My life, my story.

Happy Birthday Silas Neo!
I haven't meet you in 3 years. And you've been telling me a few things about our childhood days.
They are so hilarious. Anyway, thanks for being so honest about you disliking me in the past. Heh, I might be still as irritating as before...
Watch out. Hahah! Who knows you'll dislike me again...
You still owe me a meal by the way! Happy 19th Birthday!

Okay.
I have no idea if SMC will accept me.
Stephie got accepted. James got rejected.
Maybe I'll be like James's case because we're not Permanent Residents in the US of A.
So if that's the case.
I'll be a busybusy bee from end of June onwards.
PCC's orientation is on July 6th.
And my cousin's getting married on July 4th, in Indonesia.
So I think I'll be flying back from Indonesia back to Singapore on the 5th,
and fly to the US on the very same day.
I'll just die. I did something like that before and I was just exhausted.

Once was, Perth - Singapore - US of A.
When I reach Singapore in the morning, I fell asleep straight on my parents' bed until the afternoon where we have to leave for the airport, again.
My mom ended up packing my luggage, by the way.

Second was, Thailand - Singapore - Indonesia.
This one was slightly better because I had a night rest, but not very long.
We reached pass midnight and I had to be in the airport at 9am.

And now, my third 2 trips in a row holiday.
Kill me. Heh.
Anyway, if I go PCC, I'll have Stephie with me, which is good!
Because I'll rent a place with Stephie there, it will save me about an hour drive to school from home.
But if her sister will be moving to Pasadena too, I don't think I'll stay with them.
And I don't know what to do.
Okay, if her sister's going Pasadena, I hope SMC accepts me. If not, I hope SMC don't.
Actually, either way's fine. I don't really care much.

So before going to the US of A, I'm going to study here first.
Singapore Poly, taking Accountancy.
Main purpose, to study a little bit plus accompany Aaron Fan.
Well, a lot of people are going to SP anyway, so it's fine.
I can spend more time with them as well.
How I wish I was at TP though, I'll be with Haziqah & Verna.
But, oh well, it's too late to change that right now, plus TP is so far from home.

A few more days til I'm 17.
Which means, I'll be getting my CC & DL, which is really cool.
I can't wait.
Sweet Seventeen, I don't think I'll be having any party though.
I'll be in Singapore while Indonesia's the country which celebrates Sweet 17.

So I wanted to say something just now, but I can't recall what was it that I wanted to say.
Anyway, there's this other thing that I wanted to say..
Caroline Febrianty have decided to look for a job, hahaha.
Laugh with me everyone. It's true by the way.
But if I do, where am I going to have the time to take the few classes that I want to take since like, eons ago.
Well, I'll have to plan my few months left in Singapore really carefully.
I'll have to hang out with everyone before I leave.
I'll miss you guys.
Plus it's so hard to meet up now, since we'll be in school, either in JC or Poly.
But, we'll make time right? (:

I still can't remember what was that thing that I wanted to say...

Okay, since I can't sleep and all. I shall just make this the longest post ever.
So, a couple of days ago, there was a family gathering at home.
I baked the cupcake that is molten in the middle kind.
It turned out pretty good. I plated them nicely that my relatives thought those were bought.
They only believed that I baked them when my mom convinced them that I did.
Hahah, anyway, I'm really touched by my grandauntie who tasted my cupcake even though she couldn't because of her health. That was really sweet. Even though we're not close and only meet up the maximum of twice a year, that gesture really touched my heart and I love you (:
Of course I love my granduncle too, because he also tasted it. Heh, they are so sweet.
Anyway, everyone loved it. I hope they meant it though. Hehe.
Oh, that day was on the day they had the finals between Nadal and Federer.
Every single one at home, except me and this other cousin, were rooting for Federer.
I was supporting Nadal, and the other cousin supported someone not in the finals.

HA, Nadal won!

Okay, back to topic, after that, the kids gambled a bit. And when they asked me to join, I said I never gambled before so I'll see how they play it (Poker) first. And, my cousin, Kaylie was shocked that I never gambled before. I asked her if I have the face like I do gamble and all, she said yeah. Well, I don't gamble. But I did my first gamble not with these cousins though.
I did my first gamble on the next day, where there was another party.

Okay, I still cannot remember what was the thing!

Okay, I want to say how much I love my parents.
I know I always don't do whatever you asked me to do immediately.
And that you have to ask me to do so a million times before I actually do so.
I'm sorry if I ever got angry then.
I know you care for me, because you're my mommy and daddy.
And I appreciate that. I love you two and I'll always will.
I know I hurt your feelings really badly the other time, but I won't do so every again.
After that thing, I promised that I'll tell you every single thing.
And I do. But sometimes I still get the feeling that you two still don't quite trust me.
I just tell myself that I'm just thinking too much whenever I have that feeling.
Parents are supposed to trust their kids, and I'm sure you trust me.
I'm turning 17 soon and I'm glad that I am living such a great life through all those years.
And all the credit goes to you two. I love you mommy and daddy.
No matter how much I get annoyed or angry at you at a moment, deep inside, I still love you. (:

I love my grandparents and relatives too!
I'll miss Chinese New Year and the photo taking session with the crazy few for the next few years since I can't be back in Indonesia for CNY. ):
I'll go back to visit you guys when I can! Hehe.
Mangduuuuuuu! Vina and Claudia hehe, must okay!

Hehe, I still cannot remember what was the thing!
My back hurts. And it's already 920am.
I think I already took about an hour to type all these things.
This post is very, very wordy. Pictures are all up in facebook, I guess.

I miss my two sisters badly, even though I just saw them last month.
I don't know how will I survive without my brother when I go to the US of A this July.
I won't have anyone to fight with everyday!
I love my siblings, even though we always quarrel and all. Heheh.

Oh, I think this was what I wanted to say earlier on.
I have no plans for tomorrow, or rather later since it's already 925am.
I was supposed to go out w Haziqah and Janet.
But changed to Friday since Cheryl can only make it in the evening for tomorrow.
She wants to join us to watch Bride Wars.
Anyway, I'll be so bored later.
I almost died staying at home the whole day today.
I guess I'll have to find someone who is a uh, very last minute type of person to go out with me later. Hahah.
Or maybe I should stay home to take care of mommy.
Her eyes problem is back. But, she'll have daddy. And I'll probably end up watching tv the whole day again.
Gahhhhh.

Anyway, I miss 4E1! We shall have a gathering soon okay. Even though a lot of people are still overseas, but that's fine. We can another one when they are back again. Heh. I miss Newton!
Speaking of Newton, it reminds me of Jia, Mui, Hui! And Jia's in Canada, Mui's in Thailand and Hui's in JC. It'll be impossible for the 4 of us to have another meal there together anytime soon!
Except for Hui and myself, but that'll be so awkward. I miss you two. We'll meet up soon? But that'll be another year or so later.... ): We'll keep in contact ya?

This post, is like an essay. Gah, I have to write a two pages long essay for SMC! And I haven't do so. Okay, this post is like the length of I-don't-know-how-many-posts.
So I don't think I'll be blogging anytime soon, unless I'm really super overly bored.
Heh, til then! (: