Was influenced by my old-self.
HAHA.
No, I'm not kidding you.
I used to be thin.
Sigh.
Let's look at the 11 (I think) years old me:
And this is the 10 years old me.
As you can tell there's only one big candle on my cake:
The days when I used to be thin.
Sigh.
I want to be like that now.
Or maybe a tad fatter.
But, not my current weight fatter.
This is too fat.
Ah..
I still remember my weight for P1-p3.
Yeah, I think I didn't gain any weight at all for 3 years.
If I remember it right, I was like, 27kg?
And then P4, I went up to 29kg or something.
I think.
It might be wrong since my brain is like, screwed up.
Short-term memory you see.
And that was like... so long ago.
Had Sop Buntut just now for lunch.
I miss Mommy's cooking.
Yum.
And KC Crepe (again) for dinner.
I didn't finish my crepe though.
I feel super sick today.
Dizzy.
Nauseous.
& Tired.
I was so restless today.
It's 10pm now.
I'm going to bathe.
& do my English homework.
And study a bit of Econs again.
And head to sleep by 1230am hopefully.
I shall ask Haziqah, Janet and Verna.
And Tracy to wake me up tomorrow morning.
I need all the help I can get.
I've been feeling so restless that I dread waking up in the morning.
Like, I just want to stay in bed and not get up.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
Okay, I should stop and go bathe right now.
I feel fat.
I shall reach that goal (to be skinny), yes I'm super duper uber positive that I will reach it, before I go back to Singapore this Summer.
:D
I think I lost almost a kg from yesterday.
Since I only had one meal.
Shall do that for this whole week.
And next.
And next.
And next...
Until my Mommy, Daddy, Popo, and Kungkung come on 11th of May.
Jiejie's graduation is on May 14th and the banquet is on the 16th.
Need to be skinny.
The pressure is especially high when you have 2 skinny sisters.
Who you live with.
Who you see every single day.
Omgosh.
I'm dying.
Okay, will blog again.
<3
Sigh.
I want to be like that now.
Or maybe a tad fatter.
But, not my current weight fatter.
This is too fat.
Ah..
I still remember my weight for P1-p3.
Yeah, I think I didn't gain any weight at all for 3 years.
If I remember it right, I was like, 27kg?
And then P4, I went up to 29kg or something.
I think.
It might be wrong since my brain is like, screwed up.
Short-term memory you see.
And that was like... so long ago.
Had Sop Buntut just now for lunch.
I miss Mommy's cooking.
Yum.
And KC Crepe (again) for dinner.
I didn't finish my crepe though.
I feel super sick today.
Dizzy.
Nauseous.
& Tired.
I was so restless today.
It's 10pm now.
I'm going to bathe.
& do my English homework.
And study a bit of Econs again.
And head to sleep by 1230am hopefully.
I shall ask Haziqah, Janet and Verna.
And Tracy to wake me up tomorrow morning.
I need all the help I can get.
I've been feeling so restless that I dread waking up in the morning.
Like, I just want to stay in bed and not get up.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
Okay, I should stop and go bathe right now.
I feel fat.
I shall reach that goal (to be skinny), yes I'm super duper uber positive that I will reach it, before I go back to Singapore this Summer.
:D
I think I lost almost a kg from yesterday.
Since I only had one meal.
Shall do that for this whole week.
And next.
And next.
And next...
Until my Mommy, Daddy, Popo, and Kungkung come on 11th of May.
Jiejie's graduation is on May 14th and the banquet is on the 16th.
Need to be skinny.
The pressure is especially high when you have 2 skinny sisters.
Who you live with.
Who you see every single day.
Omgosh.
I'm dying.
Okay, will blog again.
<3
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