Bought something for erjie just now (:

Spent a lot today.
Like, probably $100+, not up to $150 though.

Went out with Jerevien and Tracy.
Ippudo was not bad for today.
Received an SMS from Daikokuya.
*Shocked* Another Ramen place from the US is franchising in Singapore!
Hope it's going to be as good as the one in the US.
Went to Marina Barrage after walking for probably almost 2 hours around after eating.
Chit-chatted and took photos until about 8ish before we left for Orchard, again.
Wanted to eat the Pontian(?) Wanton Mee but we arrived too late.
Had Pastamania instead.
Bubble tea without pearls after that.
And walked home with Tracy.
She stayed until about 11ish before leaving for work.

Ate so much today.
Hardly going out for the one week remaining so I'm going to crash diet.
Together with Tracy.
Jiayou!

Going to sleep soon.
Shall accompany Mommy tomorrow.
Unless I have to meet Brenda tomorrow to collect my 2 DVDs!
*excited*

Haven't blog a post like this for quite some time.
Xoxo.

Not leaving this Thursday.
Will update you guys again.
But please don't send me off.
I don't wish to cry again for the second time.
& I will be back later this year again, I hope.

Going to prepare now.
Tracy and Jerevien are heading down now.
Ippudo for lunch then head out to Marina Barrage.
Yup.

<3

I AM SO SCREWED.

Had dinner at CHIJMES with Haziqah, Janet and Verna just now.
(y)

Going Marina Barrage tomorrow.
Ippudo too.

Bye!

Back to the tiny sunny island tomorrow :)
Will reach at 1650 tomorrow.
See you!

Want to go Marina Barrage.
Badly.

Bye!

Back to Singapore on the 22nd.
Heading back to LA on the 28th.
I hope things go smoothly before that.

Going Bandung tomorrow.
Leaving at 8am Jakarta time, that's 9am Singapore time.
The plans that we have to do there is only to take photos and to eat.
Wanted to meet Mesa but she's coming to Jakarta tomorrow.
Such coincidenceeeeee.

Hopefully it'll be a fruitful trip with hundreds of pictures to update my Facebook.
I miss phototaking.
Oh, seriously, so much money wasted for this trip.
I spent so much on shopping.
Have to stop.
But, on the other hand, spent MUCH MUCH more on food.

I need to be stopped.

Am obese.
Super.
Have to diet.
Crash diet.

Going to remove my makeup, which is practically nothing for today, change, brush my teeth, wear my retainers, and choose the clothes to wear for tomorrow.
Oh and charge my phones and camera.
Goodnight!
Goodbye Jakarta and hello Bandung in advanced!

More determined than I've ever been.

I'm full of cigarette smell now.
Went to Mommy's friend's private party thingy.
& the place was filled with smoke, those that come out from your nostrils or mouth after inhaling from a bud.
So smelly.
Going to shower in a jiffy.
No matter how late it is.
And for the matter of fact that I'm still sick.
Mommy's friend's daughter went up the stage to perform "Just Dance" and another song.
My memory is being such a retard now.
Anyway, couldn't really hear her voice because of the crowd.
But it's not bad from what I actually can make out.

So, before that, I had lunch and watched Sherlock Holmes with James.
I left Grand Indo at 5?
And reached home at 7.
Woo, 2 hours in the traffic.
My personal record.
Reached home, told by parents that I'm following Mommy and her friend to that private party thingy.
So, rushed upstairs to change into a dress.
And I was back in the car within 10 minutes.

Since lunch at about 1ish, until now, 1016pm.
I only had 2 bananas, one cup of milk, and like, two snacks from the party.
Wow.
*applauding for myself*

Okay, got to go get rid this stench out of my hair.
Bye!

My throat still hurts pretty bad.
Had a bowl of the most awesome chicken porridge that can only be made by mba Yati for both lunch and dinner.
That's about it, for the things I consumed for today.
Had one salak, one mangosteen (?) and a cup of milk.

Going to continue eating really little for the following month.
Need to lose weight super drastically before my 18th birthday.
I hope my diet works and last.
It worked but didn't last long the last time.

I can't believe I'm going to turn 18 in one month!
I know it's just a number.
Yeah, a part of me is thinking that way.
But the other part is just saying how time passes so quickly and that I'm getting a year older.
Which means I need to be more responsible and mature!
Okay, I will do that, but I've something in mind.
I'm going to be childish on the inside. HAHA.
Young at heart :)
Doesn't mean I've to show it through my actions because that is not necessary.


I find myself looking through kids' accessories more now.
I like the kiddy rings being on my finger.
I also find myself liking pink more.
Compared to the time I hated pink...

Okay, this is just going to stop here because I've to sleep now.
It's 1am and I'm meeting James in 11 hours.
I have to have my at least 8 hours worth of sleep.
Plus my one hour of preparing, and the journey to Grand Indo.
Which I hope will not have a terrible traffic jam.
I need to sleep really really soon.

Okay, goodnight!

A very short post to make this blog not-so-dead :)

"Photoshoot" with my cousin (above) two nights ago.
Heheh, things that we do when we're bored.
Make up, dress up, make up, dress up, photo photo photo!
Hahah :)

Watched Avatar last night.
It's awesome.
I love the Pandora world.

& I lost my voice.
Great.

Can't wait to finalise my freaking plane tickets.
I'm so pissed at myself.

Byebye!

Sorry for the lack of updates!
That's the disadvantage of being in Indonesia.
Being uncontactable as:
1) No BBM, same as Singapore actually.
2) Crazy wi-fi.
3) Having company around me all the time, which means no time for using the laptop.

I just shopped at Mangdu just now!
Spent almost 1 million rupiah.
HAHAHAHA, before you guys scream that I'm insane.
Converting to Singapore dollars, it's not even 200 bucks.
So, don't think that I'm a big spender!
Because I'm not :)

Watched 3 movies since I've been back 4 days ago.
The Messengers 2, Bodyguards & Assassins and I just got back from The Princess & The Frog.

Fell sick on the 2nd night here.
Fever, cough, sore throat.
Left with the sore throat.
But it's much much much better than it's initial condition.
I've been getting weaker..
Fell sick twice since I'm back from the US.
It's pretty insane.

OH, I CLEVERLY FORGOT TO BRING MY CAMERA CHARGER BACK.
HAHAHAHA.
Lucky Mommy is coming back on Thursday.
YAY.

& I told you, no Bali trip.
Why am I not surprised?

Just met Grace and her 2 siblings just now!
Haven't seen her since December!
Yeah, a month.
Watched movie and we might be going out tomorrow or another day.
Hehehe.

Anyway, I'm stressing out over the school stuff.
Yes, I'm STILL stressing out over that!!

AH, okay, back to isolating myself from the internet.
Going to watch some DVD with my cousin.
Byebyebye!!

Done with Why Why Love.
Sigh, dramas always fill up the temporary space of boredom in my body.
However, like I just stated in the previous sentence, it's just a temporary thing.
Why must I be the one sitting on my family room's sofa, being such a lazy person and the only thing I'm doing is watching the drama and stuff.
Yes, dramas give us a lot of different feelings throughout the whole show.
It makes us smile, laugh, giggle, shriek and even scream at times.
It also makes us be a little down, sad and make us cry most of the time.
It does make you a little crazy at times, seeing the idol you like kissing another sex.
Right?
Watching is a leisure activity that a lot of people enjoy.
I would like to do the same thing as those stars I see on my tv screen.
To be someone they idolise, someone they hope to see and stuff like that.
Isn't it great if I could bring others joy in their life?
Even though it's temporary?

The things that I know I'm somehow capable of is to comfort others when they are down, to lend them my listening ear, to lend them my shoulder to lean on, to be there for them 24/7, to help them when they need an extra hand...
And stuff like that.
I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing.
Being too caring, too helpful, too sensitive, too thoughtful.
Yes, I sound like such a great big person, a person with such a great heart.
I'm not, I'm just stating what people think of me.
You might want to ask how would I know how they think of me.
It's all thanks to our previous class.
I can't really remember which lesson was it, Dharma, CME or whichever class we had in Secondary School.
But our teacher made us write a thing that you think it's positive about the rest of the class.
And we would exchange our small paper to the rest of the 19 people in class.
Most of them wrote that I'm helpful, caring and stuff like that.
I'm not trying to say that I'm THAT helpful or caring, because I don't see myself as being that kind of person.

Sometimes, when I do stuff, I admit that I'm pretty scared of how others would think of me.
But, I'm getting stronger in that particular section in life.
I'm giving myself more self confidence.
I'm increasing my self-esteem as time goes by.
No longer am I the weak girl who cries in front of a crowd.
Yes, I blogged about this ago, but everytime I think about something, it links to this topic and I would like to voice it out to give myself more confidence that I can do what I want as long as I work super ultra hard for it.

Having a dream like mine, is a crazy thing, I won't deny.
It's not something that it's hardly seen in this world.
Everyone wishes to be famous, to be rich and stuff like that.
Everyone wants to be a star, to be the one on the magazine cover, to be the one on the advertisement, the one acting in the drama and so on.

I just want to work towards my dream.
The thing that I would like to do, is to go to Taiwan after graduating and try to grab every opportunity that I can get.
I would very much like to make my dream since young come true.
My one and only dream that I wish for in my life.

Okay, I should stop this nonsense here.
It's getting too wordy.

Anyway, met up with Jerevien and Tracy.
Took my camera, FINALLY my auto focus is working.
I miss taking photos without having to do the focusing manually.
Such a tiring job.
Doing it since mid August until now.
Anyway, we had lunch at The Soup Spoon.
Walked around and I realised that I really have to buck up to be the demure girl that I want myself to be.
No more "I don't give a shit", no more "Kiss my ass" and stuff like that.
If I really do say in front of you, please remind me not to say it again.
Jerevien said I'm tanned now.
Compared to the last time I met her, which was only a week ago.
Took 162 photos in 30 minutes or so.
Played with the torchlight again.
Jerevien played the piano, super noisy I tell you.
And Tracy was really at home, with eating all the food you can find in my house.
HAHA, especially the lemon biscuits!
And drinking orange juice!
She took grapes and washed them and put them in a bowl.
I didn't even know she knew where my bowls were.
Heheh, oh well.
Treat yourself at home, it's the least I can do since I'm hardly here anymore.
Plus you're a great friend that I could ever ask for.
JEREVIEN POON WEN SHAN, you are a great friend too :)

They had to leave because of Tracy's work.

And that's about it.

James hate me just because I just had duck rice.
He's insane. HAHA.

Picture post tomorrow, or soon.
Since I'm leaving for my hometown tomorrow, I doubt I'll blog that much.
Since the internet sucks.
Unless there's really nothing to do there that I'll bear with it and blog everyday.
Depends on my mood okay? :)
But seeing on how I'm hooked to blogging, I'm sure I'll blog.
See you, xoxo.

PS, I love you two coolios too!
(Refering to Haziqah's post!)

FINALLY.
Kbox!
Went from 2-7 with Amy and Feiyun.
5 hours of singing.
3.5 hours of us being lively, and the remaining 1.5 hours being a little dead.
Because of all the low keys that we had to sing.
All in all, it's pretty fun.
We probably had an hour in between where we didn't touch the mic(s).
We just sang out loud.

Ate the BBQ Chicken before that, and I ate Frolick yogurt after that.
Walked around, went to Kinokuniya, bought magazines :)
Went to Topshop and was called to go home..
So we went our separate ways.
Sorry Amy and Feiyun.
I'll see you guys if I'm coming back here again okay!
This time, if we do go to Kbox again, please no more low-keyed songs!
Hahahah, I mean, apart from those (must sing) songs.
*winkwink* you know what I'm talking about.

Mommy is probably going to scream at me for buying so many magazines.
HAHA, I'm kidding.
She doesn't scream.
But she did ask me about the magazines I bought last night.
She was like, why did you buy so many magazines?
I replied, to read!
And she shoot me back by saying that the magazines are all still in the plastic wrapper.
I was speechless.
HAHAHA.
I will read them eventually, no worries Mommy.
It's just that I'm hooked to my drama now.
It's going to be the last drama I'm going to watch until a long time later.
Going back to Indonesia and going back to the US, just means that I'll turn to be the lazy person again.
Hehe.

Okay, going to bathe and continue my drama.
Byebyebye.

Just came back from having duck rice 30 minutes ago.
I feel so obese now.
Yay.

Okay, going to change and continue my Why Why Love.
Long day starting from 10ish tomorrow.
Goodnight in advanced!

Yesterday, in the bus, it drove past Conrad Hotel.
Ir made me smile. Hahah.
Memories :)

And, this old uncle sat in front of me.
He was text messaging, he was listening to a MP3.
How cool is that guy man.
Hahahha.

I was so lazy to do anything in the afternoon just now.
I hesitated to bathe until like 4pm or something.
Hahah, at least I bathed right?
I'm not so sick like some people who can don't bathe for a day.
That's a little sick, isn't it?

Okay, went out to meet Haziqah and Verna just now.
The main thing we do is sit and talk :)
We talked about our future.
It's interesting yet scary at the same time.
Hahaha.

Going to Newton later night for my duck rice!
I miss the duck rice.
Yay, eat eat eat.
Fatfatfat. SHIT.
Okay.

Meeting Feiyun and Amy tomorrow.
Finally, kbox time!
Might be meeting Shuhui for breakfast tomorrow.
But I'm not sure if I can wake up and reach Vivo at 10am.
A bit crazy right, the timing.
Hahaha.
Okay, can't meet Shuhui tomorrow!
Meeting Feiyun and Amy at 1230pm.
Ahhh.

Okay, watching Why Why Love now.
Heheh, 3rd disc :)
Byebyebye.

Ate Pastamania just now.
Sat down at Pastamania for like 2 hours.
Before that, waited with Janet for Verna for an hour.
Then, the three of us waited for Haziqah for an hour.
Spent one hour to finish my plate of Spaghetti.
I haven't change at all man.
As in the way I eat.
I'll eat so slowly.
I was rushed once and I choked.
Well, that's fine right?
But what if the rushing speed of mine is other's normal speed of eating?
Hahaha, now you are going to laugh at me.
But for drinking beverages, I drink pretty damn fast.

Verna, Haziqah and Janet never change at all man.
Going to spend time again with them tomorrow.
Going to Keppel Bay to collect my camera tomorrow.
Then coming back home to wait for Haziqah to come to my place.
Then Janet and Verna is going to come after that.
We're going to slack at my place.
Awesomecakes :)

Going out with Feiyun and Amy the day after tomorrow.
Then, Jerevien and Tracy is coming to my place on the 7th to slack too.
And going to fly back to Indo on Friday!

Okay, it's 18 minutes to 12midnight, which is 8am in the US.
Need to ask PCC.
*stressed out* times a million times.

Okay, watching my Devil Beside Me now.
Byebyebye.

My room is invaded :(

Started watching a drama that aired 5 years ago.
Oh my gosh right?
Time flew by.
Devil Beside Me was shown 5 years ago.
Insanity.

Supposed to collect my camera today, but I'm too lazy to :)
Hahahah, going to do so tomorrow instead.
Meeting Haziqah, Janet and Verna at Parkway Parade, damn far away from home!!
Meeting them for dinner later.

I called SQ earlier in the afternoon.
Going back to Jakarta on the 8th of January, 650pm flight!
And no James, I'm not going for your sister's wedding! Hahaha.

My lazy mode switched was flipped to the on side and I just feel like laying in bed watching drama all day and all night long.
But... I can't do that from tonight onwards.
Mom's friends are here.
They are going to invade my room later.
Sigh.
Goodbye my bed, I will miss you hehe.

You know, I used to be someone who sleep DAMN naughtily that I will kick those around me.
But now, I sleep and I hardly move anymore.
What an improvement right? :)

Oh, I only had cereal, without milk because I ran out of it, for lunch.
With a glass of freshly squeezed orange juice.
I'm starting to get hungry... not.
Crash diet :)

Bring me back to the days where people tell me I need to eat more and gain more weight.
I am sick of people saying things about my appearance.
Yes, I know I have huge thighs and calves.
But that doesn't mean that you can shoot it right into my face.
I stood there and smile and said nothing because I have to respect you.
I do, you're older so I've to respect you.
To earn some respect from you, I've to do the same.
There, I did my job, would you do yours?

I'm going to lose weight.
I'm going to persevere much more than my current state just to prove to you that I can do it.
I can lose the weight and be as skinny as I was before.

No matter how many of you decide to tell me it's such a wrong decision.
No matter how many of you decide to advise me not to do so.
No matter how many of you decide to say that being skinny doesn't really suit me.
It's no use to do so.
I'm telling you right now.
I've made up my mind.

I know I've been saying I want to lose weight for a really long time now.
But someone just pushed it.
I'm going to really lose the weight because of that.

Remember my previous post?
The one where I stated that I'm going to make myself be late for the outing with Haziqah and the rest?
Well, I failed.
I left home at 245pm, thinking that 15 minutes to get down to Dhoby Ghaut is enough for me to be late, including the walking to the bus stop and the bus waiting time.
However, when the bus reached the Dhoby Ghaut Mrt Station's bus stop..
I looked at my phone.
It says, 14:59.
Oh my god.
Even when I try to be late, I am still on time!
I ended up being alone for 30 minutes, before the first person came.
Cheryl Wong! I miss her so muchhhhh!!
Then, waited for about 10 minutes or so before Haziqah came.
We spotted her by her hair HAHAHA.
Then, Aikhe came...
Then Kim and Ziying came.
Didn't know what to do for the whole day.
Ended up sitting at Swensens, then checked the movie timings, decided to walk to The Cathay.
Then we ended up not watching a movie at both Plaza Sing and The Cathay.
We went down to Iluma to watch Alvin & The Chipmunks 2!
It's not THAT good though.
There were some funny parts, but I don't know why I didn't laugh..
HAHA, I was laughing inside me though.
It's just that I didn't show it.
I know, I'm weird.
Ate at KFC after that, I only had Cheese Fries because I haven't had that for a long time.
And my Tori Q of course.
Heheh.

Okay, couldn't wake up today.
Didn't sleep until pretty late yesterday.
Finished ToGetHer.
Pulled myself out of the bed, and when I got down to Somerset Mrt Station, they were already waiting for me.
Hahahaha.
As usual, didn't know where to go because Singapore is THAT boring.
Ended up going to and fro looking for Nike B.I.R.D.
In between, we ate at Cineleisure's Chicago's Steakhouse, and Huihui came to meet us.
Then, wanted to watch a few movies, but for each movie, either one or more of us have/has caught it.
So didn't watch in the end.
Stayed at the Starbucks outside the cinema area at Lido after getting Sijun's thing at the Nike shop below.
Sat there for almost 2 hours chatting and just reminiscing the past.
Especially Cambodia times.
<3 miss that trip.

Okay, so tomorrow, I'm going out with Janet after her class.
Going down to Keppel Bay to collect my camera, my baby!
Yay, after that, we're probably meeting Haziqah, then head down to the airport to fetch Verna Sukiattttt.
& we're going to have dinner together.
<3

Finally!
I'm going to meet that Verna.
School starts for Poly and Sec School tomorrow.
Good luck for all of you people.

I'm still freaking out over my school stuff.
That's one of the reason why I couldn't really sleep last night..
Sigh.
Wish me luck please.
):

Hotmail sucks.
They put the email from SMC in the Junk folder.
And I didn't realised until just now.
They sent it on Christmas Eve.
Hotmail sucks.
Hotmail sucks to the core.

Now I only have 6 days until 8th of January to send them:
1) $50 application fee, and
2) Transcript.

Damn it.
PCC won't send SMC the transcript unless they see an acceptance letter.
Now SMC won't accept me until PCC send them the transcript.
I just sent an email to each school.
But SMC's office won't be open until the 4th.
Hopefully PCC will reply me and send SMC my transcipt on time.
And about the $50 fee, my sister better go down to give them the fee on time!

I'm damn worried now.
If not they'll put me in Summer or Fall only.
AND THAT WILL MAKE MY PARENTS GIVE ME HELL.

I want to kill myself now.
Goodbye.
AHHHHHHHHHHH.

I miss (fill in the blank).

Hehehe, going to meet Haziqah, Aikhe, Ervina, Kim, and others in one hour time!
I can take my own sweet time because we're meeting at Dhoby Ghaut and it's pretty close to home..
Going to leave home at 240.
I'm going to try to make myself late.
HAHAHA.

<3

No more relatives here means it's super crash-dieting time.
No eating!
I just brushed my teeth and I have my retainers on now.
And I'll be a lazy ass to take it out to eat dinner, brush teeth and put it on again.
Yes, I'm that lazy.
HAHAHA.

I'm not that lazy actually.
Retainers is the excuse that I use to not eat.
Hahah, lose weight, lose weight.
(:

I'm watching 愛就宅一起, ToGetHer now.
Hahaha.
I know I'm like super duper ultra mega slow.
But oh well, better now than never!

Okay! A photo post coming up after this :)
Photos from the photo craze with Janet and the rest.
Photos taken with Lizhen.
& photos from the last day of the year 2009!
Which became a tad fun because of camwhoring.
If not, it was as close to hell.
Read my previous post to get my drift okay.
Hehehe.

I need to start getting my lazy ass to the gym or jog or something.
Need to lose weight.

Had McDonalds, one medium fries, one large iced milo and one vanilla cone.
Had that at like 4plus-ish.
That was my dinner!
Finally had it after the 10 times my relatives went to eat it and I didn't.

Okay, photo post done!
I'm going to continue watching my show with no distractions now.
Byebyebyebyebye.