Thursday, December 31, 2009

Photos taken on the day of the outing with
Dawn, Haziqah, Janet, Jiani, Yujing.















Photos taken with Lizhen.







Photos with relatives, taken on 31st December 2009.
The last day of the year 2009!















My 200th post for this blog, and it's also the first post for the year 2010!

Happy New Year!
Have a pleasant and awesome year ahead!
It's already 2010..
What did you do for the year of 2009 that put a smile on your face?
Or did anything happen to put a frown on your face?
Eitherway, put everything behind you now!
It's already over right?
It's about time to make a new change, for the new 2010.

Resolutions..
Have you made yours?
Did you tick the boxes beside all of your resolutions for 2009?
Well.. I didn't because I didn't even make a list of resolutions for 2009.
I shall make one now for 2010!
A new year marks a new beginning.

My Resolutions for 2010.
1) Lose weight - to be 45kg.
2) Attend dance, flute and piano classes.
3) Read at least 30 books for the year. (It's a start!)
4) Do not spend so much on shopping. (Which I don't initially.)
5) Get awesome grades for college and get into USC/UCLA.
6) Treasure everyone around myself, especially Mommy, Daddy, Jiejie(s), Ahboy, Gramps, relatives, friends... Pretty much everyone.
7) Get super awesome at photography.
8) Get closer to THE dream :)

I think that's about it.
I THINK.

Okay, so we did nothing much for New Year's Eve because there was nothing on at Orchard Road.
Apparently Singapore is too poor to hold 3 events, one at Marina, one at Sentosa and the last one to be held at their well-known Orchard Road.
It's so stupid.
Obviously not everyone will go down to Marina and Sentosa to celebrate right?
Can't they hold something small to entertain the people with actual lives, who don't want to squeeze their way through the smelly pespiring people..
Can you imagine kids squeezing their way through the crowd, and smelling adults' asses?
EW.
Seriously, Singapore should have more than 2 big events to cover the need to have an actual countdown for every single one of us living in this tiny little dot.

It's 440am!
My cousins are leaving in 3 hours' time.
*Insert HUGE SAD face here*
It's going to be so quiet at home.
From 16 people squeezing in 4 rooms...
To 6 people left.
BUT, soon enough, 3 people are going to invade my darling room... AGAIN.
Plus, my mom's friends, two of them, are coming over to conquer my brother's room... AGAIN.
My parents can start a hotel service in this house.
I'm sure that we can earn big bucks.
Just look at the number of people coming and going from our door.
Non-stop traffic of people invading and leaving our place.
I miss my room ):
Before they all came, I was there for... 3 nights.
Even though I only spent one night watching a dvd... only 15 minutes though.
I still miss my dvd player.
HAHAHA.
I miss a non-living thing that is only in the next room beside my parents' room.
I'm such a weirdo.

Whatever.

Okay, I feel like munching on Shaker Fries because I haven't had them for like... YEARS.
And, for the 10 times my cousins went to eat at McDonalds, I haven't even had a single fries.
Or a bite of McWings, McChicken, McSpicy...
You name it, I haven't had it.
I haven't had fast food since... In N' Out I think.
This is awesome!

I also feel like eating..... McDonald's breakfast.
NONONO, NO Caroline.
Stop eating, stop thinking about eating whatever you are thinking about.
You are getting.... F.A.T.
Actually, the better, and more realistic word is O.B.E.S.E.
Okay, I'll stop eating.

Geez, it's taking FOREVER to burn 6 discs of photos for my relatives.
I'm dying from the wait of burning all of them.

Random note: My cousin is singing a different song for every word that reminds her of that individual song. Example, I wrote "smile on your face" and she started singing... A smile on your face, let me know that you need me, there's a truth in your eyes, saying you'll never leave me...
Okay, you get my drift.
She's insane.
Okay, she's going to whack me now.
HELP!

See, she cursed.

Okay, she don't understand what I typed.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Everyone, laugh with me!

OHMYGOD, I'm typing so much!!
Well, it's a good start.
It means that I'll blog more for this new year!
I'm getting hooked on blogging.
Awesomecakes!!
Okay, I'm going to rot while waiting for the 3rd disc to be done.....
救命啊!誰能幫幫我呢?!

My cousins are going crazy.
Photos to be uploaded tomorrow... or another day when I actually have time.
GOODNIGHT.

AREN'T YOU HAPPY?
I AM.

Jennifer started singing again.
"Would you be happier....." by The Corrs.
She's still humming the song.
HELP.

Okay, night!


It's the last day of the year 2009!
Time flew flew flew by so fast fast fast!!
):

I'm going to eat at Macpherson later. HAHA.
Random place to have the last dinner for the year right?
I know, but which restaurant can hold 16 people on a last minute basis?
The number is pretty close to a zero!

Okay, will blog again later..

Am so super duper sad that I won't be able to have a camera to take photo ):
Depressed.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

This post is for you, my 10-almost-11-years friend.
Even though we had our ups and downs,
Even though I still do not know the reason or reasons on why that incident happened,
Even though we were in different classes throughout our secondary school days,
Even though we distanced by being in different cliques,
Even though we only got close again in secondary three or four,
Even though we hardly hang out together,
Even though there are some things that are left unsaid between us,
I still feel that you're a very important person in my life :)

No matter how huge the distance is between the both of us, we are still going to keep in contact right? :D
Hahaha.
Okay, going to keep this short but I know that you know what I'm trying to say in this post :)
<3

This is for you Janet Lau Shan Xiu :)

Our meeting time with Jerevien changed from 1ish to 3ish.
How awesome is that?
Hahahaha.

So anyway, my meeting with Tracy was pushed almost an hour back.
But, I was still the early one.
Tracy had to even cab down because she was just about to leave her house when I was already at Aljunied.
Even her cabbing down led her to still be late because I was there before her!
Okay, so I got my magazines, 2 dramas and the CD that my Daddy asked me to get for him at Tampines.
Then we took the bus to... TOA PAYOH.
I swear it's the longest bus ride I've ever taken.
It's such a torture but at the same time comforting because at least I can talk to someone throughout the whole ride!
We were laughing at this 3 secondary school kid because the things they talk about are so hilarious.
Okay, we alighted at this bus stop at had to walk to find the place I was looking for to get that special item! :)
Got it!
So so so so so contented.
I'm super happy now.
I'm a happy girl living in this small small world.

Okay, after that, we headed down to City Hall to look for JPoon.
We bought the ingredients and cabbed to my place.
Yay, yummy outcomes.
:)

The downside is that, SOMEONE kept reminding me that I don't have my camera with me!!
She seriously suck to the core okay.
HAHAHA.
I'm kidding.
You know I love you..... (yeah right)
I'm seriously kidding!
You know how I am.
I can't express my feelings!! HAHA.

Okay, so my parents and all of my relatives are back!
No more peace and quiet for myself and the few of us who didn't go to Genting.
I pity my maid.
16 people squeezing in this tiny place, with my maid having to clean up all of our mess...
Okay, we're not THAT bad, we help her out!
We do not abuse our maid.
She's awesome.
I like to disturb her sometimes, she's just too quiet!

Okay, might be heading down to Newton later to eat my duck rice.
I miss it so much!
It was closed on the 23rd, I think, when we went down.

Deciding which date is the best for me to go back to Indonesia.
Can't wait!
Excited to meet up with friends AND to go visit Bali :)

The year is ending tomorrow.
It's 31 December tomorrow.
Omg, it's the last day of the year 2009!
ARE YOU EXCITED?
I don't know about you, but I am!
Super ultra mega duper excited.
I'm positive that 2010 will be such an awesome year for all of us!
Tomorrow is always a better day.
So a new year is always a better year than the previous one!
Righto?
Yupyup, I know I'm right!
Everyone should have plans for tomorrow's big countdown event right?
The venue to watch the fireworks and all.
Have a supercalifragilisticexpialidocious time tomorrow!

Okay, see you see you!!

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Hehe, going to meet Tracy in 1 hour or so.
And I haven't bathe.
HAHAHAHA.
Okay, taking down the list of items I have to get for later.

Will blog later! :)

Parents and relatives are coming back at night!!
Was supposed to meet Pearls at 2pm.
Changed the time to 230pm.
Left home to walk to Orchard MRT Station at 215pm.
Pearlin reached at 3pm.
HAHAHA.
Told you I'm always early.
I should really make myself be super late one day.
*evil laugh*

We walked, only sitting down twice or something, from 3pm til 10pm.
7 hours of walking!
I need to walk more.
It's such a good form of exercise.
So, anyway, we were out of ideas, of where to go to after walking around ION, Wisma and Taka.
We were too lazy to walk to Somerset too.
Or rather, I was too lazy to :D
I bought a few magazines today, and bought Muji snacks for brother and cousins.

Yay, I'm going to cook tomorrow :)
For Janet, Jerevien and Tracy.
But I'm going to leave for a while in between to get something from Toa Payoh.
It's going to be my very first time there.
And I've been staying in Singapore for like 11 years.
Perfect.
I will feel like a tourist tomorrow, or whenever I go to the west side.
I wouldn't know a thing.

So excited now!!
But so stressed out at the same time.
SMC still haven't send a letter over to the US house, or this house.
I'm so scared ):

God, please help me.

Monday, December 28, 2009

The flu bug doesn't want go away ):
A week of having the flu.
Boohoo.
*patiently waiting for it to vanishhhhhh*

Going to meet Pearlin in half an hour!
Yay, we're going to sit somewhere to just chill, and chit chat.
Or rather gossip.
Hahahaha.

I'll blog again later!
But no pictures this week!
Unless she brought her camera! :)
Xoxo.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Reminder, for myself:
December 28, 2009 - Dentist, Meet Tracy to fix DLSR Lens, finally!
December 29, 2009 - Pearlin, I miss you girl ):
December 30, 2009 - Tracy, Jerevien & Janet, quality time :)
December 31, 2009 - Spending the day with family, counting down the last 24 hours of 2009.
January 1, 2009 - Spending the day with family, relatives are going back to Indonesia.
January 2, 2009 - Outing with Haziqah, Aikhe, Kim and so on.
January 3, 2009 - Lunch with 4E1 :) & Dinner with Junlin and the rest.
January 4, 2009 - Verna is back! Dinner with Verna & Janet & Haziqah!

January 5, 2009 - Slacking at home with Haziqah, Janet and Verna.
January 6, 2009 - Outing with Feiyun, Jiexin and the rest!
January 7, 2009 - Jere & Tracy!
January 8, 2009 - (Probably going back to Indonesia on this day)

Still have outings to plan with:
1) Feiyun, Jiexin and others.
2) Junlin, Weixing and gang.
3) Grace and Pauline!
4) Alyssa, Ashley & Brian!
and so on.

Need more outings with Alyssa, Haziqah, Verna, Janet, Tracy, Jerevien..
Those main characters :)

Date me out people!
After I return to dearest US in late January, I won't be back until August again.
8 months man.
:(

I want to watch movies.
Especially Sherlock Holmes.
Will watch more movies in Indonesia instead of watching them here.
Much cheaper and much better seats.
Ah, going to finalise the date for cousins and myself to go to Bali tomorrow or something.
*excited*

Probably going to end up with at least 3 more photoalbums in facebook by the end of my trip!
Yay, the more the better.
I'll post the photo post another day instead...
Too many.
Means a super long uploading time.
Means, I need more time.

So :)
Will blog sooooooon!
No camera to take picture with for the following 5 to 7 working days.
I hate this.

Alyssa came over just now.
Sorry about dinner.
Didn't know that you wanted to meet me for dinner..
Anyway, love meeting you girl.
See you again next week okay :)

Anyway, there are just too many pictures to choose from.
These are just a few.
Wanted to post more, but I hate blogger.
Please view the rest of my facebook :)

Here you go:

For fun :)

The 3 pairs of brother and sister.

Bollywood. Hahahaha.

I miss Jiejie, both of them.

Mommy's side of the family with a handful missing.

This was taken at.... I forgot where.
Claudia :)

Ahboy!

I think I look nice yet scary here. HAHA.

Eyeliner - my most hated makeup.

Paparrazi.

Long Beachhhhh.

The lights at Long Beach :)

The huge ass crab, probably the biggest I've ever had in my life.
The most expensive too!

Tako pachi in the making!

Octopus.

Reflection of yours truly.

The 3 cousins :)
Was shocked when I saw them walking past.
The police or rather guards were like asking me to move to one side.

Yet another family potrait.

Another one of the 3 vain girls.

With Auntie.

Another one! Hahahaha.

I likey this picture!

Another view with the Flyer in it this time round :)

Outside Hilton Hotel I think.

TCC dinner at Funan with brother and cousins, on Christmas Day!

One of the 2 desserts.

Love my ahboy :)

"Photo! Photo!" - Cousin
"Beneran mau photo nih?!" - Me
& I just posed there for him. HAHA.

Cupcakes baked with Sim Lizhen :)

You are the only one I love!

Even the shape of my eyes are turning into heart.


My name & nickname!
Flashlight photos <3

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Since I'm bored...
I've decided to start listing the things that it's a must-to-do/see/eat in Bali.
Hopefully things really work out this time.
It's going to be awesome if the 3 of us can go!
I don't know if there are going to be others who are coming along with us.
But, the three of us will make it so super duper fun that nothing is going to turn our smile into a frown there :)

Phototaking and more phototakings there is my number one priority.
Sightseeing too!
I want to experience being a real tourist, seeing the Bali traditional dance and visiting the unique places that they have there.

Even though Bali is a part of Indonesia, I'm still going to be a tourist there, no matter what.
Technically, I'm a tourist because I'm only from Jakarta.
HAHA. Okay, whatever.
People always wish to travel around the world right, and they most definitely won't start from their home country.
I mean, if their home country is rather big in area and have numerous tourist destinations, why not start from there?

The first country I would want to travel around is none other than Indonesia :)
I want to see the temples that they have, especially Borobudur.
I want to see the awesome beaches that they have, and the picturesque hotels or rather villas that they have in Bali.
I just want to capture all of the moment that I'm experiencing that very moment with a touch of my camera capture button.
To be able to take hundreds of pictures of the locals with their individual facial expression, be it sad, joy, loved, bored and whatver feeling a person can feel.

I can't wait to go to Bali.
So many people went, are there now and are going there soon.
Doesn't that just say for sure how Bali is a great place to spend the holiday at?
My uncle is going to Bali before the date that we're planning to go.
& he told me that he's going to give me a list of restaurants that is just so superb that I've to go try it.
Heheh, thank you :)

Okay, back to reality.
I'm so bored!
Today's outing changed to be held on the 2nd instead.
Ah, wanted to collect my retainers today.
But the dentist is closed, because it's a Sunday.
Wanted to go to Keppel Bay to send my lens for servicing instead.
But it's closed too, they are only opened from Monday to Friday.
Bummer.
Have to do both things tomorrow.

I still want to go to Taiwan for countdown.
2010 is going to come in a blink of an eye!
4 days until the event for the countdown!
Who wants to go with me?
My grandma wants to go with me actually.
Hahaha.
Need to upload the pictures I took..
But I need to have my copyright logo on all of the pictures before I actually put them on the site.
The thing is...

I don't have a logo of my own.

Which means..
I need suggestions!
I will definitely digest all of your help and will see which one is the best.
Might even combine a couple of ideas together!

Please help! :)

Tracy and Jerevien suggested a couple.
But I think it's too simple.
I don't know if I want my logo to be super duper simple, or have a little twist to it.
But I know I don't want it being too overflow-y and complex.

Okay, so, I was watching tv just now.
There was nothing on after 桃花小妹 & the cooking show that 大S and 小S host, so I switched the tv on to Bangkok Dangerous, starring Nicholas Cage.
And after BD, it was Ghost Rider.
Yes, the same main character.
I remember that Ghost Rider came out on my birthday in Singapore.
Hahaha, super random!

So anyway, my brother and two guy cousins are insane.
They are like eating machines that can never stop digesting food after having an hour break or something.
I bet they consumed like 928309831 calories today.
I'm not even kidding.
They ate THAT much.
They just came back from McDonalds probably 45 minutes ago.
My brother said he had the Mega Mac, but couldn't finish half of his fries.
& cousins ate Big Mac.
Yup, the meal, and most probably upsized too.

If only I'm like them, eat so much and never ever gaining so much weight.
Wouldn't it be life?
It certainly will be the best thing ever!

Oh! Just realised that I didn't blog about this thing.
Heheh :)
Since I've been back, I've been told that the weight I lost is visible.
& that I'm taller!
Yupyup, I grew taller!
I used to be so crazy about wanting to grow tall, to be 168cm or taller.
However, now that I am (163 + 2)cm.
Yes, I'm about 165cm now..
I'm pretty down about it. HAHA.
I'm so weird, I know :)
I don't want to grow taller anymore.
I think my current height is enough.
Don't you think so too?

Jerevien, Tracy and myself were in a conversation just now.
On MSN.
& the way we converse is so funny.
It's always only two person talking, while the third party is MIA.
So, Tracy and I will talk about 桃花小妹 and Jerevien will keep asking us to change topic.
& Tracy and I will talk about weight issues and Jerevien butt-ed in and said that we're insane.
But she herself is going to make herself part of our diet plan too.
So, now our goals are clear.
Jerevien wants to be 50kg and Tracy wants to be in the 40-42kg range.
& for myself, 43-45kg range.
You can call us insane, out of our minds, or whatever you want to call us.
Even the tiniest cell of mine won't bother about it.
:)

Thought about it and came to the conclusion that every single star have to have a thicker skin than the others.
& thinking back...
My self-confidence fluctuate like crazy.
From birth until 10 years old, I used to be this girl who liked the spotlight, liked to read stories with actions, like as if there was a big group of audience in front of me.
Performed in Kindergarten, Primary 2 and others that I can't remember, with nothing to fear because I was doing what I love to do - acting.
From 11 years old until 14 years old, however, I was a girl who was so scared to even talk in front of a class of 28 people.
Yes, my dearest 1G and 2G class.
When I was 11 though, I acted in front of quite a crowd at East Coast Park for my English Drama play.
I don't know how it started, but my self-confidence level came back to a medium level in Secondary 3.
I could act in front of the class for the skits we had to do for English.
I could represent the class for Fashion Parade for 2 years too.
Probably with the help of performing in front of the school for Choir.
And now, I'm not afraid to say that it rose from a medium level to a high level on the self-confidence scale now.
Janet can back me up on that :)

I think this is getting too wordy.
And I realized that I've been blogging without having a picture for every post I post up.
But... I'm starting to get lazy too.
Plus pictures are all up in Facebook!
However, I will upload a handful of pictures for this very post because I don't want to bore you guys to death :)

To those who are still reading my blog,
I bid you goodnight and have the best 5 days of your lives, and it's the remaining days until the year 2010.
Where everything is going to be sweet as it's going to be an awesome year for you, myself and the rest of the world.

(Edit)
I can't seem to upload pictures.
Another post tomorrow just for pictures!
I promise :)
Didn't do much w Zhen today.
We baked chocolate cupcakes.
& watch 1.5 episodes of 霹靂MIT.
And spent an hour plus in the toilet... taking pictures.
HAHAHA.
We played with the flashlight and writing & drawing stuff.
Super funny.
One of the outcome is my new picture :)
Went to Starbucks to get a cup of drink.
And she went home.

And, discussing about tomorrow's outing now.
Apparently Haziqah thought 27th December is... next week.
HAHAHA.
It's going to be 2010 in 6 days.

Time is sure flying crazy fast.

Oh, read that he was still sick during the concert..
Sigh.
Please take care of yourself ):

Friday, December 25, 2009

I'm not going to lie, I just woke up.
Yes, at 1230pm.
Hehehe.
Decided to go to the dentist tomorrow before tomorrow's outing.
I've a reasonable explanation, had a terrible headache last night.
& thought it's the right thing to do to sleep on it :)

Have to call dentist later to schedule an appointment.
Hehe, pretty reluctant actually.
Okay, got to go bathe and all now!
Meeting Lizhen in 45 minutes.
HAHAHA.
Lucky we're meeting around my house area so it's pretty (y).

Need to rush.
Bye!

(Edit)
Yay, changed the meeting time to 230 instead of 130 :)
No more rushing!
Need to go to the dentist to collect my retainers.
He's going to clean my teeth too.
Probably going to spend like 30 minutes there.
Hopefully it will not take that long!
It's going to be scary.
I think I'm going to get the phobia of going to the dentist soon.

But my dentist is pretty awesome though :)
Even though he reprimanded me about losing my retainers before..
He even said that he'll get me a box this time round.
& he asked which colour I liked.
Mommy said purple.
Hahaha, let's see if he's going to get a box for me.

My fever vanished.
My cough and flu is still here.
Oh oh, spent Christmas with my brother and two guy cousins.
Went to Funan.
Planned to get a macro lens.
Ended up getting the converter instead.

Talked to Tracy hahaha.
What else can we talk and be serious about other than losing weight eh?
Hahaha!

Anyway.
I want to learn dances so badly.
& a couple of instruments..

Ah, okay, no more ranting!
So, discussing about tomorrow's outing is not an easy thing to do.

I'm so bored.
Sigh, better go to bed now!
Just realised it's already 3am.
Goodnight!

Thursday, December 24, 2009

It's back to be in the 38 range.
38.1 now.

I'm going to give counting down to Christmas a miss this year.
Going to sleep before 12.
:)
Yesterday, my fever was 37.8.
Today morning, I was fine.
In the afternoon, it was 38.4.
It was 37.1 in the evening.

Hehe. I'm getting better!
I shouldn't be sick on Christmas Day!

Oh you know, my aunt and I made a deal.
The both of us need to lose like at least 4kg in about 4 weeks.
Hahahaha.
I'm going to challenge myself to lose about 6 instead of 4 :)
Wish me luck.

這世界太熱鬧,怎麽傾聽一顆星呼喚另一顆星的聲音。
這世界再熱鬧,還好我們剛好在這裡剛好很安靜。

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

I think the only cure for my illnesses is to go fly over there to see you now.
Ah, it's like... I could have been in front of you in 23 hours' time.
But yet I'm sneezing like no one's business at home :(
I want to be (there) now!!
I hate this, super super super super strong hatred feeling inside me.
AHHHH.

I feel like lying on my bed and watch my dramas.
I've so many piled up.
I'm going to bring all of them plus my CDs and magazines over to the US.
Hehe.

(Super random)
No life club through MSN.
Hahahah.

Thinking of the lens I should get for my baby (my DSLR).
Supposed to go Funan with my brother and cousins an hour ago.
But they decided to stay home and go tomorrow because I'm sick.
Aww :)

On the bright side, I might be going Bali this January :)
With my cousins!
YAY.
Phototaking time baby :)

Okay, bye!
Cough's been haunting me for a few days now.
Flu started a couple of days ago.
& fever came last night and disappeared today morning.

Parents, Aunties, Uncles, and my two female cousins went off for Genting 1.5 hours ago.
Only grandparents, one aunt, brother, two male cousins and myself left here.
Didn't want to go with them because I'm sick and I'll end up being more sick if I go.
Every single time I went up there in the past, end up with me being sick.
Which suck..

I think my fever is coming back.
What a way to feel during my holiday right?
Geez, haven't fall sick for so long and I've to fall sick now. Hahah.
Ah, oh well.
It's not going to bring me down!

我要向你學,生病了也要繼續做我應該做的事。
不會因爲生病了,而把重要的是丟在一邊。

今天本來到那裏去,參加你的M&G,看你的演唱會。
朋友的父母親不允許她去,我也生病了。
所以不能去了。

好傷心哦。

爲什麽姐姐認識的明星是從菲律賓的呢?
爲什麽不是臺灣的呢?

Ah, got to go bathe and go out with my brother and cousins.
Going Funan :D
Checking out lens later.
Woopee!

See ya!

From this post, you guys should know that... I'm in Singapore now!
Been here since the 15th of December.
HAHAHA.

Okay, bye!

Sunday, December 20, 2009

It went down that road again.
Somehow, I was expecting it.
But, it's just so hard for me to accept that decision for this particular situation.
You know how much it means to me for you to say yes.

I don't know what to say anymore.

明明知道我好想到那裏去看他,
你爲什麽不讓我去呢?
你知不知道我有多傷心呢?
你知不知道我哭了好幾次了嗎?
你到底知道還是你決定了閉一只眼,假裝你不知道呢?

xx

我好想你。
好想,好想。
希望能在聖誕節那一天遇見你,
也想跟你一起到數2009年最後的十秒。

希望。
我已經盡力想辦法,但是都沒有效果。
難道我的世界裏缺了它嗎?

xx

Feeling so lazy and restless.
Nothing is going to be able to fill that hole in my heart, soul and mind.
Except you.

xx

Teardrops are lining up in my eye, waiting for their turn to drop from my cheek.

Scratch that.

They are down.

Friday, December 18, 2009

My entire soul seems to be missing since the second you are no longer here.
There is nothing in this world that would fill that space in my heart.
You are the only one capable of doing so.

I miss you.

Xoxo.

(Real post starts here)
Haven't been blogging/twittering/facebooking because my laptop sucks.
It's getting super laggy and all.
And I'm getting lazy to even use it.
I'm going to isolate myself from the social life I have.
Hahaha.
I'm sick and tired of some stuff that seems to be repeating no matter where I go.
I'll try to distance myself from those.
But that means I'm going to have to distant myself from everyone.

Okay, will blog again soon.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Just another 4 to 5 hours!
Are you excited?
I AM.

Anyway, I watched Julie & Julia...
I feel like cooking too.
Hahahahaha.

Okay, got to go prepare now! :D
*Mad Excited*