My life, my story.

As much as I want to go back next year..
I think I'll refrain myself from doing so.
I've been thinking and I'd like to graduate ASAP..
So I rather stay here and go back the following year, after College.
:/

My sisters always ask me what I want to major in.
I always say "I don't know, business?", thinking that that's what I'm supposed to study.
Since young, my dream was to be an Actress.
I was hoping that I could take Theatre Arts..
I really want to be up there, on a film/drama, making people feeling good about my movie and stuff like that.
But the next question follows, "Will that guarantee me with a stable job?"
I know that's my Dad's concern to.
I don't know.
I was thinking of joining Acting class, maybe after graduating from studying Business.
I... Really want to do something that I like.
But I doubt I can.
Because my interest won't ensure my bright future.

Yes, LA is a place where 90% of the people wants to be famous.
I didn't say I want to try it out here..
I'd like to go Taiwan.
Debut in a super awesome drama that makes everyone glued to it that they just can't leave it to go out.
That is my dream.
That is my ambition.
That is what I want to achieve in life.

I know it's hard.
But that is life, isn't it?
We have to overcome all the obstacles ahead of you, in order for you to achieve what you want.
I don't know how to open my mouth about this to my Dad& Mom.
I don't know what will they think about me and my dreams.

I've daydreamed about going Taiwan during holidays, and try for their auditions/casting calls.
Imagine that happening.
That'll be the first huge step I'm taking to achieve my goal in life.

I'd really really want my dreams to come true.
I'd really really like Dad, Mom& Sisters to support in what I want to do/learn.
I hope that I can take Theatre Arts, or go to Taiwan to fulfill my dream.
I don't mind studying Business, as it can be my backup plan.
But I'd like to pursue my dream after graduating University studying Business.

That, is my dream.
& I'm no longer afraid to let people know.
You can laugh at me, I won't be hurt and cry about it.
As long as I know I have a goal in life, and yet you're doing nothing but laughing at me, I'm contented as you're the joke, not me.

Xoxo.