First driving lesson is going to be held next Thursday or Friday.
One lesson = 2 hours.
After 5 lessons = driving test.
After passing driving test = LICENSE!

Awesomecakes!!
Excited! But nervous!

Excited > Anxiety.

Can't wait to drive... Uh, I'm not too sure about that actually..

Okay, I'm really bored.
As you can tell, since I'm back blogging.
I've been singing and playing bejeweled.
Then I got bored of playing.
I'm singing and blogging now.
Hahaha, multi-tasking!

Anyway, don't you just hate it when someone criticize others.
For example, just a normal somebody talking bad about a famous somebody?
It's like.. you can bad mouth them only if you can do better than them.
If you can't, keep your comments to yourself.

Okay, I'm going to sing until my throat becomes really dry.
Hahaha. Still thinking about what to wear for Halloween!
Comments? Suggestions?
Help?

That's my happy face.
Hahahaha.
I'm really super relieved when my brother told me that he's able to take my subject combination, Double Science and AMath.
Even though he freaked me out with his individual subject's result before that.

I was like.. You should have just told me that you can take my subject combination.
I don't care about your results.
I'm such a mean sister, I know.
But at least I do care about his results right? Hahaha.

So, a lot of people are falling sick lately.
It's definitely due to the insane weather here.
It was making every single one freeze 2 weeks ago.
And now it's pretty warm.
What's up with you, weather? In a dilemma much.
Yeah, I'm glad I'm not sick.
Even though I had a really bad stomachache and headache yesterday.
The headache was pretty bad for a couple of minutes.
Like... the room was spinning.
I don't know..

So, everyone's saying how awesome the weather is over here.
Plus because it's not humid, my skin will be in perfect condition and all.
That is so not true.
At least for my skin it's not.
I've like 9081392472421 pimples since I came over.
I hate this.

I need my laser thingy done ASAP.
Seriously!

It's only 2 minutes to 12noon.
I've been up since 10am when class is at 340pm.
What the hellllllll.
& I slept at 3plus am!
I'm freaking insane.
Okay, going to divert my attention to facebook, twitter, and my dear tv.
I'll blog another post soon enough.
Xoxo.

When I see a pretty skyline, I'll think of you.
When I see a pretty view, you fill my mind.

HAHAHAHA. What rubbish.
But isn't that sunset view just spectacular.
I mean, it's even prettier in reality.
Seriously!
No matter how good of a photographer you are, I believe that we just can't capture the true reality in a picture.
Nothing beats being at the location itself to experience the beauty of the moment that we wish to capture with our camera.

What am I talking about..
I hope you guys understand me!

Oh oh! Hey look!
I'm getting back to blogging.
I'm working on writing more posts.
& I'll probably change my picture every few weeks.
Just to keep you guys coming back to my blog :)
Heheh.

I think the price of the clothes here are getting into my head,
and making me hooked to the thought of going shopping.
Must. Resist.
I shall limit myself to blog only every once every few months...
But I really have to shop soon.
To prepare for winter.
I swear that's not an excuse.
I don't want to die from the cold!
And it sucks to have a sister who doesn't have the same shoe size as me.
If not... I wouldn't have to shop.
And for the sister who have the same size of me, kinda, doesn't really like to shop.
The horror.

Well, that's the case for footwear.
For clothes..
I can't fit to both sisters' because I'm much more bigger in size than them.
I doubt that I can even be the same size as them no matter how much weight I actually lose.
I've broader shoulders, I think.
I've wide hips, which leads to bigger thighs.
But I think my sister wore my shorts cause I saw it hanging behind her toilet door..
It should be loose for her.
No idea why is it there.
Okay, back to topic.
See, that's why I can't share with them clothes.
But if they have a bigger sized clothes.
I'll just force myself to fit into them anyway. HAHA.
Self-denial about my own size.
I'll lose weight to be more like them... Soon.

I need to get more bags too.
Or I can just steal my sister's.
I've been doing that. Hahaha.
I stole two or three of her bags already. (:

Anyway, anyway!
I dyed my hair back to black.
I'm so not used to seeing myself in black hair.
It's been about 11 months or something since I dyed my hair to brownish-red!
My natural hair colour isn't even black in the first place.
Can't wait for my hair to freaking grow longer, then I'll chop it off again so I'll have my natural hair.
Nothing but my natural hair.

Didn't go to Church today.
Wanted to surprise my friend with my new hairstyle.
Hahaha, oh well, I'll see her in two weeks' time.

I'm going to school early tomorrow.
Just to talk to my school's counselor.
(Don't worry, I'm not going crazy.)
I'm going to ask her about my Winter & Spring class schedule.
If not... I shall not tell you guys anything.
I'll let you know after I actually talk to her.
So confusing.
Gah, I'm going to plan my school stuff later since I've nothing better to do anyway.
It's Sunday night, 1045pm, and I've Accounting homework due tomorrow, but I don't usually do them anyway...
So who gives a heck.
Don't feel like going to school.
To add to that, I'm going to get back my two test papers.
Accounting and Math.
Just kill me already.

Ah, so annoyed over some news.
Hope it's not true ):
I don't want it to be true..

Heh, just got back not long ago, so I shall bathe and stuff now!
I'm so bloody random.
Realize how my topic can jump from A to H to X or something?
Okay, whatever Caroline.

With lots of loveeeeeeeeeeee!!
Will blog with PICTURES next time.
Heehehe.

Don't complain and say that I'm not blogging people.
Here I am.

So, haven't been doing much interesting stuff lately.
So there's nothing much to blog about really.
Halloween's coming soon, so expect pictures then yeah?
No promises though.
I'll try to blog more pictures too.

So, I just got a small makeover.
I dyed my new hair back to black.
(Not blonde my dear Haziqah & Verna)
Cutting like 15cm, not an exact value of course, was such a random decision.

I'm being asked to change and to go out.
So I'll continue another day.
Bye!
Love you guyssss.

Hello!!
First thing.
I hate Haziqah. HAHAHA.
I am NOT anorexic.
Thank you very much.

Verna!
Always in Indo ahhhhhh.
Boyfriend boyfriend boyfriend!
Hahah, how are you? :D

H&V, must conference on MSN more okay.
Miss you guyssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

JANETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT LAU.
I love you!! HAHAHA.
Bbm-ing you the other day wasn't such a bad choice eh?
It got us started to bbm for hours and skype for hours every other day.
<3

Alyssa Wee!
Miss you! Can you come over please.
Mitch and I are waiting for you.
We miss youuu. Macs in the middle of the night.
Complaining to me in the middle night about stuff.
Hahaha, I miss youuuuu. See you soon okay. Xoxoxo.

Nita, I really don't know what to blog about..
Give me some ideas what to blog about.
Anyway you're looking damn pretty eh!
HAHA.

J.Poon, Can you please eat more?
Thank you very much.
Hahah, I expect to see you being much more chubby when I go back please.
You're bloody skinny lah, bamboo stickkkkkkkk!!

Tracy, don't be too anorexic please.
Hahahahhaha, can you please repair your bbm.
It feels so weird not bbm-ing you at all. HAHA.

I miss all of you guysssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!
I want to go back soon.
ASAP ASAP.

Please let me know when are your holidays for next year's August.
Please and thank youuu.
Because I hope I'm going back when it's your holidays.
So that we can spend time together..
So many people to meet up with but so little time.
Better sacrifice your time to meet up with me. HAHA.
I'm kidding.

Anyway, I want to do so many things!!
#1. Picnic at Botanics. (Taken by Janet, Jiani & Kim :D)
#2. Picnic at Marina Barrage.
#3. Go around West side & those areas that I've never been there.
#4. Walk around my long-time-no-see Orchard Road.
#5. Go Haji Lane & shop with my dearest Alyssa.
#6. Go Far East Plaza with my shopping people.
#7. Kbox!
#8. Sentosa? Heard some parts it's renovating?
#9. Singapore Flyer!
#10. Visit school, Manjusri?
#11 onwards - still in consideration :D

Give me more ideas...
Let me know which one you're willing to fill the gap for.
Miss and love you guys. Xoxoxo.

(I'm laughing hearing Brenda laughing at my post. HAHAHHA)

我好想以前在道南的時候。
我們什麽時候才能像以前一樣，玩籃球，在圖書館玩耍，到Parkway Parade逛一逛呢？
我們都麽的自在，活潑，自由，都沒有什麽的煩惱。
我想回到過去。

I miss the times when we were still in Tao Nan.
When can we be like before again?
Playing basketball, playing in the library, going to Parkway Parade to walk around.
We were so free, and full of life, with no problems at all.
I want to go back to that time.

I have no idea why I just typed it in Chinese and translated it..
Oh well.
I finally met my sister, Steph, after 2 weeks since I didn't come back to the other house last weekend.
I missed her ):
I can't wait to see the rest of the "gang" this weekend.
Hahah.

Been trying to plan my Summer next year.
Too many things to do, but so little time.
I'm afraid that I won't even be in Singapore for 2 weeks..
Actually, it's kind of confirm that I won't be in Singapore for 2 weeks.
I need to spend everyday of my time in Singapore going out with you guys.
Ahhhh.
I need more time.

The background of my new photo is my current place which is super messed up....
Hahahaha, who cares :D

Anyway, I lost weight, yay!

Okay, I'm going to bathe, prepare for school, eat and go to school now.

(8) Baby don't worry, you are my only.......
Baby are you down down down down downnnn.. (8)

Hello!
I'm in class right now.
English class.
SO BORING.
& yes, I'm using the laptop.
Awesomecakes.
HAHAHA.

English is hell.
Kill me now, thanks.

<3

So, remember how everyone asked me why I didn't want to place a tagboard in my blog?
As you can see, reason number one is how annoying it is when people spam your blog.
Even if it's your own brother, in this case.
This just makes me feel all irritated and ultimately, too lazy to blog about anything.
So, bye!

I've no idea why is there a line across my new picture.
But who cares.
Hahahaha.

If I hardly blog anymore....
Blame Nurul Haziqah (:
Hehehehe.

Don't kill me Haziqahhhh.

Dreaming about _____ always make my day so much brighter.
I think I was smiling throughout my sleep..
It's just that no one saw it cause I was alone.

The dream made me realise one thing.
& I'm not going to say it out loud.
Hehe.

I miss _____.

Zhen, if you're reading this, you'll know who ;)
*crosses pinky with you, virtually, spiritually*
Pinky swear, secret between us!
Hahahahahaha.

Hiiii!
I'm blogging and I'm in school right now.
I'm waiting for my next class that starts in 20 minutes and I'm so bored right now.
Yay for the small laptop that I can bring around and yay for the school's wireless network!
I'm going to dye my hair back to brown black, my natural color... Soon.
No idea when but probably soon because my black roots are sooooooo obvious since it's been like 2-3 months since I dye-d it.
And I have to trim my hair a little bit.
It's getting messy.

So, I'm going to have to take the bus home later. HAHAHA.
Caroline taking the bus :D

So I was thinking about what am I going to do when I go back to Singapore & Indonesia.
I've a couple of things in mind of what I want to do in Singapore, or rather what I HAVE to do..
1) Dentist - to replace my retainers.
2) Skin Doctor.
3) Eye Doctor - Lasik!!
4) My Mission Impossible ;) - only Tracy will know what I mean.
5) Visit all the places that I haven't been before and take photos.
6) Look at the new shopping centres.
And to hang out with you guys of course...

& In Indonesia.. I don't really know yet.
But I'll probably hang out with my new made Indonesian friends :D
If they go back in the Summer too.
And like, visit the brand new shopping malls.
Eat my awesome maid's cooking.

That's about it for now.
So many things to do in 3 weeks.
Insane!
I've to squeeze so many things into one day.

Can't wait to go back.
But before my hectic Summer schedule begins.
I've a busy busy plan for December too.
Cousin & her family coming over to visit colleges and I'm her "tour guide".
Another cousin and her family coming over after my cousin's graduation.
And my brother's coming with the cousin that I first stated.
Yay! I miss him so much...... ):
Especially the quarelling part.

Okay, got to off the laptop now.
Stupid boring lessons #2 is going to start soon.
Byebyebye.
Xoxo.

I'm getting lazy.
It's Sunday.
I haven't study a single thing since Thursday.
& it's 8 minutes to 11pm now.
I"m going to start studying then..
Thank goodness for Afternoon class, 340pm.

So sleepy....
Help me ):

I had so much stuff that I wanted to blog about.
But now, I don't really have the mood to say anything.
It's 230am now.
Church's in 8.5 hours.

My mind just won't stop popping up things for me to think and fret about.
How awesome is my brain?
Be it good or bad things to think about.
Everyone, love my brain.

<3

I've been hearing so many people asking me about which major do I want to take.
Usually, I'd answer.. "Accounting? Or something related to Business."
But now, I find myself changing my answer to a simple "I don't know".
Why?
Because I know that I don't want to take anything to do with Business anymore.
I remember me telling myself that, I'd never want to do anything that has something to do with Math after Os.
And yet, I'm taking Accounting this semester.

Daddy and Mommy said in the car a few days ago, that most of the people who major-ed in Business, are jobless.
Yes, most of them.
So, I'm thinking, why should I take Business and be one of the jobless ones?
That will be so stupid of me.
And they said about my cousin, Linda, about being unique, because she's taking Mass Communication.
Hey, that's what I wanted to take.
Something to do with the media, entertainment industry.
I didn't open my mouth to actually tell them.
Because I was afraid of what my sister, who was in the car, would think of it.
She'll probably scold me for being stupid or something.
I don't know.
It just doesn't seem realistic for Indonesians to take Media-related majors.

I'm not saying that I'll have a job just because I don't take the Business major.
It's just that, since we know that there are so many people out there who are unable to find jobs.
Why line up in that ever so long, never ending queue to just have a slight opportunity of having a job?

I don't know what am I saying anymore.
I don't know if you get what am I saying over here.
Truthfully, I just wanted to rant, even though you guys may not understand what I am saying.
I just think that this is the place that I want to speak my mind at.

Okay, it's 3am.
I've to get ready by 11am tomorrow, since Dajie and Jane wants to get breakfast or something..
Which I doubt we will in the end.
& Erjie's going to fetch me at 1245pm tomorrow.
Church event, the Sports' Day, starts at 1pm tomorrow.

So, goodnight.

Suddenly, I'm not so sure about the thing I was so sure a month ago. I just want to be like one of actors in the movie. Going to the beach and just screaming my lungs out. I don't know who to turn to. I don't want to annoy those I always turn to, talking about this topic over and over again. Sometimes my brain just decides to turn against my made up mind and screw everyone all over again.

Why can't I just seem to make up my mind and make that the end of it. Seriously. Why?

I know how much you guys hate me for always posting super wordy posts.
Especially with no pictures in them.
Not even one.. Hahaha.
So this is for you guys.
I wanted to upload more.
But it's already 241am, and I'm exhausted.
& I got to wake up early tomorrow to study.
Study study study.
Hahaha, most of these pictures, actually, all except the first photo are from my sister's camera.
So I don't know if you guys have seen them in Facebook.
Here you go:

Verna Sukiat.
I heard you're not feeling well.
Take care of yourself yeah.
Don't do so much work, staying over in school to rush your projects, not sleeping until a couple of hours before sunrise!
It's no wonder you're sick.
Health comes first okay!

I can't really remember how we first got to know each other.
Hahah, obviously it's in Manjusri but, when?
I know we had our ups and downs.
And some major drama and all.
I don't know what to say really.
But I'm just glad that you're my friend.
No, one of my best friends.

I know there are times when you feel like some things inside you are killing you.
Like one of the drama that happened last time.
I know I'm not a really good advice-giver person.
But I hope that my pair of listening ear was of much help.

You know what, I can still totally remember how you'll say my name when I say/do something lame.
And I remember the time when you screamed "Olin!" from one end to another.
I remember our Choir days, and those days in Secondary 2 where I was being isolated that I quit Choir..
I remember the recesses that we had together with the gang, and you'll always get muah-chee and never finish it.
And how you don't remember your classes after recess that we've to remind you whether you've to go to your Malay class.

There are so many memories that are etched in my memory.
& I assure you that I'll never forget them.

Especially how you wanted your letter to be long.
The letter I gave the few of you on the day I left for the US.
I know it wasn't much.
But I hope you know what I'm trying to say.

Remember the stay over we had at your place!
Facial mask + cucumber on our eyes.
Those days seemed it was just a couple of months ago.
But it's more than a year ago.

Friends, Friendships are really important.
And I'm glad that I've a friend like you.
For those times where the "Operation to Isolate Caroline" took place, I mean, I still remember it, it obviously hurt a lot.
Like, a lot..
I just wanted to cry my heart out.
And to tell the truth, I really wanted to just transfer out of Manjusri.
I just wanted to get out and run out of the situation.
I'm not even kidding.
But, I forgive you guys.
Because I believe all that matters is the present.
And that we are friends now.

How I wish I'm there to celebrate Janet's birthday! ):
I miss you guys so much.
I'll see you in 10-11 months.
<3

Falling sick.
That says it all.
I'm falling sick.

Wednesday, on the way to school..
My first time ever, I experienced car-sickness.
I felt so sick.

Thursday, after waking up.
Flu.
At night, drank medicine.
Friday (today), woke up with a cough.

Ah, my body's being so annoying now.

On the bright side, kinda..
Happy Birthday Janet Lau Shan Xiu! <3
I miss you! And I'm sorry I'm not there for the 10th birthday we wished each other for.
10 years and counting.
How awesome is that?
I'll celebrate with you whenever I'm back during your birthday!
In.... 5 years? Hahaha, after I graduate.
See, that's the kinda not-so-bright-side of this.
Ah, see you soon.
Hope you've the most fantastic birthday okay (:

I'll blog another day.
Xoxo.