My life, my story.

No one would know how I feel inside me now.

Except for God.

No one would know how glad and relieved I feel now.

Except for God.

No one would know how nervous and scared I feel now.

Except for God.

No one would know how appreciative I am of my care group now.

Except for God.

No one would know how disappointed I am in myself now.

Except for God.

No one knows me, not even myself.

I'm not saying knowing as in knowing that I exist in this world, or as in you knowing my name, what I like, what I dislike, my interests and things like that.

But the definition of knowing yourself is so much more than that.

The true meaning is just so deep that the journey to find out who you really are is just such a challenge and it's such an adventure for you to go on.

God is the only person who knows you the best.

He knows the number of hair you have on your head, I mean, how mind-boggling is that fact?

I know that He will show me the way.

He have His plans written down.

And that no matter what obstacles I am facing right now, He will eventually place miracles in my life in order to achieve the goal that He have in mind for me.

Proverbs 3:5-7 (New International Version)

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the LORD and shun evil.

Thank You.

There is really none like You.

None but You, Jesus.

You are there in times of our weaknesses and You give us strength to pull through them.

You are my rock.

You are really so awesome.

You are more than amazing.

I trust in You with all of my heart and I know that you will make my paths straight, Lord.

You will show and guide me to the right way.

Thank You Lord..

Thank You..

xx

I feel like I didn't do that well for my first time leading worship today.

But I thank you guys for supporting me and telling me that I did a good job.

I never thought I would lead praise & worship one day.

I had never even think that I would go to care group, or that I would be a Christian.

But look where I am today.

I am just so in awe knowing what God can do in our lives.

I will try my best to do better and be the best I can be leading praise and worship.

I will not let the devil win by telling myself that I did bad and that I cannot improve.

I know I can, and I will improve.

There is just something in me that is dying to burst out of my shell.

& that is to learn to be a better worshipper, a better person who is able to praise and worship You more, to be someone who is able to pray for others more.

That is the person who I am striving to be.

And I know by God's strength that I am capable of doing so.

xx