Wednesday, October 20, 2010

I really felt like today's prayer session was "customized" to meet with my feelings.
They were talking about praying to God in order for Him to fill the void in our heart.
That was what I was praying hard for last night.
And I really felt that God was telling me His next step for me in my life through Dita and Cipta tonight.
I just need to let go of all the worries, anxieties, and all of my feelings in me and just pray to God and let Him lead the way.

I felt much better after the prayer session.
I am glad I gave up studying in Dita's room and went ahead with the short but sweet prayer session earlier on.

I have so much on my mind and it's slowly slipping away because I know my prayer is being answered.
He is there to guide me to the right path.
There is no one else like Him.

Something that I'm just really sad about is the fact that someone is leaving tomorrow.
And it's going to be really sad for me.
I know I'm not super duper close to her.
But it's just that she's my idol, someone I look up to.
She's someone who I just want to be like.
To be someone so amazing, such a prayer warrior and just touching everyone's lives.
She always call me cutie because she say that I'm cute.
It's so funny but I told her that that shall be what only she can call me.
I can't wait for my exam to finish tomorrow because that means I can catch up with her after that and spend the last day with her and a few friends.

I'll really miss you.
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