My life, my story.

Life have been going on really great.

Decisions made definitely made me feel that pounds and pounds of burden are off my shoulders.

A lot of new friends made this semester.

I'm back being close to my sister, her friends, practically the Marina CG.

And I'm glad.

(:

But new friends doesn't mean that I'll forget the old.

I will NEVER ever forget you guys.

Alyssa Wee, Brian, Michelle.

Haziqah, Janet, Leonard, Verna.

Jerevien, Tracy.

Alyssa V, Stephanie M, Steven, Verisia.

Just to name a few.

I miss you guys, and will never distance from you guys.

But please don't say we have just because we hardly talk.

And please don't push the blame to me just because I don't start the conversation.

I don't see why must is it always be me.

If you feel that I'm not talking to you because I'm distancing away from you.

Why can't you see that I am feeling the exact same way as you do?

I already try to start talking to a few of you.

But I don't see you trying to talk to me first.

Sometimes when we talk, I don't see any effort coming out from each of us to have a real conversation.

I believe that we need to try to talk to each other more.

And please don't rely on me to start conversing with you every single day.

I am not going to be the follower everyday.

I will not give in everyday.

Sometimes it takes two hands to clap.

Sometimes it takes two to tango.

So far, I only see one hand, and one person.

How am I suppose to create a sound with one hand, or allow others to see a tango routine by myself?

I hope that you understand what am I saying.

I don't wish to be the person starting a conversation all the time.

I hope that you can do your part too.

Friendship is not something that is one-sided.

Friendship requires two person, trust and sincerity from one another.

I wish that you realize that I'm always here for all of you.

I'm your listening ear whenever you need me.

But please see that you need to put in some effort in this friendship.

I love you guys so much and I don't want to lose any one of you.

I don't want to realize how much you guys mean to me after I lose you.

Because now, I already know how much I need to treasure each one of you.

This is how much I appreciate all of my friendship.

So please don't treat me as someone that you can just leave from his/her side just like that.

I would be very very deeply hurt by that action.

xx

Love you guys.

See you soon lovelies.

Xoxo.