My life, my story.

Bring me back to the days where people tell me I need to eat more and gain more weight.
I am sick of people saying things about my appearance.
Yes, I know I have huge thighs and calves.
But that doesn't mean that you can shoot it right into my face.
I stood there and smile and said nothing because I have to respect you.
I do, you're older so I've to respect you.
To earn some respect from you, I've to do the same.
There, I did my job, would you do yours?

I'm going to lose weight.
I'm going to persevere much more than my current state just to prove to you that I can do it.
I can lose the weight and be as skinny as I was before.

No matter how many of you decide to tell me it's such a wrong decision.
No matter how many of you decide to advise me not to do so.
No matter how many of you decide to say that being skinny doesn't really suit me.
It's no use to do so.
I'm telling you right now.
I've made up my mind.

I know I've been saying I want to lose weight for a really long time now.
But someone just pushed it.
I'm going to really lose the weight because of that.