My life, my story.

Happy 22nd Anniversary Mommy & Daddy.
I love you two.
No one can ever replace you in my heart.
Thank you for bringing me up, and I'm sorry to repay you at times with my bad moods and all.
But deep inside, please know that I love you and that will never change.

&

Happy Birthday Stephanie Arifin.
Love you (:
You're old.
You're officially legal to do anything you want.
Go get married!

Two happy events on one day.
This is always the happiest day for my family.
Celebrating two things at the same time.
I can't wait for my parents' anniversary 3 years later.
Oh, and my grandparents' 50th anniversary next year!

Time flies.

Hahaha, I know I haven't been blogging as much as a few weeks back.
But at least it's not like the time back in January and February.
I wouldn't even post when I'm super bored.
Oh well.
To make it up, long wordy post ahead!

Anyway, I'm in such a dilemma now.
I don't know if I should cut my hair.

Short?
Bangs?
Trim?
Layer?

Stephie said I should just chop 2/3 of my hair.
Hahaha.

Daddy said okay when I asked him if I could go Thailand.
Mommy wants me to go back Indo, so maybe I will, for 6 days.
Every trip of mine will be only 6 days max.
Except for Korea I guess, 8 days.
Stupid hip-hop class.
Hahaha.
I want to go Bali too!
But I need to spend time here too.
I need to hang out with my friends before I leave.

June is their holiday, and I'll be flying around?
What the hell Caroline..

Okay, still thinking about cutting hair.
Okay, I've decided.
I'm not going to cut short.
Never in my life.
Okay, I don't know what other hairstyles are there.

Jerevien Poon!
We go try wigs okay.
Hahahaha.

I need to shop.
Badly.
I can't wait to go Thailand..
Shopping for a whole new collection of clothes for my new life in the US.
:D

Oh, Daddy only opened one room for cruise this Friday.
So I'll have my brother clinging onto me for the whole duration..
Oh well, it'll be fun.
I can hang out with my dearest brother, with him not being stuck to his stupid computer game all day long.
We can go eat non stop.

Oh, speaking of which.
I've decided to stop the 7 day diet thing.
It's a torture.
Okay, maybe for this week only.
I need a break.

Cruise.
I haven't been on board for like years.
We used to go every few months.
I think I haven't step my foot onto Superstar Virgo since 4 years ago.
What a miracle.
I bet all the crews we used to know are all not working there anymore.
How sad..
No more free food! Hahaha, kidding.
That was only this one time.
The chef gave my siblings and I complimentary French Fries.

Oh well..
I need a break from this super mundane life of mine.
I really need something to spice up my life.
Ah, when will it come?

Because of cruise, I can't meet up with Haziqah & Verna this Saturday.
Sorry guys.
Will catch up with you guys after that okay!
Because of cruise, Alyssa couldn't meet me up for a retail therapy.
Sorry Alyssa.
I'll see you soon!
You're my shopping consultant so no worries.
I'll definitely go shopping with you.

I'm still up at 441am.
I should be asleep.
I need my at-least-6-hours of beauty sleep.
I ate chicken rice like, 2 to 3 hours back.
I did hula a bit, then Mommy stopped me from continue-ing.
Because I hula-ed after I ate.

So, I've been chatting with Tracy a lot.
Crapping not chatting.
Hahaha.
We talked about height and weight the most.
Our two favourite topics.

It's so funny how girls are so mad over their appearance.
I'm not going to point my finger at anyone, because I'm one of them too.
If I were to talk about somebody on this topic, I'll talk about myself.
I'm crazy last week.
Eating nothing but fruits and vegetables most of the time.
Not consuming any carbohydrates for 7 days.
Can you imagine that?

Oh well, I still can't get myself off the couch to go to the gym.
I am a seriously hopeless lazy bum.
I need to shed off like tens of pounds off me.
Before all of my trips.

Help me.

I'm talking to James online.
Hahah, I know you're reading this, James.
We haven't skype for ages.
We stopped when... Your sister stayed at your place for a few days!
Hahah, yeap, that's when we stopped.

I was supposed to go back to Indo, 5 June to 11 June.
I told Patrick, because he was supposed to go back with me.
But he went "No, cannot, I've my primary school gathering."
So I dont know if I'm going back..

But it made me have the urge to call up all of my primary school friends.
I need to meet up with you guys.
Definitely.
And my secondary school friends too.
I'll never forget you guys.
And my seniors, like Shuhui who I'm going to meet soon.

I really can't bear to leave this place, my second home.
Even though I really can't stand the weather of this country.
Even though I'm really sick of the same shopping malls I can only go to over and over again.
Even though there's no theme parks to make me go wild for.
Even though some of the people here are really horrible.
Even though this place is not perfect,
this place is still the piece of land that I've been living for 10 years.

I'll definitely leave this place with buckets of tears.
I will not leave all of my memories here, even though I'm sure I'll leave those unnecessary ones behind.
I will bring the memories I spent with you where ever I go.
All of them are imprinted at the back of my mind.
I will remember you guys and have your pictures up on my wall in the US.

I just hope..
You guys will remember me, and miss me as much as I will be doing so.