My life, my story.

It went down that road again.
Somehow, I was expecting it.
But, it's just so hard for me to accept that decision for this particular situation.
You know how much it means to me for you to say yes.

I don't know what to say anymore.

明明知道我好想到那裏去看他，
你爲什麽不讓我去呢？
你知不知道我有多傷心呢？
你知不知道我哭了好幾次了嗎？
你到底知道還是你決定了閉一只眼，假裝你不知道呢？

xx

我好想你。
好想，好想。
希望能在聖誕節那一天遇見你，
也想跟你一起到數2009年最後的十秒。

希望。
我已經盡力想辦法，但是都沒有效果。
難道我的世界裏缺了它嗎？

xx

Feeling so lazy and restless.
Nothing is going to be able to fill that hole in my heart, soul and mind.
Except you.

xx

Teardrops are lining up in my eye, waiting for their turn to drop from my cheek.

Scratch that.

They are down.