No camera to take picture with for the following 5 to 7 working days.
I hate this.

Alyssa came over just now.
Sorry about dinner.
Didn't know that you wanted to meet me for dinner..
Anyway, love meeting you girl.
See you again next week okay :)

Anyway, there are just too many pictures to choose from.
These are just a few.
Wanted to post more, but I hate blogger.
Please view the rest of my facebook :)

Here you go:

For fun :)

The 3 pairs of brother and sister.

Bollywood. Hahahaha.

I miss Jiejie, both of them.

Mommy's side of the family with a handful missing.

This was taken at.... I forgot where.

Claudia :)

Ahboy!

I think I look nice yet scary here. HAHA.

Eyeliner - my most hated makeup.

Paparrazi.

Long Beachhhhh.

The lights at Long Beach :)

The huge ass crab, probably the biggest I've ever had in my life.
The most expensive too!

Tako pachi in the making!

Octopus.

Reflection of yours truly.

The 3 cousins :)

Was shocked when I saw them walking past.
The police or rather guards were like asking me to move to one side.

Yet another family potrait.

Another one of the 3 vain girls.

With Auntie.

Another one! Hahahaha.

I likey this picture!

Another view with the Flyer in it this time round :)

Outside Hilton Hotel I think.

TCC dinner at Funan with brother and cousins, on Christmas Day!

One of the 2 desserts.

Love my ahboy :)

"Photo! Photo!" - Cousin
"Beneran mau photo nih?!" - Me
& I just posed there for him. HAHA.

Cupcakes baked with Sim Lizhen :)

You are the only one I love!

Even the shape of my eyes are turning into heart.

My name & nickname!
Flashlight photos <3

Since I'm bored...
I've decided to start listing the things that it's a must-to-do/see/eat in Bali.
Hopefully things really work out this time.
It's going to be awesome if the 3 of us can go!
I don't know if there are going to be others who are coming along with us.
But, the three of us will make it so super duper fun that nothing is going to turn our smile into a frown there :)

Phototaking and more phototakings there is my number one priority.
Sightseeing too!
I want to experience being a real tourist, seeing the Bali traditional dance and visiting the unique places that they have there.

Even though Bali is a part of Indonesia, I'm still going to be a tourist there, no matter what.
Technically, I'm a tourist because I'm only from Jakarta.
HAHA. Okay, whatever.
People always wish to travel around the world right, and they most definitely won't start from their home country.
I mean, if their home country is rather big in area and have numerous tourist destinations, why not start from there?

The first country I would want to travel around is none other than Indonesia :)
I want to see the temples that they have, especially Borobudur.
I want to see the awesome beaches that they have, and the picturesque hotels or rather villas that they have in Bali.
I just want to capture all of the moment that I'm experiencing that very moment with a touch of my camera capture button.
To be able to take hundreds of pictures of the locals with their individual facial expression, be it sad, joy, loved, bored and whatver feeling a person can feel.

I can't wait to go to Bali.
So many people went, are there now and are going there soon.
Doesn't that just say for sure how Bali is a great place to spend the holiday at?
My uncle is going to Bali before the date that we're planning to go.
& he told me that he's going to give me a list of restaurants that is just so superb that I've to go try it.
Heheh, thank you :)

Okay, back to reality.
I'm so bored!
Today's outing changed to be held on the 2nd instead.
Ah, wanted to collect my retainers today.
But the dentist is closed, because it's a Sunday.
Wanted to go to Keppel Bay to send my lens for servicing instead.
But it's closed too, they are only opened from Monday to Friday.
Bummer.
Have to do both things tomorrow.

I still want to go to Taiwan for countdown.
2010 is going to come in a blink of an eye!
4 days until the event for the countdown!
Who wants to go with me?
My grandma wants to go with me actually.
Hahaha.

Need to upload the pictures I took..
But I need to have my copyright logo on all of the pictures before I actually put them on the site.
The thing is...

I don't have a logo of my own.

Which means..
I need suggestions!
I will definitely digest all of your help and will see which one is the best.
Might even combine a couple of ideas together!

Please help! :)

Tracy and Jerevien suggested a couple.
But I think it's too simple.
I don't know if I want my logo to be super duper simple, or have a little twist to it.
But I know I don't want it being too overflow-y and complex.

Okay, so, I was watching tv just now.
There was nothing on after 桃花小妹 & the cooking show that 大S and 小S host, so I switched the tv on to Bangkok Dangerous, starring Nicholas Cage.
And after BD, it was Ghost Rider.
Yes, the same main character.
I remember that Ghost Rider came out on my birthday in Singapore.
Hahaha, super random!

So anyway, my brother and two guy cousins are insane.
They are like eating machines that can never stop digesting food after having an hour break or something.
I bet they consumed like 928309831 calories today.
I'm not even kidding.
They ate THAT much.
They just came back from McDonalds probably 45 minutes ago.
My brother said he had the Mega Mac, but couldn't finish half of his fries.
& cousins ate Big Mac.
Yup, the meal, and most probably upsized too.

If only I'm like them, eat so much and never ever gaining so much weight.
Wouldn't it be life?
It certainly will be the best thing ever!

Oh! Just realised that I didn't blog about this thing.
Heheh :)
Since I've been back, I've been told that the weight I lost is visible.
& that I'm taller!
Yupyup, I grew taller!
I used to be so crazy about wanting to grow tall, to be 168cm or taller.
However, now that I am (163 + 2)cm.
Yes, I'm about 165cm now..
I'm pretty down about it. HAHA.
I'm so weird, I know :)
I don't want to grow taller anymore.
I think my current height is enough.
Don't you think so too?

Jerevien, Tracy and myself were in a conversation just now.
On MSN.
& the way we converse is so funny.
It's always only two person talking, while the third party is MIA.
So, Tracy and I will talk about 桃花小妹 and Jerevien will keep asking us to change topic.
& Tracy and I will talk about weight issues and Jerevien butt-ed in and said that we're insane.
But she herself is going to make herself part of our diet plan too.
So, now our goals are clear.
Jerevien wants to be 50kg and Tracy wants to be in the 40-42kg range.
& for myself, 43-45kg range.
You can call us insane, out of our minds, or whatever you want to call us.
Even the tiniest cell of mine won't bother about it.
:)

Thought about it and came to the conclusion that every single star have to have a thicker skin than the others.
& thinking back...
My self-confidence fluctuate like crazy.
From birth until 10 years old, I used to be this girl who liked the spotlight, liked to read stories with actions, like as if there was a big group of audience in front of me.
Performed in Kindergarten, Primary 2 and others that I can't remember, with nothing to fear because I was doing what I love to do - acting.
From 11 years old until 14 years old, however, I was a girl who was so scared to even talk in front of a class of 28 people.
Yes, my dearest 1G and 2G class.
When I was 11 though, I acted in front of quite a crowd at East Coast Park for my English Drama play.
I don't know how it started, but my self-confidence level came back to a medium level in Secondary 3.
I could act in front of the class for the skits we had to do for English.
I could represent the class for Fashion Parade for 2 years too.
Probably with the help of performing in front of the school for Choir.
And now, I'm not afraid to say that it rose from a medium level to a high level on the self-confidence scale now.
Janet can back me up on that :)

I think this is getting too wordy.
And I realized that I've been blogging without having a picture for every post I post up.
But... I'm starting to get lazy too.
Plus pictures are all up in Facebook!
However, I will upload a handful of pictures for this very post because I don't want to bore you guys to death :)

To those who are still reading my blog,
I bid you goodnight and have the best 5 days of your lives, and it's the remaining days until the year 2010.
Where everything is going to be sweet as it's going to be an awesome year for you, myself and the rest of the world.

(Edit)
I can't seem to upload pictures.
Another post tomorrow just for pictures!
I promise :)

Didn't do much w Zhen today.
We baked chocolate cupcakes.
& watch 1.5 episodes of 霹靂MIT.
And spent an hour plus in the toilet... taking pictures.
HAHAHA.
We played with the flashlight and writing & drawing stuff.
Super funny.
One of the outcome is my new picture :)
Went to Starbucks to get a cup of drink.
And she went home.

And, discussing about tomorrow's outing now.
Apparently Haziqah thought 27th December is... next week.
HAHAHA.
It's going to be 2010 in 6 days.

Time is sure flying crazy fast.

Oh, read that he was still sick during the concert..
Sigh.
Please take care of yourself ):

I'm not going to lie, I just woke up.
Yes, at 1230pm.
Hehehe.
Decided to go to the dentist tomorrow before tomorrow's outing.
I've a reasonable explanation, had a terrible headache last night.
& thought it's the right thing to do to sleep on it :)

Have to call dentist later to schedule an appointment.
Hehe, pretty reluctant actually.
Okay, got to go bathe and all now!
Meeting Lizhen in 45 minutes.
HAHAHA.
Lucky we're meeting around my house area so it's pretty (y).

Need to rush.
Bye!

(Edit)
Yay, changed the meeting time to 230 instead of 130 :)
No more rushing!

Need to go to the dentist to collect my retainers.
He's going to clean my teeth too.
Probably going to spend like 30 minutes there.
Hopefully it will not take that long!
It's going to be scary.
I think I'm going to get the phobia of going to the dentist soon.

But my dentist is pretty awesome though :)
Even though he reprimanded me about losing my retainers before..
He even said that he'll get me a box this time round.
& he asked which colour I liked.
Mommy said purple.
Hahaha, let's see if he's going to get a box for me.

My fever vanished.
My cough and flu is still here.
Oh oh, spent Christmas with my brother and two guy cousins.
Went to Funan.
Planned to get a macro lens.
Ended up getting the converter instead.

Talked to Tracy hahaha.
What else can we talk and be serious about other than losing weight eh?
Hahaha!

Anyway.
I want to learn dances so badly.
& a couple of instruments..

Ah, okay, no more ranting!
So, discussing about tomorrow's outing is not an easy thing to do.

I'm so bored.
Sigh, better go to bed now!
Just realised it's already 3am.
Goodnight!

It's back to be in the 38 range.
38.1 now.

I'm going to give counting down to Christmas a miss this year.
Going to sleep before 12.
:)

Yesterday, my fever was 37.8.
Today morning, I was fine.
In the afternoon, it was 38.4.
It was 37.1 in the evening.

Hehe. I'm getting better!
I shouldn't be sick on Christmas Day!

Oh you know, my aunt and I made a deal.
The both of us need to lose like at least 4kg in about 4 weeks.
Hahahaha.
I'm going to challenge myself to lose about 6 instead of 4 :)
Wish me luck.

這世界太熱鬧，怎麽傾聽一顆星呼喚另一顆星的聲音。
這世界再熱鬧，還好我們剛好在這裡剛好很安靜。

I think the only cure for my illnesses is to go fly over there to see you now.
Ah, it's like... I could have been in front of you in 23 hours' time.
But yet I'm sneezing like no one's business at home :(
I want to be (there) now!!
I hate this, super super super super strong hatred feeling inside me.
AHHHH.

I feel like lying on my bed and watch my dramas.
I've so many piled up.
I'm going to bring all of them plus my CDs and magazines over to the US.
Hehe.

(Super random)
No life club through MSN.
Hahahah.

Thinking of the lens I should get for my baby (my DSLR).
Supposed to go Funan with my brother and cousins an hour ago.
But they decided to stay home and go tomorrow because I'm sick.
Aww :)

On the bright side, I might be going Bali this January :)
With my cousins!
YAY.
Phototaking time baby :)

Okay, bye!

Cough's been haunting me for a few days now.
Flu started a couple of days ago.
& fever came last night and disappeared today morning.

Parents, Aunties, Uncles, and my two female cousins went off for Genting 1.5 hours ago.
Only grandparents, one aunt, brother, two male cousins and myself left here.
Didn't want to go with them because I'm sick and I'll end up being more sick if I go.
Every single time I went up there in the past, end up with me being sick.
Which suck..

I think my fever is coming back.
What a way to feel during my holiday right?
Geez, haven't fall sick for so long and I've to fall sick now. Hahah.
Ah, oh well.
It's not going to bring me down!

我要向你學，生病了也要繼續做我應該做的事。
不會因爲生病了，而把重要的是丟在一邊。

今天本來到那裏去，參加你的M&G，看你的演唱會。
朋友的父母親不允許她去，我也生病了。
所以不能去了。

好傷心哦。

爲什麽姐姐認識的明星是從菲律賓的呢？
爲什麽不是臺灣的呢？

Ah, got to go bathe and go out with my brother and cousins.
Going Funan :D
Checking out lens later.
Woopee!

See ya!

From this post, you guys should know that... I'm in Singapore now!
Been here since the 15th of December.
HAHAHA.

Okay, bye!

It went down that road again.
Somehow, I was expecting it.
But, it's just so hard for me to accept that decision for this particular situation.
You know how much it means to me for you to say yes.

I don't know what to say anymore.

明明知道我好想到那裏去看他，
你爲什麽不讓我去呢？
你知不知道我有多傷心呢？
你知不知道我哭了好幾次了嗎？
你到底知道還是你決定了閉一只眼，假裝你不知道呢？

xx

我好想你。
好想，好想。
希望能在聖誕節那一天遇見你，
也想跟你一起到數2009年最後的十秒。

希望。
我已經盡力想辦法，但是都沒有效果。
難道我的世界裏缺了它嗎？

xx

Feeling so lazy and restless.
Nothing is going to be able to fill that hole in my heart, soul and mind.
Except you.

xx

Teardrops are lining up in my eye, waiting for their turn to drop from my cheek.

Scratch that.

They are down.

My entire soul seems to be missing since the second you are no longer here.
There is nothing in this world that would fill that space in my heart.
You are the only one capable of doing so.

I miss you.

Xoxo.

(Real post starts here)
Haven't been blogging/twittering/facebooking because my laptop sucks.
It's getting super laggy and all.
And I'm getting lazy to even use it.
I'm going to isolate myself from the social life I have.
Hahaha.
I'm sick and tired of some stuff that seems to be repeating no matter where I go.
I'll try to distance myself from those.
But that means I'm going to have to distant myself from everyone.

Okay, will blog again soon.

Just another 4 to 5 hours!
Are you excited?
I AM.

Anyway, I watched Julie & Julia...
I feel like cooking too.
Hahahahaha.

Okay, got to go prepare now! :D
*Mad Excited*

Criminal Minds is so funny.
I mean, Reid is so funny.
Had dinner with uncle and family just now..
Came home to unpack stuff because they are coming over tomorrow.
HAHA.
Taking a break after unpacking 95% of the things.
Going to continue soon.

Heheh, haven't been to Church for a few weeks now!
& it's Sunday tomorrow..
(:
Okay, so many things to do..
Will blog again soon.
But should be missing until Tuesday.
Because I've to be the host together with my sister.
So, sorry!

On the sad-der note....
My dad just bbm-ed me that my brother is sick.
):
How I wish I'm there to take care of him.
Ahhhhhhh. I miss you ah boy.

Just a random picture.

So, I hardly got an hour of nap the day before yesterday.
So last night, I slept at 7ish(pm) on the sofa.
Hahah, my favourite place to fall asleep ever.
Then.. I woke up at 11ish(pm) and moved to the room.
I woke up at like 7ish(am), used my phone until 9 or something.
Decided to move out to the living room again.
I did.
And fell asleep on the sofa again until 2ish(pm).

HAHAHA. 17 hours of sleep right there.

Okay, just finish bathing.
Going to leave the house soon to buy something.
Then it's dinnertime with Kaylie and family.
Exciting? Kinda!
Haven't meet them in a while now.

Okay, byebyebye!

Have been wearing that red coat behind me since Monday.
It's getting cold over here.

I'm was bbm-ing Verna and Janet just now..
Even though they are together now.
Super retarded please. Hahahaha.
Oh they are with Haziqah too!
How I wish I'm there.........

Now, I'm bbm-ing with Haziqah now.
She's using Verna's. Hahaha.
Janet and Verna are busy shopping.
And Haziqah... will never shop.
She's still the same as ever.
Please change to be more feminine my dear :)

I expect to see that change by the time I go back.
And I'm not kidding!

ANYWAY.....

My school is over. It's over.
It's over!
Took my last finals just now.
English. It was pretty okay.
Did I tell you about my Accounting and Math finals?
Hahahaha.

So, the 2nd question for Accounting was to write the statement of Cash Flows from Operating Activites.
That usually takes only half a page for me.
And he gave me 3 blank papers...

I was like, stressing out if I did it correctly.
So, I asked the professor who was watching me do the finals.

She was like, "You seem fine", when she saw my work.
So I was like, okay.

Then Math finals..
He was like, do you have any questions?
I said I didn't...
But I was stuck at 2 questions.
At when I was doing both questions, he came in the Math Division (that was where I was doing my finals) and actually helped me out.
He's so awesome!

And everything that day seemed like was going well for me.
So I hope that means my Accounting will be fine too!

Anyway, it's 130am now.
I just got home half an hour ago.
Played badminton :)
Only played about 30 minutes today because we only booked one court.
And there were 10 of us.
Take turns :)
Then, we had Lu's Garden! This porridge place.
So good. Haven't had rice in 4 days or something.
HAHAHA, major diet.
All thanks to JPoon who said I look chubbier.
Which I totally agree.

I've to stay up to pack my stuff because I'm moving back to my sister's place tomorrow.
And I've to wake up early to clean the place before my sisters arrive.
Which is going to be at 1030am(ish).

I need to do laundry now too.
So, I'm going to change and do laundry straight.
Dirty clothes are piling up.
Not a lot actually hahaha, how many clothes can I wear in 4 days right?

Okay, will blog soon.
Miss you guys xoxo.

I know I said I won't blog until tomorrow or something.
But I don't feel as stressed out anymore so here I am!
Hahahaha.

Moving out of this house in 2 days.
Excited.
But another question is popping out in my mind....
What am I going to do at Marina?
I can gym, that's for sure.
The gym there is so pretty compared to the gym here.
Heheh.

I'm just talking rubbish because I want to blog, but I don't know what to blog about.
10 minutes left.
Before starting on my second essay.
Only editting to be done.
It was insane on Monday night.
I spent 6 hours typing an essay.
Imagine yourself spending 6 hours in front of the computer typing something like a composition for 6 hours.
HAHAHA.
See how different the English class is?

Okay, I better get ready to do it now.
Byebye!

Sorry that this post doesn't have a picture...
Just stopping by to say that I won't be able to blog for 3 days.
2 exams, Accounting and Math, on Wednesday.
And English on Thursday.
After that I promise to blog and with pictures :)
I've a post that's going to have so many pictures that you guys would look at them until you guys are just going to give in by clicking the cross button.

Will blog in 3-4 days' time.
Xoxo.

That's not going to be my face for this week!
Not going to have so much sleep for today and tomorrow.
Essays.
I hate them.
So, my list of things to do for tomorrow has 8 items on it.
And it's not things as simple as....
Don't fall asleep while doing essay.
HAHA, what the hell of an example is that.

Okay, it's 217am now.
Going to edit my essay for the 2nd time, and start on my other essay until probably 3 latest.
Have to wake up at like 8 tomorrow, and leave home by 930.
Going to spend the entire day at the school library to do the second essay.
930am to 930pm.
HAHA, the end of class is 930pm tomorrow.
Wow...

Okay, bye!

The two girls who always make my day.
For 4 years of my life.
You two can never be replaced okay.

Yeah, I know I've Alyssa and Michelle too.
But you two are as important as they are to me.

I know it's all different now since I'm over here.
16 hours time difference.
Another place that is on the other side of the Earth.

I miss you guys like keeeraaaaazeeeee.
I open Facebook, see my photos, and think back of the times that we are together.
Whining and whining non stop in the middle of night..
Sms or call or something.
Any form of communication..

I've so much to say.
I've so much to complain.
All of the things that's happening now.
We better skype soon okay.
We can skype the whole night and all okay.

I miss you two!!
Nurul Haziqah & Verna Sukiat.
Love you both (:

The two that I will always cherish.


Our so many attempts to get the perfect shot of us jumping...
And this being so funny because of our height in the photo and Haziqah's position.

Love you two :)

Speechless.

First photo is the first photo I uploaded in Facebook that has my face in it.
Second is the last photo that has me in it.

LOOK AT MY FACE.

Fatter and more pimples.

I hate myself.

Even though it's not my birthday.
I'm praying, wishing, and hoping that everything will turn out fine.
I don't want to be involved anymore.
The feeling that I have inside of me...
It's like, the feeling of just wanting to disappear.
Just to vanish into thin air.

I have such a strong feeling of wanting to cry right now.
But I'm telling myself not to, because it's not really my problem.
But I'm the middle person again.
Things were so awkward just now.
I don't know what to do anymore, because I'm already doing all that I can.
The rest, the decision ultimately lies with you.

I just hope that 7-10 days passes as quickly as possible.
Because then, I'd be no longer in the midst of this problem.

I'm not going to side anyone.
I'm going to stay friends with both sides.
It's not possible for me to not stay neutral because technically, both are in the wrong.
And the worst thing is that, both are stubborn.
Both won't initiate a conversation with each other.

God, please guide me.
Tell me what I should do, to make things right.
I'm clueless on the things that I can do for them anymore.
The things that they are doing right now, are just worsening things between them.
What can I do?

I'm so frustrated.
So annoyed.
So angry, and yet relieved because I've finally talked to one side and I'm going to talk to the other tomorrow.
Starting from tomorrow, I'll no longer be in the picture.
Never.
I'll let nature do its work.
I'm going to back off, study for finals, and enjoy the time that I'm going to have after finals.

That's my plan.

Can you tell what I'm so much fatter now?
Even though I lost the weight..
I look fatter because my face is rounder.
AND, I've millions of pimples now.
See? That's what I mean by flawless skin! (the picture)
Yeah, how annoying right!
I'm so pissed.
I'm going to be anorexic. HAHA.

The person who I miss most for the 5 months that I've been here is...
No other than my brother.
I know he's going to be pissed because I'm uploading that photo..
But.. I don't care.
I miss you ahboy.. ):
Skype with you soon okay.

Going to lose the weight ASAP.
I bet that I lost all the weight when I was fasting pork for some Church thing.
So now.. I'm fasting pork AND red meat.
Trying to.
Haven't had pork and red meat for 4-5 days now.
I'll lose the weight!
Yeap, I definitely will.

Here I come skinny-me-that-I-was-once-before!
Xoxo!

Let's go New York again.

Why don't we travel around the world together?
Capturing all those wonderful memories with a touch of a button.
The thing a camera can do is just so spectacular.

A lifetime is so short, but we do not realise that.
We always procrastinate to do anything and everything.
I'm going to stop doing so and treasure every second of my life.

Everyone around me is so precious to me.
Without you, how could I have been the person I am today?
I don't really know show how I care about you, but I do.
People won't realise how important their friends are until they are gone.
Yeah, that is so definitely true.
Since we have this sentence in our life now, why don't we have the initiative to do something about it, to prevent ourselves to lose someone that you care about.
Prevent them from slipping away.

It's not too late to cherish every single person in your life now.
Whenever there is a problem between your friends, it doesn't matter if you're involved or you aren't.
You should remind them, or yourself, that by fixing the problem as soon as possible, it will certainly help a lot.
If you don't, problems are just going to pile until the height of the sky.
When you've a tiny grudge against someone, you'll tend to pay attention to every single detail of what he/she does.
Not the good details however.
You'll focus more on what actions that he/she is doing that you hate.
To make yourself hate him/her more.

Show how much you care for your friends today, tomorrow and every day for the rest of your lives.
Those are the people who are going to stand by you, be with you for the remaining years, decades for that I'm sure, in your life.

Back to topic.
Let's go New York again.

Why don't we travel around the world together?
Capturing all those wonderful memories with a touch of a button.
The thing a camera can do is just so spectacular.

Xoxo.

I'm going to move out of this house is 9 - 10 days!
Going to have to stay at a friend's house on Sunday though.
The following Sunday, not the upcoming one.
Because I've my Accounting finals at 315pm.
And sisters have work and school respectively.
Probably getting dajie to fetch me from Pasadena back after her work.
And then it's officially goodbye Pasadena and hello Marina del Rey!
I'm going to be with my dearest sisters!
Exciting, happy, exciting, wait, didn't I already typed exciting?
More cooking and baking will be happening at Marina del Rey.
Psyched!

Thinking of how to.........
Janet, Tracy, you should know what I am talking about.
Hahahahah.
Tracy, please come back from your cruise now.
Haven't bbm you for so long.

The people who went to Big Bear.
That's not even everyone!
There are others who we met after visiting the Alpine Slide :D

I want to have a road trip.
Or just a simple trip out of LA with my friends, without having them complaining about the price because that is what you have to face living in the US in the first place.
And it's not like it's USD200 for a single day.
And it's only once in a year or something.
PLUS, I'm already leaving Pasadena for Marina del Rey.
You know what, I'll have a trip with the west kids.
Hahahah, hopefully I can!
But that doesn't mean that I don't wish to have a trip with you guys at all.

Okay.
I'm such a dumbooooo.
I forgot my password for my online bank account.
So I've to go down to the Bank tomorrow (it's only across the street) and ask them to fix it.
Also, I've to do a Cashier's Order to pay the rent for the last 10 days.
Busy bee.

Tomorrow, go to the Leasing Office to ask the amount I have to pay for the remaining 10 days.
Go to the bank, fix my online account and do the Cashier's Order.
Walk back to the Leasing Office, drop the Cashier's Order.
Go up to home, pack my stuff.
Go to my friend's house, drop my things off. (Staying over)
Maybe chill over there for a while.
Then walk to school for classes.
Classes end at 930pm.
Walk to friend's house.

Super busy day tomorrow!
But going to be fun at night because there's going to be a small gathering.
Awesomecakes.

I want to go back home ):

Okay, I'm so disappointed in myself for my results for this semester.
I'm not used to the grading system here where...
A = 90, B = 80, C = 70.
It's just totally insane.
I'm going to work my ass off and study hard when I transfer to SMC.

Okay, on the brighter note!
I've decided to blog put a picture for every entry I post.
Is that a good idea?
Hahaha.
I'm watching Andrew Zimmern right now, after finishing my English homework.
Watched Anthony Bourdain just now.
I feel like travelling around the world now.
Like, going to Japan to taste the authenticity of the ramen, sushi and stuf like that.
Going to Korea to taste the real kimchi and the stews.
And the list goes on.

I'm going to believe in Faith and believe in myself from now on.
Doing my very best to pull my grades up.
To work towards my one and only dream that is just so far away now.

A shoutout before I go..
Happy Birthday my dearest Su Jialin.
I know you're down because you're not with your family and it's the first birthday overseas.
But I believe you can still spend it with joy and laughter while being surrounded with all the warmth from the messages that your friends are sending to you, through facebook, text or any form of communication.
I hope I made you smile when I called you just now!
Even though I haven't seen you for 10 almost 11 months now, and that we hardly talk to each other..
But you're still someone who I treasure as a very good friend of mine.
Spend your 17th birthday wisely my dear.
I'll bake for you, whatever you want, the next time I see you okay.
And, I'll try my best to visit you whenever I can.
I miss you Sujia.
Love you! Xoxo.

I'm going to sleep now.
Major headache.
Picture for today:
(I think I look nice in this picture. Hahaha, I'm so thick-skinned.. Getting more and more thick-skinned here. But seriously, I don't look fat that's why I think it's nice!)

Goodnight all.
Xoxoxoxo <3