Can I just say that I'm speechless?
Sometimes your actions, words and everything about you just surprises me.
Even though it's not the first time that you did the things you did.
Don't you think that you're going overboard?

I've no comments.

Sleeping time.
Goodnight.

xx

Hope my one and only wish for my 18th birthday this year will be realised by that special someone.
There's no one else in this world who can make my 18th birthday the best day for the year 2010 except you.
Xoxo.

I...
I want...
I want to...
I want to shop!!!

Hahaha, so lame.
Geez.
So, supposed to meet Tracy at 1230, but I pushed the time back to 1 instead.
In the end, we met super late.
Oh, Santouka here is awesome.
Just like the one in the US, but lacking of something.
The soup is not as flavourful and the pork cheeks are not as delicate as those in the US.
They don't melt in your mouth like those in Mitsuwa.
Yum, will have it when I reach LA.

And I only left to meet Janet and Verna at Haji Lane at 5pm.
We walked around, ate at Iluma and walked around Bugis Street.
Janet and Verna shopped while I stared at them.
Since I shopped so much yesterday.
Wanted to get this purple colour shoe but they have stains on them so decided not to get them because I'm sure I can find a nicer pair out there.

Going shopping with Janet tomorrow after going to Granduncle's house.
Far East Plaza again, going to Ztamp to ask about that dress thingy!
It's so pretty.
Then Janet wants to try Ippudo.
My 5th time eating Ramen.
OH MY GOSH.
I want to eat Ya Kun tomorrow.
Only one piece.
Two pieces MAX.

I want to eat Hokkien Mee.
I want to eat that stall's Fish & Mee Sua (the one near Kembangan).
I want to eat Chicken Wings (at Kembangan as well).
I want to eat Akashi.
I want to eat Mos Burger.
I want to eat Pepper Lunch.
I want to eat Yoshinoya.
I want to eat Stingray, Tie Pan Tofu, Chilli Crab at Peng He.
I want to....
CAROLINE.
Don't be such a greedy person.

No eating!

Okay, it's going to be an early night for me.
Going to sleep pretty soon.
Ah, I need at least 8 hours of sleep tonight.
Or 9...
Or 10...
Okay, goodnight!

Had dimsum.
Only had one Char Siew Bao, 2/3 plate of Chee Chong Fun, one Pigeon Soup, 2 Har Gao, 1 Chicken Feet, 2/3 Lor Mai Gai.
Yup, that's it, the rest was consumed by brother and Mommy.

Fetched Janet at her house and Mommy dropped us at Orchard.
Walked around Ion, she had a Mixed Berry Crepe while I had a regular cup of Yami Yogurt.
Slacked around while waiting for Haziqah and Verna to arrive.
The two forever late people.
After Haziqah arrived, we walked to Far East Plaza.
Had one Durian Pancake.
Walked around, shopped quite a lot today.
Which totally sucked.
I told myself I'm not going to shop anymore.
Spent enough this holiday.
Need. To. Stop. Shopping.
Had the Wanton Noodle at 5ish, almost 6 for our early dinner.
Sent Haziqah to the MRT Station and walked back to FEP.

OH, VERNA WENT FOR EYELASH EXTENSION.
Actually, she wanted to do it since a long time ago.
Just that no one accompanied her to do so.
So, today Janet and I pulled her in the shop.
And no, we didn't accompany her to extend ours too.
I wanted to, but I doubt Mommy will allow.
I will ask Mommy though.
Whether I can extend my eyelash or hair.
I want my hair to be thicker even though it's already so thick now.
I like Rainie Yang's straight, long and thick hair which is due to the high number of extensions she have hidden under the surface of her hair.
Hehehe.

Janet & Verna left for Haji Lane.
Wanted to follow but I'm too tired.
Just ate a few spoons of Ice-cream.
Yum, but super fattening.

Shall only eat the Santouka Ramen with Tracy, which we are going to share.
& nothing else for the rest of tomorrow.
And since I'm only meeting her from about 12noon to 3pm, I should probably gym or jog or something.
I am getting too lazy.
The last time I entered the gym was back in August.
Oh, I have no shoes here. GRRR.
Brought all of mine to the States.
Damn.
I'll just do the few exercises for my tummy, arms and legs that was shown on 女人我最大。

I agree with what my cousins that women can be so fake.
Fake eyelashes.
Fake hair.
Fake looks due to plastic surgery.
Everything can be so fake.
But girls have to do what girls have to do.
& that is to look pretty.

Need to buy new heels.
Zara didn't have the purple heels that I like anymore.
Sigh.
I'm going to look out for more.
But for that, I can hold it until I go shopping in the States because they are cheaper there.

Going back to the States on Friday instead.
Sigh.
It's only 6 days away..

Anyway, Happy Birthday Max Chew Aik He!
Old uncle already ah.
You said this yourself.
I rather call you old grandpa though.
Hehe (:

Okay, I'm going to bathe and I should start packing my luggage.
Yeah, I didn't unpack my luggage when I came back from Indonesia because I thought I would leave again in a few days' time.
Now it's in a messy state.
& I've to ask Mommy if I can bring all of my magazines, CDs, dramas and stuff to the US with me.
Those are the things that I treasure <3
And I'm going to have the room for myself when Dajie comes back for good.
I need my things to be there for me to be able to call it my room officially...

Okay, I need to bathe.
Byebyebyebye.

Woke up at about 1230ish right?
Only had a banana and a glass of milk before leaving home for Raffles Town Club.
We were late.

Spa was pretty nice.
But my right shoulder is hurting now because the woman always put so much pressure on my right side compared to the left one.
Well, overall it's pretty good.
Didn't want to enter the jacuzzi because Mommy didn't tell me that I've to bring a swimsuit, I'm shy you see..
So I entered the Steam Room.
Went in for about 30 minutes.
I know, that's a long time.
But I was liking the feeling of being in that room alone for like 15 minutes, after the 2 women went out.
Oh well, bathed and went to Newton.

Ordered a bowl of Laksa, I only had a super small bowl.
The rest was for Mommy.
After we finished the Laksa.
Mommy was craving for Popiah.
So I went to get it.
There was about 11 slices.
I only had 4.
I was so full that I couldn't bring myself to drink another gulp of water.

So, came home and had an apple, a glass of milk and a banana.
Then Alyssa came at 8ish, almost 9.
Had watermelon, two slices of apple and kiwi.
Took photos, not really in the mood to take pictures.
So we only took a few.
A few polaroids and a few on my camera.
It's 1130 now.
She's asleep on my bed.
Asleep for almost 45 minutes now.
I should wake her up soon.

So, going to collect something at 1145am tomorrow at City Hall MRT Station.
& I'm only meeting Haziqah and the others at 2pm.
I'll probably pull Janet to meet me earlier :D
Or like, wander around by myself...
Geez, I sound like a total loner.

Sunday, Tracy and I are going to eat at Santouka!
I can't wait to taste their Special Pork Ramen thingy because I hope it's as nice as the one at Mitsuwa which is in LA of course.
I miss it because I haven't had it for almost 2 months.
Yumyum.
Was supposed to go to this shop with her to get the coloured leggings that I wanted.
But, I asked Jennifer, my cousin, to get it for me at Mangdu and to pass it to Daddy who will eventually, hopefully, come back in Singapore before I leave for the US.

I'm going back soon!
Latest in a week.
Ah, I miss LA.
I'll get to see Michelle as soon as I go back.
Probably a couple of days in between before she arrives in LA.
Miss you bitch (:

Okay, I'm going to wake Alyssa up soon.
And I shall do my stuff and prepare to sleep.
Goodnight y'all!

Couldn't sleep until the sky was bright, or going to be bright in a minute.
Fell asleep at about 630ish.
And I just woke up.
At about 1230 actually.
It's already 1.
An hour to prepare and reach Raffles Town Club for the massage appointment.
& Mommy is still asleep.

Oh, still thinking whether I should get a headphone.
Shall decide by this Sunday.
If I decide to get one, I'll get it when I'm out with Tracy to get the coloured leggings!
Yay.

Got my awesome DVDs from Brenda yesterday.
Watched it til the end even though I was super tired yesterday.
& after watching it I became a little bit hyped.
That's probably the reason why I couldn't sleep until 630ish.
Hopefully you will release your EP and have an autograph session during the time I'm back for the holidays.
Ah, I miss you!

Maybe things are not as bad as I thought.
Dreaming about you makes my life much more colourful that it's current state.

Do you know where to get coloured leggings?
I want to get Pink, Purple, Red and a lot more colours.
Forgot to buy them in Indonesia.
Which is going to cost me SO MUCH more.

Didn't go to SPA today because both Mommy and myself overslept.
Changed to tomorrow 2pm instead.
Meeting Alyssa for dinner.

Okay, going to bathe now.
Byebyebye.

So, my birthday is in 18 days.
Should I list the things that I wish to get?
I don't really know what I want actually.

If I said that I would like to spend my CNY with my family and relatives in Singapore/Indonesia...
No one can fulfil that for me.

Anyway, I really like this Louis Vuitton Bag, but I'm not going to get it because it's just a waste of money.
Next time, when I'm older, then I'll get one.
Not now though, not now.

I want the headphone that is exactly like *his*.
Actually, if it's not the same, it's fine.
I just want a headphone, but I'll probably get that on my own.
Mommy allows me to.

I want to be skinny by my birthday.
HAHAHA.

Okay, seriously, I don't know what I want for my birthday.
Nothing from anyone is fine.
Just a simple wish means a lot because it shows that you remember my birthday and it's the thought that counts right?

Ah, I know what is the ONLY thing I want for my birthday.
*Him* to wish me a Happy Birthday.
Actually, I know another thing that I want, every single item that links to them.
HEHE.
I know most of you readers don't have a single clue of what I am saying here.

Oh well, will try to make a proper list of what I want once I thought of them.
Goodnight!

Went out with Mommy.
Walked around Orchard.
Collecting my SKII set tomorrow.
Only had fruits for dinner.
Mommy didn't say anything about that :)

So, I'm thinking if I should get a pair of Dr Martens Boots.
And if I should get the headphone that I think I really want to get.

Ah.
Confusing.

Going down to Raffles Town Club tomorrow for a 90 minutes or 2 hours massage with Mommy.
They gave us the couple room.
Ah, I'm going to feel super bloody exposed tomorrow.
Damn.
After massage, going to accompany Mommy for probably 2 hours or so, before meeting Tracy.
Going to collect my 2 DVDs.
Yup, excited!

Shall sleep soon.
Need my 8 hours of sleep.
Goodnight all :)

I don't know what to say about you.
Can't you tell that....
Nevermind.

Bought something for erjie just now (:

Spent a lot today.
Like, probably $100+, not up to $150 though.

Went out with Jerevien and Tracy.
Ippudo was not bad for today.
Received an SMS from Daikokuya.
*Shocked* Another Ramen place from the US is franchising in Singapore!
Hope it's going to be as good as the one in the US.
Went to Marina Barrage after walking for probably almost 2 hours around after eating.
Chit-chatted and took photos until about 8ish before we left for Orchard, again.
Wanted to eat the Pontian(?) Wanton Mee but we arrived too late.
Had Pastamania instead.
Bubble tea without pearls after that.
And walked home with Tracy.
She stayed until about 11ish before leaving for work.

Ate so much today.
Hardly going out for the one week remaining so I'm going to crash diet.
Together with Tracy.
Jiayou!

Going to sleep soon.
Shall accompany Mommy tomorrow.
Unless I have to meet Brenda tomorrow to collect my 2 DVDs!
*excited*

Haven't blog a post like this for quite some time.
Xoxo.

Not leaving this Thursday.
Will update you guys again.
But please don't send me off.
I don't wish to cry again for the second time.
& I will be back later this year again, I hope.

Going to prepare now.
Tracy and Jerevien are heading down now.
Ippudo for lunch then head out to Marina Barrage.
Yup.

<3

I AM SO SCREWED.

Had dinner at CHIJMES with Haziqah, Janet and Verna just now.
(y)

Going Marina Barrage tomorrow.
Ippudo too.

Bye!

Back to the tiny sunny island tomorrow :)
Will reach at 1650 tomorrow.
See you!

Want to go Marina Barrage.
Badly.

Bye!

Back to Singapore on the 22nd.
Heading back to LA on the 28th.
I hope things go smoothly before that.

Going Bandung tomorrow.
Leaving at 8am Jakarta time, that's 9am Singapore time.
The plans that we have to do there is only to take photos and to eat.
Wanted to meet Mesa but she's coming to Jakarta tomorrow.
Such coincidenceeeeee.

Hopefully it'll be a fruitful trip with hundreds of pictures to update my Facebook.
I miss phototaking.
Oh, seriously, so much money wasted for this trip.
I spent so much on shopping.
Have to stop.
But, on the other hand, spent MUCH MUCH more on food.

I need to be stopped.

Am obese.
Super.
Have to diet.
Crash diet.

Going to remove my makeup, which is practically nothing for today, change, brush my teeth, wear my retainers, and choose the clothes to wear for tomorrow.
Oh and charge my phones and camera.
Goodnight!
Goodbye Jakarta and hello Bandung in advanced!

More determined than I've ever been.

I'm full of cigarette smell now.
Went to Mommy's friend's private party thingy.
& the place was filled with smoke, those that come out from your nostrils or mouth after inhaling from a bud.
So smelly.
Going to shower in a jiffy.
No matter how late it is.
And for the matter of fact that I'm still sick.
Mommy's friend's daughter went up the stage to perform "Just Dance" and another song.
My memory is being such a retard now.
Anyway, couldn't really hear her voice because of the crowd.
But it's not bad from what I actually can make out.

So, before that, I had lunch and watched Sherlock Holmes with James.
I left Grand Indo at 5?
And reached home at 7.
Woo, 2 hours in the traffic.
My personal record.
Reached home, told by parents that I'm following Mommy and her friend to that private party thingy.
So, rushed upstairs to change into a dress.
And I was back in the car within 10 minutes.

Since lunch at about 1ish, until now, 1016pm.
I only had 2 bananas, one cup of milk, and like, two snacks from the party.
Wow.
*applauding for myself*

Okay, got to go get rid this stench out of my hair.
Bye!

My throat still hurts pretty bad.
Had a bowl of the most awesome chicken porridge that can only be made by mba Yati for both lunch and dinner.
That's about it, for the things I consumed for today.
Had one salak, one mangosteen (?) and a cup of milk.

Going to continue eating really little for the following month.
Need to lose weight super drastically before my 18th birthday.
I hope my diet works and last.
It worked but didn't last long the last time.

I can't believe I'm going to turn 18 in one month!
I know it's just a number.
Yeah, a part of me is thinking that way.
But the other part is just saying how time passes so quickly and that I'm getting a year older.
Which means I need to be more responsible and mature!
Okay, I will do that, but I've something in mind.
I'm going to be childish on the inside. HAHA.
Young at heart :)
Doesn't mean I've to show it through my actions because that is not necessary.


I find myself looking through kids' accessories more now.
I like the kiddy rings being on my finger.
I also find myself liking pink more.
Compared to the time I hated pink...

Okay, this is just going to stop here because I've to sleep now.
It's 1am and I'm meeting James in 11 hours.
I have to have my at least 8 hours worth of sleep.
Plus my one hour of preparing, and the journey to Grand Indo.
Which I hope will not have a terrible traffic jam.
I need to sleep really really soon.

Okay, goodnight!

A very short post to make this blog not-so-dead :)

"Photoshoot" with my cousin (above) two nights ago.
Heheh, things that we do when we're bored.
Make up, dress up, make up, dress up, photo photo photo!
Hahah :)

Watched Avatar last night.
It's awesome.
I love the Pandora world.

& I lost my voice.
Great.

Can't wait to finalise my freaking plane tickets.
I'm so pissed at myself.

Byebye!

Sorry for the lack of updates!
That's the disadvantage of being in Indonesia.
Being uncontactable as:
1) No BBM, same as Singapore actually.
2) Crazy wi-fi.
3) Having company around me all the time, which means no time for using the laptop.

I just shopped at Mangdu just now!
Spent almost 1 million rupiah.
HAHAHAHA, before you guys scream that I'm insane.
Converting to Singapore dollars, it's not even 200 bucks.
So, don't think that I'm a big spender!
Because I'm not :)

Watched 3 movies since I've been back 4 days ago.
The Messengers 2, Bodyguards & Assassins and I just got back from The Princess & The Frog.

Fell sick on the 2nd night here.
Fever, cough, sore throat.
Left with the sore throat.
But it's much much much better than it's initial condition.
I've been getting weaker..
Fell sick twice since I'm back from the US.
It's pretty insane.

OH, I CLEVERLY FORGOT TO BRING MY CAMERA CHARGER BACK.
HAHAHAHA.
Lucky Mommy is coming back on Thursday.
YAY.

& I told you, no Bali trip.
Why am I not surprised?

Just met Grace and her 2 siblings just now!
Haven't seen her since December!
Yeah, a month.
Watched movie and we might be going out tomorrow or another day.
Hehehe.

Anyway, I'm stressing out over the school stuff.
Yes, I'm STILL stressing out over that!!

AH, okay, back to isolating myself from the internet.
Going to watch some DVD with my cousin.
Byebyebye!!

Done with Why Why Love.
Sigh, dramas always fill up the temporary space of boredom in my body.
However, like I just stated in the previous sentence, it's just a temporary thing.
Why must I be the one sitting on my family room's sofa, being such a lazy person and the only thing I'm doing is watching the drama and stuff.
Yes, dramas give us a lot of different feelings throughout the whole show.
It makes us smile, laugh, giggle, shriek and even scream at times.
It also makes us be a little down, sad and make us cry most of the time.
It does make you a little crazy at times, seeing the idol you like kissing another sex.
Right?
Watching is a leisure activity that a lot of people enjoy.
I would like to do the same thing as those stars I see on my tv screen.
To be someone they idolise, someone they hope to see and stuff like that.
Isn't it great if I could bring others joy in their life?
Even though it's temporary?

The things that I know I'm somehow capable of is to comfort others when they are down, to lend them my listening ear, to lend them my shoulder to lean on, to be there for them 24/7, to help them when they need an extra hand...
And stuff like that.
I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing.
Being too caring, too helpful, too sensitive, too thoughtful.
Yes, I sound like such a great big person, a person with such a great heart.
I'm not, I'm just stating what people think of me.
You might want to ask how would I know how they think of me.
It's all thanks to our previous class.
I can't really remember which lesson was it, Dharma, CME or whichever class we had in Secondary School.
But our teacher made us write a thing that you think it's positive about the rest of the class.
And we would exchange our small paper to the rest of the 19 people in class.
Most of them wrote that I'm helpful, caring and stuff like that.
I'm not trying to say that I'm THAT helpful or caring, because I don't see myself as being that kind of person.

Sometimes, when I do stuff, I admit that I'm pretty scared of how others would think of me.
But, I'm getting stronger in that particular section in life.
I'm giving myself more self confidence.
I'm increasing my self-esteem as time goes by.
No longer am I the weak girl who cries in front of a crowd.
Yes, I blogged about this ago, but everytime I think about something, it links to this topic and I would like to voice it out to give myself more confidence that I can do what I want as long as I work super ultra hard for it.

Having a dream like mine, is a crazy thing, I won't deny.
It's not something that it's hardly seen in this world.
Everyone wishes to be famous, to be rich and stuff like that.
Everyone wants to be a star, to be the one on the magazine cover, to be the one on the advertisement, the one acting in the drama and so on.

I just want to work towards my dream.
The thing that I would like to do, is to go to Taiwan after graduating and try to grab every opportunity that I can get.
I would very much like to make my dream since young come true.
My one and only dream that I wish for in my life.

Okay, I should stop this nonsense here.
It's getting too wordy.

Anyway, met up with Jerevien and Tracy.
Took my camera, FINALLY my auto focus is working.
I miss taking photos without having to do the focusing manually.
Such a tiring job.
Doing it since mid August until now.
Anyway, we had lunch at The Soup Spoon.
Walked around and I realised that I really have to buck up to be the demure girl that I want myself to be.
No more "I don't give a shit", no more "Kiss my ass" and stuff like that.
If I really do say in front of you, please remind me not to say it again.
Jerevien said I'm tanned now.
Compared to the last time I met her, which was only a week ago.
Took 162 photos in 30 minutes or so.
Played with the torchlight again.
Jerevien played the piano, super noisy I tell you.
And Tracy was really at home, with eating all the food you can find in my house.
HAHA, especially the lemon biscuits!
And drinking orange juice!
She took grapes and washed them and put them in a bowl.
I didn't even know she knew where my bowls were.
Heheh, oh well.
Treat yourself at home, it's the least I can do since I'm hardly here anymore.
Plus you're a great friend that I could ever ask for.
JEREVIEN POON WEN SHAN, you are a great friend too :)

They had to leave because of Tracy's work.

And that's about it.

James hate me just because I just had duck rice.
He's insane. HAHA.

Picture post tomorrow, or soon.
Since I'm leaving for my hometown tomorrow, I doubt I'll blog that much.
Since the internet sucks.
Unless there's really nothing to do there that I'll bear with it and blog everyday.
Depends on my mood okay? :)
But seeing on how I'm hooked to blogging, I'm sure I'll blog.
See you, xoxo.

PS, I love you two coolios too!
(Refering to Haziqah's post!)

FINALLY.
Kbox!
Went from 2-7 with Amy and Feiyun.
5 hours of singing.
3.5 hours of us being lively, and the remaining 1.5 hours being a little dead.
Because of all the low keys that we had to sing.
All in all, it's pretty fun.
We probably had an hour in between where we didn't touch the mic(s).
We just sang out loud.

Ate the BBQ Chicken before that, and I ate Frolick yogurt after that.
Walked around, went to Kinokuniya, bought magazines :)
Went to Topshop and was called to go home..
So we went our separate ways.
Sorry Amy and Feiyun.
I'll see you guys if I'm coming back here again okay!
This time, if we do go to Kbox again, please no more low-keyed songs!
Hahahah, I mean, apart from those (must sing) songs.
*winkwink* you know what I'm talking about.

Mommy is probably going to scream at me for buying so many magazines.
HAHA, I'm kidding.
She doesn't scream.
But she did ask me about the magazines I bought last night.
She was like, why did you buy so many magazines?
I replied, to read!
And she shoot me back by saying that the magazines are all still in the plastic wrapper.
I was speechless.
HAHAHA.
I will read them eventually, no worries Mommy.
It's just that I'm hooked to my drama now.
It's going to be the last drama I'm going to watch until a long time later.
Going back to Indonesia and going back to the US, just means that I'll turn to be the lazy person again.
Hehe.

Okay, going to bathe and continue my drama.
Byebyebye.

Just came back from having duck rice 30 minutes ago.
I feel so obese now.
Yay.

Okay, going to change and continue my Why Why Love.
Long day starting from 10ish tomorrow.
Goodnight in advanced!

Yesterday, in the bus, it drove past Conrad Hotel.
Ir made me smile. Hahah.
Memories :)

And, this old uncle sat in front of me.
He was text messaging, he was listening to a MP3.
How cool is that guy man.
Hahahha.

I was so lazy to do anything in the afternoon just now.
I hesitated to bathe until like 4pm or something.
Hahah, at least I bathed right?
I'm not so sick like some people who can don't bathe for a day.
That's a little sick, isn't it?

Okay, went out to meet Haziqah and Verna just now.
The main thing we do is sit and talk :)
We talked about our future.
It's interesting yet scary at the same time.
Hahaha.

Going to Newton later night for my duck rice!
I miss the duck rice.
Yay, eat eat eat.
Fatfatfat. SHIT.
Okay.

Meeting Feiyun and Amy tomorrow.
Finally, kbox time!
Might be meeting Shuhui for breakfast tomorrow.
But I'm not sure if I can wake up and reach Vivo at 10am.
A bit crazy right, the timing.
Hahaha.
Okay, can't meet Shuhui tomorrow!
Meeting Feiyun and Amy at 1230pm.
Ahhh.

Okay, watching Why Why Love now.
Heheh, 3rd disc :)
Byebyebye.

Ate Pastamania just now.
Sat down at Pastamania for like 2 hours.
Before that, waited with Janet for Verna for an hour.
Then, the three of us waited for Haziqah for an hour.
Spent one hour to finish my plate of Spaghetti.
I haven't change at all man.
As in the way I eat.
I'll eat so slowly.
I was rushed once and I choked.
Well, that's fine right?
But what if the rushing speed of mine is other's normal speed of eating?
Hahaha, now you are going to laugh at me.
But for drinking beverages, I drink pretty damn fast.

Verna, Haziqah and Janet never change at all man.
Going to spend time again with them tomorrow.
Going to Keppel Bay to collect my camera tomorrow.
Then coming back home to wait for Haziqah to come to my place.
Then Janet and Verna is going to come after that.
We're going to slack at my place.
Awesomecakes :)

Going out with Feiyun and Amy the day after tomorrow.
Then, Jerevien and Tracy is coming to my place on the 7th to slack too.
And going to fly back to Indo on Friday!

Okay, it's 18 minutes to 12midnight, which is 8am in the US.
Need to ask PCC.
*stressed out* times a million times.

Okay, watching my Devil Beside Me now.
Byebyebye.

My room is invaded :(

Started watching a drama that aired 5 years ago.
Oh my gosh right?
Time flew by.
Devil Beside Me was shown 5 years ago.
Insanity.

Supposed to collect my camera today, but I'm too lazy to :)
Hahahah, going to do so tomorrow instead.
Meeting Haziqah, Janet and Verna at Parkway Parade, damn far away from home!!
Meeting them for dinner later.

I called SQ earlier in the afternoon.
Going back to Jakarta on the 8th of January, 650pm flight!
And no James, I'm not going for your sister's wedding! Hahaha.

My lazy mode switched was flipped to the on side and I just feel like laying in bed watching drama all day and all night long.
But... I can't do that from tonight onwards.
Mom's friends are here.
They are going to invade my room later.
Sigh.
Goodbye my bed, I will miss you hehe.

You know, I used to be someone who sleep DAMN naughtily that I will kick those around me.
But now, I sleep and I hardly move anymore.
What an improvement right? :)

Oh, I only had cereal, without milk because I ran out of it, for lunch.
With a glass of freshly squeezed orange juice.
I'm starting to get hungry... not.
Crash diet :)

Bring me back to the days where people tell me I need to eat more and gain more weight.
I am sick of people saying things about my appearance.
Yes, I know I have huge thighs and calves.
But that doesn't mean that you can shoot it right into my face.
I stood there and smile and said nothing because I have to respect you.
I do, you're older so I've to respect you.
To earn some respect from you, I've to do the same.
There, I did my job, would you do yours?

I'm going to lose weight.
I'm going to persevere much more than my current state just to prove to you that I can do it.
I can lose the weight and be as skinny as I was before.

No matter how many of you decide to tell me it's such a wrong decision.
No matter how many of you decide to advise me not to do so.
No matter how many of you decide to say that being skinny doesn't really suit me.
It's no use to do so.
I'm telling you right now.
I've made up my mind.

I know I've been saying I want to lose weight for a really long time now.
But someone just pushed it.
I'm going to really lose the weight because of that.

Remember my previous post?
The one where I stated that I'm going to make myself be late for the outing with Haziqah and the rest?
Well, I failed.
I left home at 245pm, thinking that 15 minutes to get down to Dhoby Ghaut is enough for me to be late, including the walking to the bus stop and the bus waiting time.
However, when the bus reached the Dhoby Ghaut Mrt Station's bus stop..
I looked at my phone.
It says, 14:59.
Oh my god.
Even when I try to be late, I am still on time!
I ended up being alone for 30 minutes, before the first person came.
Cheryl Wong! I miss her so muchhhhh!!
Then, waited for about 10 minutes or so before Haziqah came.
We spotted her by her hair HAHAHA.
Then, Aikhe came...
Then Kim and Ziying came.
Didn't know what to do for the whole day.
Ended up sitting at Swensens, then checked the movie timings, decided to walk to The Cathay.
Then we ended up not watching a movie at both Plaza Sing and The Cathay.
We went down to Iluma to watch Alvin & The Chipmunks 2!
It's not THAT good though.
There were some funny parts, but I don't know why I didn't laugh..
HAHA, I was laughing inside me though.
It's just that I didn't show it.
I know, I'm weird.
Ate at KFC after that, I only had Cheese Fries because I haven't had that for a long time.
And my Tori Q of course.
Heheh.

Okay, couldn't wake up today.
Didn't sleep until pretty late yesterday.
Finished ToGetHer.
Pulled myself out of the bed, and when I got down to Somerset Mrt Station, they were already waiting for me.
Hahahaha.
As usual, didn't know where to go because Singapore is THAT boring.
Ended up going to and fro looking for Nike B.I.R.D.
In between, we ate at Cineleisure's Chicago's Steakhouse, and Huihui came to meet us.
Then, wanted to watch a few movies, but for each movie, either one or more of us have/has caught it.
So didn't watch in the end.
Stayed at the Starbucks outside the cinema area at Lido after getting Sijun's thing at the Nike shop below.
Sat there for almost 2 hours chatting and just reminiscing the past.
Especially Cambodia times.
<3 miss that trip.

Okay, so tomorrow, I'm going out with Janet after her class.
Going down to Keppel Bay to collect my camera, my baby!
Yay, after that, we're probably meeting Haziqah, then head down to the airport to fetch Verna Sukiattttt.
& we're going to have dinner together.
<3

Finally!
I'm going to meet that Verna.
School starts for Poly and Sec School tomorrow.
Good luck for all of you people.

I'm still freaking out over my school stuff.
That's one of the reason why I couldn't really sleep last night..
Sigh.
Wish me luck please.
):

Hotmail sucks.
They put the email from SMC in the Junk folder.
And I didn't realised until just now.
They sent it on Christmas Eve.
Hotmail sucks.
Hotmail sucks to the core.

Now I only have 6 days until 8th of January to send them:
1) $50 application fee, and
2) Transcript.

Damn it.
PCC won't send SMC the transcript unless they see an acceptance letter.
Now SMC won't accept me until PCC send them the transcript.
I just sent an email to each school.
But SMC's office won't be open until the 4th.
Hopefully PCC will reply me and send SMC my transcipt on time.
And about the $50 fee, my sister better go down to give them the fee on time!

I'm damn worried now.
If not they'll put me in Summer or Fall only.
AND THAT WILL MAKE MY PARENTS GIVE ME HELL.

I want to kill myself now.
Goodbye.
AHHHHHHHHHHH.

I miss (fill in the blank).

Hehehe, going to meet Haziqah, Aikhe, Ervina, Kim, and others in one hour time!
I can take my own sweet time because we're meeting at Dhoby Ghaut and it's pretty close to home..
Going to leave home at 240.
I'm going to try to make myself late.
HAHAHA.

<3

No more relatives here means it's super crash-dieting time.
No eating!
I just brushed my teeth and I have my retainers on now.
And I'll be a lazy ass to take it out to eat dinner, brush teeth and put it on again.
Yes, I'm that lazy.
HAHAHA.

I'm not that lazy actually.
Retainers is the excuse that I use to not eat.
Hahah, lose weight, lose weight.
(:

I'm watching 愛就宅一起, ToGetHer now.
Hahaha.
I know I'm like super duper ultra mega slow.
But oh well, better now than never!

Okay! A photo post coming up after this :)
Photos from the photo craze with Janet and the rest.
Photos taken with Lizhen.
& photos from the last day of the year 2009!
Which became a tad fun because of camwhoring.
If not, it was as close to hell.
Read my previous post to get my drift okay.
Hehehe.

I need to start getting my lazy ass to the gym or jog or something.
Need to lose weight.

Had McDonalds, one medium fries, one large iced milo and one vanilla cone.
Had that at like 4plus-ish.
That was my dinner!
Finally had it after the 10 times my relatives went to eat it and I didn't.

Okay, photo post done!
I'm going to continue watching my show with no distractions now.
Byebyebyebyebye.