So, remember how everyone asked me why I didn't want to place a tagboard in my blog?
As you can see, reason number one is how annoying it is when people spam your blog.
Even if it's your own brother, in this case.
This just makes me feel all irritated and ultimately, too lazy to blog about anything.
So, bye!
Monday, September 28, 2009
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Dreaming about _____ always make my day so much brighter.
I think I was smiling throughout my sleep..
It's just that no one saw it cause I was alone.
The dream made me realise one thing.
& I'm not going to say it out loud.
Hehe.
I miss _____.
Zhen, if you're reading this, you'll know who ;)
*crosses pinky with you, virtually, spiritually*
Pinky swear, secret between us!
Hahahahahaha.
I think I was smiling throughout my sleep..
It's just that no one saw it cause I was alone.
The dream made me realise one thing.
& I'm not going to say it out loud.
Hehe.
I miss _____.
Zhen, if you're reading this, you'll know who ;)
*crosses pinky with you, virtually, spiritually*
Pinky swear, secret between us!
Hahahahahaha.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Hiiii!
I'm blogging and I'm in school right now.
I'm waiting for my next class that starts in 20 minutes and I'm so bored right now.
Yay for the small laptop that I can bring around and yay for the school's wireless network!
I'm going to dye my hair back to brown black, my natural color... Soon.
No idea when but probably soon because my black roots are sooooooo obvious since it's been like 2-3 months since I dye-d it.
And I have to trim my hair a little bit.
It's getting messy.
So, I'm going to have to take the bus home later. HAHAHA.
Caroline taking the bus :D
So I was thinking about what am I going to do when I go back to Singapore & Indonesia.
I've a couple of things in mind of what I want to do in Singapore, or rather what I HAVE to do..
1) Dentist - to replace my retainers.
2) Skin Doctor.
3) Eye Doctor - Lasik!!
4) My Mission Impossible ;) - only Tracy will know what I mean.
5) Visit all the places that I haven't been before and take photos.
6) Look at the new shopping centres.
And to hang out with you guys of course...
& In Indonesia.. I don't really know yet.
But I'll probably hang out with my new made Indonesian friends :D
If they go back in the Summer too.
And like, visit the brand new shopping malls.
Eat my awesome maid's cooking.
That's about it for now.
So many things to do in 3 weeks.
Insane!
I've to squeeze so many things into one day.
Can't wait to go back.
But before my hectic Summer schedule begins.
I've a busy busy plan for December too.
Cousin & her family coming over to visit colleges and I'm her "tour guide".
Another cousin and her family coming over after my cousin's graduation.
And my brother's coming with the cousin that I first stated.
Yay! I miss him so much...... ):
Especially the quarelling part.
Okay, got to off the laptop now.
Stupid boring lessons #2 is going to start soon.
Byebyebye.
Xoxo.
I'm blogging and I'm in school right now.
I'm waiting for my next class that starts in 20 minutes and I'm so bored right now.
Yay for the small laptop that I can bring around and yay for the school's wireless network!
I'm going to dye my hair back to brown black, my natural color... Soon.
No idea when but probably soon because my black roots are sooooooo obvious since it's been like 2-3 months since I dye-d it.
And I have to trim my hair a little bit.
It's getting messy.
So, I'm going to have to take the bus home later. HAHAHA.
Caroline taking the bus :D
So I was thinking about what am I going to do when I go back to Singapore & Indonesia.
I've a couple of things in mind of what I want to do in Singapore, or rather what I HAVE to do..
1) Dentist - to replace my retainers.
2) Skin Doctor.
3) Eye Doctor - Lasik!!
4) My Mission Impossible ;) - only Tracy will know what I mean.
5) Visit all the places that I haven't been before and take photos.
6) Look at the new shopping centres.
And to hang out with you guys of course...
& In Indonesia.. I don't really know yet.
But I'll probably hang out with my new made Indonesian friends :D
If they go back in the Summer too.
And like, visit the brand new shopping malls.
Eat my awesome maid's cooking.
That's about it for now.
So many things to do in 3 weeks.
Insane!
I've to squeeze so many things into one day.
Can't wait to go back.
But before my hectic Summer schedule begins.
I've a busy busy plan for December too.
Cousin & her family coming over to visit colleges and I'm her "tour guide".
Another cousin and her family coming over after my cousin's graduation.
And my brother's coming with the cousin that I first stated.
Yay! I miss him so much...... ):
Especially the quarelling part.
Okay, got to off the laptop now.
Stupid boring lessons #2 is going to start soon.
Byebyebye.
Xoxo.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
I had so much stuff that I wanted to blog about.
But now, I don't really have the mood to say anything.
It's 230am now.
Church's in 8.5 hours.
My mind just won't stop popping up things for me to think and fret about.
How awesome is my brain?
Be it good or bad things to think about.
Everyone, love my brain.
<3
But now, I don't really have the mood to say anything.
It's 230am now.
Church's in 8.5 hours.
My mind just won't stop popping up things for me to think and fret about.
How awesome is my brain?
Be it good or bad things to think about.
Everyone, love my brain.
<3
Saturday, September 19, 2009
I've been hearing so many people asking me about which major do I want to take.
Usually, I'd answer.. "Accounting? Or something related to Business."
But now, I find myself changing my answer to a simple "I don't know".
Why?
Because I know that I don't want to take anything to do with Business anymore.
I remember me telling myself that, I'd never want to do anything that has something to do with Math after Os.
And yet, I'm taking Accounting this semester.
Daddy and Mommy said in the car a few days ago, that most of the people who major-ed in Business, are jobless.
Yes, most of them.
So, I'm thinking, why should I take Business and be one of the jobless ones?
That will be so stupid of me.
And they said about my cousin, Linda, about being unique, because she's taking Mass Communication.
Hey, that's what I wanted to take.
Something to do with the media, entertainment industry.
I didn't open my mouth to actually tell them.
Because I was afraid of what my sister, who was in the car, would think of it.
She'll probably scold me for being stupid or something.
I don't know.
It just doesn't seem realistic for Indonesians to take Media-related majors.
I'm not saying that I'll have a job just because I don't take the Business major.
It's just that, since we know that there are so many people out there who are unable to find jobs.
Why line up in that ever so long, never ending queue to just have a slight opportunity of having a job?
I don't know what am I saying anymore.
I don't know if you get what am I saying over here.
Truthfully, I just wanted to rant, even though you guys may not understand what I am saying.
I just think that this is the place that I want to speak my mind at.
Okay, it's 3am.
I've to get ready by 11am tomorrow, since Dajie and Jane wants to get breakfast or something..
Which I doubt we will in the end.
& Erjie's going to fetch me at 1245pm tomorrow.
Church event, the Sports' Day, starts at 1pm tomorrow.
So, goodnight.
Usually, I'd answer.. "Accounting? Or something related to Business."
But now, I find myself changing my answer to a simple "I don't know".
Why?
Because I know that I don't want to take anything to do with Business anymore.
I remember me telling myself that, I'd never want to do anything that has something to do with Math after Os.
And yet, I'm taking Accounting this semester.
Daddy and Mommy said in the car a few days ago, that most of the people who major-ed in Business, are jobless.
Yes, most of them.
So, I'm thinking, why should I take Business and be one of the jobless ones?
That will be so stupid of me.
And they said about my cousin, Linda, about being unique, because she's taking Mass Communication.
Hey, that's what I wanted to take.
Something to do with the media, entertainment industry.
I didn't open my mouth to actually tell them.
Because I was afraid of what my sister, who was in the car, would think of it.
She'll probably scold me for being stupid or something.
I don't know.
It just doesn't seem realistic for Indonesians to take Media-related majors.
I'm not saying that I'll have a job just because I don't take the Business major.
It's just that, since we know that there are so many people out there who are unable to find jobs.
Why line up in that ever so long, never ending queue to just have a slight opportunity of having a job?
I don't know what am I saying anymore.
I don't know if you get what am I saying over here.
Truthfully, I just wanted to rant, even though you guys may not understand what I am saying.
I just think that this is the place that I want to speak my mind at.
Okay, it's 3am.
I've to get ready by 11am tomorrow, since Dajie and Jane wants to get breakfast or something..
Which I doubt we will in the end.
& Erjie's going to fetch me at 1245pm tomorrow.
Church event, the Sports' Day, starts at 1pm tomorrow.
So, goodnight.
Friday, September 11, 2009
Suddenly, I'm not so sure about the thing I was so sure a month ago. I just want to be like one of actors in the movie. Going to the beach and just screaming my lungs out. I don't know who to turn to. I don't want to annoy those I always turn to, talking about this topic over and over again. Sometimes my brain just decides to turn against my made up mind and screw everyone all over again.
Why can't I just seem to make up my mind and make that the end of it. Seriously. Why?
Why can't I just seem to make up my mind and make that the end of it. Seriously. Why?
Monday, September 7, 2009
I know how much you guys hate me for always posting super wordy posts.
Especially with no pictures in them.
Not even one.. Hahaha.
So this is for you guys.
I wanted to upload more.
But it's already 241am, and I'm exhausted.
& I got to wake up early tomorrow to study.
Study study study.
Hahaha, most of these pictures, actually, all except the first photo are from my sister's camera.
So I don't know if you guys have seen them in Facebook.
Here you go:
Especially with no pictures in them.
Not even one.. Hahaha.
So this is for you guys.
I wanted to upload more.
But it's already 241am, and I'm exhausted.
& I got to wake up early tomorrow to study.
Study study study.
Hahaha, most of these pictures, actually, all except the first photo are from my sister's camera.
So I don't know if you guys have seen them in Facebook.
Here you go:
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Verna Sukiat.
I heard you're not feeling well.
Take care of yourself yeah.
Don't do so much work, staying over in school to rush your projects, not sleeping until a couple of hours before sunrise!
It's no wonder you're sick.
Health comes first okay!
I can't really remember how we first got to know each other.
Hahah, obviously it's in Manjusri but, when?
I know we had our ups and downs.
And some major drama and all.
I don't know what to say really.
But I'm just glad that you're my friend.
No, one of my best friends.
I know there are times when you feel like some things inside you are killing you.
Like one of the drama that happened last time.
I know I'm not a really good advice-giver person.
But I hope that my pair of listening ear was of much help.
You know what, I can still totally remember how you'll say my name when I say/do something lame.
And I remember the time when you screamed "Olin!" from one end to another.
I remember our Choir days, and those days in Secondary 2 where I was being isolated that I quit Choir..
I remember the recesses that we had together with the gang, and you'll always get muah-chee and never finish it.
And how you don't remember your classes after recess that we've to remind you whether you've to go to your Malay class.
There are so many memories that are etched in my memory.
& I assure you that I'll never forget them.
Especially how you wanted your letter to be long.
The letter I gave the few of you on the day I left for the US.
I know it wasn't much.
But I hope you know what I'm trying to say.
Remember the stay over we had at your place!
Facial mask + cucumber on our eyes.
Those days seemed it was just a couple of months ago.
But it's more than a year ago.
Friends, Friendships are really important.
And I'm glad that I've a friend like you.
For those times where the "Operation to Isolate Caroline" took place, I mean, I still remember it, it obviously hurt a lot.
Like, a lot..
I just wanted to cry my heart out.
And to tell the truth, I really wanted to just transfer out of Manjusri.
I just wanted to get out and run out of the situation.
I'm not even kidding.
But, I forgive you guys.
Because I believe all that matters is the present.
And that we are friends now.
How I wish I'm there to celebrate Janet's birthday! ):
I miss you guys so much.
I'll see you in 10-11 months.
<3
I heard you're not feeling well.
Take care of yourself yeah.
Don't do so much work, staying over in school to rush your projects, not sleeping until a couple of hours before sunrise!
It's no wonder you're sick.
Health comes first okay!
I can't really remember how we first got to know each other.
Hahah, obviously it's in Manjusri but, when?
I know we had our ups and downs.
And some major drama and all.
I don't know what to say really.
But I'm just glad that you're my friend.
No, one of my best friends.
I know there are times when you feel like some things inside you are killing you.
Like one of the drama that happened last time.
I know I'm not a really good advice-giver person.
But I hope that my pair of listening ear was of much help.
You know what, I can still totally remember how you'll say my name when I say/do something lame.
And I remember the time when you screamed "Olin!" from one end to another.
I remember our Choir days, and those days in Secondary 2 where I was being isolated that I quit Choir..
I remember the recesses that we had together with the gang, and you'll always get muah-chee and never finish it.
And how you don't remember your classes after recess that we've to remind you whether you've to go to your Malay class.
There are so many memories that are etched in my memory.
& I assure you that I'll never forget them.
Especially how you wanted your letter to be long.
The letter I gave the few of you on the day I left for the US.
I know it wasn't much.
But I hope you know what I'm trying to say.
Remember the stay over we had at your place!
Facial mask + cucumber on our eyes.
Those days seemed it was just a couple of months ago.
But it's more than a year ago.
Friends, Friendships are really important.
And I'm glad that I've a friend like you.
For those times where the "Operation to Isolate Caroline" took place, I mean, I still remember it, it obviously hurt a lot.
Like, a lot..
I just wanted to cry my heart out.
And to tell the truth, I really wanted to just transfer out of Manjusri.
I just wanted to get out and run out of the situation.
I'm not even kidding.
But, I forgive you guys.
Because I believe all that matters is the present.
And that we are friends now.
How I wish I'm there to celebrate Janet's birthday! ):
I miss you guys so much.
I'll see you in 10-11 months.
<3
Friday, September 4, 2009
Falling sick.
That says it all.
I'm falling sick.
Wednesday, on the way to school..
My first time ever, I experienced car-sickness.
I felt so sick.
Thursday, after waking up.
Flu.
At night, drank medicine.
Friday (today), woke up with a cough.
Ah, my body's being so annoying now.
On the bright side, kinda..
Happy Birthday Janet Lau Shan Xiu! <3
I miss you! And I'm sorry I'm not there for the 10th birthday we wished each other for.
10 years and counting.
How awesome is that?
I'll celebrate with you whenever I'm back during your birthday!
In.... 5 years? Hahaha, after I graduate.
See, that's the kinda not-so-bright-side of this.
Ah, see you soon.
Hope you've the most fantastic birthday okay (:
I'll blog another day.
Xoxo.
That says it all.
I'm falling sick.
Wednesday, on the way to school..
My first time ever, I experienced car-sickness.
I felt so sick.
Thursday, after waking up.
Flu.
At night, drank medicine.
Friday (today), woke up with a cough.
Ah, my body's being so annoying now.
On the bright side, kinda..
Happy Birthday Janet Lau Shan Xiu! <3
I miss you! And I'm sorry I'm not there for the 10th birthday we wished each other for.
10 years and counting.
How awesome is that?
I'll celebrate with you whenever I'm back during your birthday!
In.... 5 years? Hahaha, after I graduate.
See, that's the kinda not-so-bright-side of this.
Ah, see you soon.
Hope you've the most fantastic birthday okay (:
I'll blog another day.
Xoxo.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
命運。
我們是否能改變我們自己的命運呢？
我們的父親是商人，那就代表我們也必須像他一樣嗎？
如果我們的夢想不是要當一位商人，怎麼辦呢？
如果我們的父母親逼我們去做我們對它沒有興趣的事，我們會快樂嗎？
我們不是應該做我們愛的事嗎？
比如說，如果父母親在家裡，逼我們做一件事的話，我們也不會把它做好。
那不就是一樣的道理嗎？
如果父母親逼我們當個商人而我們不喜歡那個工作，我們也不會把工作做好。
我相信，我們每一個人都可以改變我們的命運。
我們不一定要跟著我們父母親的願望。
可是，如果你真的要向你的夢想往前走，你一定要做好準備。
在你面前，不是一個好走的路。
要得到自己想要的是，一定要付出很多。
我相信，我已經有我必須有的心理準備。
相信自己，告訴父母親你想要做的事。
說服他們，那是你真真想做的事，而且，你一定要知道他們會永遠的支持你。
那就是我想做的事。
說服我的父母親，姐姐們。
因為我相信我當個商人，不是我的命運。
我一定要實現我從六歲左右的夢想，一定要。
我們是否能改變我們自己的命運呢？
我們的父親是商人，那就代表我們也必須像他一樣嗎？
如果我們的夢想不是要當一位商人，怎麼辦呢？
如果我們的父母親逼我們去做我們對它沒有興趣的事，我們會快樂嗎？
我們不是應該做我們愛的事嗎？
比如說，如果父母親在家裡，逼我們做一件事的話，我們也不會把它做好。
那不就是一樣的道理嗎？
如果父母親逼我們當個商人而我們不喜歡那個工作，我們也不會把工作做好。
我相信，我們每一個人都可以改變我們的命運。
我們不一定要跟著我們父母親的願望。
可是，如果你真的要向你的夢想往前走，你一定要做好準備。
在你面前，不是一個好走的路。
要得到自己想要的是，一定要付出很多。
我相信，我已經有我必須有的心理準備。
相信自己，告訴父母親你想要做的事。
說服他們，那是你真真想做的事，而且，你一定要知道他們會永遠的支持你。
那就是我想做的事。
說服我的父母親，姐姐們。
因為我相信我當個商人，不是我的命運。
我一定要實現我從六歲左右的夢想，一定要。
Hello hello! :D
I'm so sleepy now.
It's 1.30pm.
Talking to Haziqah and Jared now.
Hahahaha.
Haziqah already have plans in mind...
Plans of what we're going to do when I'm going back in ELEVEN months.
ELEVEN okay.
That's almost a year, but she already planned where to go and stuff.
Insane right?
Hahahahaha.
Okay, this blog shall be about HAZIQAH.
Nurul Haziqah. I miss you!
More of your nonsense though.
HAHAHA nonsesnse/rnonsense! *winkwink*
I can imagine you laughing with that facial expression of yours..
Omg, I can imagine your laughter.
I can't wait to go back in 11 months and you bugging me with your lame stuff.
HAHAHA, kidding :D
Hippo/Duck ride, we've been saying since weeks before I left!
But we really have to go okay.
I'm going to be a tourist when I go back!
And please ask your Mama to allow you to go Indonesia.
Else, I'll call her myself. I still have her number in my old phone back in Singapore..
Hahaha.
And thank you for that book that you gave me before I left.
Even though I still have no clue why the book cover is LONDON rather than Los Angeles or something..
But it's the thought that counts.
I have tears in my eye while reading it.
You're so awesome.
Known you literally since the first day of Secondary school. (Thanks to your Mama).
Wasn't really close with you until Secondary 2.
3 to 4 years, it's like 1/3 of a decade.
Seems long huh? But it flew past like the speed of light.
We've come such a long way, ups and downs and blahblahblah... (you know what I mean).
And we're still close, best friends.
And it better stay that way!
Thank you for enduring my ranting about me being fat or rather obese.
I know you want to kill me everytime I start to talk about that topic but....
It is the truth. Face it Haziqah.
Hahahaha. I miss you dude.
Countdown to the days until I'm back okay. HAHA, kidding.
I can't wait to go back.
Orchard (ION!), duck/hippo tour, Singapore Flyer.... & I don't know, do some tourist stuff?
Like going to the only "exciting place" like SENTOSA.
Or you know what we can do?
I've always wanted to go to some random place in Singapore just to take photos.
We hardly take photos huh. Since the years we know each other.
We've to take more photos when I go back okay.
Must.
I'll see you in eleven months dear.
Xoxo ❤
Next post dedication is for Verna Sukiat :D
Looking forward to go back.
I want to go skin doctor and hope to go for Lasik.
So I won't have to wear contacts & specs anymore.
Hooray!
Okay, goodnight!
I'm so sleepy now.
It's 1.30pm.
Talking to Haziqah and Jared now.
Hahahaha.
Haziqah already have plans in mind...
Plans of what we're going to do when I'm going back in ELEVEN months.
ELEVEN okay.
That's almost a year, but she already planned where to go and stuff.
Insane right?
Hahahahaha.
Okay, this blog shall be about HAZIQAH.
Nurul Haziqah. I miss you!
More of your nonsense though.
HAHAHA nonsesnse/rnonsense! *winkwink*
I can imagine you laughing with that facial expression of yours..
Omg, I can imagine your laughter.
I can't wait to go back in 11 months and you bugging me with your lame stuff.
HAHAHA, kidding :D
Hippo/Duck ride, we've been saying since weeks before I left!
But we really have to go okay.
I'm going to be a tourist when I go back!
And please ask your Mama to allow you to go Indonesia.
Else, I'll call her myself. I still have her number in my old phone back in Singapore..
Hahaha.
And thank you for that book that you gave me before I left.
Even though I still have no clue why the book cover is LONDON rather than Los Angeles or something..
But it's the thought that counts.
I have tears in my eye while reading it.
You're so awesome.
Known you literally since the first day of Secondary school. (Thanks to your Mama).
Wasn't really close with you until Secondary 2.
3 to 4 years, it's like 1/3 of a decade.
Seems long huh? But it flew past like the speed of light.
We've come such a long way, ups and downs and blahblahblah... (you know what I mean).
And we're still close, best friends.
And it better stay that way!
Thank you for enduring my ranting about me being fat or rather obese.
I know you want to kill me everytime I start to talk about that topic but....
It is the truth. Face it Haziqah.
Hahahaha. I miss you dude.
Countdown to the days until I'm back okay. HAHA, kidding.
I can't wait to go back.
Orchard (ION!), duck/hippo tour, Singapore Flyer.... & I don't know, do some tourist stuff?
Like going to the only "exciting place" like SENTOSA.
Or you know what we can do?
I've always wanted to go to some random place in Singapore just to take photos.
We hardly take photos huh. Since the years we know each other.
We've to take more photos when I go back okay.
Must.
I'll see you in eleven months dear.
Xoxo ❤
Next post dedication is for Verna Sukiat :D
Looking forward to go back.
I want to go skin doctor and hope to go for Lasik.
So I won't have to wear contacts & specs anymore.
Hooray!
Okay, goodnight!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
I just realised my computer screwed up a few days ago.
And didn't post the entry I posted.
Oh well.
Let me think what I wrote...
Okay.
My Blackberry (BB) is a little screwed up now.
Something about the javascript and I can't blog through my phone.
Which sucks.
I wanted to a lot of time.
Every since BB came along, I hardly use my computer anymore.
So forgive me for that.
I want to go back Singapore.
Grr, but I want to hurry finish College.
Dilemma.
OH.
You know what I realised?
I think I can go back to Singapore next year.
Even if I go Summer class, I might have a couple of weeks break.
Hold on, let me check now. Hehe.
Okay, so this is this year's schedule.
Summer 2009
6wk session: 6/22/09-7/31/09
8wk session: 6/22/09-8/14/09
Late Start session: 7/6/09-8/14/09
Fall 2009
August 31, 2009- December 22, 2009
So if I take the 6 weeks session, I can go back for about 4 weeks, which is a month.
And if I take the 8 weeks session, I can go back for 2 weeks?
And same goes for the last session, going back for only 2 weeks.
Let's see how it goes.
:D
I can't wait to back to Singapore.
I can't wait to see the skin doctor.
Love/hate relationship with the weather here.
Giving me MILLIONS of pimples, but they're not so obvious that I can conceal them perfectly..
That's the hate.
And the love is that, it's really cooling.
Hahaha, can't wait to go back to see all of you of course.
Cousin and her family, with my brother tagging along are coming this End of November.
Can't wait.
Even thought I'm not that close with that family but it's good to start getting close right?
We're family!
Plus my cousin's coming over to study and I'm going to bring her around my school.
It'll be so cool if she comes to PCC..
Even though by the time she come I'm already in SMC.
But she'll probably do the same thing, or just stay in PCC all the way.
I'm not very sure about that.
Hahah.
PLUS, my brother is coming.
I miss him so much! ):
Okay, tv tv tv.
It's 11:02am!
I'm so bored.
I woke up 3 hours ago.
Hahaha, okay, bye!
And didn't post the entry I posted.
Oh well.
Let me think what I wrote...
Okay.
My Blackberry (BB) is a little screwed up now.
Something about the javascript and I can't blog through my phone.
Which sucks.
I wanted to a lot of time.
Every since BB came along, I hardly use my computer anymore.
So forgive me for that.
I want to go back Singapore.
Grr, but I want to hurry finish College.
Dilemma.
OH.
You know what I realised?
I think I can go back to Singapore next year.
Even if I go Summer class, I might have a couple of weeks break.
Hold on, let me check now. Hehe.
Okay, so this is this year's schedule.
Summer 2009
6wk session: 6/22/09-7/31/09
8wk session: 6/22/09-8/14/09
Late Start session: 7/6/09-8/14/09
Fall 2009
August 31, 2009- December 22, 2009
So if I take the 6 weeks session, I can go back for about 4 weeks, which is a month.
And if I take the 8 weeks session, I can go back for 2 weeks?
And same goes for the last session, going back for only 2 weeks.
Let's see how it goes.
:D
I can't wait to back to Singapore.
I can't wait to see the skin doctor.
Love/hate relationship with the weather here.
Giving me MILLIONS of pimples, but they're not so obvious that I can conceal them perfectly..
That's the hate.
And the love is that, it's really cooling.
Hahaha, can't wait to go back to see all of you of course.
Cousin and her family, with my brother tagging along are coming this End of November.
Can't wait.
Even thought I'm not that close with that family but it's good to start getting close right?
We're family!
Plus my cousin's coming over to study and I'm going to bring her around my school.
It'll be so cool if she comes to PCC..
Even though by the time she come I'm already in SMC.
But she'll probably do the same thing, or just stay in PCC all the way.
I'm not very sure about that.
Hahah.
PLUS, my brother is coming.
I miss him so much! ):
Okay, tv tv tv.
It's 11:02am!
I'm so bored.
I woke up 3 hours ago.
Hahaha, okay, bye!
Saturday, August 15, 2009
I just realised I haven't updated for a week.
Anyway, it's August 15.
You know what it means?
I'm already 17.5 years old. (Yes, they count it by 17.5 years old, so weird right?)
I can take the driving test already!
Anytime I want.
I can't wait to drive, because... (:
Let's just hope that the wishes I wished upon the falling stars do come true.
:D
Anyway, it's August 15.
You know what it means?
I'm already 17.5 years old. (Yes, they count it by 17.5 years old, so weird right?)
I can take the driving test already!
Anytime I want.
I can't wait to drive, because... (:
Let's just hope that the wishes I wished upon the falling stars do come true.
:D
Friday, August 7, 2009
Just now while on the way back after chillin' at about 130am.
We were talking about how my sister's friend liked this guy for 8 months.
She still does by the way.
& I was reminded about the time where I liked you for 4 years or something.
From Primary 6 all the way to Secondary 4.
Wow.
Even I am amazed at myself now.
How could I actually like you for 4 years.
Okay, a few crushes and stupid decisions in between.
But, I remained "faithful" and can't change the feelings I had for you.
But...
At the same time, now I'm wondering why was I so stupid to actually like you for so long.
Seriously.
But I'm happy with myself.
That I finally got over you.
After 4 years!
Oh, I was looking through most of my photo albums in Facebook.
And, I'm missing the times we spent in Manjusri.
I miss 4E1.
I'm missing the times the 10 of us went to Thailand.
I hope that we can have another trip like that.
I miss all of you.
Such a random post.. I know.
xoxo
We were talking about how my sister's friend liked this guy for 8 months.
She still does by the way.
& I was reminded about the time where I liked you for 4 years or something.
From Primary 6 all the way to Secondary 4.
Wow.
Even I am amazed at myself now.
How could I actually like you for 4 years.
Okay, a few crushes and stupid decisions in between.
But, I remained "faithful" and can't change the feelings I had for you.
But...
At the same time, now I'm wondering why was I so stupid to actually like you for so long.
Seriously.
But I'm happy with myself.
That I finally got over you.
After 4 years!
Oh, I was looking through most of my photo albums in Facebook.
And, I'm missing the times we spent in Manjusri.
I miss 4E1.
I'm missing the times the 10 of us went to Thailand.
I hope that we can have another trip like that.
I miss all of you.
Such a random post.. I know.
xoxo
Monday, August 3, 2009
As much as I want to go back next year..
I think I'll refrain myself from doing so.
I've been thinking and I'd like to graduate ASAP..
So I rather stay here and go back the following year, after College.
:/
My sisters always ask me what I want to major in.
I always say "I don't know, business?", thinking that that's what I'm supposed to study.
Since young, my dream was to be an Actress.
I was hoping that I could take Theatre Arts..
I really want to be up there, on a film/drama, making people feeling good about my movie and stuff like that.
But the next question follows, "Will that guarantee me with a stable job?"
I know that's my Dad's concern to.
I don't know.
I was thinking of joining Acting class, maybe after graduating from studying Business.
I... Really want to do something that I like.
But I doubt I can.
Because my interest won't ensure my bright future.
Yes, LA is a place where 90% of the people wants to be famous.
I didn't say I want to try it out here..
I'd like to go Taiwan.
Debut in a super awesome drama that makes everyone glued to it that they just can't leave it to go out.
That is my dream.
That is my ambition.
That is what I want to achieve in life.
I know it's hard.
But that is life, isn't it?
We have to overcome all the obstacles ahead of you, in order for you to achieve what you want.
I don't know how to open my mouth about this to my Dad& Mom.
I don't know what will they think about me and my dreams.
I've daydreamed about going Taiwan during holidays, and try for their auditions/casting calls.
Imagine that happening.
That'll be the first huge step I'm taking to achieve my goal in life.
I'd really really want my dreams to come true.
I'd really really like Dad, Mom& Sisters to support in what I want to do/learn.
I hope that I can take Theatre Arts, or go to Taiwan to fulfill my dream.
I don't mind studying Business, as it can be my backup plan.
But I'd like to pursue my dream after graduating University studying Business.
That, is my dream.
& I'm no longer afraid to let people know.
You can laugh at me, I won't be hurt and cry about it.
As long as I know I have a goal in life, and yet you're doing nothing but laughing at me, I'm contented as you're the joke, not me.
Xoxo.
I think I'll refrain myself from doing so.
I've been thinking and I'd like to graduate ASAP..
So I rather stay here and go back the following year, after College.
:/
My sisters always ask me what I want to major in.
I always say "I don't know, business?", thinking that that's what I'm supposed to study.
Since young, my dream was to be an Actress.
I was hoping that I could take Theatre Arts..
I really want to be up there, on a film/drama, making people feeling good about my movie and stuff like that.
But the next question follows, "Will that guarantee me with a stable job?"
I know that's my Dad's concern to.
I don't know.
I was thinking of joining Acting class, maybe after graduating from studying Business.
I... Really want to do something that I like.
But I doubt I can.
Because my interest won't ensure my bright future.
Yes, LA is a place where 90% of the people wants to be famous.
I didn't say I want to try it out here..
I'd like to go Taiwan.
Debut in a super awesome drama that makes everyone glued to it that they just can't leave it to go out.
That is my dream.
That is my ambition.
That is what I want to achieve in life.
I know it's hard.
But that is life, isn't it?
We have to overcome all the obstacles ahead of you, in order for you to achieve what you want.
I don't know how to open my mouth about this to my Dad& Mom.
I don't know what will they think about me and my dreams.
I've daydreamed about going Taiwan during holidays, and try for their auditions/casting calls.
Imagine that happening.
That'll be the first huge step I'm taking to achieve my goal in life.
I'd really really want my dreams to come true.
I'd really really like Dad, Mom& Sisters to support in what I want to do/learn.
I hope that I can take Theatre Arts, or go to Taiwan to fulfill my dream.
I don't mind studying Business, as it can be my backup plan.
But I'd like to pursue my dream after graduating University studying Business.
That, is my dream.
& I'm no longer afraid to let people know.
You can laugh at me, I won't be hurt and cry about it.
As long as I know I have a goal in life, and yet you're doing nothing but laughing at me, I'm contented as you're the joke, not me.
Xoxo.
Friday, July 31, 2009
Watched The Ugly Truth and it was superb.
My sister's friend asked what was the lesson learnt from the show, through BBM.
So, my sister asked the table of 8 of us, excluding her, the question.
A few of them came up with the moral of the movie.
Men want to be understood rather than being loved by us, women.
& Women want to be loved rather than being understood by them, men.
But my sister thinks that "Men are shallow" will summarize everything.
Hahahaha.
Okay, I know I haven't been updating much...
But check out my Facebook for photos update.
I've been very active in Facebook due to my lovely awesome Blackberry.
Hahaha. Everyone should get a Blackberry.
Oh! I think I'll be uploading more pictures than what I'm going to blog here.
Because I love my camera & I love my Blackberry.
And I just bought a lens for my camera.
70-300mm. Finally a lens that allows me to zoom far away.
I hate it when I use my camera, and want to zoom far, but can't.
But now, no more of that problem.
I want to go out to more of those pretty places that I can take pretty photos.
Go see my beach photos! Awesomeness.
But it wasn't taken with my new lens so most of the photos that I wanted to zoom in, I can't.
Okay, moral of the story...
More photoshoot session please!
I don't know what to blog!
I don't know how are you guys doing over back there.
You guys hardly blog too!
Too busy with Poly life and all?
Update me with everything!
Through Facebook, Email or whatever way possible.
Hahah, I know that some of you wanted me to send letters and all.
But my sister just told me that sending a letter from here to Singapore takes like 2 weeks!
I emailed like a few of you.
I'm going to email a few soon, heheh.
No time to email! I've been going out almost everyday.
Erjie is going back to Singapore next Tuesday.
Leaving dajie and I alone here.
Aw.
Hmmmm, update whenever again!
<3
My sister's friend asked what was the lesson learnt from the show, through BBM.
So, my sister asked the table of 8 of us, excluding her, the question.
A few of them came up with the moral of the movie.
Men want to be understood rather than being loved by us, women.
& Women want to be loved rather than being understood by them, men.
But my sister thinks that "Men are shallow" will summarize everything.
Hahahaha.
Okay, I know I haven't been updating much...
But check out my Facebook for photos update.
I've been very active in Facebook due to my lovely awesome Blackberry.
Hahaha. Everyone should get a Blackberry.
Oh! I think I'll be uploading more pictures than what I'm going to blog here.
Because I love my camera & I love my Blackberry.
And I just bought a lens for my camera.
70-300mm. Finally a lens that allows me to zoom far away.
I hate it when I use my camera, and want to zoom far, but can't.
But now, no more of that problem.
I want to go out to more of those pretty places that I can take pretty photos.
Go see my beach photos! Awesomeness.
But it wasn't taken with my new lens so most of the photos that I wanted to zoom in, I can't.
Okay, moral of the story...
More photoshoot session please!
I don't know what to blog!
I don't know how are you guys doing over back there.
You guys hardly blog too!
Too busy with Poly life and all?
Update me with everything!
Through Facebook, Email or whatever way possible.
Hahah, I know that some of you wanted me to send letters and all.
But my sister just told me that sending a letter from here to Singapore takes like 2 weeks!
I emailed like a few of you.
I'm going to email a few soon, heheh.
No time to email! I've been going out almost everyday.
Erjie is going back to Singapore next Tuesday.
Leaving dajie and I alone here.
Aw.
Hmmmm, update whenever again!
<3
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
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