forever love

I AM TOO FREAKING FAT TO BE TRUE

T^T

A second birthday surprise.

Thank you Aly, Ame, Jkus, Mualz, Pat, and Va.

It was definitely a surprise, caught me really unguarded.

I really didn't suspect anything.

Thank you (:

Love you guys.

Also, did I mention that...

I did not hear a thing when everyone entered my house?!

I'm such a heavy sleeper recently.

Goodness gracious!

Hahahahaha.

I still can picture yesterday's scene in my head.

Woke up to find people crowding my sofa (where I was sleeping).

And after that to see everyone so shocked because I actually woke up glam since I fell asleep on the sofa after crashing class, still with my going-out clothes and make up and everything.

So funny :p

Oh and did I mention I took 22 photos with my polaroids yesterday?

I'll show you a picture of my stack of polaroids, taken in 2 days.

The valentine's day event on the 13th and my birthday surprise last night..

Let's go down 19 dots because that's how OLD I am now :(

Can't believe I'm turning 20 next year.

A number starting with a two and not a one anymore.

How sad is that :(

Oh well.

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I LOVE ALL OF YOU!

Thank you for the birthday surprise.

Even though I was in such a horrible state when you guys surprised me.

It was definitely a huge shock for me to wake up to find a crowd of people surrounding me wishing me happy birthday.

It was definitely fun though!

Thank you so much once again!

It's definitely undoubtedly certainly a very memorable birthday!

Thank you thank you thank you.

Love you love you love you.

Xoxo!

我才發現我真的不能隱瞞我對你的感覺了。

慘了慘了。

怎麼辦啊！

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who knew vegetables can be so filling

:o

1 Corinthians 10:13 (NIV, 2010)

No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can endure it.

i will live to love You,

i will live to bring You praise,

i'll trust in You.

through You i can do anything,

i can do all things,

cause it's You who gives me strength.

nothing is impossible.

Proverbs 3: 5-6 (NIV, 2010)

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to Him and He will make Your path straight.

the strength that you possess in you,

the willingness that you have in you,

the courage, the ability to think for the future, the little sacrifices, the understanding and every single thing that is in you,

all of those that i have just seen,

i really admire you for all of that.

you are amazing.

you certainly are.

i miss you

one thing that i'm going to complete by the end of this year is:

to overcome my fear of dogs, or rather animals in general.

feeling very down now

don't ask me why

because i don't know why

i just have the mood of not doing anything and just listen to songs and to watch my shows on my television

but this has got to stop soon

it's going to be a long night

i still have things to do, like studying

all will be good

after my exams on thursday

i am going to dedicate at least an hour of my time to just drown myself in my devotional books and the Bible

that is going to happen before gymming and pilates

and dinner with aly, ame and jkus

time to lose weight with some exercises finally getting back into my life

going to finish my fasting this sunday

i am not fasting because i want to lose weight

that is the most ridiculous thing ever

if you want to lose weight, go on a diet and not a fast

fasting due to the fact that you want the number on your scale to go down is a dumb thing to do

no offense

after fasting though, i am going on a diet

that's a confession

i'm too fat to be true

and jialin is coming which means i'm going to eat a lot

but she's also going to be my gym buddy for a week

awesomecakes

til then

xoxo

i need to stop eating