I FEEL FAT TODAY.
LIKE SUPER DUPER UBER FAT.
I AM NOT KIDDING.
I feel like my face is as round as like......... a ball.
That's why I decided to tie my hair up and into a bun at the top of my head.
Which will make it looks a tad longer and slimmer.

Aly went shopping without Mualz, Va and I.
WHAT A FRIEND. HAHAHA.
I'm kidding beb.
I know you were too impatient since you've been wanting to shop since like... ages ago.
We'll go another time!
When I have the money to actually shop.

I want to buy so many things.
Dresses, Tops, Shorts, Jeans... and others.
Anything that you can think of, I want to buy them.
Yeap, I'm crazy.

Oh speaking of dresses, I haven't found a dress that I like, that is chic, elegant and simple at the same time for USC Banquet.
Actually, before that, I should find a simple one for Band Aid.
And also one for Mommy&Daddy's Anniversary & Jie's birthday, which we are probably going to celebrate since Mommy&Daddy are coming here on May 11th :)

I can't wait for Mommy, Daddy, Popo and Kungkung to arrive.
I hope it's going to be super uber fun!!
Hehe.
Wanted Ahboy to come too but he couldn't due to school ):

Sidetracking a little...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!!
I love you I love you I love you.
I'm glad I spoke to you and joked around with you on the phone just now.
FINALLY, after my phone couldn't get through your phone for 15 minutes.
Hehe, miss you mama.
Come here quickkkkk!!
Can't wait for you to come, ahbu!

I wanted to have a really really long post of picture.
But, I'm too lazy to save images from Facebook.
I'm just going to do so another time.
I'm going to steal Mualz's thumbdrive and transfer them to my computer.
And I'll update another time yah :)
For now, it's just going to be 11 photos.
I was tired to continue to save more..
Hehe, I know, I'm the laziest person ever.

I'm going to drive tomorrow.
Alone.
HAHA.
I'm going to Santa Monica to fetch Va, and go to Mualz's house.
Then leave with Mualz's sister to go Little Tokyo (which is 18+miles away and I have to take the highway, which I'm still quite afraid of).
After lunch, I'm going to drive back from Mualz's house to my place with Va and Mualz.
Then we're going to study :)
Then, Eric and Pau is going to join us.
After that, we're going to watch The Bounty Hunter :)
That was the backup plan.
The original plan was...
Mualz's coming over to my place at 9am, study, fetch Va, and I drive to Little Tokyo.
And the rest remained the same.
However, no one could send Mualz over to my place.
Hence the reason why Plan B happened.
Hehe, oh well.
Can't wait for Mualz to drive!
Oh! Aly might be joining us for the movie :)
Yay.

Okay, I think this is long enough.
Here's the 11 pictures.
I'll blog again soon!!
<3

Peek-a-boo!
I'm back.
With 5 photos :)
There's just too many photos.
Apparently we took more than 600 photos last night.
From these photos, you can see:
1) HOW FAT I AM. OMG.
2) HOW MUCH WEIGHT I NEED TO LOSE.
3) How badly I should cut my hair to make it pretty again.
4) How NOT fat Alyssa is, (she's the one in the pink&black jumper thingy by the way).
5) How pretty polaroids are :)

What I said are all true right?
You see.
I don't lie :)

I just woke up like 50 minutes ago.
I don't feel hungry, at all.
I feel obese, super obese.
Omg, help me please, anyone!

I shall be as skinny as BY2.
I'm sure you guys know who are they.
Here is their back-view.



Okay, with that.
I'm going to say byeee!!
I need to study now.
:(
Might be going FA later night.
So, better to get things done now.
Byebyebye.
<3

I love my friends.
We had such an awesome night last night.
Ate SO much at Furaibo, where I forgot to take pictures of the food.
Why?
Because all of us were so hungry that once the food arrived, it was gone within 2 minutes.
I am not kidding.
You'll only believe me if you were right there sitting with us.

Well, some topic reached at another topic which was kinda... sick.
I bet the table beside ours lost their appetite.
Hahaha.
Even though we were so full and bloated, we had Yogurtland :)
We went home after that, which was already about 11pm or so, and slacked at Mualz's house.
Alyssa went back to her place, which was only on the other side of the floor as Mualz's house to, to bathe and came back with her PJs.
And then Chuang came home!
And I got my stuff from him.
So, I decided that we should camwhore.
Aly was like complaining that she wasn't wearing a ___ and she didn't want to take photos in her PJs.
So Mualz lent her her ___ and I lent her my clothes.
& the camwhoring began.
Took about 5 polaroids, probably 50 which my DSLR and about more than 500 on Mualz's Macbook.
Total of 500ish.
HAHA.
We're crazy that way :)
Well, it was fun.
After everyone changed after camwhoring, we crossed the hallway to Chuang's house to watch a horror movie.
Which ended up with all of us covering our eyes and ears.
It was so funny.

Today morning, all of us couldn't wake up.
Duh.
We all slept at about 430am.
We eventually woke up at about 12noon.
Alyssa went back to her place because she had her driving test.
(She passed by the way! Congrats babe!)
After bathing and all, we went to Sri Siam Cafe for lunch.
We ordered 4 dishes for the 4 of us.
And decided to have dessert.
We ordered 2, supposed to be one but the waitress heard wrongly, but we ended up with a total of three because the owner love us so much and gave us another complimentary dessert.
INSANE.
I've never had so much for one meal in my life.
I am not kidding.

After that, Fel's car's GPS screwed up and led us to the mountains and found the 405 freeway there.
I felt like puking.
You guys should know that I can NEVER ride in a car when it's going up or down the mountain.
I will be so sick.
I felt nauseous for an hour after that.
Even though we reached Mualz's house.
And even though I was resting already.
Gah, I hate mountains.

Alyssa came over and we just talked a bit before...
1) Fel & Mualz went off to watch Dreamgirls the Musical,
2) Alyssa went off for Korean BBQ with her cousin, and
3) Va and I went off.
Va sent me home.
Thank you Va :)

I'm now alone at home.
I couldn't get a hold of my sister just now.
So I BBM-ed like 3 of her friends.
So they told me she was out with this other friend.
So I called that friend.
My sister picked up the call.
She told me that she lost her phone.
The story goes like this:
She went downstairs to the lobby and sat at the couch while waiting for her friend to fetch her.
I think she left something upstairs as she went back up to our place.
And when she wanted to leave the house again.
She discovered that her phone was gone.
*Poof* It disappeared.
There's no trace of her phone.
It seriously vanished.
I searched the house -- the living room, dining room, bed, restroom, closet, kitchen and I went to the reception to ask about it again.
I couldn't find anything.
So I concluded that it's missing, it's gone, it's untraceable, it's lost.
Unless it magically appears, then it's time to say "Byebye phone".

I AM SO SLEEPY.
Okay, random, but oh my gosh.
Seriously, I'm dying of exhaustion.
Hehe, kidding.
It's not that bad.
I'm drinking my favourite: Green Tea with a hint of Brown Rice in it :)
& I'm not eating dinner.
Well, I ate raisins.
Does that count?

I'm not going to eat so much already.
FAT FAT FAT.

I've 2 tests next week.
Economics and Math.
I'm scared for Math but not Economics.
I'll have to study like crazy soon.
Probably tomorrow afternoon.
& I might be going out with my friends tomorrow.
Yay <3

This sucks, there's no Criminal Minds on tv.

I miss my lovelies in Pasadena!!
Kartika Tantra.
Jennifer Alexandra.
Jacqueline Rachel T.
Grace Joetama
<3
See you soon okay people, miss you babes!

OH OH, speaking of Kartika Tantra.
She, too, took her driving test today!
And since she already drove everywhere with her permit, which was not legal by the way (HAHAHA), I'm not shocked that she pass!
But still, congratulations babe!
I will see you soon.
Talk to you soon girl!
We haven't gossip yet!
We have to catch up with so many things since like damn long ago.

Enough of my LA life.
I miss my friends back in Singapore.
Like, there's no words to describe how much I miss them because it's just beyond imagination.
Even though I last saw them 1.5 months ago, it seems like forever.
I can't wait for August to come already.
COME HERE QUICK PLEASE AUGUST.
I LOVE YOU HEHE.

I love how Haziqah have a Blackberry now so we can talk and catch up with stuff.
Even though the time difference is shortening the amount of time we can actually talk.
But it's better than nothing.
I miss you Haziqah, and of course you too Verna Sukiat!! :)
When I go back, we're going to have an outing just for the three of us okay.
Love you guys.

Jerevien, Tracy and Janet.
I'll meet up with you guys too of course :)
I webcam(ed) with Jerevien two days ago.
She showed me Jiro.
So cute but I'm never going to touch it since you know I hate dogs.
Hahaha.

I should stop now.
I'm getting SOOOOO wordy.
By the way, I think I've decided.
I'm going to get 15".
I'm just going to go down to Apple and see how heavy is it.
If I think I can't handle the weight, then 13" it is.
I'm quite excited to change to MBP.
I've been using Windows so about 10 years now.
It's time for a change.

Okay, love you guys.
Xoxo,
Caroline, the girl who needs to lose 913828309kg ASAP.
<3

A quickie before heading for class.
I'm supposed to be in school since 1.5 hour ago.
But I'm at home.
Why?
I woke up at 915am, when my class starts at 930am.
I was late.

Well, obviously I'm going to skip it because there's no way I can get down there on time.
And my teacher does nothing in class anyway.

It's amazing how guilty I feel skipping class here in the US but not when I was in Singapore.
Oh well.
I'm going to be MIA for 2 days or so.
Staying over at my friend's house later night.

I need to study study study.
For my sudden math quiz today at 315pm.
Oh well :)
Wish me the best of luck guys!

Going to get the MBP soon.
Still can't decide which one to get.
13" or 15"...
Oh well.

I better get off now before I'm late when my friend calls me to go down.
Byebyebye :)

To be as skinny as ___ is my goal now!
Going to check up on that Taekwondo place with Mualz by this week.
& going to check up on that Judo place another day.
& also Hiphop, Salsa and Tango with Aly soon.
& also looking for Flute and Piano classes.
& also might be wanting to attend Horseback Riding with Mualz.
& also looking for.........................

Too many wants.
I'll just commit suicide in terms of my social life.

Having an interview for the job at the school bookstore next Monday.
Wish me luck.
The minimum wage in the US is US$8.00, which is awesome.
:)

Hopefully, I'll get a Macbook Pro (MBP) by this week.
Still can't decide between 13" and 15"...
13" is actually quite okay, I mean, the size and weight is all right.
But in terms for me to watch my dramas and shows online, I think it's going to be kinda small.
And my friends said the speaker is like, not at the side of the laptop, so I don't know if that is going to be good as I'd like to watch my shows with awesome sounding system.
For the 15", it's going to be heavy. Really heavy.
And that is my only concern.

Oh well, help me please.
I'm going to sleep now because it's 1am.
I just finished my Math online web assignment.
& totally ignored my English assignment.
I can't be bothered tonight because it's such a long day today.

No school on Thursday which means stayover @ Mualz's house tomorrow.
We're going to eat Furaibo tomorrow.
& CCC another day.
CCC stands for California Chicken Cafe by the way.
Okay, I better sleep now.
I can't wait to attend classes and classes and classes.
Especially Judo, Taekwondo and Dance classes.
Lose weight.
HAHA.

Okay, goodnight.
Lovelove.

I think I might commit suicide in an academic way in Summer, Fall and Spring.
I need/want to take the following classes:
- Accounting 2 (5 units)
- Antropology 1 or 2 (3 units each for both)
- Art History 72 (3 units)
- Chemistry 9 (5 units)
- Communication 10 (3units)
- Economics 2 (3 units)
- Film Studies 1 (3 units)
[Insert a History class which is probably worth 3 units here. I forgot which class I was interested in. Hahaha.]
- Math 7 (5 units)

Total units = 32 units!!
That's fine for 2.5 semesters actually.
Summer is only 6 weeks long you see.
Shall take about 6-8 units in Summer.
Probably taking ~20units in Fall.
And the rest plus a couple of extra classes in Spring :)

Okay, I'm going to continue rotting by watching....
Criminal Minds!
Investigation marathon.
Watched Bones just now :)
Okay, see you see you.

I think I'm thinking too much again.
I just feel like not talking.
Sit down.
Stare into space.
Or watch my tv.
Just that I'll have something to do.

Just what?
I am doing that now.
And I feel so bored.

I'm really feeling so UGH.
I don't know what's with me.
Probably thinking too too tooooo much about friendships.
Again.

I'm going to occupy myself after a long shower by doing my homework.
Blah.
I'm going to be alone at home later.
Which is going to suck.
Okay, byebye.

Quite shocked at the news I read from AN.
Seems like it's not going very well for Aaron :(
His eyes... His filming...
It's such a pity :(
He have to do redo the filming all over again.
They lost NTD$10,000,000 because of the flood and now because of the changing of the female lead.
So poor thing!
Gosh :(

I wish I'm her. Heh.

Btw, I broke my diet today because my sister decided to order food for me.
I only ate like half of it though.
Plus it's not so fattening.
Need to be super uber skinny.
GAH, I always say that.
But whatever, I really REALLY mean it this time.
I think I lost a kg in 2 days already.
I'm going to keep this up.
And and.. I can continue walking down the road of... :)

Oh, I just did a stupid thing.
I deleted all of the pictures because I transferred them to my hard drive.
Which means I have no photos to upload in my post anymore.
I am so grrr.

AHHHH.
I'm quite sad now.
I don't know why.
Buhbuhbuhbye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHBOY.
I love you!! :)

Anyway, it's so funny how high Aly and I were after watching Lady Gaga & Beyonce's Telephone video.
We actually watched it 4 times.
& FYI, it's 9 minutes plus long.
So we technically spent like 40 minutes watching Lady Gaga.
Going gaga over Gaga and complaning how much we want her body.
Or rather I want her body and Aly wants to be her.
And we kept playing around with "mm, honeybee" sentence.
It's so hilarious.
We were so high even until we queued up for Kogi, which was totally awesome but so sinful!
We were singing Telephone and Video Phone, or rather only "Video Phone" those 2 words and spent the rest of the time singing Telephone.
I don't think you get what am I saying but you know what.
It's just so funny.
And we were doing stupid actions that made Mualz, Cynthia and Brian laugh at us, hahahaha.

Okay, I'll stop boring you guys with all these stuff.

By the way, our plan is to work it out until we get Lady Gaga's awesome body.
YES.
And we're so psyched about our Halloween this year.
We got it all planned out!!
It is going to be super super fantabulous.

Anyway!
Spring Break, either San Francisco or Seattle.
Most probably SF.
Can meet up with Michelle then!
And Anderson, my cousin, who's visiting SF from Seattle.
And also Andeline, my other cousin who stays in SF.
I can't wait to go to SF.
To just roam around with my friends!!
But I'm more excited for my Summer break because a BIG group of us plan to go to New York.
Yes, we made plans all the way until Summer.
You know what, actually we made plans all the way until next year.
We still have to go to Florida (Disney World!!), and we plan to meet in Singapore during Summer, to go down to Newton Circus and to indulge in countless number of food that we are craving for.
Hm, then then, another group of friends and myself were talking about going to Bali in Summer too.
HOW EGGCITING.

Hehe, okay.
I'm boring you guys out.

Oh well.
I might be doing a photo post soon!
But not too soon.
Since I'm quite busy with homework.
Especially this weekend.
Need to catch up with my Math homework.
& I've an English essay to type out.
And and, nothing else actually.
I just feel that this week of mine is... super unproductive.

But but, lucky my friends are those who play hard but also study hard.
We stay back in school almost everyday (out of the 4 days of school we have) to do homework.
HAHAHAHA.
Geeks.
Yes, we are geeks.

Anyhow, I'd like to meet my Pasadena gang please.
As soon as possible if I can.
I miss them!! :(

& I can't wait for Summer to come.
I can go back to Singapore.
See my awesomest friends.
Haziqah, Verna.
Janet and the gang.
Jerevien, Tracy.
4E1 people.
AND AND AND SU JIALIN.
Woo! Finally seeing her after like 1.5 years.
SERIOUSLY MAN.
THAT IS SUCH A LONG TIME.
That is totally, TOTALLY unacceptable.

Hehe, this is getting TOOOO wordy.
It's late too.
I'm going to hit the sack now.
Goooooooodnight lovelies.

New Diet Plan for Aly, Cyn, Stephie, Va and myself.
Only fruits for 6 days a week.
One day of for our outing(s).
Doing this until we all lose to our desired goal or until May 14th.
One day before USC's graduation walk and two days before USC Banquet.

It's always easier to diet when you have a friend or friends to do it with you.
:)
Excited.
Going to bring a container of fruits to school tomorrow.

So, it's 10ish, and I just got home.
I've to rush my English homework and send to Mualz who is so awesome to help me print because my printer is screwing up.
So, till next time, see you!

Oh, as you can tell, the number of my Facebook photo albums just increased by 5.
Go check out the pictures :)
I'm too lazy to post them up this blog...
As you can tell :)
<3

Full of problems recently.
Had tummyache the other day.
My ass hurt from spinning the other day.
Calves hurt from walking 11 hours at Disneyland.
Headache since today morning.
And somehow my wrist hurts now.

Gah.

Had...
Actually, is having a really REALLY bad headache.
Since the morning.
It's like the room is spinning.
Nono, it's more of like, I feel like I'm going to fall.

Cooked lunch.
Yes, Salmon again.
But this time I cooked spinach in a rather special way.
I found this chili paste in the fridge.
The taste reminded me of Singapore :)
And I cooked egg too!
He Bao Dan.
Reminded me of Chinese Cooked Food in the old Manjusri.

I did laundry just now.
I washed the dishes just now.
I read through the Econs notes a bit just now.
And I'm going to study Econs again.
After that it's English and Math homework.
Have to do all of them in about 1.5 to 2 hours.

Then it's sleepytime.
Trying out for my second driving test tomorrow.
I HAVE TO PASS THIS TIME.
No more bad luck that will make me have a critical mistake.
Grahhh.

Goodnight!

How am I going to lose 908412938028312093kg by End of March?!

On Thursday, stayed over at Mualz's house!
Gossiped and had a lot of fun during dinner and after dinner.
Slept so late and we had to wake up at 6ish.
But we dillydallied.
I woke up at 7 in the end.
We planned to reach Disneyland by 9ish.
But we eventually arrived at 10ish because we went to the bank before that, and we had breakfast at Subway :)

So, as you can obviously tell, I went Disneyland yesterday.
First outing with my own friends!
Like, without my sister.
It's awesome.
We ate so much at Disneyland, it's insane.
Turkey leg, Ice cream, Churros, Clam chowder.
We took the awesomest rides, but didn't take as many as we hoped for..
So we're going back another day!
It doesn't matter how many times we go this year because we bought the annual pass!
I can go like 983138 times this year!
Hahaha, okay, so lame.

The parade was different.
They are celebrating some celebration this year.
So during the parade, they will ask who is celebrating what event and stuff.
I think it's really cool because they invited kids to go up and dance with them.
And we didn't plan to watch the parade, we were walking to the face-painting place.
But as we passed by the area, the parade just startttt.
And like it was in front of us.
And the guy allowed us to move forward so we were technically standing right in front.
2nd row actually but yeah it's still like...
Wow.
Anyhow, we walked around till about 8ish when we sat in front of the castle, waiting for the firework show to start.
We sat there for 1 hour 15 minutes - ish and we talked a lot.
(y)
Not gossip, but sharing of stuff.
Hahaha.
The fireworks were different too.
This year is a great year to go to Disneyland.
:)

We bought the same shirt at Downtown disney and I bought another shirt because I just fell in love with it.
And, we eventually left and headed home.
From 10ish-am til 11pm.
That is how long we spent at Disneyland.
Our legs, except Mualz, are hurting and aching so badly.
My calves especially.
Gosh.
I'm going out in about 3 hours.
Crab dinner.
A friend, who I'm not very close with actually, is leaving tomorrow.
Yeah, going back Indonesia for good.

I'm going to start studying for my Econs exam on Monday now.
I'm going to need to spend so long to delete those blur photos.
Not only from Disneyland but also from the Love Story in China event.
Probably 4 to 5 new albums to be coming up in Facebook.
I'm going to have so many albums it's crazy.

I want to shop soon.
Oh oh oh!
May is going to be such an awesome month!
Alyssa is coming.
Mommy Daddy Popo Kung2 is coming.
It's Dajie's birthday.
Mommy and Daddy's wedding anniversary.
And Erjie is graduating & we're attending the banquet.
So many events!

Oh, I can't wait for Band+Aid the Musical during Easter.
3rd of April.
Hooray.

The only thing that really pull my mood down is that...
Ahboy won't be here ):
He have school so he can't make it.
Sighhh.
I miss you ahboyyyyy.

I will blog again soon!!
Xoxoxo.

I'm going to post pictures!
But it's only going to be of the polaroid camera and the albums I got :)

This is the cutest polaroid camera ever.
Came with the 30 Disney films :)

How can you not fall in love with that camera?
Oh and these are the albums.
There are nine colours.
I bought three: Violet, Indie Pink and Gray.

So cute right :)
Hahahaha.

Okay, enough of that.
So, it's 520pm on Wednesday, March 3rd.
I've to sleep by 9pm today.
And wake up by 4am tomorrow morning.

Why?
Because my driving instructor is going to fetch me at 515am.
Yes, I'm going to skip my Philosophy class which starts at 930am.
I'm pretty sad about that cause I like that class.
Even though it was kinda boring on Tuesday.
So, I hope that I pass my test on my first try tomorrow.
*Pray*

After driving test, I have to go home and study for my math exam which is at 315pm.
Speaking of math and quiz/test/exam, I kinda screwed up my quiz today.
So for question 2, I did a slight mistake for the graph.
And I didn't have the time to even draw my graph for question 3.
But other than that, it's pretty fine.
I just need to ace my exam tomorrow.
*Pray*

Aly, Mualz, Va and myself planned what to do for tomorrow and friday.
So we're going to have our first dinner outside of school.
Hahaha.
Tofuya at Sawtelle.
Yum, but we're going to stink after that because it's a Korean place.
Korean place = Korean BBQ = stinky clothes and hair.
And on Friday, we've decided to go to...

Disneyland!
Am a little sad that I can't bring my polaroid along because it's not here yet.
We shall go another time okay?

Also, Pasadena peoopllleeee, let's go Disneyland, Universal or Six Flags together!
One day okay? :)
Can't wait.
And Jennyyyy, you can bring your polaroid while I bring mine too!
And the others can bring their SLRs or their digital cameras and we can have like a mini photoshoot (Hahahahaha) in Disneyland!
Ah, it'll be so fun!

So, Haziqah got a BB!
Which is awesome!
We can bbm now.
And we can never feel so super distant since I'm on the other side of the world.
Haziqah, Janet and Verna, we shall create a bb group!

My sister is so funny.
She just complained about the Bachelor being stupid for choosing the other girl who's not that hot as the other one.
Hahahaha.
Aw, this is why I don't want her to leave.
She makes me laugh at times.
I tell her things because we're pretty much together all the time.
Please don't leave Jie :(
(If she does leave by the way, she's leaving in 13 weeks. She's doing a countdown on bbm - her personal message. And that sucks. Big time.)

I didn't have dinner yesterday.
And I only had a salad for lunch.
I napped from 545pm-sih til 830pm.
Not because I'm a pig, but because I had a tummyache.
A bad one since I had it since the minute I woke up in the morning.
I only had an apple since I woke up from my nap.
Now, I'm having Pita Chips and Raisins for an early dinner, or rather snack.
Had a bit for lunch though.
I had quite a bad headache during Econs class too.

Okay, this is quite a long post!
Wish me luck guys.
I'm going to try to ace both my driving test and my math exam!
Till when, I'm going to stop right here and blog some time soon!
Xoxoxoxo.

Wanted to sleep early tonight.
Like, latest 11pm.
But went out with sister for dinner, not knowing that she was going to the movies after that.
So, I just got home like 10 minutes ago, at about 1230am.

I'm going to change and jump onto the bed.
Bathing tomorrow morning because my eyes are closing.....
I know it's sick.
But, I can't really bathe at night anyway.
Will probably fall sick with a higher probability since there's a sick virus going around.
Everyone is falling sick.

Take care guys.
Those of you who are sick.
Alyssa, Jenny, Kartika, Stephie.... & others.

Okay.
Goodnight.

This weekend is the best weekend I had since I came back here 3 weeks ago.
<3

So many things said and done.
Even though it includes just sitting and chilling at my favourite hangout place: Meridith #1.

The main highlight:
Got surprised for my 18th birthday for the 2nd time!
My face was just.... priceless.
For 20 seconds, I was thinking in my head whose birthday was it.
And when they sang "Happy Birthday..........Happy Birthday Jiating......"
(Yes, they call me Jiating, that's my name for the Meridith gang.)
Then I realised....
It was for me.
I was just, shocked.
I was speechless.
I didn't know what to say because I felt so.... treasured.
Even though I didn't reply you, Jenny (I know you're reading this!) when you asked me in the car if I was happy...
You should know that I was.
It was really a great surprise.
It didn't backfire at all.
Not even a teenyweenybit.
I was COMPLETELY surprised.
I love you guys over at Pasadena <3

And today, I went to their Church.
Apparently, they celebrate people's birthday every end of the month.
And Regi had to call my name.
Which means I have 3 parties this year.
How can that not make my birthday a memorable one?
Thank youuuuu!!

Okay, let me rewind a little.
I got asked to return to Pasadena I think 3 times, or more.
First was when Jenny picked me up at 85 (a boba place).
Pieter and herself were like, "let's start planning her surprise party from now".
They, including Jacq and Kartika who asked me after Jenny did, really hope that I could return to PCC, to return to Pasadena, to be there with them when they are hanging out at Meridith.
I wish I could...
But I can't.

I shall drive up there when I can, and have the time.
You guys should come to the West too!
We can shop here :)
And, we should have sleepovers every month or two months or so.

Anyway, I'm really thankful for this weekend.
<3 Jacq, Jenny, Kar and the rest of the gang.

I don't know if I should happy or sad that I brought up a topic.
Well, a couple of people are thanking me, but somehow I feel bad...
Hahaha.
Oh well.

Anyway, can you believe that I did 2 days of Math homework in advanced when I was staying over?!
How different am I now huh?
A geeky geek now.
However,
I......... forgot that I had an English homework.
So I have to do it now.
Sucks.

Okay, so so so.
I miss my lovelies.
Alyssa, Michelle.
Haziqah, Verna.
Janet, Jerevien, Tracy.
I will try to have a HTHT (learnt this from Aikhe) as soon as possible!
FYI, HTHT means heart to heart talk.
I know how lame it sounds.
HAHA.
Oh well.
I will try to keep this blog as alive as I can.

In the meanwhile....
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY POLAROID CAMERA TO ARRIVE.
OH MY GOSH.

AND,
HAZIQAH IS FINALLY GETTING A BLACKBERRY!!
We, plus Verna, can BBM non stop now!
Eeeeeeeeeexcited.

Okay, I better go bathe and do homework now.
I'm exhausted.
It's 1017pm.
I only had 5 hours of sleep last night.
I still need to do up my homework too.

Xoxoxoxo.

I just bought a polaroid camera.

Yay :)

All smiles.

I'm going to stay over at my friend's house in a while.
My Pasadena friend's house.
:)

Leaving home in an hour and a half I think.
Alright, will blog again soon!
<3

My current mood: Shocked, Astonished, Surprised, "It's so unbelievable", "Omg"....
You get the idea.

Anyway, I'm thinking of which teacher to go to, for English class.
So, it's either:
Prof B - said to be an easy teacher, at least a B, work hard for A, don't really teach, play music & movie in class....
OR
Prof M - said to be an okay teacher, at least a B, work hard for A, read poem, analyze, read, analyze....

I screwed up Prof M's class by not doing the first assignment which was due today.
So I'm really thinking twice now.T
The thing is he's not going to give me any chance to turn it late.
However I can do extra credit: memorising a poem that is made up with 14 or more lines.
I need help.
I need to decide in 24 hours or less....
OMG, HELP ME.

I'm going to update another time alrighty.
I'm so sleepy.
I just finished my Math homework.
I actually did TOMORROW'S homework.
How awesome is that.
I'm trying to be like 100000000000% geek.
Need to pull my GPA up to at least 3.8.

Okay, I'm going to sleep soon.
It's 7 minutes to midnight.
I have to wake up at 8 tomorrow.
Class's at 9am.

Oh no, no more croissant for breakfast.
What should I eat then? :(
AHHH, I know!
Apple!
Hahaha, okay, I'm going to sleep really really really soon.
Goodnight lovelies <3

For some reason.
I feel like blogging.
I feel like rewriting my resolutions for this year.
Even though it's already almost 2 months since the year started.
As long as I put my everything in my resolutions.
It will come true right? :)

I will edit this post by inserting my resolution soon.

Anyway, so yesterday was "Love Story in China".
It's pretty entertaining I would say.
The drama was short but so hilarious.
There were games that were uh... "nga jelas" which direct translation means not clear.
Yeah, I didn't know what was going on for a couple of the games that they played.
There were a few awards and I won Best Dressed Award...
I was sabotaged.
So there were 3 nominees.
Eva, Inez and myself.
Obviously I screamed like SUPER DUPER UBER loud for the other two.
When I was screaming and applauding for the other 2 nominees.
My friends kept asking me to "shhh" and one even grabbed my hands to prevent me from clapping any longer.
Then the revenge came.
When my name was being called.
All of them screamed so so so so so so loud.
Which eventually led me to be the winner.
Either way, thank you all. Hahahaha.

Haven't met my Pasadena friends so such a long time.
When I entered the venue.
Some of them couldn't even recognise me..
I don't know if that is a good thing... Or a bad one.
Anywho, we took soooo many pictures.
They wanted me to stay over last night but of course I didn't.
I was unprepared and I had to do up my homework.
Which I have yet complete.
And I am going to watch Shutter Island in less than 2 hours' time.

I said I'll stay over next week to Jenny.
And she made sure that everyone around us heard that.
And I pinky promised her and Ivan that I would stay over at Pasadena next week.
So, a deal is a deal.
I will stay over next week.
But do not blame me if you see me lugging my books along with me.

I will definitely upload the pictures soon.
On Facebook of course.
But before that I have to delete countless number of them because 95% of the pictures were taken by "Russell" and he took so many blur ones.
Oh well.

It's been quite some time since I blogged yah?
School started for me since the 16th.
Crashed class for one whole week.
So far I got English, Math, (waitlisted for both English&Math), Philosophy, Econs 1 and Econs 2.
All the crucial subjects.
I am so screwed.
I need to work hard this semester to be able to achieve all As for all the classes I'm taking.

I better get ready for the movie tonight.
I'll try to blog again soon.
<3

生日快樂，我對自己說。

蠟燭點了，寂寞亮了。

生日快樂，淚也溶了。


祝我生日快樂。


Happy Birthday Caroline!
& happy birthday to others like,
1) Alex Tan - My Secondary School senior.
2) "Jing2" - Mom's friend's daughter.
3) Feiyun - AN yo! <3
and others who have the same birthday as me, I wish you a very happy birthday and hope that you'll have a great one this year.

I'm a little down, I know I'm not supposed to, especially on my birthday.
But it's just that, I really don't know what to say anymore.
I've tried.
I've tried.
I'm going to go bathe and all.
I doubt I'm going out with Mitch because she's sick.
I shall be a good girl and stick to my sister.
Who cares if it's my birthday and I'm stuck with my sister?
Family means the whole world to me.
Nothing comes ahead of my family.

Birthday..
Is it really that important?
I didn't celebrate last year's.
Even though it was Sweet Seventeen (Indonesia's Style).
Usually Indonesians have a huge, super grand birthday party for their 17th.
But hey, I didn't.
Yeah, you guys can probably say "Oh, you already had a Sweet 16th".
It's not that.
My Daddy offered to hold a big party for my Sweet 17th, asked me to invite all of my friends.
But I turned it down.
I don't see the big deal of having a big party for your Sweet 17th.

You know how I spent my 17th birthday?
Slacking at home in the afternoon and having just a small dinner for the 4 of us (Parents, brother and myself).
And cutting the cake at home later that night.
That small event that took place was already enough for me.

Yesterday's "surprise" celebration for my birthday.
So what if others have tens of people surprising them and I only had less than 10?
My sister reassured me that there were more coming, eg my awesome Pasadena friends.
But they didn't have the transport down.
I don't blame them.
So what if it was a teeny weeny celebration yesterday?
I had a lot of fun.
We all probably laughed so hard that we'll have abs if we continued laughing for a couple more hours.
It was awesome.
Thank you to the few of you.

I don't want to make myself start thinking way way deep under my current shallow thoughts.
If I start, I may never want to leave the house today.
I'd just like to have my personal quiet time.
Which will suck because it's my birthday afterall.
I don't have to go out and celebrate like how others do.
I would just like to have a simple day, like any regular day.
To go have lunch & dinner with people that I treasure.
To have heart-to-heart talks with those I haven't seen for some time, or I haven't talk to for quite a while.

I'm just going to drown myself with the head shower.
Like what I usually do.
Standing under the shower and just wander my mind off.
Okay, goodbye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF :D
& to Ping2 who's in Medan, 16th February!

Stay happy always guys!
<3

I figured I have to update my blog because the number of readers is decreasing like *BAM*.
So, it's Valentine's Day.
I AM SO BORED.

Hahaha.
LA is really a boring place to be.
There's nothing to do.
Michelle and I couldn't decide on where to go.
We had a super awesome lunch though.
The Counter.
Best Sweet Potato Fries & Burgers ever.

I'm sleepy.
I don't know if Michelle wants to have dinner.
I don't know what is she doing now -.-

Okay, I'm going to continue watching my tv, continue chatting and stuff.
Goodbye.

OH OH.
Thank you to all of those who wished me Happy Birthday.
It's my birthday in Singapore's and Indonesia's time.
But it's still another 2.5 hours away from my birthday according to LA's time.
Love you guys.

I got 3-4 wishes at one go this year.
Happy Chinese New Year.
Happy Valentine's Day.
Happy Birthday.
Happy Total Defense Day (Huihui!).
& for the Americans, it's also President's Day but who's going to wish me that -.-
Hahahah.

My first Chinese New Year and Birthday not being around my parents, relatives and friends.
I miss all of you.
I DON'T HAVE AS MANY ANGBAOS AS BEFORE.
HAHAHA.
I'm just kidding.
I don't really care.
But thank you to the Aunties and Uncles who left the angbaos for my sisters and I.
:)

I will try to blog more often..
School is starting in 2 days.
The first week of school will totally suck.
I've to crash classes.
GAH.
Wish me luck guys.
Oh right, I'm going to get my license in probably a week time...
So excited... and nervous at the same time.

Lovelove, Caroline.

In LA.
I'm going to need to unpack my stuff and repack my cupboard soon.
I'm super bored.
Okay, too lazy to blog hehe.
Byebyebye.

Seminar: 8 February.
Check-in: 9 February.
Latest date my admission officer said I need to arrive: 10 February.
Don't ask me why she said 10th instead of the 7th.
She allow me to skip the orientation I guess.

Well, Mommy wanted me to change the date of my flight again.
Probably to this Sunday.
But Daddy said don't.
So, I'm not changing.
I'm leaving tomorrow morning.
945am flight.

I can't bear to leave.
But I can't wait to arrive LA.
*dilemma*

Going to bathe and pack my luggages.
Only one check-in luggage because Mommy said we've too many luggages in the US.
So she don't allow me to bring two.
Why am I packing so last minute?
I wanted to pack a few days ago.
But I only went out with Mommy this afternoon to get the new luggages.
One big luggage and one luggage that I can bring on board.
Finally!
No more carrying my handbag, camera bag and laptop on it's own.
Bahbahbah.
Better go bathe and pack now before it's too late for me to bathe.
Byeeeeeeee.

Byebye Singapore, Hello Los Angeles.

爲什麽？
雖然我知道我唯一的願望是非常難實現的，可是我不能就這樣放棄吧？
就算我必須放棄，我也要在我努力過的時候才放棄它。
陳妙婷，加油吧！
你一定可以的！
別因爲認爲自己沒有這個能力辦得到就像退縮。
加油！

Going to take Piano and Japanese classes in SMC.
Looking for
1) Flute and Guitar lessons - Instruments.
2) Ballet, Hiphop, Salsa and Tango lessons - Dances.
3) Vocal lessons.

Okay, that's crazy a lot.
But obviously I'm not going to attend all of them at one go.

Okay, better go look for classes now.
So that I can compare all of them before deciding which one I should go for.
Byebyebye.
<3

Fruits for dinner - Apple, Kiwi, Li Zi & Strawberry.
Yum.
Dinner at 930 isn't healthy, no matter is it fruits or not.
Hehehe.
*after eating a few slices of each*
I'm feeling so super duper full.

Mommy stolve the tv away from me.
She's watching the channel 8 drama now.
And watched the cooking show before the drama started.
& Mommy is crying now.
Hahaha.
Mommy is too sensitive...

Leaving the day after tomorrow.
Can't have dinner with Haziqah, Janet and Verna tomorrow.
Daddy wants to have a dinner buffet before I leave tomorrow.
Might be getting a luggage tomorrow afternoon.
:)
I need my own luggages!
Those to check in and those on board ones.
I'm sick of carrying my handbag AND laptop bag AND camera bag all the time I go up to the plane.

I want those metal type one for my on board luggage.
Hm, shall it be black/pink/red/white/yellow?
Weird choices right?
Especially pink and yellow.
I'm going to decorate my luggage...
*thinking of how am I going to do so*
Need help!
Should ask Verna because Art student what!
:D

I was thinking of sewing pillowcases for my Tempur pillow.
The weird shaped one.
It doesn't matter whether it's good quality or not.
Just that it's something that I call my own and that can keep my pillow clean!

Need to start looking for classes.
But will only can sign up after knowing which classes am I taking.

Somehow I can't wait to be back in LA.
Even though I'm feeling so reluctant to leave on Friday.
Sigh.
Purchasing luggage tomorrow afternoon and packing for the rest of the night.
Need to be awake by 630am or 7am latest on Friday morning.
Flight's at 945am.
Good luck to myself!

Sleeping too much lately.
I think I'll sleep without closing my curtain tonight.
The morning sun will wake me up hehe :)

Watching 鬥牛，要不要 now.
MIA once again :)

Finish with Hi My Sweetheart in a day time.
HAHAHA.
It's awesome.
I like the show.
Show doesn't look that bad in the mushroom hair.
Rainie doesn't suit the "gangster" look, especially the way she sit in class.
Hahaha.

Okay, I'm going to start talking about my goal in life.
I'm going to clean up and go to bed early.
Goodnight.

Thank you for everything!
Had the best 8 hours with you today!
Talked about so many stuff that both of us had suppressed inside for so long.
<3
Don't worry about the thing that happened in the past.
All that matters now is that we're inseparable!
Others may not know that we've known each other since we're 7 years old.
& they may be surprised for the fact that we're closer than ever now.
That is not going to affect us okay.
The friendship between us is going to be rock solid that nothing can break it apart.
So what if we had problems back in Secondary 2?

It's nothing compared to the remaining 10 years we know each other.
There's no one else that I can say I'm super close with and that I've known him/her for more than a decade even though we're only 17 turning 18 this year.
Yeah, some people may comment that 11 years is nothing since they have friends who they know since kindergarten.
But what are the chances?
Not everyone will have such friendships with the people they know since young.
Okay, whatever.
Janet, don't apologise for the things that happened long ago.
"You're forgiven for everything."
Just keep that in mind.
(:
I love talking to you about just about everything.
Love you Net!
Thanks to Blackberry and BBM that we are able to contact each other everyday!
Hehe.

Oh.
We were talking about something and I admitted that I'm a super gullible person.
And Janet agreed!
Hehe, I think I am one.
Don't you think so?
I'll try to change to be someone who is not as gullible as the person I am now.
Nothing is impossible right?
If Janet could do it, (she said she was once a super gullible person too!) I can do it too!

We baked a cake today.
Super last minute decision.
A Chocolate-Espresso Cake.
I don't think it turned out as good because I did a step wrongly.
Which I hate myself for.
*sigh*
I hope you think it's all right Janet.
Sorry!!

Oh, before that we went to Far East Plaza.
Yes, again.
To buy that top-shorts thingy that I liked.
Woo, all the 3 items that I bought from Ztamp are all the last pieces that they have left.
I like that.
Ate Ya Kun, met Mommy to pass her the rest of the Ya Kun because I was full.
Yup, then bought the ingredients and we baked...
She just left home at 9 or so.
Take care of yourself girl, don't fall sick!
Even though you are already slightly sick.
Get well soon!

Okay, I better go change now.
It's already 10pm.

No idea if I'm still meeting Jerevien tomorrow.
See you, you, you, you, you, and you!

Can I just say that I'm speechless?
Sometimes your actions, words and everything about you just surprises me.
Even though it's not the first time that you did the things you did.
Don't you think that you're going overboard?

I've no comments.

Sleeping time.
Goodnight.

xx

Hope my one and only wish for my 18th birthday this year will be realised by that special someone.
There's no one else in this world who can make my 18th birthday the best day for the year 2010 except you.
Xoxo.

I...
I want...
I want to...
I want to shop!!!

Hahaha, so lame.
Geez.
So, supposed to meet Tracy at 1230, but I pushed the time back to 1 instead.
In the end, we met super late.
Oh, Santouka here is awesome.
Just like the one in the US, but lacking of something.
The soup is not as flavourful and the pork cheeks are not as delicate as those in the US.
They don't melt in your mouth like those in Mitsuwa.
Yum, will have it when I reach LA.

And I only left to meet Janet and Verna at Haji Lane at 5pm.
We walked around, ate at Iluma and walked around Bugis Street.
Janet and Verna shopped while I stared at them.
Since I shopped so much yesterday.
Wanted to get this purple colour shoe but they have stains on them so decided not to get them because I'm sure I can find a nicer pair out there.

Going shopping with Janet tomorrow after going to Granduncle's house.
Far East Plaza again, going to Ztamp to ask about that dress thingy!
It's so pretty.
Then Janet wants to try Ippudo.
My 5th time eating Ramen.
OH MY GOSH.
I want to eat Ya Kun tomorrow.
Only one piece.
Two pieces MAX.

I want to eat Hokkien Mee.
I want to eat that stall's Fish & Mee Sua (the one near Kembangan).
I want to eat Chicken Wings (at Kembangan as well).
I want to eat Akashi.
I want to eat Mos Burger.
I want to eat Pepper Lunch.
I want to eat Yoshinoya.
I want to eat Stingray, Tie Pan Tofu, Chilli Crab at Peng He.
I want to....
CAROLINE.
Don't be such a greedy person.

No eating!

Okay, it's going to be an early night for me.
Going to sleep pretty soon.
Ah, I need at least 8 hours of sleep tonight.
Or 9...
Or 10...
Okay, goodnight!

Had dimsum.
Only had one Char Siew Bao, 2/3 plate of Chee Chong Fun, one Pigeon Soup, 2 Har Gao, 1 Chicken Feet, 2/3 Lor Mai Gai.
Yup, that's it, the rest was consumed by brother and Mommy.

Fetched Janet at her house and Mommy dropped us at Orchard.
Walked around Ion, she had a Mixed Berry Crepe while I had a regular cup of Yami Yogurt.
Slacked around while waiting for Haziqah and Verna to arrive.
The two forever late people.
After Haziqah arrived, we walked to Far East Plaza.
Had one Durian Pancake.
Walked around, shopped quite a lot today.
Which totally sucked.
I told myself I'm not going to shop anymore.
Spent enough this holiday.
Need. To. Stop. Shopping.
Had the Wanton Noodle at 5ish, almost 6 for our early dinner.
Sent Haziqah to the MRT Station and walked back to FEP.

OH, VERNA WENT FOR EYELASH EXTENSION.
Actually, she wanted to do it since a long time ago.
Just that no one accompanied her to do so.
So, today Janet and I pulled her in the shop.
And no, we didn't accompany her to extend ours too.
I wanted to, but I doubt Mommy will allow.
I will ask Mommy though.
Whether I can extend my eyelash or hair.
I want my hair to be thicker even though it's already so thick now.
I like Rainie Yang's straight, long and thick hair which is due to the high number of extensions she have hidden under the surface of her hair.
Hehehe.

Janet & Verna left for Haji Lane.
Wanted to follow but I'm too tired.
Just ate a few spoons of Ice-cream.
Yum, but super fattening.

Shall only eat the Santouka Ramen with Tracy, which we are going to share.
& nothing else for the rest of tomorrow.
And since I'm only meeting her from about 12noon to 3pm, I should probably gym or jog or something.
I am getting too lazy.
The last time I entered the gym was back in August.
Oh, I have no shoes here. GRRR.
Brought all of mine to the States.
Damn.
I'll just do the few exercises for my tummy, arms and legs that was shown on 女人我最大。

I agree with what my cousins that women can be so fake.
Fake eyelashes.
Fake hair.
Fake looks due to plastic surgery.
Everything can be so fake.
But girls have to do what girls have to do.
& that is to look pretty.

Need to buy new heels.
Zara didn't have the purple heels that I like anymore.
Sigh.
I'm going to look out for more.
But for that, I can hold it until I go shopping in the States because they are cheaper there.

Going back to the States on Friday instead.
Sigh.
It's only 6 days away..

Anyway, Happy Birthday Max Chew Aik He!
Old uncle already ah.
You said this yourself.
I rather call you old grandpa though.
Hehe (:

Okay, I'm going to bathe and I should start packing my luggage.
Yeah, I didn't unpack my luggage when I came back from Indonesia because I thought I would leave again in a few days' time.
Now it's in a messy state.
& I've to ask Mommy if I can bring all of my magazines, CDs, dramas and stuff to the US with me.
Those are the things that I treasure <3
And I'm going to have the room for myself when Dajie comes back for good.
I need my things to be there for me to be able to call it my room officially...

Okay, I need to bathe.
Byebyebyebye.

Woke up at about 1230ish right?
Only had a banana and a glass of milk before leaving home for Raffles Town Club.
We were late.

Spa was pretty nice.
But my right shoulder is hurting now because the woman always put so much pressure on my right side compared to the left one.
Well, overall it's pretty good.
Didn't want to enter the jacuzzi because Mommy didn't tell me that I've to bring a swimsuit, I'm shy you see..
So I entered the Steam Room.
Went in for about 30 minutes.
I know, that's a long time.
But I was liking the feeling of being in that room alone for like 15 minutes, after the 2 women went out.
Oh well, bathed and went to Newton.

Ordered a bowl of Laksa, I only had a super small bowl.
The rest was for Mommy.
After we finished the Laksa.
Mommy was craving for Popiah.
So I went to get it.
There was about 11 slices.
I only had 4.
I was so full that I couldn't bring myself to drink another gulp of water.

So, came home and had an apple, a glass of milk and a banana.
Then Alyssa came at 8ish, almost 9.
Had watermelon, two slices of apple and kiwi.
Took photos, not really in the mood to take pictures.
So we only took a few.
A few polaroids and a few on my camera.
It's 1130 now.
She's asleep on my bed.
Asleep for almost 45 minutes now.
I should wake her up soon.

So, going to collect something at 1145am tomorrow at City Hall MRT Station.
& I'm only meeting Haziqah and the others at 2pm.
I'll probably pull Janet to meet me earlier :D
Or like, wander around by myself...
Geez, I sound like a total loner.

Sunday, Tracy and I are going to eat at Santouka!
I can't wait to taste their Special Pork Ramen thingy because I hope it's as nice as the one at Mitsuwa which is in LA of course.
I miss it because I haven't had it for almost 2 months.
Yumyum.
Was supposed to go to this shop with her to get the coloured leggings that I wanted.
But, I asked Jennifer, my cousin, to get it for me at Mangdu and to pass it to Daddy who will eventually, hopefully, come back in Singapore before I leave for the US.

I'm going back soon!
Latest in a week.
Ah, I miss LA.
I'll get to see Michelle as soon as I go back.
Probably a couple of days in between before she arrives in LA.
Miss you bitch (:

Okay, I'm going to wake Alyssa up soon.
And I shall do my stuff and prepare to sleep.
Goodnight y'all!

Couldn't sleep until the sky was bright, or going to be bright in a minute.
Fell asleep at about 630ish.
And I just woke up.
At about 1230 actually.
It's already 1.
An hour to prepare and reach Raffles Town Club for the massage appointment.
& Mommy is still asleep.

Oh, still thinking whether I should get a headphone.
Shall decide by this Sunday.
If I decide to get one, I'll get it when I'm out with Tracy to get the coloured leggings!
Yay.

Got my awesome DVDs from Brenda yesterday.
Watched it til the end even though I was super tired yesterday.
& after watching it I became a little bit hyped.
That's probably the reason why I couldn't sleep until 630ish.
Hopefully you will release your EP and have an autograph session during the time I'm back for the holidays.
Ah, I miss you!

Maybe things are not as bad as I thought.
Dreaming about you makes my life much more colourful that it's current state.

Do you know where to get coloured leggings?
I want to get Pink, Purple, Red and a lot more colours.
Forgot to buy them in Indonesia.
Which is going to cost me SO MUCH more.

Didn't go to SPA today because both Mommy and myself overslept.
Changed to tomorrow 2pm instead.
Meeting Alyssa for dinner.

Okay, going to bathe now.
Byebyebye.

So, my birthday is in 18 days.
Should I list the things that I wish to get?
I don't really know what I want actually.

If I said that I would like to spend my CNY with my family and relatives in Singapore/Indonesia...
No one can fulfil that for me.

Anyway, I really like this Louis Vuitton Bag, but I'm not going to get it because it's just a waste of money.
Next time, when I'm older, then I'll get one.
Not now though, not now.

I want the headphone that is exactly like *his*.
Actually, if it's not the same, it's fine.
I just want a headphone, but I'll probably get that on my own.
Mommy allows me to.

I want to be skinny by my birthday.
HAHAHA.

Okay, seriously, I don't know what I want for my birthday.
Nothing from anyone is fine.
Just a simple wish means a lot because it shows that you remember my birthday and it's the thought that counts right?

Ah, I know what is the ONLY thing I want for my birthday.
*Him* to wish me a Happy Birthday.
Actually, I know another thing that I want, every single item that links to them.
HEHE.
I know most of you readers don't have a single clue of what I am saying here.

Oh well, will try to make a proper list of what I want once I thought of them.
Goodnight!

Went out with Mommy.
Walked around Orchard.
Collecting my SKII set tomorrow.
Only had fruits for dinner.
Mommy didn't say anything about that :)

So, I'm thinking if I should get a pair of Dr Martens Boots.
And if I should get the headphone that I think I really want to get.

Ah.
Confusing.

Going down to Raffles Town Club tomorrow for a 90 minutes or 2 hours massage with Mommy.
They gave us the couple room.
Ah, I'm going to feel super bloody exposed tomorrow.
Damn.
After massage, going to accompany Mommy for probably 2 hours or so, before meeting Tracy.
Going to collect my 2 DVDs.
Yup, excited!

Shall sleep soon.
Need my 8 hours of sleep.
Goodnight all :)

I don't know what to say about you.
Can't you tell that....
Nevermind.

Bought something for erjie just now (:

Spent a lot today.
Like, probably $100+, not up to $150 though.

Went out with Jerevien and Tracy.
Ippudo was not bad for today.
Received an SMS from Daikokuya.
*Shocked* Another Ramen place from the US is franchising in Singapore!
Hope it's going to be as good as the one in the US.
Went to Marina Barrage after walking for probably almost 2 hours around after eating.
Chit-chatted and took photos until about 8ish before we left for Orchard, again.
Wanted to eat the Pontian(?) Wanton Mee but we arrived too late.
Had Pastamania instead.
Bubble tea without pearls after that.
And walked home with Tracy.
She stayed until about 11ish before leaving for work.

Ate so much today.
Hardly going out for the one week remaining so I'm going to crash diet.
Together with Tracy.
Jiayou!

Going to sleep soon.
Shall accompany Mommy tomorrow.
Unless I have to meet Brenda tomorrow to collect my 2 DVDs!
*excited*

Haven't blog a post like this for quite some time.
Xoxo.

Not leaving this Thursday.
Will update you guys again.
But please don't send me off.
I don't wish to cry again for the second time.
& I will be back later this year again, I hope.

Going to prepare now.
Tracy and Jerevien are heading down now.
Ippudo for lunch then head out to Marina Barrage.
Yup.

<3

I AM SO SCREWED.

Had dinner at CHIJMES with Haziqah, Janet and Verna just now.
(y)

Going Marina Barrage tomorrow.
Ippudo too.

Bye!

Back to the tiny sunny island tomorrow :)
Will reach at 1650 tomorrow.
See you!

Want to go Marina Barrage.
Badly.

Bye!

Back to Singapore on the 22nd.
Heading back to LA on the 28th.
I hope things go smoothly before that.

Going Bandung tomorrow.
Leaving at 8am Jakarta time, that's 9am Singapore time.
The plans that we have to do there is only to take photos and to eat.
Wanted to meet Mesa but she's coming to Jakarta tomorrow.
Such coincidenceeeeee.

Hopefully it'll be a fruitful trip with hundreds of pictures to update my Facebook.
I miss phototaking.
Oh, seriously, so much money wasted for this trip.
I spent so much on shopping.
Have to stop.
But, on the other hand, spent MUCH MUCH more on food.

I need to be stopped.

Am obese.
Super.
Have to diet.
Crash diet.

Going to remove my makeup, which is practically nothing for today, change, brush my teeth, wear my retainers, and choose the clothes to wear for tomorrow.
Oh and charge my phones and camera.
Goodnight!
Goodbye Jakarta and hello Bandung in advanced!

More determined than I've ever been.

I'm full of cigarette smell now.
Went to Mommy's friend's private party thingy.
& the place was filled with smoke, those that come out from your nostrils or mouth after inhaling from a bud.
So smelly.
Going to shower in a jiffy.
No matter how late it is.
And for the matter of fact that I'm still sick.
Mommy's friend's daughter went up the stage to perform "Just Dance" and another song.
My memory is being such a retard now.
Anyway, couldn't really hear her voice because of the crowd.
But it's not bad from what I actually can make out.

So, before that, I had lunch and watched Sherlock Holmes with James.
I left Grand Indo at 5?
And reached home at 7.
Woo, 2 hours in the traffic.
My personal record.
Reached home, told by parents that I'm following Mommy and her friend to that private party thingy.
So, rushed upstairs to change into a dress.
And I was back in the car within 10 minutes.

Since lunch at about 1ish, until now, 1016pm.
I only had 2 bananas, one cup of milk, and like, two snacks from the party.
Wow.
*applauding for myself*

Okay, got to go get rid this stench out of my hair.
Bye!

My throat still hurts pretty bad.
Had a bowl of the most awesome chicken porridge that can only be made by mba Yati for both lunch and dinner.
That's about it, for the things I consumed for today.
Had one salak, one mangosteen (?) and a cup of milk.

Going to continue eating really little for the following month.
Need to lose weight super drastically before my 18th birthday.
I hope my diet works and last.
It worked but didn't last long the last time.

I can't believe I'm going to turn 18 in one month!
I know it's just a number.
Yeah, a part of me is thinking that way.
But the other part is just saying how time passes so quickly and that I'm getting a year older.
Which means I need to be more responsible and mature!
Okay, I will do that, but I've something in mind.
I'm going to be childish on the inside. HAHA.
Young at heart :)
Doesn't mean I've to show it through my actions because that is not necessary.


I find myself looking through kids' accessories more now.
I like the kiddy rings being on my finger.
I also find myself liking pink more.
Compared to the time I hated pink...

Okay, this is just going to stop here because I've to sleep now.
It's 1am and I'm meeting James in 11 hours.
I have to have my at least 8 hours worth of sleep.
Plus my one hour of preparing, and the journey to Grand Indo.
Which I hope will not have a terrible traffic jam.
I need to sleep really really soon.

Okay, goodnight!

A very short post to make this blog not-so-dead :)

"Photoshoot" with my cousin (above) two nights ago.
Heheh, things that we do when we're bored.
Make up, dress up, make up, dress up, photo photo photo!
Hahah :)

Watched Avatar last night.
It's awesome.
I love the Pandora world.

& I lost my voice.
Great.

Can't wait to finalise my freaking plane tickets.
I'm so pissed at myself.

Byebye!

Sorry for the lack of updates!
That's the disadvantage of being in Indonesia.
Being uncontactable as:
1) No BBM, same as Singapore actually.
2) Crazy wi-fi.
3) Having company around me all the time, which means no time for using the laptop.

I just shopped at Mangdu just now!
Spent almost 1 million rupiah.
HAHAHAHA, before you guys scream that I'm insane.
Converting to Singapore dollars, it's not even 200 bucks.
So, don't think that I'm a big spender!
Because I'm not :)

Watched 3 movies since I've been back 4 days ago.
The Messengers 2, Bodyguards & Assassins and I just got back from The Princess & The Frog.

Fell sick on the 2nd night here.
Fever, cough, sore throat.
Left with the sore throat.
But it's much much much better than it's initial condition.
I've been getting weaker..
Fell sick twice since I'm back from the US.
It's pretty insane.

OH, I CLEVERLY FORGOT TO BRING MY CAMERA CHARGER BACK.
HAHAHAHA.
Lucky Mommy is coming back on Thursday.
YAY.

& I told you, no Bali trip.
Why am I not surprised?

Just met Grace and her 2 siblings just now!
Haven't seen her since December!
Yeah, a month.
Watched movie and we might be going out tomorrow or another day.
Hehehe.

Anyway, I'm stressing out over the school stuff.
Yes, I'm STILL stressing out over that!!

AH, okay, back to isolating myself from the internet.
Going to watch some DVD with my cousin.
Byebyebye!!

Done with Why Why Love.
Sigh, dramas always fill up the temporary space of boredom in my body.
However, like I just stated in the previous sentence, it's just a temporary thing.
Why must I be the one sitting on my family room's sofa, being such a lazy person and the only thing I'm doing is watching the drama and stuff.
Yes, dramas give us a lot of different feelings throughout the whole show.
It makes us smile, laugh, giggle, shriek and even scream at times.
It also makes us be a little down, sad and make us cry most of the time.
It does make you a little crazy at times, seeing the idol you like kissing another sex.
Right?
Watching is a leisure activity that a lot of people enjoy.
I would like to do the same thing as those stars I see on my tv screen.
To be someone they idolise, someone they hope to see and stuff like that.
Isn't it great if I could bring others joy in their life?
Even though it's temporary?

The things that I know I'm somehow capable of is to comfort others when they are down, to lend them my listening ear, to lend them my shoulder to lean on, to be there for them 24/7, to help them when they need an extra hand...
And stuff like that.
I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing.
Being too caring, too helpful, too sensitive, too thoughtful.
Yes, I sound like such a great big person, a person with such a great heart.
I'm not, I'm just stating what people think of me.
You might want to ask how would I know how they think of me.
It's all thanks to our previous class.
I can't really remember which lesson was it, Dharma, CME or whichever class we had in Secondary School.
But our teacher made us write a thing that you think it's positive about the rest of the class.
And we would exchange our small paper to the rest of the 19 people in class.
Most of them wrote that I'm helpful, caring and stuff like that.
I'm not trying to say that I'm THAT helpful or caring, because I don't see myself as being that kind of person.

Sometimes, when I do stuff, I admit that I'm pretty scared of how others would think of me.
But, I'm getting stronger in that particular section in life.
I'm giving myself more self confidence.
I'm increasing my self-esteem as time goes by.
No longer am I the weak girl who cries in front of a crowd.
Yes, I blogged about this ago, but everytime I think about something, it links to this topic and I would like to voice it out to give myself more confidence that I can do what I want as long as I work super ultra hard for it.

Having a dream like mine, is a crazy thing, I won't deny.
It's not something that it's hardly seen in this world.
Everyone wishes to be famous, to be rich and stuff like that.
Everyone wants to be a star, to be the one on the magazine cover, to be the one on the advertisement, the one acting in the drama and so on.

I just want to work towards my dream.
The thing that I would like to do, is to go to Taiwan after graduating and try to grab every opportunity that I can get.
I would very much like to make my dream since young come true.
My one and only dream that I wish for in my life.

Okay, I should stop this nonsense here.
It's getting too wordy.

Anyway, met up with Jerevien and Tracy.
Took my camera, FINALLY my auto focus is working.
I miss taking photos without having to do the focusing manually.
Such a tiring job.
Doing it since mid August until now.
Anyway, we had lunch at The Soup Spoon.
Walked around and I realised that I really have to buck up to be the demure girl that I want myself to be.
No more "I don't give a shit", no more "Kiss my ass" and stuff like that.
If I really do say in front of you, please remind me not to say it again.
Jerevien said I'm tanned now.
Compared to the last time I met her, which was only a week ago.
Took 162 photos in 30 minutes or so.
Played with the torchlight again.
Jerevien played the piano, super noisy I tell you.
And Tracy was really at home, with eating all the food you can find in my house.
HAHA, especially the lemon biscuits!
And drinking orange juice!
She took grapes and washed them and put them in a bowl.
I didn't even know she knew where my bowls were.
Heheh, oh well.
Treat yourself at home, it's the least I can do since I'm hardly here anymore.
Plus you're a great friend that I could ever ask for.
JEREVIEN POON WEN SHAN, you are a great friend too :)

They had to leave because of Tracy's work.

And that's about it.

James hate me just because I just had duck rice.
He's insane. HAHA.

Picture post tomorrow, or soon.
Since I'm leaving for my hometown tomorrow, I doubt I'll blog that much.
Since the internet sucks.
Unless there's really nothing to do there that I'll bear with it and blog everyday.
Depends on my mood okay? :)
But seeing on how I'm hooked to blogging, I'm sure I'll blog.
See you, xoxo.

PS, I love you two coolios too!
(Refering to Haziqah's post!)

FINALLY.
Kbox!
Went from 2-7 with Amy and Feiyun.
5 hours of singing.
3.5 hours of us being lively, and the remaining 1.5 hours being a little dead.
Because of all the low keys that we had to sing.
All in all, it's pretty fun.
We probably had an hour in between where we didn't touch the mic(s).
We just sang out loud.

Ate the BBQ Chicken before that, and I ate Frolick yogurt after that.
Walked around, went to Kinokuniya, bought magazines :)
Went to Topshop and was called to go home..
So we went our separate ways.
Sorry Amy and Feiyun.
I'll see you guys if I'm coming back here again okay!
This time, if we do go to Kbox again, please no more low-keyed songs!
Hahahah, I mean, apart from those (must sing) songs.
*winkwink* you know what I'm talking about.

Mommy is probably going to scream at me for buying so many magazines.
HAHA, I'm kidding.
She doesn't scream.
But she did ask me about the magazines I bought last night.
She was like, why did you buy so many magazines?
I replied, to read!
And she shoot me back by saying that the magazines are all still in the plastic wrapper.
I was speechless.
HAHAHA.
I will read them eventually, no worries Mommy.
It's just that I'm hooked to my drama now.
It's going to be the last drama I'm going to watch until a long time later.
Going back to Indonesia and going back to the US, just means that I'll turn to be the lazy person again.
Hehe.

Okay, going to bathe and continue my drama.
Byebyebye.

Just came back from having duck rice 30 minutes ago.
I feel so obese now.
Yay.

Okay, going to change and continue my Why Why Love.
Long day starting from 10ish tomorrow.
Goodnight in advanced!

Yesterday, in the bus, it drove past Conrad Hotel.
Ir made me smile. Hahah.
Memories :)

And, this old uncle sat in front of me.
He was text messaging, he was listening to a MP3.
How cool is that guy man.
Hahahha.

I was so lazy to do anything in the afternoon just now.
I hesitated to bathe until like 4pm or something.
Hahah, at least I bathed right?
I'm not so sick like some people who can don't bathe for a day.
That's a little sick, isn't it?

Okay, went out to meet Haziqah and Verna just now.
The main thing we do is sit and talk :)
We talked about our future.
It's interesting yet scary at the same time.
Hahaha.

Going to Newton later night for my duck rice!
I miss the duck rice.
Yay, eat eat eat.
Fatfatfat. SHIT.
Okay.

Meeting Feiyun and Amy tomorrow.
Finally, kbox time!
Might be meeting Shuhui for breakfast tomorrow.
But I'm not sure if I can wake up and reach Vivo at 10am.
A bit crazy right, the timing.
Hahaha.
Okay, can't meet Shuhui tomorrow!
Meeting Feiyun and Amy at 1230pm.
Ahhh.

Okay, watching Why Why Love now.
Heheh, 3rd disc :)
Byebyebye.

Ate Pastamania just now.
Sat down at Pastamania for like 2 hours.
Before that, waited with Janet for Verna for an hour.
Then, the three of us waited for Haziqah for an hour.
Spent one hour to finish my plate of Spaghetti.
I haven't change at all man.
As in the way I eat.
I'll eat so slowly.
I was rushed once and I choked.
Well, that's fine right?
But what if the rushing speed of mine is other's normal speed of eating?
Hahaha, now you are going to laugh at me.
But for drinking beverages, I drink pretty damn fast.

Verna, Haziqah and Janet never change at all man.
Going to spend time again with them tomorrow.
Going to Keppel Bay to collect my camera tomorrow.
Then coming back home to wait for Haziqah to come to my place.
Then Janet and Verna is going to come after that.
We're going to slack at my place.
Awesomecakes :)

Going out with Feiyun and Amy the day after tomorrow.
Then, Jerevien and Tracy is coming to my place on the 7th to slack too.
And going to fly back to Indo on Friday!

Okay, it's 18 minutes to 12midnight, which is 8am in the US.
Need to ask PCC.
*stressed out* times a million times.

Okay, watching my Devil Beside Me now.
Byebyebye.

My room is invaded :(

Started watching a drama that aired 5 years ago.
Oh my gosh right?
Time flew by.
Devil Beside Me was shown 5 years ago.
Insanity.

Supposed to collect my camera today, but I'm too lazy to :)
Hahahah, going to do so tomorrow instead.
Meeting Haziqah, Janet and Verna at Parkway Parade, damn far away from home!!
Meeting them for dinner later.

I called SQ earlier in the afternoon.
Going back to Jakarta on the 8th of January, 650pm flight!
And no James, I'm not going for your sister's wedding! Hahaha.

My lazy mode switched was flipped to the on side and I just feel like laying in bed watching drama all day and all night long.
But... I can't do that from tonight onwards.
Mom's friends are here.
They are going to invade my room later.
Sigh.
Goodbye my bed, I will miss you hehe.

You know, I used to be someone who sleep DAMN naughtily that I will kick those around me.
But now, I sleep and I hardly move anymore.
What an improvement right? :)

Oh, I only had cereal, without milk because I ran out of it, for lunch.
With a glass of freshly squeezed orange juice.
I'm starting to get hungry... not.
Crash diet :)

Bring me back to the days where people tell me I need to eat more and gain more weight.
I am sick of people saying things about my appearance.
Yes, I know I have huge thighs and calves.
But that doesn't mean that you can shoot it right into my face.
I stood there and smile and said nothing because I have to respect you.
I do, you're older so I've to respect you.
To earn some respect from you, I've to do the same.
There, I did my job, would you do yours?

I'm going to lose weight.
I'm going to persevere much more than my current state just to prove to you that I can do it.
I can lose the weight and be as skinny as I was before.

No matter how many of you decide to tell me it's such a wrong decision.
No matter how many of you decide to advise me not to do so.
No matter how many of you decide to say that being skinny doesn't really suit me.
It's no use to do so.
I'm telling you right now.
I've made up my mind.

I know I've been saying I want to lose weight for a really long time now.
But someone just pushed it.
I'm going to really lose the weight because of that.

Remember my previous post?
The one where I stated that I'm going to make myself be late for the outing with Haziqah and the rest?
Well, I failed.
I left home at 245pm, thinking that 15 minutes to get down to Dhoby Ghaut is enough for me to be late, including the walking to the bus stop and the bus waiting time.
However, when the bus reached the Dhoby Ghaut Mrt Station's bus stop..
I looked at my phone.
It says, 14:59.
Oh my god.
Even when I try to be late, I am still on time!
I ended up being alone for 30 minutes, before the first person came.
Cheryl Wong! I miss her so muchhhhh!!
Then, waited for about 10 minutes or so before Haziqah came.
We spotted her by her hair HAHAHA.
Then, Aikhe came...
Then Kim and Ziying came.
Didn't know what to do for the whole day.
Ended up sitting at Swensens, then checked the movie timings, decided to walk to The Cathay.
Then we ended up not watching a movie at both Plaza Sing and The Cathay.
We went down to Iluma to watch Alvin & The Chipmunks 2!
It's not THAT good though.
There were some funny parts, but I don't know why I didn't laugh..
HAHA, I was laughing inside me though.
It's just that I didn't show it.
I know, I'm weird.
Ate at KFC after that, I only had Cheese Fries because I haven't had that for a long time.
And my Tori Q of course.
Heheh.

Okay, couldn't wake up today.
Didn't sleep until pretty late yesterday.
Finished ToGetHer.
Pulled myself out of the bed, and when I got down to Somerset Mrt Station, they were already waiting for me.
Hahahaha.
As usual, didn't know where to go because Singapore is THAT boring.
Ended up going to and fro looking for Nike B.I.R.D.
In between, we ate at Cineleisure's Chicago's Steakhouse, and Huihui came to meet us.
Then, wanted to watch a few movies, but for each movie, either one or more of us have/has caught it.
So didn't watch in the end.
Stayed at the Starbucks outside the cinema area at Lido after getting Sijun's thing at the Nike shop below.
Sat there for almost 2 hours chatting and just reminiscing the past.
Especially Cambodia times.
<3 miss that trip.

Okay, so tomorrow, I'm going out with Janet after her class.
Going down to Keppel Bay to collect my camera, my baby!
Yay, after that, we're probably meeting Haziqah, then head down to the airport to fetch Verna Sukiattttt.
& we're going to have dinner together.
<3

Finally!
I'm going to meet that Verna.
School starts for Poly and Sec School tomorrow.
Good luck for all of you people.

I'm still freaking out over my school stuff.
That's one of the reason why I couldn't really sleep last night..
Sigh.
Wish me luck please.
):

Hotmail sucks.
They put the email from SMC in the Junk folder.
And I didn't realised until just now.
They sent it on Christmas Eve.
Hotmail sucks.
Hotmail sucks to the core.

Now I only have 6 days until 8th of January to send them:
1) $50 application fee, and
2) Transcript.

Damn it.
PCC won't send SMC the transcript unless they see an acceptance letter.
Now SMC won't accept me until PCC send them the transcript.
I just sent an email to each school.
But SMC's office won't be open until the 4th.
Hopefully PCC will reply me and send SMC my transcipt on time.
And about the $50 fee, my sister better go down to give them the fee on time!

I'm damn worried now.
If not they'll put me in Summer or Fall only.
AND THAT WILL MAKE MY PARENTS GIVE ME HELL.

I want to kill myself now.
Goodbye.
AHHHHHHHHHHH.

I miss (fill in the blank).

Hehehe, going to meet Haziqah, Aikhe, Ervina, Kim, and others in one hour time!
I can take my own sweet time because we're meeting at Dhoby Ghaut and it's pretty close to home..
Going to leave home at 240.
I'm going to try to make myself late.
HAHAHA.

<3

No more relatives here means it's super crash-dieting time.
No eating!
I just brushed my teeth and I have my retainers on now.
And I'll be a lazy ass to take it out to eat dinner, brush teeth and put it on again.
Yes, I'm that lazy.
HAHAHA.

I'm not that lazy actually.
Retainers is the excuse that I use to not eat.
Hahah, lose weight, lose weight.
(:

I'm watching 愛就宅一起, ToGetHer now.
Hahaha.
I know I'm like super duper ultra mega slow.
But oh well, better now than never!

Okay! A photo post coming up after this :)
Photos from the photo craze with Janet and the rest.
Photos taken with Lizhen.
& photos from the last day of the year 2009!
Which became a tad fun because of camwhoring.
If not, it was as close to hell.
Read my previous post to get my drift okay.
Hehehe.

I need to start getting my lazy ass to the gym or jog or something.
Need to lose weight.

Had McDonalds, one medium fries, one large iced milo and one vanilla cone.
Had that at like 4plus-ish.
That was my dinner!
Finally had it after the 10 times my relatives went to eat it and I didn't.

Okay, photo post done!
I'm going to continue watching my show with no distractions now.
Byebyebyebyebye.