My life, my story.

My heart is filled with hope, pain and sadness.
My heart is tearing into millions of pieces.
It's tearing in its own sweet pace.
My whole body, every part of it, is filled with so much pain.
The pain is so strong that my tears are flowing with no restrictions.
I try to hold it back, but it's too over powering and I can't control it any long.
My eyes are now running taps. I can't seem to off it.
I feel like I'm going to drown in my own tears.

I'm not love sick, or torn over someone.
I'm like this because of a drama.
I'm insane, thanks.
It's just too sweet and I can't help it.

Sigh, wouldn't it be filled with excitement, if our lives are like those in dramas?
It'll be filled with romance, laughter, excitement.
But what are laughter without anything to compare?
How do you know if you're happy if you don't experience sadness?
It's the same logic as how you differentiate good and bad people.
How do you know who are nice if there's no bad guys to compare with?

I'll stop this.
Drama awaits. Just another last two discs to the end of this drama.

I'll never stop give up on my dream.
别怕白日梦，对吗？
I will work towards it.

Exactly 10 more weeks to July 5.
The description above, I believe, will not even be a bit close to how I will feel on that day itself.
I can't bear to leave you guys here.
How can I leave my family? Especially my brother?
We've been together, fighting everyday over the little-est things ever.
It's weird to not even quarrel with you in a day.
My best friends, Alyssa Wee, Jerevien Poon, Nurul Haziqah, Verna Sukiat.
My good friends, everyone who have always been beside me, being there when I need someone.
I'm not going to list everyone.
I love every one of you and I mean that.
I'll leave Singapore with my heart not being in a whole.

Bye.