命運。
我們是否能改變我們自己的命運呢？
我們的父親是商人，那就代表我們也必須像他一樣嗎？
如果我們的夢想不是要當一位商人，怎麼辦呢？
如果我們的父母親逼我們去做我們對它沒有興趣的事，我們會快樂嗎？
我們不是應該做我們愛的事嗎？
比如說，如果父母親在家裡，逼我們做一件事的話，我們也不會把它做好。
那不就是一樣的道理嗎？
如果父母親逼我們當個商人而我們不喜歡那個工作，我們也不會把工作做好。
我相信，我們每一個人都可以改變我們的命運。
我們不一定要跟著我們父母親的願望。
可是，如果你真的要向你的夢想往前走，你一定要做好準備。
在你面前，不是一個好走的路。
要得到自己想要的是，一定要付出很多。
我相信，我已經有我必須有的心理準備。
相信自己，告訴父母親你想要做的事。
說服他們，那是你真真想做的事，而且，你一定要知道他們會永遠的支持你。
那就是我想做的事。
說服我的父母親，姐姐們。
因為我相信我當個商人，不是我的命運。
我一定要實現我從六歲左右的夢想，一定要。
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Hello hello! :D
I'm so sleepy now.
It's 1.30pm.
Talking to Haziqah and Jared now.
Hahahaha.
Haziqah already have plans in mind...
Plans of what we're going to do when I'm going back in ELEVEN months.
ELEVEN okay.
That's almost a year, but she already planned where to go and stuff.
Insane right?
Hahahahaha.
Okay, this blog shall be about HAZIQAH.
Nurul Haziqah. I miss you!
More of your nonsense though.
HAHAHA nonsesnse/rnonsense! *winkwink*
I can imagine you laughing with that facial expression of yours..
Omg, I can imagine your laughter.
I can't wait to go back in 11 months and you bugging me with your lame stuff.
HAHAHA, kidding :D
Hippo/Duck ride, we've been saying since weeks before I left!
But we really have to go okay.
I'm going to be a tourist when I go back!
And please ask your Mama to allow you to go Indonesia.
Else, I'll call her myself. I still have her number in my old phone back in Singapore..
Hahaha.
And thank you for that book that you gave me before I left.
Even though I still have no clue why the book cover is LONDON rather than Los Angeles or something..
But it's the thought that counts.
I have tears in my eye while reading it.
You're so awesome.
Known you literally since the first day of Secondary school. (Thanks to your Mama).
Wasn't really close with you until Secondary 2.
3 to 4 years, it's like 1/3 of a decade.
Seems long huh? But it flew past like the speed of light.
We've come such a long way, ups and downs and blahblahblah... (you know what I mean).
And we're still close, best friends.
And it better stay that way!
Thank you for enduring my ranting about me being fat or rather obese.
I know you want to kill me everytime I start to talk about that topic but....
It is the truth. Face it Haziqah.
Hahahaha. I miss you dude.
Countdown to the days until I'm back okay. HAHA, kidding.
I can't wait to go back.
Orchard (ION!), duck/hippo tour, Singapore Flyer.... & I don't know, do some tourist stuff?
Like going to the only "exciting place" like SENTOSA.
Or you know what we can do?
I've always wanted to go to some random place in Singapore just to take photos.
We hardly take photos huh. Since the years we know each other.
We've to take more photos when I go back okay.
Must.
I'll see you in eleven months dear.
Xoxo ❤
Next post dedication is for Verna Sukiat :D
Looking forward to go back.
I want to go skin doctor and hope to go for Lasik.
So I won't have to wear contacts & specs anymore.
Hooray!
Okay, goodnight!
I'm so sleepy now.
It's 1.30pm.
Talking to Haziqah and Jared now.
Hahahaha.
Haziqah already have plans in mind...
Plans of what we're going to do when I'm going back in ELEVEN months.
ELEVEN okay.
That's almost a year, but she already planned where to go and stuff.
Insane right?
Hahahahaha.
Okay, this blog shall be about HAZIQAH.
Nurul Haziqah. I miss you!
More of your nonsense though.
HAHAHA nonsesnse/rnonsense! *winkwink*
I can imagine you laughing with that facial expression of yours..
Omg, I can imagine your laughter.
I can't wait to go back in 11 months and you bugging me with your lame stuff.
HAHAHA, kidding :D
Hippo/Duck ride, we've been saying since weeks before I left!
But we really have to go okay.
I'm going to be a tourist when I go back!
And please ask your Mama to allow you to go Indonesia.
Else, I'll call her myself. I still have her number in my old phone back in Singapore..
Hahaha.
And thank you for that book that you gave me before I left.
Even though I still have no clue why the book cover is LONDON rather than Los Angeles or something..
But it's the thought that counts.
I have tears in my eye while reading it.
You're so awesome.
Known you literally since the first day of Secondary school. (Thanks to your Mama).
Wasn't really close with you until Secondary 2.
3 to 4 years, it's like 1/3 of a decade.
Seems long huh? But it flew past like the speed of light.
We've come such a long way, ups and downs and blahblahblah... (you know what I mean).
And we're still close, best friends.
And it better stay that way!
Thank you for enduring my ranting about me being fat or rather obese.
I know you want to kill me everytime I start to talk about that topic but....
It is the truth. Face it Haziqah.
Hahahaha. I miss you dude.
Countdown to the days until I'm back okay. HAHA, kidding.
I can't wait to go back.
Orchard (ION!), duck/hippo tour, Singapore Flyer.... & I don't know, do some tourist stuff?
Like going to the only "exciting place" like SENTOSA.
Or you know what we can do?
I've always wanted to go to some random place in Singapore just to take photos.
We hardly take photos huh. Since the years we know each other.
We've to take more photos when I go back okay.
Must.
I'll see you in eleven months dear.
Xoxo ❤
Next post dedication is for Verna Sukiat :D
Looking forward to go back.
I want to go skin doctor and hope to go for Lasik.
So I won't have to wear contacts & specs anymore.
Hooray!
Okay, goodnight!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
I just realised my computer screwed up a few days ago.
And didn't post the entry I posted.
Oh well.
Let me think what I wrote...
Okay.
My Blackberry (BB) is a little screwed up now.
Something about the javascript and I can't blog through my phone.
Which sucks.
I wanted to a lot of time.
Every since BB came along, I hardly use my computer anymore.
So forgive me for that.
I want to go back Singapore.
Grr, but I want to hurry finish College.
Dilemma.
OH.
You know what I realised?
I think I can go back to Singapore next year.
Even if I go Summer class, I might have a couple of weeks break.
Hold on, let me check now. Hehe.
Okay, so this is this year's schedule.
Summer 2009
6wk session: 6/22/09-7/31/09
8wk session: 6/22/09-8/14/09
Late Start session: 7/6/09-8/14/09
Fall 2009
August 31, 2009- December 22, 2009
So if I take the 6 weeks session, I can go back for about 4 weeks, which is a month.
And if I take the 8 weeks session, I can go back for 2 weeks?
And same goes for the last session, going back for only 2 weeks.
Let's see how it goes.
:D
I can't wait to back to Singapore.
I can't wait to see the skin doctor.
Love/hate relationship with the weather here.
Giving me MILLIONS of pimples, but they're not so obvious that I can conceal them perfectly..
That's the hate.
And the love is that, it's really cooling.
Hahaha, can't wait to go back to see all of you of course.
Cousin and her family, with my brother tagging along are coming this End of November.
Can't wait.
Even thought I'm not that close with that family but it's good to start getting close right?
We're family!
Plus my cousin's coming over to study and I'm going to bring her around my school.
It'll be so cool if she comes to PCC..
Even though by the time she come I'm already in SMC.
But she'll probably do the same thing, or just stay in PCC all the way.
I'm not very sure about that.
Hahah.
PLUS, my brother is coming.
I miss him so much! ):
Okay, tv tv tv.
It's 11:02am!
I'm so bored.
I woke up 3 hours ago.
Hahaha, okay, bye!
And didn't post the entry I posted.
Oh well.
Let me think what I wrote...
Okay.
My Blackberry (BB) is a little screwed up now.
Something about the javascript and I can't blog through my phone.
Which sucks.
I wanted to a lot of time.
Every since BB came along, I hardly use my computer anymore.
So forgive me for that.
I want to go back Singapore.
Grr, but I want to hurry finish College.
Dilemma.
OH.
You know what I realised?
I think I can go back to Singapore next year.
Even if I go Summer class, I might have a couple of weeks break.
Hold on, let me check now. Hehe.
Okay, so this is this year's schedule.
Summer 2009
6wk session: 6/22/09-7/31/09
8wk session: 6/22/09-8/14/09
Late Start session: 7/6/09-8/14/09
Fall 2009
August 31, 2009- December 22, 2009
So if I take the 6 weeks session, I can go back for about 4 weeks, which is a month.
And if I take the 8 weeks session, I can go back for 2 weeks?
And same goes for the last session, going back for only 2 weeks.
Let's see how it goes.
:D
I can't wait to back to Singapore.
I can't wait to see the skin doctor.
Love/hate relationship with the weather here.
Giving me MILLIONS of pimples, but they're not so obvious that I can conceal them perfectly..
That's the hate.
And the love is that, it's really cooling.
Hahaha, can't wait to go back to see all of you of course.
Cousin and her family, with my brother tagging along are coming this End of November.
Can't wait.
Even thought I'm not that close with that family but it's good to start getting close right?
We're family!
Plus my cousin's coming over to study and I'm going to bring her around my school.
It'll be so cool if she comes to PCC..
Even though by the time she come I'm already in SMC.
But she'll probably do the same thing, or just stay in PCC all the way.
I'm not very sure about that.
Hahah.
PLUS, my brother is coming.
I miss him so much! ):
Okay, tv tv tv.
It's 11:02am!
I'm so bored.
I woke up 3 hours ago.
Hahaha, okay, bye!
Saturday, August 15, 2009
I just realised I haven't updated for a week.
Anyway, it's August 15.
You know what it means?
I'm already 17.5 years old. (Yes, they count it by 17.5 years old, so weird right?)
I can take the driving test already!
Anytime I want.
I can't wait to drive, because... (:
Let's just hope that the wishes I wished upon the falling stars do come true.
:D
Anyway, it's August 15.
You know what it means?
I'm already 17.5 years old. (Yes, they count it by 17.5 years old, so weird right?)
I can take the driving test already!
Anytime I want.
I can't wait to drive, because... (:
Let's just hope that the wishes I wished upon the falling stars do come true.
:D
Friday, August 7, 2009
Just now while on the way back after chillin' at about 130am.
We were talking about how my sister's friend liked this guy for 8 months.
She still does by the way.
& I was reminded about the time where I liked you for 4 years or something.
From Primary 6 all the way to Secondary 4.
Wow.
Even I am amazed at myself now.
How could I actually like you for 4 years.
Okay, a few crushes and stupid decisions in between.
But, I remained "faithful" and can't change the feelings I had for you.
But...
At the same time, now I'm wondering why was I so stupid to actually like you for so long.
Seriously.
But I'm happy with myself.
That I finally got over you.
After 4 years!
Oh, I was looking through most of my photo albums in Facebook.
And, I'm missing the times we spent in Manjusri.
I miss 4E1.
I'm missing the times the 10 of us went to Thailand.
I hope that we can have another trip like that.
I miss all of you.
Such a random post.. I know.
xoxo
We were talking about how my sister's friend liked this guy for 8 months.
She still does by the way.
& I was reminded about the time where I liked you for 4 years or something.
From Primary 6 all the way to Secondary 4.
Wow.
Even I am amazed at myself now.
How could I actually like you for 4 years.
Okay, a few crushes and stupid decisions in between.
But, I remained "faithful" and can't change the feelings I had for you.
But...
At the same time, now I'm wondering why was I so stupid to actually like you for so long.
Seriously.
But I'm happy with myself.
That I finally got over you.
After 4 years!
Oh, I was looking through most of my photo albums in Facebook.
And, I'm missing the times we spent in Manjusri.
I miss 4E1.
I'm missing the times the 10 of us went to Thailand.
I hope that we can have another trip like that.
I miss all of you.
Such a random post.. I know.
xoxo
Monday, August 3, 2009
As much as I want to go back next year..
I think I'll refrain myself from doing so.
I've been thinking and I'd like to graduate ASAP..
So I rather stay here and go back the following year, after College.
:/
My sisters always ask me what I want to major in.
I always say "I don't know, business?", thinking that that's what I'm supposed to study.
Since young, my dream was to be an Actress.
I was hoping that I could take Theatre Arts..
I really want to be up there, on a film/drama, making people feeling good about my movie and stuff like that.
But the next question follows, "Will that guarantee me with a stable job?"
I know that's my Dad's concern to.
I don't know.
I was thinking of joining Acting class, maybe after graduating from studying Business.
I... Really want to do something that I like.
But I doubt I can.
Because my interest won't ensure my bright future.
Yes, LA is a place where 90% of the people wants to be famous.
I didn't say I want to try it out here..
I'd like to go Taiwan.
Debut in a super awesome drama that makes everyone glued to it that they just can't leave it to go out.
That is my dream.
That is my ambition.
That is what I want to achieve in life.
I know it's hard.
But that is life, isn't it?
We have to overcome all the obstacles ahead of you, in order for you to achieve what you want.
I don't know how to open my mouth about this to my Dad& Mom.
I don't know what will they think about me and my dreams.
I've daydreamed about going Taiwan during holidays, and try for their auditions/casting calls.
Imagine that happening.
That'll be the first huge step I'm taking to achieve my goal in life.
I'd really really want my dreams to come true.
I'd really really like Dad, Mom& Sisters to support in what I want to do/learn.
I hope that I can take Theatre Arts, or go to Taiwan to fulfill my dream.
I don't mind studying Business, as it can be my backup plan.
But I'd like to pursue my dream after graduating University studying Business.
That, is my dream.
& I'm no longer afraid to let people know.
You can laugh at me, I won't be hurt and cry about it.
As long as I know I have a goal in life, and yet you're doing nothing but laughing at me, I'm contented as you're the joke, not me.
Xoxo.
I think I'll refrain myself from doing so.
I've been thinking and I'd like to graduate ASAP..
So I rather stay here and go back the following year, after College.
:/
My sisters always ask me what I want to major in.
I always say "I don't know, business?", thinking that that's what I'm supposed to study.
Since young, my dream was to be an Actress.
I was hoping that I could take Theatre Arts..
I really want to be up there, on a film/drama, making people feeling good about my movie and stuff like that.
But the next question follows, "Will that guarantee me with a stable job?"
I know that's my Dad's concern to.
I don't know.
I was thinking of joining Acting class, maybe after graduating from studying Business.
I... Really want to do something that I like.
But I doubt I can.
Because my interest won't ensure my bright future.
Yes, LA is a place where 90% of the people wants to be famous.
I didn't say I want to try it out here..
I'd like to go Taiwan.
Debut in a super awesome drama that makes everyone glued to it that they just can't leave it to go out.
That is my dream.
That is my ambition.
That is what I want to achieve in life.
I know it's hard.
But that is life, isn't it?
We have to overcome all the obstacles ahead of you, in order for you to achieve what you want.
I don't know how to open my mouth about this to my Dad& Mom.
I don't know what will they think about me and my dreams.
I've daydreamed about going Taiwan during holidays, and try for their auditions/casting calls.
Imagine that happening.
That'll be the first huge step I'm taking to achieve my goal in life.
I'd really really want my dreams to come true.
I'd really really like Dad, Mom& Sisters to support in what I want to do/learn.
I hope that I can take Theatre Arts, or go to Taiwan to fulfill my dream.
I don't mind studying Business, as it can be my backup plan.
But I'd like to pursue my dream after graduating University studying Business.
That, is my dream.
& I'm no longer afraid to let people know.
You can laugh at me, I won't be hurt and cry about it.
As long as I know I have a goal in life, and yet you're doing nothing but laughing at me, I'm contented as you're the joke, not me.
Xoxo.
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