Done with Why Why Love.
Sigh, dramas always fill up the temporary space of boredom in my body.
However, like I just stated in the previous sentence, it's just a temporary thing.
Why must I be the one sitting on my family room's sofa, being such a lazy person and the only thing I'm doing is watching the drama and stuff.
Yes, dramas give us a lot of different feelings throughout the whole show.
It makes us smile, laugh, giggle, shriek and even scream at times.
It also makes us be a little down, sad and make us cry most of the time.
It does make you a little crazy at times, seeing the idol you like kissing another sex.
Right?
Watching is a leisure activity that a lot of people enjoy.
I would like to do the same thing as those stars I see on my tv screen.
To be someone they idolise, someone they hope to see and stuff like that.
Isn't it great if I could bring others joy in their life?
Even though it's temporary?
The things that I know I'm somehow capable of is to comfort others when they are down, to lend them my listening ear, to lend them my shoulder to lean on, to be there for them 24/7, to help them when they need an extra hand...
And stuff like that.
I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing.
Being too caring, too helpful, too sensitive, too thoughtful.
Yes, I sound like such a great big person, a person with such a great heart.
I'm not, I'm just stating what people think of me.
You might want to ask how would I know how they think of me.
It's all thanks to our previous class.
I can't really remember which lesson was it, Dharma, CME or whichever class we had in Secondary School.
But our teacher made us write a thing that you think it's positive about the rest of the class.
And we would exchange our small paper to the rest of the 19 people in class.
Most of them wrote that I'm helpful, caring and stuff like that.
I'm not trying to say that I'm THAT helpful or caring, because I don't see myself as being that kind of person.
Sometimes, when I do stuff, I admit that I'm pretty scared of how others would think of me.
But, I'm getting stronger in that particular section in life.
I'm giving myself more self confidence.
I'm increasing my self-esteem as time goes by.
No longer am I the weak girl who cries in front of a crowd.
Yes, I blogged about this ago, but everytime I think about something, it links to this topic and I would like to voice it out to give myself more confidence that I can do what I want as long as I work super ultra hard for it.
Having a dream like mine, is a crazy thing, I won't deny.
It's not something that it's hardly seen in this world.
Everyone wishes to be famous, to be rich and stuff like that.
Everyone wants to be a star, to be the one on the magazine cover, to be the one on the advertisement, the one acting in the drama and so on.
I just want to work towards my dream.
The thing that I would like to do, is to go to Taiwan after graduating and try to grab every opportunity that I can get.
I would very much like to make my dream since young come true.
My one and only dream that I wish for in my life.
Okay, I should stop this nonsense here.
It's getting too wordy.
Anyway, met up with Jerevien and Tracy.
Took my camera, FINALLY my auto focus is working.
I miss taking photos without having to do the focusing manually.
Such a tiring job.
Doing it since mid August until now.
Anyway, we had lunch at The Soup Spoon.
Walked around and I realised that I really have to buck up to be the demure girl that I want myself to be.
No more "I don't give a shit", no more "Kiss my ass" and stuff like that.
If I really do say in front of you, please remind me not to say it again.
Jerevien said I'm tanned now.
Compared to the last time I met her, which was only a week ago.
Took 162 photos in 30 minutes or so.
Played with the torchlight again.
Jerevien played the piano, super noisy I tell you.
And Tracy was really at home, with eating all the food you can find in my house.
HAHA, especially the lemon biscuits!
And drinking orange juice!
She took grapes and washed them and put them in a bowl.
I didn't even know she knew where my bowls were.
Heheh, oh well.
Treat yourself at home, it's the least I can do since I'm hardly here anymore.
Plus you're a great friend that I could ever ask for.
JEREVIEN POON WEN SHAN, you are a great friend too :)
Sigh, dramas always fill up the temporary space of boredom in my body.
However, like I just stated in the previous sentence, it's just a temporary thing.
Why must I be the one sitting on my family room's sofa, being such a lazy person and the only thing I'm doing is watching the drama and stuff.
Yes, dramas give us a lot of different feelings throughout the whole show.
It makes us smile, laugh, giggle, shriek and even scream at times.
It also makes us be a little down, sad and make us cry most of the time.
It does make you a little crazy at times, seeing the idol you like kissing another sex.
Right?
Watching is a leisure activity that a lot of people enjoy.
I would like to do the same thing as those stars I see on my tv screen.
To be someone they idolise, someone they hope to see and stuff like that.
Isn't it great if I could bring others joy in their life?
Even though it's temporary?
The things that I know I'm somehow capable of is to comfort others when they are down, to lend them my listening ear, to lend them my shoulder to lean on, to be there for them 24/7, to help them when they need an extra hand...
And stuff like that.
I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing.
Being too caring, too helpful, too sensitive, too thoughtful.
Yes, I sound like such a great big person, a person with such a great heart.
I'm not, I'm just stating what people think of me.
You might want to ask how would I know how they think of me.
It's all thanks to our previous class.
I can't really remember which lesson was it, Dharma, CME or whichever class we had in Secondary School.
But our teacher made us write a thing that you think it's positive about the rest of the class.
And we would exchange our small paper to the rest of the 19 people in class.
Most of them wrote that I'm helpful, caring and stuff like that.
I'm not trying to say that I'm THAT helpful or caring, because I don't see myself as being that kind of person.
Sometimes, when I do stuff, I admit that I'm pretty scared of how others would think of me.
But, I'm getting stronger in that particular section in life.
I'm giving myself more self confidence.
I'm increasing my self-esteem as time goes by.
No longer am I the weak girl who cries in front of a crowd.
Yes, I blogged about this ago, but everytime I think about something, it links to this topic and I would like to voice it out to give myself more confidence that I can do what I want as long as I work super ultra hard for it.
Having a dream like mine, is a crazy thing, I won't deny.
It's not something that it's hardly seen in this world.
Everyone wishes to be famous, to be rich and stuff like that.
Everyone wants to be a star, to be the one on the magazine cover, to be the one on the advertisement, the one acting in the drama and so on.
I just want to work towards my dream.
The thing that I would like to do, is to go to Taiwan after graduating and try to grab every opportunity that I can get.
I would very much like to make my dream since young come true.
My one and only dream that I wish for in my life.
Okay, I should stop this nonsense here.
It's getting too wordy.
Anyway, met up with Jerevien and Tracy.
Took my camera, FINALLY my auto focus is working.
I miss taking photos without having to do the focusing manually.
Such a tiring job.
Doing it since mid August until now.
Anyway, we had lunch at The Soup Spoon.
Walked around and I realised that I really have to buck up to be the demure girl that I want myself to be.
No more "I don't give a shit", no more "Kiss my ass" and stuff like that.
If I really do say in front of you, please remind me not to say it again.
Jerevien said I'm tanned now.
Compared to the last time I met her, which was only a week ago.
Took 162 photos in 30 minutes or so.
Played with the torchlight again.
Jerevien played the piano, super noisy I tell you.
And Tracy was really at home, with eating all the food you can find in my house.
HAHA, especially the lemon biscuits!
And drinking orange juice!
She took grapes and washed them and put them in a bowl.
I didn't even know she knew where my bowls were.
Heheh, oh well.
Treat yourself at home, it's the least I can do since I'm hardly here anymore.
Plus you're a great friend that I could ever ask for.
JEREVIEN POON WEN SHAN, you are a great friend too :)
They had to leave because of Tracy's work.
And that's about it.
James hate me just because I just had duck rice.
He's insane. HAHA.
Picture post tomorrow, or soon.
Since I'm leaving for my hometown tomorrow, I doubt I'll blog that much.
Since the internet sucks.
Unless there's really nothing to do there that I'll bear with it and blog everyday.
Depends on my mood okay? :)
But seeing on how I'm hooked to blogging, I'm sure I'll blog.
See you, xoxo.
And that's about it.
James hate me just because I just had duck rice.
He's insane. HAHA.
Picture post tomorrow, or soon.
Since I'm leaving for my hometown tomorrow, I doubt I'll blog that much.
Since the internet sucks.
Unless there's really nothing to do there that I'll bear with it and blog everyday.
Depends on my mood okay? :)
But seeing on how I'm hooked to blogging, I'm sure I'll blog.
See you, xoxo.
PS, I love you two coolios too!
(Refering to Haziqah's post!)
(Refering to Haziqah's post!)
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