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Hello! I feel fat, damn.
I need to lose weight.
Prontoooo.

Byeee (:

I miss you Michelle Chang Chao Ching & Alyssa Wee Chun Xin,
my besterest best friends in the whole wide world.

I love you guys.

I miss you too Mikey.

Don't worry, I love you guys too, Haziqah, Verna, Jerevien,
Jia, Mui, Hui, and you know who you are.





HI JAMES, hahahahahaha.

Htc Diamond? What Htc Diamond?

It's missing. Lost/Stolen/Dropped? No idea.
Last used it at about 1+, almost 2pm.
And found it missing from my bag at... 3pm.
How smart. Called SBS thingy, uncle checked the bus twice.
Went down after movie, I had no choice but to watch since we bought the ticket already..
Checked the bus myself, no luck.
No one found my phone because it was still ringing.

I know I should like, relax, chill or whatever.
But it's my first time losing a phone... And it had to be my Htc Diamond.
): Dad terminated the line, so it's no use trying to call it now.
Hope that a kind soul found it & see the messages and Shufang, Haziqah, Afiq and I sent.
(by the way, thanks a lot guys, for calling non stop and messaging, and hoping that I could find it. Thanks for following me down to the interchange and all too. Thank youuuuu.)
Sigh, I want my phone back.
My messages.
My pictures.
My videos.
My contacts.
Everything.
I miss my phone.. I always play the bubble breaker game or something before I sleep.
& from today onwards... I can't play it before sleep anymore.
A cut from my daily routine.
How am I supposed to sleep now. I'm so used to playing until I feel tired.
Ahhhhh, come back phone. ):

Will blog when I'm feeling better again.

The lovely 4E1, half of the class that is (:

The supposed to be nice skyline.
Sadly my house area = a lot of buildings.
Heard the view in the east side is much nicer.
Aw, so sad that I missed it. Hehe.

Skyped with James for like 12 hours!
I don't know if you can see the duration from the picture.
But yeah, 12 hours on the dot. Hahah.
We continued for like another 15 mins after that.
Hehe. It's fun skype-ing with him.
Talked, talked and talkedddddd. Hahah.
CALORIES, everyone's enemy. Right James? HAHA.
(Oh, click on the picture to see the duration of the call.)

So, I was supposed to meet my friend just now.
But her flight got delayed and she couldn't meet me.
It's okay btw (: Don't worry about it.
I ended up doing grocery shopping. Again!
I realised I like to grocery shop. Hahah.
So I messaged James that my friend couldn't come.
And I couldn't buy the ingredients to make the lasagna rolls
because I can't remember what they are.
And and, he replied me with all the ingredients that I need!
Hahah, thanks James. So so so, I bought all the stuff.
But I don't think I'm making it today.
Hehe, Stephie wants to come over to taste it and
her mom's cooking today so I shan't cook it today.
Tomorrow perhaps?
Oh, I bought like 4 or 5 different Jelly flavours.
Hahaha, James! Salted Jelly! HAHA.
(inside joke)

May be going out with the 2G people again.
Hehe, I love all of the classes.
Being it to be my primary school classes 1A, 2A, 3A, 4A, 5B, 6B.
Or secondary school classes, 1G, 2G, 3E1, 4E1.
They are the best classes ever.
I'll never forget all of you. Love you guys! (:

Avoiding you, is the best medicine for this.

The Pros and Cons on to go or not to go to the US.

PROS
I'll not have to study every single day for two years, just to study for the A levels.
And I won't have to worry about my results I'll get afterwards.
I'll have my best friends there.
I'll have the time to play and have fun, but on the other hand, do well in college.
I'll be roommates with Stephie.
I won't be alone in my freshman year, cause I'll have Stephie.
I've my sisters there.
I can drive there.
It's not as boring as Singapore.

CONS
I'll miss all of the people here, especially a few and you know who you are.
I'll miss the class gatherings or whatever things that's going to happen, and I'm not here!
I'll miss chatting, gossiping and everything with the usual people.
I'll miss my family, especially my brother!
I'll miss the food here.

Looking and comparing at the Pros and Cons, no doubt that the Pros are more appealing. And that really makes me want to go to the US this instance.
But, I'll miss everyone here like really crazily, and that really makes me think twice on whether I should go.

However, to come to think of it, I can skype with anyone that I miss, and talk, gossip with them. Just that it won't feel exactly the same.

Going to the US, it's for my future. It's only the right thing to do. I wouldn't want to lose such an opportunity.
I mean, even if I'm there, I still can keep in contact with everyone back here, and catch up with you guys.
And whenever I'm back in town, we can meet up. Right?

I'm going to really miss all of you.
I even missed 4E1 like crazy, after two short months.
I miss my BBFL partners. I haven't seen Mitch since SEVEN months ago! And Aly for a month or so.

Speaking of which. I loved the little gathering we had. even though it was short, I enjoyed myself. Love you guys.

I'm going to update more tomorrow or something. I blogged cause I couldn't sleep.. I'm using my phone! I really need to turn in now, to ensure my eye doesn't get swollen again. Bye!

oh btw, Jerevien! if you're reading this, my brother wants you to come asap cause he wants to eat the two stuff! get back to me yeah. (:

I see myself looking at your fb profile.. almost everyday.
Ahhh, why?

I feel really bad for not going for Yoga since like, Sunday.
That's like, 4 days ago..
But I'm going later on! Hehe, finally.

So, I skyped with James & Mitch.
All in all, I skyped with James for almost 12 hours.
Like 11.5 hours, we wanted to skype for 12 hours and longer..
But I fell asleep :\

Oh, after Yoga's class outing.
I'm still thinking if I should get the Nike Yellow Banana Boat Bag.
My mom said I could if I wanted to.
But, I don't know.. It's so expensive.

Will blog again. Bye!

I am still skype-ing with James! Hahahaha.
& we're talking about SPHHHHHHHHHHH.
Lovely times. Horse Riding as our PE..
How cool is that huh, try to have such PE in Singapore.
That day, will never come. Unless you're in an International School, maybe...

Hahaha, anyway, we're like discussing andand,
we might be in the same class! What are the chances huh.
We've the same teacher, Miss Elis. And, I do recall having a James in my class.
And he've a classmate names Caroline..
Well, who knows, maybe it's different James & Caroline.
Hahahah, likelike, this increased the possibility of us being classmates way back in Kindergarten!
Kindergarten and yet we only knew each other last year.
He being Mitch's classmates in Secondary School &
Me bring best friends with Mitch.
So Mitch was like telling me about this guy being in SPH Lippo Karawaci.
And telling him about me being in SPH Lippo Karawaci too.
So cool right! Hahahaha.

Okay, I'll see him in like 4 months. And him, Mitch and I are going to drive drive drive.
ROADTRIP! Can't wait. (:

I'm back to blog because..
NURUL HAZIQAH said it's boring, it's dead. Hahahah.

I cooked for my brother twice... At an ungodly hour, 2am.
Yeaaaah, my brother's insane. He needs to consume stuff for like every single minute of the day. I'm not even kidding. Unless he's asleep of course.

I'M SKYPE-ING WITH JAMES SUGIHARTOOOOOOOO NOW. Hahahah.

So so so, I'm really into cooking now, hehe.
Can't wait for grandma to get here (sunday!!) and she'll teach me cooking.
Hahahah, so exciting!

OH & HAZIQAH. If you're reading this, Cheryl said that Mrs Khorn said that we can go visit her and her family, Mr Khorn and their kids soon!
So exciting x2. Hahahaha.

OKAY, I don't like to blog, but I'm nice to Haziqah, cause I'm trying to make her smile.
To cheer her up. HAHAHA. Byeeeee!

Hello! I've been neglecting this blog for some time. Hehe.

I grew fatter! & I'm short..
So, I joined Yogaaaaaaaaa. It was pretty tiring at first.
But I'm starting to like it now! Hehe.
Went for it like 3 days in a row. Pretty crazy. Aching everywhere.
I'm fine now! I haven't go Yoga for like, 2 days now. I feel lazy.
But but, I'm going Yoga tomorrow, again. Yay.

Anyway, I'm accepted in PCC.
Hahaha, It's so stupiddddd. They took a month to find all the items that I sent... & took one day to consider and yay, "Welcome to Pasadena City College".

MOE is really slow. They only sent the Sec 5s' testimonials to the school.
Where are the Sec 4s?
Well, I needed my testimonial for my application to SMC so the school printed one copy for me.. Not the official one from MOE but something like it.
SMC won't really care that much anyway.

If if if, SMC doesn't accept me, then I'll be leaving July 5! Hahah.
Orientation's on July 6. July 4 is my cousin's wedding in Indo.. Busy busy busy. Gosh.
And I've to back to Indo soooooon. Most probably June? Mid June? I think so.

Okay, I'm too lazy to blog. Bye!

I miss so many peopleeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Especially Michelle Chang, my BBFL partner who I haven't meet up with since 6 months ago.
HALF A YEAR, omg, that's the longest time I haven't seen you ever. Come back soon bestieeee.

Happy Birthday Silas Neo!
I haven't meet you in 3 years. And you've been telling me a few things about our childhood days.
They are so hilarious. Anyway, thanks for being so honest about you disliking me in the past. Heh, I might be still as irritating as before...
Watch out. Hahah! Who knows you'll dislike me again...
You still owe me a meal by the way! Happy 19th Birthday!

Okay.
I have no idea if SMC will accept me.
Stephie got accepted. James got rejected.
Maybe I'll be like James's case because we're not Permanent Residents in the US of A.
So if that's the case.
I'll be a busybusy bee from end of June onwards.
PCC's orientation is on July 6th.
And my cousin's getting married on July 4th, in Indonesia.
So I think I'll be flying back from Indonesia back to Singapore on the 5th,
and fly to the US on the very same day.
I'll just die. I did something like that before and I was just exhausted.

Once was, Perth - Singapore - US of A.
When I reach Singapore in the morning, I fell asleep straight on my parents' bed until the afternoon where we have to leave for the airport, again.
My mom ended up packing my luggage, by the way.

Second was, Thailand - Singapore - Indonesia.
This one was slightly better because I had a night rest, but not very long.
We reached pass midnight and I had to be in the airport at 9am.

And now, my third 2 trips in a row holiday.
Kill me. Heh.
Anyway, if I go PCC, I'll have Stephie with me, which is good!
Because I'll rent a place with Stephie there, it will save me about an hour drive to school from home.
But if her sister will be moving to Pasadena too, I don't think I'll stay with them.
And I don't know what to do.
Okay, if her sister's going Pasadena, I hope SMC accepts me. If not, I hope SMC don't.
Actually, either way's fine. I don't really care much.

So before going to the US of A, I'm going to study here first.
Singapore Poly, taking Accountancy.
Main purpose, to study a little bit plus accompany Aaron Fan.
Well, a lot of people are going to SP anyway, so it's fine.
I can spend more time with them as well.
How I wish I was at TP though, I'll be with Haziqah & Verna.
But, oh well, it's too late to change that right now, plus TP is so far from home.

A few more days til I'm 17.
Which means, I'll be getting my CC & DL, which is really cool.
I can't wait.
Sweet Seventeen, I don't think I'll be having any party though.
I'll be in Singapore while Indonesia's the country which celebrates Sweet 17.

So I wanted to say something just now, but I can't recall what was it that I wanted to say.
Anyway, there's this other thing that I wanted to say..
Caroline Febrianty have decided to look for a job, hahaha.
Laugh with me everyone. It's true by the way.
But if I do, where am I going to have the time to take the few classes that I want to take since like, eons ago.
Well, I'll have to plan my few months left in Singapore really carefully.
I'll have to hang out with everyone before I leave.
I'll miss you guys.
Plus it's so hard to meet up now, since we'll be in school, either in JC or Poly.
But, we'll make time right? (:

I still can't remember what was that thing that I wanted to say...

Okay, since I can't sleep and all. I shall just make this the longest post ever.
So, a couple of days ago, there was a family gathering at home.
I baked the cupcake that is molten in the middle kind.
It turned out pretty good. I plated them nicely that my relatives thought those were bought.
They only believed that I baked them when my mom convinced them that I did.
Hahah, anyway, I'm really touched by my grandauntie who tasted my cupcake even though she couldn't because of her health. That was really sweet. Even though we're not close and only meet up the maximum of twice a year, that gesture really touched my heart and I love you (:
Of course I love my granduncle too, because he also tasted it. Heh, they are so sweet.
Anyway, everyone loved it. I hope they meant it though. Hehe.
Oh, that day was on the day they had the finals between Nadal and Federer.
Every single one at home, except me and this other cousin, were rooting for Federer.
I was supporting Nadal, and the other cousin supported someone not in the finals.

HA, Nadal won!

Okay, back to topic, after that, the kids gambled a bit. And when they asked me to join, I said I never gambled before so I'll see how they play it (Poker) first. And, my cousin, Kaylie was shocked that I never gambled before. I asked her if I have the face like I do gamble and all, she said yeah. Well, I don't gamble. But I did my first gamble not with these cousins though.
I did my first gamble on the next day, where there was another party.

Okay, I still cannot remember what was the thing!

Okay, I want to say how much I love my parents.
I know I always don't do whatever you asked me to do immediately.
And that you have to ask me to do so a million times before I actually do so.
I'm sorry if I ever got angry then.
I know you care for me, because you're my mommy and daddy.
And I appreciate that. I love you two and I'll always will.
I know I hurt your feelings really badly the other time, but I won't do so every again.
After that thing, I promised that I'll tell you every single thing.
And I do. But sometimes I still get the feeling that you two still don't quite trust me.
I just tell myself that I'm just thinking too much whenever I have that feeling.
Parents are supposed to trust their kids, and I'm sure you trust me.
I'm turning 17 soon and I'm glad that I am living such a great life through all those years.
And all the credit goes to you two. I love you mommy and daddy.
No matter how much I get annoyed or angry at you at a moment, deep inside, I still love you. (:

I love my grandparents and relatives too!
I'll miss Chinese New Year and the photo taking session with the crazy few for the next few years since I can't be back in Indonesia for CNY. ):
I'll go back to visit you guys when I can! Hehe.
Mangduuuuuuu! Vina and Claudia hehe, must okay!

Hehe, I still cannot remember what was the thing!
My back hurts. And it's already 920am.
I think I already took about an hour to type all these things.
This post is very, very wordy. Pictures are all up in facebook, I guess.

I miss my two sisters badly, even though I just saw them last month.
I don't know how will I survive without my brother when I go to the US of A this July.
I won't have anyone to fight with everyday!
I love my siblings, even though we always quarrel and all. Heheh.

Oh, I think this was what I wanted to say earlier on.
I have no plans for tomorrow, or rather later since it's already 925am.
I was supposed to go out w Haziqah and Janet.
But changed to Friday since Cheryl can only make it in the evening for tomorrow.
She wants to join us to watch Bride Wars.
Anyway, I'll be so bored later.
I almost died staying at home the whole day today.
I guess I'll have to find someone who is a uh, very last minute type of person to go out with me later. Hahah.
Or maybe I should stay home to take care of mommy.
Her eyes problem is back. But, she'll have daddy. And I'll probably end up watching tv the whole day again.
Gahhhhh.

Anyway, I miss 4E1! We shall have a gathering soon okay. Even though a lot of people are still overseas, but that's fine. We can another one when they are back again. Heh. I miss Newton!
Speaking of Newton, it reminds me of Jia, Mui, Hui! And Jia's in Canada, Mui's in Thailand and Hui's in JC. It'll be impossible for the 4 of us to have another meal there together anytime soon!
Except for Hui and myself, but that'll be so awkward. I miss you two. We'll meet up soon? But that'll be another year or so later.... ): We'll keep in contact ya?

This post, is like an essay. Gah, I have to write a two pages long essay for SMC! And I haven't do so. Okay, this post is like the length of I-don't-know-how-many-posts.
So I don't think I'll be blogging anytime soon, unless I'm really super overly bored.
Heh, til then! (:

Don't you all just love Chinese New Year?
Cause I do. Heheh, extra red packets this year from my relatives back in Indonesia.
CNY was really fun this year, to be back in Indonesia after 5 years or so to celebrate CNY was really enjoyable. Camwhored a lot, as you can see my facebook photos.
I'll miss CNY like crap because I'll be in the US next year, and the following year and the following year.... A total of 4/5 years I guess.
That sucks.

Anyway..
Su Jialin have left for Canada, I'll miss you Jia.
Even though you're going to visit me in July or August. Hahahaha.
I'll see you soon. Sorry that I wasn't there to send you off.
Andand, hahaha, I called you 5 minutes after your plane took off.
I'm damn smart, I know. Hahaha.

Will blog soon, but no photos because I hate uploading photos in blogs, it takes forever. Plus my picture size is huge! So if you want to see it, all of them are up in my facebook. Hehe, thanks. (:

Been going out until like midnight or later recently.
Hanging out with 4E1 people.
They're really really fun to hang out with.

I remember how I used to hate the fact that I was posted to 3E1.
The class filled with nerds, always studying and the class that is like super overly boring.
I hated it that 4E2 and 4F always had outings and all.
But our class don't have one. We don't even talk to each other until Sec4.
Earlier in 3E1, I only talk to Jialin & Bibi. I didn't know the rest, except Zixiang & Longhuai.
And really dread talking to the rest. But after the Cambodia trip, I started to get close to about 1/4 of the class, those who went for the trip.
After being in the class for a year or so. I started accepting everyone, and the fact that we're the smartest & the most boring class.
And now, I'm really glad to say that I'm proud to be in 3E1 & 4E1. Even though we're boring and all, we're smart, and hardworking.
After 2 years of being together, we became so united that we started to hang out with one another quite a lot.
We're really united, no matter what others might say.
I'm even sure that 4E1 is more united than both 4E2 and 4F.

I'm glad, elated and (you get what I'm saying here) that I'm in 4E1 and I'll never ever forget all of you. I really hope that we can keep in contact. We only have 20 people in our class. It can't be that bad to keep in contact, can it? On the other hand, so many of us are going overseas. But if there's a will, there's a way right? Will miss you guys so so much.

Leaving for Indonesia on the 22nd.
Coming back on the 29th.
And stay here for a bit, going back Indonesia again.
(I HAVE TO, I need my driving lessons & license! & I have to meet up with people there!)
And going Poly, either SP or NP, for 3 months, before flying of to the US in July.

Ah, will blog again soon.
Oh, Mui is back in Thailand! I'll miss her. I don't know when we'll meet as a group together with Jia, Zihong & Hui again! Hope it won't be years down the road. Will miss you guys. (:

Wish all of you a very happy new year!
The start of 2009 isn't really good for me.
Hope it is great for the rest for you guys! (:

Stayed in the hotel for countdown because the roads were filled completely with people! Talking about Las Vegas by the way.
Overall, it's pretty cool. Fireworks were pretty disappointing. It wasn't as grand as the previous years, I guess. And my dad said it might be the result of the financial stuff that the world's facing now.

I haven't did any shopping here, but am going to after tonight or tomorrow.
Anyway, I'll be flying on the 7th US time, and reaching on the 9th Singapore time.
I'll be in Singapore/Indonesia until June where I'll be flying back to US again, for my sister's graduation. And most probably going back again until August/September (when my school starts). Busy busy busy. I can't wait to come over to LA to study. I don't know why. But that's still pretty far away since I have about 9 months of holiday ahead of me.

In the meanwhile, I can't wait to go back Indonesia again! I might be going back to Indonesia, end of Jan or something, for Chinese New Year. Since daddy might have to stay there for work. This time round when I'm going back, I'm so going to continue to learn driving. Daddy said for that one time when he taught me the basics, I was pretty good and I learn very fast! I can't wait to drive again. I can get my license in a year and a month! When I'm 18.

Oh my god, I just reminded myself that I'm turning 17 in a month time!
Exactly one month after receiving Olevel result!
Yeap, results are most probably, maybe 80-90% that it's on 15 Jan.

Okay, that's it for now. I'll be back soon! (:
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Edited
So it's confirmed! I'm going on a shopping spree tomorrow.
Hahaha, if I'm in a mood to go on a spree that is. (:
I always feel bad for spending so much on shopping. Hahaha.
But anyhow, I'm going to Cabazon outlet tomorrow. I can't wait! Hehe.

By the way, what's your New Year resolution(s)?
I have so many! I think my resolution list is never ending. Hahaha.
(1) To be 43 kg or less.
(2) Try to grow until like 168 cm.
(3) Exercise more.
(4) Eat healthily.
(5) Study harder when I go in College/University.
(6) Be a more mannered person.
(7) Be a more responsible person.
(8) Be a tidy person.
(9) Respect everyone around me.
(10) To...

Number 10 is a little secret of mine.
I need to accomplish all these this year.
Especially Number 1. Be 47 or so by this June is my main priority now.
Sister's graduation, must look pretty and skinny! Hahaha.

Okay, I need to go to the airport now. Sending my daddy and brother off.
They're leaving to Singapore first. See you all soon! <3

Am in the United States of America (USA) already.
In Los Angeles, to be more exact. Hahaha.
I love it here, even though it's pretty cold.
Still not used to this weather yet! Give me a day or two.

I finally get to see my two sisters!
I missed them so much. Hehe, love them to bits.
Oh & I can't see Mitch! She's not coming down here.
And I'm not going up there. Hahaha, so annoying.
I miss her, and Mikey.

Gonna post more when I feel like it. Hahah, still not used to all this blogging thing.
I think the few weeks I'm going to spend in US will be really, really fun.
Oh, by the way, I'm not going back on the 6th of January anymore. Probably on the 10th.
See all of you guys then! Am so excited to receive O level result on the 15th or so.

Love you guys back in Singapore. <3

Thailand was just amazing.
Visited Royal Temple, Dreamworld and others.
Went shopping, but didn't buy as much as I thought I would.

Indonesia, my trip was cut short.
Was supposed to be back on the 16th, but came back on the 10th instead.
For some reason. Shopped, again.
Shopped quite alot, I guess. It was fun seeing my cousins.
Especially Vina! We can just sit down and gossip all day long.

Singapore, so far it've been a blast.
Spending my last few weeks in Singapore (for the year 2008) with friends.
And it was sure well spent.

Today, went out with Jia, Hui and Bee.
We walked aimlessly for countless number of times.
We caught Yes Man!. It was damn hilarious.
Bought Jia her very belated birthday present.
But she seems to be enjoying it like, a lot now.
Pictures are with Hui, since my camera died on me and we used her phone's camera instead.
So I'll upload them only after she sent them to me.
Will upload the 3 pathetic photos together with the ones she sent me.

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