My life, my story.

There is no word to describe how tired I feel right now.
I'm currently at music practice and I just feel like sleeping on the sofa outside.
My eyes are so dry from my contacts and I cant really open them anymore.
I think I will fall asleep on the way back home from here.

I am currently going deaf by the way..

My brother just called me just now, out of the blue, and somehow when he called, I looked at my silent-mode phone.
Talked to him for a bit and told him that music practice was going to start soon so I got to go..
And he was so cute..

"Sister, sister. I love you, I love you."
"Aw, I love you tooooo."
"Sister, sister, I miss you."
"Aw, I miss you tooooo."

I miss my little brother so much.
He's the one person who can make me feel so happy and annoyed at the same time.
I really hoped that he could come over with Mommy and Daddy and my two sisters who would have gone back for-good by then.
But, no they can't come because my Daddy has to work and my ahboy is going to be busy with remedials in order to prepare for his Olevels next year..

I guess it's okay because I'll have my friends here to spend my Christmas and New Year's Eve and New Year with!
But deep inside, I will still feel that emptiness for being the only one away from the family, for being the last piece to the almost-completed puzzle or rather family potrait..

The "audiences" for today's music practice are those who I do not really know, so I'm kinda lost on whether I should converse with them, or not..

I am going to stop now because I am going to try to listen and figure out what songs are they singing and feel His presence right hete, right now..
Goodnight in advanced lovelies.
With loads of love,
Caroline, xoxo.