生日快樂,我對自己說。
蠟燭點了,寂寞亮了。
生日快樂,淚也溶了。
祝我生日快樂。
Happy Birthday Caroline!
& happy birthday to others like,
1) Alex Tan - My Secondary School senior.
2) "Jing2" - Mom's friend's daughter.
3) Feiyun - AN yo! <3
and others who have the same birthday as me, I wish you a very happy birthday and hope that you'll have a great one this year.
I'm a little down, I know I'm not supposed to, especially on my birthday.
But it's just that, I really don't know what to say anymore.
I've tried.
I've tried.
I'm going to go bathe and all.
I doubt I'm going out with Mitch because she's sick.
I shall be a good girl and stick to my sister.
Who cares if it's my birthday and I'm stuck with my sister?
Family means the whole world to me.
Nothing comes ahead of my family.
Birthday..
Is it really that important?
I didn't celebrate last year's.
Even though it was Sweet Seventeen (Indonesia's Style).
Usually Indonesians have a huge, super grand birthday party for their 17th.
But hey, I didn't.
Yeah, you guys can probably say "Oh, you already had a Sweet 16th".
It's not that.
My Daddy offered to hold a big party for my Sweet 17th, asked me to invite all of my friends.
But I turned it down.
I don't see the big deal of having a big party for your Sweet 17th.
You know how I spent my 17th birthday?
Slacking at home in the afternoon and having just a small dinner for the 4 of us (Parents, brother and myself).
And cutting the cake at home later that night.
That small event that took place was already enough for me.
Yesterday's "surprise" celebration for my birthday.
So what if others have tens of people surprising them and I only had less than 10?
My sister reassured me that there were more coming, eg my awesome Pasadena friends.
But they didn't have the transport down.
I don't blame them.
So what if it was a teeny weeny celebration yesterday?
I had a lot of fun.
We all probably laughed so hard that we'll have abs if we continued laughing for a couple more hours.
It was awesome.
Thank you to the few of you.
I don't want to make myself start thinking way way deep under my current shallow thoughts.
If I start, I may never want to leave the house today.
I'd just like to have my personal quiet time.
Which will suck because it's my birthday afterall.
I don't have to go out and celebrate like how others do.
I would just like to have a simple day, like any regular day.
To go have lunch & dinner with people that I treasure.
To have heart-to-heart talks with those I haven't seen for some time, or I haven't talk to for quite a while.
I'm just going to drown myself with the head shower.
Like what I usually do.
Standing under the shower and just wander my mind off.
Okay, goodbye.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF :D
& to Ping2 who's in Medan, 16th February!
Stay happy always guys!
<3
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