I apologize for the fact that I haven't been blogging.
The only thing I want to do right now is to plop on my bed and to go into a deep sleep.
I'll do that after class...
Well, a short one hour nap before leaving for dinner with my uncle and family.

Bye!

Genesis 15:6
Although Abram had been demonstrating his faith through his actions, it was his belief in the Lord, not his actions, that made Abram right with God. We, too, can have a right relationship with God by trusting him. Our outward actions-church attendance, prayer, good deeds-will not by themselves make us right with God. A right relationship is based on faith--the heartfelt inner confidence that God is who he says he is and does what he says he will do. Right actions will follow naturally as by-products.

starting and ending your day right.

with God's Word.

that is what should be important to all of us.

7 hours of sleep left.

and..

i still have to shower.

hehe.

so, monday is the start of a whole new exercising and dieting phase.

:D

goodnight!

looking outside the car window on the way back to the city of angels from sin city, made my mind go to a grueling amount of work, i think i had a million and one thoughts come and go during those 2h30mins to 3h time that i was sitting at the passenger seat in front.

things that happened in 2010 came flashing in my mind and i felt mixed emotions, like any one of you would.

you might be so ecstatic that somethings happened, but you always have a downside in your year that would make you sad.

but all of that aside, i told myself not to ponder about all of those things anymore.

because that was in the past. and i know that God have a greater year, a greater 2011, filled with plans and obstacles for me to overcome.

i place my life in His hands because i know that He will give nothing but the best for me.

He is our awesome and mighty God, He is our personal savior, He gave His life up for us.

He is just so majestic and worthy of our love, praise and everything.

thank you, God, for giving up Your one and only Son to make us sinless, Jesus died on that cross for the people that He hadn't seen.

Jesus died on that cross because it was Your plan for Him to.

We are sinless because of You, and I just want to thank you with all of my heart and all.

You are so wonderful, great, and just amazing, God.

thank you God, I love you.

placing God in the center of my everything.

truth to be told, i used to have my devotion time all messed up.

on and off, on and off again.

but that changed since i came back from vegas after celebrating new years.

i told my friend that, usually my new year resolution would be a long list of super unimportant things like:

losing weight, being this and that, to be more this and that, and stuff like that.

but this year, that no longer exists.

i'm proud to say that i've changed.

because i've changed for the better.

but i'm still in the process of changing to be a better person.

i'm not a totally different person from before, but i'm definitely not the same person.

this year, my one and only new year resolution is:

to have a closer and intimate relationship with God.

i read somewhere in my stack of books that by wanting to achieve that, you need to:

worship Him, praise Him, pray to Him, and just to read His Word.

it is not about you going to church regularly, and to sing along with the band.

it is not about you raising your hands while singing.

reading The Bible is what matters most.

it is something dearly to God.

without Him, i wouldn't be able to go through my resolution this year.

and i am having a wonderful start.

for example, last night.

i entered my bedroom at 230am.

and told myself that i've to sleep by 3am because i've lunch tomorrow and that it's really late.

so, i placed my phone aside, and started reading my daily devotional books - where you have a page of devotions daily, so it's a short one (3 of them), and a worship book, and of course, The Bible.

i started reading and i couldn't stop.

even though i wanted to just stop and sleep.

unaware of the time, i finally stopped and looked at my clock.

it was almost 330am.

yes, an hour is not long enough to read His Word.

but i believe that the duration that i spend reading will get longer each day.

i really love reading my stack of books.

it is something that i told myself that i should have started doing it as a habit long ago.

well, better late than never?

think about it.

is it your time to start too?

that made me sad, but really glad at the same time.

something that you said made me jump with joy.

but others made me sink to bottom of the earth.

i'm just glad that it's over.

wait..

am i?

i am so confused to whatever you said about me.

two times.

you never fail to leave me puzzled and annoyed.

thanks.

nuthin to say

Happy New Year lovelies.
I'm currently on my way back to los angeles.
Vegas was fun.
I'm really happy.

I am afraid of the new year thwt is ahead of all of us.
But at the sane time, I am really excited to overcome the things ahead of me becausr I know that those are planned for me to get over.

Ah, til tonight or tomorrow loelies.
Xoxo.

oh no.

i'm sorry that i didn't blog a long one today.

this is what happens when we have direct tv to record all of your shows.

and i'll be missing from my lovely space until the 2nd.

going to vegas tomorrow until the 1st.

new year's eve is tomorrow.

wow, i can't believe 2010 passed by so quickly.

2011 will be a better year for all of us, including you and myself.

i wanted to type something.

but i forgot 10 seconds after i had that thought.

wow, that's how bad my short term memory is.

oh oh, i remember now.

i wanted to say i've to wake up early morning tomorrow because...

i haven't pack my luggage.

and i'm leaving in max. 8 hours.

and i'm still waiting for my laundry to get done.

this is going to be a long yet short night for both my sister and myself.

shall continue watching my criminal minds.

fold the laundry when it's all done.

go to sleep.

wake up at 9am latest.

bathe and pack and off to vegas we all go.

hooray.

it's going to be an awesome new year's eve and new year.

surrounded with family (my sister) and friends.

awesomecakes.

can't wait.

it reminds me of new year's eve two years ago though.

spent it in vegas with my darling family.

i miss them so much.

i'll blog again in Jan 2, 2011.

see you all again lovelies.

have a blessed, crazy, fun, enjoyable new years eve and new year alright.

love ya'll.

xoxo.

clearing thoughts out of my head

goodnight lovelies.

i have a feeling i'll blog a long post or something tomorrow.

just to make up for the few days i was mia-ing.

xoxo.

我的嘴巴說不，可是我的心偷偷在笑著。

我告訴自己不，可是我的心在喊著是。

我讓自己想著不，可是我的心要的是相反的。

我告訴自己你不重要，可是我知道那是一個謊言。

我告訴自己我可以完成的某某事的，可是我知道那是一個謊言。

如果我真的是在說不，如果你真的不重要，

也許，

昨天在那一個時刻，今天在這一個時刻，

我不會感到很興奮，對吧？

我現在要帶著我開心的心情睡覺囉！

晚安！

preparing to spend bomb in the next couple of days.

a couple of hundred bucks on knives.

a couple of hundred bucks on cooking sets.

and probably some extra tools or gadget that i'll decide to get when i actually purchase the first two most important items..

oh oh.

did i tell you what i got for christmas from my sister?

a freaking red kitchenaid stand mixer with two other attachments for it.

it's so damn awesome.

i love you jie!

:O

that was a shocking thing to discover..

since christmas is over..

ive enjoyed the snow.

a late white christmas i guess.

snowboarded today.

only played thrice (not the bunny slope!) because my thighs were crying in pain.

well, it's 220am now so im going to wash up and sleep.

oh, also..

since christmas is over..

dieting time is here.

&

vegas, here i come (with a crowd) for new years eve!

So, the post that I thought was published is gone.

That sucks.

It was pretty long -___-

its so ironic how i always complain im fat but im always consuming something.

be it something healthy or even something that is not.

i just came back an hour or so ago from supper.

yes, supper.

that sucks.