My life, my story.

I have a facial mask on my face while doing this post.
Getting really sleepy but I've to start studying for tomorrow Accounting test again.
I better be up by 10am tomorrow.
I'll try to go to the bank to do something.
And send my application and stuff like that.

So, something happened.
Yeah, friendship stuff, again.
I'm being the "middleman", again.
I'm super sick and tired of this kind of thing happening.
I wanted to just start whining and ranting about everything to the usual suspects:
Haziqah, Jerevien, Jialin, Lizhen, Tracy, Verna... & of course, Leonard.

This is the first time when I've no clue, no direction on who to turn to.
I miss you guys like hell.
No more random texting about what's going on.
No more calling you guys, rarely though, to start whining about things.
Even if I wanted to tell you guys through MSN, the time difference isn't allowing that simple task to be an actual simple task.

I miss the school days where we:
have recess together,
hangout after class together,
go to the market to eat together,
get snacks from the mama shop together.
do stupid random stuff during break or after school together.

I still remember how you'd carry my stuff whenever I just look up and smile, giving you the little hint that my bag is heavy.
Or when I start whining.
Or when I go... "Are you nice?"
Even the slightest hint I give you, you're able to catch it and understand me.
You're always there for me when I need someone to talk to.
You don't stop me from snatching your watch at the start of a school day, or snatching your pencil case at random times even though you hate it sometimes...
Especially when I do that everyday.
You let me say whatever stuff I want to when I'm angry.
You always ask me to mind my language whenever I cuss.
I can list everything that you do that makes me smile, because you show that you really care.
Yeah, you're a nice guy to everyone, I know that.
But to me, you're still the best guy friend that I can ever know.
All that I'm saying is that, you're a true friend that I really treasure and I'll never forget you.
I'll continue whining to you online and snatch your watch away whenever we meet up :)
Thank you for always being there.. I'm sure you know who you are.

I miss the Saturdays where Haziqah, Verna and I will go out.
Most of the time eating Yoshinoya because that is what Verna only eat..
I miss how Haziqah will repeat a story to the both of us like a gazillion times.
And how Verna will be a little annoyed and I will give her the face.
I miss that day, the day before Maths O Level when the two of them appeared at my house in the evening for me to teach them a few maths problems.
Remember the movie "Role Model" or something like that, Haziqah?
You made all of our day since we spent the remaining time together making fun of you.
I miss how I'll just show up during a 4F gathering even though I'm not a part of the class.
I miss all the moments that we had together.

I want to go back.
And just spend all the time I can with you guys.
We'll take a million pictures so that I can keep them in my room.
I miss all of you so much.
I just hope that I can be back soon.