing of stuff.
Hahaha.
The fireworks were different too.
This year is a great year to go to Disneyland.
:)

We bought the same shirt at Downtown disney and I bought another shirt because I just fell in love with it.
And, we eventually left and headed home.
From 10ish-am til 11pm.
That is how long we spent at Disneyland.
Our legs, except Mualz, are hurting and aching so badly.
My calves especially.
Gosh.
I'm going out in about 3 hours.
Crab dinner.
A friend, who I'm not very close with actually, is leaving tomorrow.
Yeah, going back Indonesia for good.

I'm going to start studying for my Econs exam on Monday now.
I'm going to need to spend so long to delete those blur photos.
Not only from Disneyland but also from the Love Story in China event.
Probably 4 to 5 new albums to be coming up in Facebook.
I'm going to have so many albums it's crazy.

I want to shop soon.
Oh oh oh!
May is going to be such an awesome month!
Alyssa is coming.
Mommy Daddy Popo Kung2 is coming.
It's Dajie's birthday.
Mommy and Daddy's wedding anniversary.
And Erjie is graduating & we're attending the banquet.
So many events!

Oh, I can't wait for Band+Aid the Musical during Easter.
3rd of April.
Hooray.

The only thing that really pull my mood down is that...
Ahboy won't be here ):
He have school so he can't make it.
Sighhh.
I miss you ahboyyyyy.

I will blog again soon!!
Xoxoxo.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

I'm going to post pictures!
But it's only going to be of the polaroid camera and the albums I got :)

This is the cutest polaroid camera ever.
Came with the 30 Disney films :)



How can you not fall in love with that camera?
Oh and these are the albums.
There are nine colours.
I bought three: Violet, Indie Pink and Gray.





So cute right :)
Hahahaha.

Okay, enough of that.
So, it's 520pm on Wednesday, March 3rd.
I've to sleep by 9pm today.
And wake up by 4am tomorrow morning.
Why?
Because my driving instructor is going to fetch me at 515am.
Yes, I'm going to skip my Philosophy class which starts at 930am.
I'm pretty sad about that cause I like that class.
Even though it was kinda boring on Tuesday.
So, I hope that I pass my test on my first try tomorrow.
*Pray*

After driving test, I have to go home and study for my math exam which is at 315pm.
Speaking of math and quiz/test/exam, I kinda screwed up my quiz today.
So for question 2, I did a slight mistake for the graph.
And I didn't have the time to even draw my graph for question 3.
But other than that, it's pretty fine.
I just need to ace my exam tomorrow.
*Pray*

Aly, Mualz, Va and myself planned what to do for tomorrow and friday.
So we're going to have our first dinner outside of school.
Hahaha.
Tofuya at Sawtelle.
Yum, but we're going to stink after that because it's a Korean place.
Korean place = Korean BBQ = stinky clothes and hair.
And on Friday, we've decided to go to...
Disneyland!
Am a little sad that I can't bring my polaroid along because it's not here yet.
We shall go another time okay?

Also, Pasadena peoopllleeee, let's go Disneyland, Universal or Six Flags together!
One day okay? :)
Can't wait.
And Jennyyyy, you can bring your polaroid while I bring mine too!
And the others can bring their SLRs or their digital cameras and we can have like a mini photoshoot (Hahahahaha) in Disneyland!
Ah, it'll be so fun!

So, Haziqah got a BB!
Which is awesome!
We can bbm now.
And we can never feel so super distant since I'm on the other side of the world.
Haziqah, Janet and Verna, we shall create a bb group!

My sister is so funny.
She just complained about the Bachelor being stupid for choosing the other girl who's not that hot as the other one.
Hahahaha.
Aw, this is why I don't want her to leave.
She makes me laugh at times.
I tell her things because we're pretty much together all the time.
Please don't leave Jie :(
(If she does leave by the way, she's leaving in 13 weeks. She's doing a countdown on bbm - her personal message. And that sucks. Big time.)

I didn't have dinner yesterday.
And I only had a salad for lunch.
I napped from 545pm-sih til 830pm.
Not because I'm a pig, but because I had a tummyache.
A bad one since I had it since the minute I woke up in the morning.
I only had an apple since I woke up from my nap.
Now, I'm having Pita Chips and Raisins for an early dinner, or rather snack.
Had a bit for lunch though.
I had quite a bad headache during Econs class too.

Okay, this is quite a long post!
Wish me luck guys.
I'm going to try to ace both my driving test and my math exam!
Till when, I'm going to stop right here and blog some time soon!
Xoxoxoxo.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Wanted to sleep early tonight.
Like, latest 11pm.
But went out with sister for dinner, not knowing that she was going to the movies after that.
So, I just got home like 10 minutes ago, at about 1230am.

I'm going to change and jump onto the bed.
Bathing tomorrow morning because my eyes are closing.....
I know it's sick.
But, I can't really bathe at night anyway.
Will probably fall sick with a higher probability since there's a sick virus going around.
Everyone is falling sick.

Take care guys.
Those of you who are sick.
Alyssa, Jenny, Kartika, Stephie.... & others.

Okay.
Goodnight.